Breakingthewall

@CoolDreamThanks the thing is very simple, happiness is the result of stopping creating unhappiness. You create unhappiness because you identify yourself with the finite form and from the perspective of the form reality is imperfect and a threat. When you open yourself to the unlimited you stop creating unhappiness then the natural happiness remains. You still want to do things because you want to give the best of yourself. You are a source of life, then you want to flow. When you open yourself to the unlimited the psyche literally dissapear, there is not subconscious anymore, no rumination, just openess. Of course there is a big inertia and you fall again and again in the psyche, in the form, but when you already have tasted the unlimited, a chain reaction starts and doesn't stop

I think it's quite obvious that if you were totally open to you infinite nature whole time the form would mean very little for you, and the suffering comes from the form. Any problem of life, like misery, illness, loneliness, would mean very little for you, almost nothing, just a background vibration. The question is until what extent this openenss is possible. Sure in some extent, maybe almost total, but I don't think it's possible 100% being a human, but maybe it is

I hope you don't get too violent in your crusade. Many religious people have fallen in violence and hate, be careful. About your video, it's obvious that meditation is great. What I doubt more is about if there are 84 universes or is sadhguru can protect me from the demons, as he claimed. I'm so sorry to doubt, I'm a drug addict without faith, but what to do? Stake?

Lately I did get nothing doing it, just black hole, no real openenss, it's like I'm done with it, same is happening with nn DMT, maybe stopping the use for some months or a year it would be interesting again.

I think forms arise because the reality is infinite. Without infinite forms reality would be limited and can't be. The point is that all those forms are really appearances because are just apparent movement, things that moves in relationship to other things that moves in relationship of other things etc, then really it's like there are not forms, because from an infinite perspective there is not movement. it's as you said just a perspective, like a mental image, but we are in that perspective and it's quite solid. Then, can be dissapear? Maybe yes in the sense that you could change your perspective and make the form irrelevant. It still exist, but it's totally transparent, the substance is the main thing, the form is just a form . But still , has to be, I think And again, the question would be: what happens with me when this form ends? Well, who makes that question really is the form, then it disappears, or restart in a different way, but then it isn't this form anymore. The reality can't do this question, because it's already everything. It's difficult to think In this, because who thinks is the form, that's to say that all this thoughts that we are making aren't real, means nothing, but anyway we have to make them to make the form transparent

Form doesn't exist in the sense that if it finish, it never existed, it's one divided by infinity, that is zero, then it's just an appearance, but what could happen when it's not form? Only one thing could happen, that a form arises. A form could be the entire big bang or an atom, the problem is understanding: what am I? Am I the form or the substance? How could I be both? Then what I'm going to be when this form dissapear? Seems like a paradox, you will stop existing as this form but continue existing as existence, then you will be another form, but you as existence are already infinite forms 😅. Then, what are you? Difficult or maybe impossible to really understand

I think that we can see that reality manifests itself in different dimensions. Reality can only be unlimited and eternal, therefore if there are different relative dimensions these will necessarily be infinite. Thus, the fact of manifestation in dimensions or forms is an absolute reality. It is obvious if you observe yourself, you are flowing in a very concrete way. If this is like this now, it is always like this, now is always, only the appearance changes, infinite cycles. The end of manifestations is not a possibility, nothing begins and ends in infinity, only cycles return to their origin and originate again, in infinite circles.

The reality contains the form but in some way the form contains the reality. The form is, that's inevitable, we are the reality made form, there have to be infinite forms then is a sense form is absolute, if there is form, always is form, without end, it's impossible that are forms and then stop being, another form will arise, to infinity

Exactly, you are the reality. total infinity. It is something quite counterintuitive because apparently you are limited by all the other forms and whoever sees himself is the form, the total reality does not reflect on itself, the reflection is in the form, but the form can see that it really is a justa shell and what really exists is the existence

The human mind can open itself to the infinity because it is the infinity, like everything else. It's impossible to avoid suffering is some extent, because the form exist. Even it's impermanent it has the impulse of maintain itself as a form. Anyway, who cares about the suffering? The point is opening out eyes to infinity, it's the the real thing. All of us have to achieve it, because anything else is misery. The form is the infinity, your mind is infinite, nothing is finite. The only illusion is that something is finite or imperfect. The form is nothing because there are infinite forms, but it's everything because it contains the total infinity. Any point of the reality contains the whole reality, Infinite dimensions arising within infinite dimensions, everything that is possible is, and the possibilities are endless. only the absolutely perfect can be. Imagine infinite big bangs, in them any micro lack of coordination causes non-existence, infinite emergences will never be, infinite others do exist, all coordinated with each other to infinite power. the form is absolute perfection. a meth addict fucking his dog is absolute perfection and contains the totality, a depressing thought is the perfection and is the totality of the reality. everything is perfect lines, absolute coordination.

I don't even know what the point you mention is, I just write reflections because I feel like doing it.

I think it's a point very interesting with the tinnitus. The strong tinnitus is a real shit, like chronic pain, it's something that is in your brain without stop a second, and seems that is going to be there for ever. There in only one solution: ignoring it. It is possible, I'm doing a concious effort to achieve that because I think I have to live with it for ever. You can put it in the background of your mind, like it doesn't exist, I get it some times , others it's impossible

Lately I ve a tinnitus very loud, like 70 db, an alarm that never stop. And lately my mind is very empty, without distractions, then at night the sound is crazy. Maybe the tinnitus gets louder when your mind get more silent .I think I always have in some extent, but as I was always thinking, I didn't realize, but now is empty mind and this alarm so loud

It depends of the moment of your trip. For me to beginning the best is 5 meo DMT vaped, doing it a lot of times, hundred if you need, i dont think it have side effects . 5meo changes your energetic configuration, you can achieve a point were for you doing 5 meo is easy, without any fear . But before that, 5meo is very challenging, really scary and serious, you have to break a lot of barriers. 5meo DMT can totally change your psychological structure. I don't use anymore, but I use sometimes nn DMT, low doses of LSD and THC. i think there are useful in another way, in the way to open yourself. DMT is strange because many times is totally empty, nothing interesting, no hallucinations, even vaping a lot, just a hole, but the side effects is what I look for, after you have an empty mind all day, like less density.

I think that maybe when we are in another level you naturally need the retirement and you do, but until that moment arrives, I wouldn't try, I'm sure that would be very repressive, anyway, your determination is real, you will find the way

The point is arrive to a mental state where all the psyche is erased. Anything else is mental mess, the psyche must dissapear. It means that we have to move only from the truth, without the slightest lie in our life, lies to ourselves and to others, then you act from the truth and you forget anything else. Any lie enjail, truth set us free. Then you do what the truth that is in you tell you to do and there is nothing else to consider, then it's possible to empty the mind and open yourself to yourself

Exactly, same than the body, it's a codified genetically but it's much more plastic, in fact plasticity is it's power The ego is the same than any form of life, something that wants to survive and reproduce. Its form of reproduction is much more subtle than that of the body, it is reproduced through words and the transmission of ideas, it is one and at the same time multiple, and it fights with itself to find the most optimal way, as life does. I think that the ego , in childhood it creates absolute patterns. Seems that in part they come genetically or karmically coded. These patterns are absolutely insurmountable. You, at 9 years old, are an AI that is created on master lines that are based on fear and desire. At 9 years old your fear of death is maximum, and in our society even more so. The desire to survive, to exist, is also maximum. On these lines the personality is created, which is practically always a big piece of shit because it is limited, fearful, neurotic and false, in short: suffering. Because it's created by the contact with others egos that come from the oppression, slavery, war that happened in the humanity. A point seems that it's arriving due the favourable conditions without serious threats all time, that from the bottom of that lake of shit a spark of conscience says: I have to get out of this total shit, there is not another option, and look for the way because that spark is alive, like everything else. Everything is a soup of life that develops, modifies itself to seek the best possible option

god, or the reality, is in absolute perfection, absolute happiness, absolute existence alive, there is not loneliness. Just because a reason: there are not limits. It's like a yes that never ends, like a smile that is nailed in the eternity. The absolute is laughing always, it's absolute power, it's much more than more, it's infinity. This reality is not alone, alone is a human idea created by the appearance of many. Alone doesn't exist, is nothing. How to define an abyss that has no bottom and is alive? It's the glory of existence, where all of us are going to merge because we are that.

You could call the reality god, but it's a powerless god, because can't choose exist, can't choose that in him infinite forms arise, can't choose that all of them are perfect, cyclical, in eternal movement, then that God is just the consecuence of the absence of limitations, it's just the reality, not an entity with a will and a plan, that's anthropomorphize the reality. There is not creation, it's relative movement that being infinite can't avoid be infinitely intelligent. A god that does things is a limit, reality is limitless. Welcome to the great abyss of existence, a place where few people has the balls to take a look.

I don't think that you could do such thing because you are not anyone, are existence, and the point is that if there are forms, they are infinite, couldn't be like only 100 billions of forms, because in infinity nothing could be finite, then if there are forms means that forms are an arisement that happens in the reality and happen always, because now is always, then forms happen, it's the only explanation because it's a fact. Infinite forms in infinite dimensions. Impossible to make a mental representation.

What I meant is that the interpretation: I'm god dreaming the reality, is absolutely wrong. 1 god vs the reality, 2 dreaming. Look, if were true you were creating infinite relative realities, then you have to coordinate all of them, and as they are infinite, you couldn't create as you want but as you can, and as they are infinite you didn't create them but they existed since always, then all the infinite relative realities are creating your reality, and you are pushing to create the others infinite realities, or in short, ask leo to transform himself in an alien multicolored, let's see if he can. Maybe he can't change even an atom, because it's límited by the other infinite relative realities But the point is that all of that are second order realizations, the thing is realize what you are. You are unlimited, be unlimited is what we are looking for, not knowing things, knowing is just an interesting mental exercise

That's a mistake, subjective is an adjective and from an absolute perspective it has no meaning, and you are not creating your own reality, you are the total reality from an absolute perspective, but from a relative perspective are infinite realities synchronyzed, then you are infinitely limited, and over all, that doesn't mean nothing, the only thing that you could say is: existence exist. Then you have to realize what it really means, nobody can tell to anyone else what you are, because the concepts are just a construction

For me the point is that "enlightenment" is let's say gradual. In a given moment you break the limits for a moment, then you work in yourself in that direction and you achieve more moments of let's say no limits, of flow out of the barriers of the mind until this that was extremely challenging starts to be normal, then at any given moment you perceive yourself as the totality of existence, you are what exists, and anything else is what appears in what exists, the form it takes now. Any thought, feeling, suffering, whatever, is an appearance in what exists, which is what you are. You are infinite, without limit, empty and total at the same time, absolutely free. This does not mean that you have freed yourself from attachment to form, but rather that attachment to form coexists with the reality that you are the total existence. At some moments the form becomes denser and you do not perceive yourself as unlimited existence, at others it is more transparent. You consciously work on yourself to iron out what hinders perceiving yourself as the ultimate reality, since it becomes obvious that that is what you are, but that does not mean you stop being the form to a large extent. Towards the side of the form is suffering, since the form is impermanent and being attached to it is a sure cause of suffering. Towards the unlimited side is freedom and openness, perfect happiness, but you can never reach it 100% because the form exists and cannot be denied. You have to maintain a balance and drift towards the most practical, trying to maintain a window to the unlimited at all times, without it life is pain.

More than wealth, power. He's a real power in India, and power is addictive. The point for me is about those weird assessment, like the people that die in an accident goes to a hellish dimension, there are 84 universes, or that he knows his past lifes, etc. Seems that he shows that he knows how the cosmos works, and maybe it's just a lie to sell his character, like he's a Messiah, to attract people to him. You could say: well, just small lies to reach more people. But for me if you lie in something you are just a liar, probably you lie in everything

@Carl-Richard @Inliytened1 remember that sadhguru claims that he's not a human like you and me, he's a kinda of avatar who can protect you from demons and enlightened you just with his presence