Breakingthewall

@Agua junto al ríoonce I did LSD and when the effect began to be strong, an image came to my mind: an African cabin where the guerrillas forced an 8-year-old boy to torture his mother to death and then eat her breasts, as an initiation to turn him into a psychopath torturer. My mind could not stop entering the mind of the child, the mother and the guerrillas, alternately. I tried to get out of there, but it was impossible. The thing transformed into a scream of constant pain, and at a given moment reality was an enormous mountain, like a mountain range, of dying beings palpitating, and around it concentric rings of impaled humans screaming, to infinity. This lasted for hours. I began to experience all the possibilities of torture and pain, of illness, loss, fear, despair, and I realized that I had to accept them all. Open my heart to pain because otherwise it would never be open. At that moment, the constant screaming stopped and reality became fluid, soft, multicolored and perfect.

@Water by the River great reading!

God is inevitable. Reality is and cannot not be, it flows, it takes forms since it cannot be static, those forms are these forms, since they have to be some forms. could they be better? No, they are absolutely perfect. infinite forms flowing, organizing themselves in patterns of a complexity that goes beyond imagination, interconnected to infinity

something as alien to the mind as the absence of limits, which could be translated as the absence of everything, makes being inevitable. Being=absence of limits, they are synonyms, and being is you. The fact of being and the fact of the absence of limits, aka infinity, make stability in form impossible, but stability in being possible and inevitable. Being is always the same: totality. The form is always changing, it flows on itself infinitely. God is the intelligence that organizes that infinite flow in an absolutely perfect way, it is a facet of being. You are the being in it's totality, but as form a creation of the intelligence. I'd say that the intelligence is like an AI, something inevitable and automatic

@Bandman Spirituality is about emptying your mind and finding your immutable essence, not about knowing different dimensions, that is within the relative, and what is attempted is to be one with the absolute. It is total simplicity. All that about what will happen in the future is relative mental knowledge created by the human relative mind, it has no value, it is precisely what must be emptied if you want to find yourself.

I think that freedom is in the mind, independent where you are, although I suppose living in nature can help. For me, I like socializing, it's very interesting to see inside the people, and the city is the best for that. At the end our world is the matrix, not the nature, we born and grew in it.

I have done all kinds of experiments and none of them work. Only one thing works, dissolving the self. There are people who suffer a lot mentally, it is a condition, a kind of OCD, an energetic configuration of the personality that arises in adolescence and remains. This can lead you to addictions, or maybe to being a great athlete or professional, but driven by trying to escape your self-inflicted suffering. The only thing that really works is meditation (psychedelic including) and the opening of your being, the end of contraction, of energy focused on the self. This has the enormous advantage that it places you at the level of the total, beyond the human. It makes you able to look at death in the face, erase the past and perceive the flow of reality. here and now reality is in unfathomable depth, and all the stories of the ego are a screen that veils this reality. the barrier must fall and the depth manifest. the mind must move away, the structures cannot remain, since they are the barrier. There is no other way, everything else is false paths. For me has been a hard work, but at the end you start getting it. It's a work of purification of the mind, remove all the identities, and the clutches that we use to function, and be here and now without mind, then you are open and you are rich, because from you the reality sprouts. A while later you go back to the usual shit and you are miserable again, in need of things, of love, of understanding, with resentment, lack, sadness and confusion. a rollercoaster a little unbalancing, but I don't see any alternative

Suffering is very relative. Mostly is mental suffering, that is imaginary in the sense that is mental, it's being created by your mind. For example suffering because your girlfriend has abandoned you, your brother has stolen from you, the doctor told you that you ve cancer etc. They are energetic vibrations that impact the ego, your self-image. Without this self-image, those vibrations would dissolve. of course, there is that self image and it's very difficult to dissolve it, but it's possible since it's just a mental image

That's That's true, so for a whale, which is a peaceful being and of enormous beauty lives, has to kill several million small crustaceans per minute. It's how life is organized in this reality, then what is the solution, if it is one, to be fair? Every micro movement of your body takes the energy of other beings, if they are plants to produce them you have to destroy forests with millions of animals. This reality is like this, I don't see any possibility of being let's say peaceful, it's hypocrisy. Even the most peaceful kills millions. I used to try to fish, and I didn't like at all, I feel shit killing fishes that lives free in the ocean, then what? Being more or less vegetarian, try the most fair possibility, but being realistic we are destroying the planet, etc.....

I don't know, I can open myself for a while and then everything is closed again. It's a slow process that needs imo favourable external conditions. If tomorrow I go to the Ukrainian war, all that about opening will be forgotten.

Turquoise is just the lack of obstacles. It is the perception of the flow of the moment without barriers. The flow of the present is intelligence, and the perceiver and the perceived are the same, the present perceives itself and you are all of it. The lack of obstacles makes the present take on unlimited depth, and the self that believes it controls with its mental activity relaxes and merges with the depth, then a change in vibration occurs in an instant. The vibration stops being contracted, focused on the self, that is a mental construction, and expands without limit. There is no middle ground, it is one direction or another.

You can't scape of being human while you are, then you have to try to balance your experience and be as open as you can. There are necessary things like eating, having a house, not being a slave, being able to communicate with people, that you cannot ignore. It is also a fun game, a challenge, why not accept it? Another part is to balance your inner movement to be able to open your mind completely, this is the end of suffering, and requires being insightful. Where are the blocks, the evasive attitudes? How to make the subconscious conscious, like on a mushroom trip but all the time? Why do you hide things? break fear, open your being. So everything is there, you don't have an inner limit.

Ahhh, then it's the opposite situation. I'm my opinion If you have a son you must do the opposite of surrender, you have to go through life with a knife in your hand. Or do you want your son to be a weakling who wishes for death? Genetic lineages are maintained by force and dominance of the environment, if they do not decline and disappear, they degenerate and become extinct. We are animals, whether we want it or not. If you don't want to fight for your life better don't have kids.

Disease you mean right? Of you mean dead? Made me feel frozen when I read

Then if tomorrow the doctor tells you that you have a melanoma stage 4, you wouldn't check in Google a bit?

You can access states of total bliss in meditation, but afterward you are still an animal that must kill to eat. The only way to stop being one is to commit suicide, so it's better to accept the game, see it for what it is and play it as best as possible. What other option could be?

I don't see it nonsensical, the will to live creates life. The impulse should not be towards surrender but towards openness. Surrender is fatalistic, weak and negative, depressed and crying. the opening is strong, alive, expansive and brave. We could say that life is bad because there is suffering, and lock ourselves at home crying, trying to stop the wheel of reincarnations, or we could stand up and enjoy the game. The game is going to continue there, so denying it and saying that nothing exists is like a child who covers his eyes so as not to see the danger.

It would seem that suffering is the catalyst for the evolution of life. Species evolve driven by the fear of being killed by other species. The dodo bird of Mauritius is an example. He flew to those islands and settled there. Since there were no threats to its survival there, in a few thousand or hundreds of thousands of years it lost the ability to fly. something as wonderful as the flight of birds exists by virtue of threat. When the threat disappears, the flight disappears. It could be said that if the threat were zero, complex life would lose its qualities until it disappears, regressing to the state of bacteria, or in another words, suffering give us wings

Agree, I have generalized, there are people who suffer chronic pain, who are enslaved, imprisoned in terrible conditions, etc. We can hypothesize that human suffering is a necessary energy for the evolution of humanity as a whole, just as the suffering of an individual makes him grow, the suffering of the masses makes humanity grow like a whole, but it is difficult to explain why a person concrete suffers from chronic pain. We would have to get into karmic explanations, of spiritual evolution, which are just hypothesis

You could say that , but then your will is much deeper than what is perceived, and much broader, and much more interconnected than its possible to perceive. Interconnected infinitely, and infinite depth, then it's the gods will, not yours, because you are just the micropoint of the iceberg of god, If we refer to God as the creative power of reality, to total intelligence. If we refer to God as the total being, you are completely God.

Suffering shows you the narrow path you must follow. If you deviate, you suffer. It seems that there is a human evolutionary process, when you are a child you normally do not suffer, your life is constant openness and happiness, then little by little your mind develops and limits itself, until you become a deformed being to fit into the social gear. This generates constant suffering since you are contracted, holding reality with your mind to define it. then the next step must be achieved: with sufficient control over reality, with the necessary challenges overcome to be able to consider letting go of control, doing it. Open your mind and your heart as if you were a 3-year-old child, with total purity, but with the control of an adult over the external world. The problem is that almost everyone remains in the intermediate step, in eternal adolescence. any narcissism, need to be more than others, sadness for not being enough, lies, are that. There are few who become truly adults, truly committed to the truth, without contraction, opened, then without suffering. That's what we are trying to achieve.

no mind means no contraction. Imagine that your mind is a hand that grabs reality to define it and control it. No mind means opening your hand. The closed hand closes your heart, and makes you miserable. The open hand opens your heart and total reality manifests, because it is your heart, it is you. The mind contracts you and turns you in on yourself, instead of flowing freely you bounce off the wall of the capsule created by yourself. In order to open your hand, you must gain the confidence to let go of control. It's a work, because we grew in fear and control.

God has no plan, he is a wild ai that optimizes the infinite flow in a perfect way seeking to extract the greatest vital flow, the greatest glory, since he rejoices in itself, and if for that you have to suffer, you will suffer, because there is a yin and a yang, and infinity must be balanced

I don't remember what I ate yesterday, but some people say that remember past lifes Anyway, any remember is a structure that is happening now. Now are happening many structures, then always are going to happen many structures, because now is always, it's indifferent if you remember them or not

Then that about the end of the cycles is a chimera. Nothing will end never. You say it as if there were a god above us directing the orchestra. I don't think that's the case, reality is infinite flow, and that's it. It organizes itself in perfect patterns, because it cannot be otherwise, nothing non-perfect can exist, and it is like this to infinity. The only thing you can do is realize yourself as total existence, you can call that god, but it is an powerless god in the sense that it simply is, it cannot not be, and the infinite flow cannot not flow.