Breakingthewall

The biggest attachment are the others. The others are the hell 😅. That's the human nature . Nowadays when the survival is more or less guaranteed, we are trying to make that the others are the heaven, be in harmony, like any other living being except the humans, that are a jail for themselves. Domination, dependence, fear, submission, power. That's the price of abandoning the garden of the Eden. In exchange we know a lot of things that means nothing, and we can live more time in the eternity, that also means nothing. Not so good business , but we are there. I guess that it's an evolutive step to other level of structure of being

You mean that the form is transitory and the substance, the being, the infinite potential, is immutable, then the first is " false" and the second is true, but nothing is not the correct word, would be better "everything" . Right now it's the eternity, and in the eternity is everything, the whole reality. You can perceive the whole reality right now, that means open yourself, you are that

If nothing is something, then it's something 😅. Why do you call it nothing?

Let's say that there are two dimensions of reality, the relative and the absolute. It is the same reality but seen from two different angles. From the relative perspective there is such a thing as consciousness, awareness, god and all that, from the absolute perspective there is only being. The relative perspective is very solid and very persistent, it creates a wall in order to be a relative perspective. If you want to place yourself in absolute perspective you must break that wall, this is an action, not an idea. This wall is not only mental structure, conceptual thought, it is also energetic. requires penetration. either you are a buddha-like meditator, or it requires psychedelics. what I see is possible is to place yourself in the absolute perspective for a few moments, and then the relative perspective softens, becomes less dense, less focused on the mental structure and more on the energetics, and the energy start to be open. But placing yourself permanently in absolute perspective seems impossible. It means stopping needing others. In the absolute perspective there are no others. I like others, writing here is being with others, we are human, the connection with others is essential. But I know that here I'm making a mistake because my attachment. The others, all of them, are in the absolute, in the being,

Its totally possible. The mental structure, as you have said, is reality, but it obscures the perception of the true nature of reality. reality is this eternal moment, but there is an extremely complex structure that creates form, movement, experience. It is impossible (imo) to completely get out of it since it is something real, the mental structure is just the point of the iceberg. but it is possible to see through it and stop perceiving oneself as form and do so as substance. the substance is immutable, unlimited, eternal, and you recognize yourself as it. You continue to be the form that perceives but you perceive your unlimited interior, and you realize that this is reality and for a moment you merge with it, you stop being the form and you are the total unlimited. It's something that requires intention and that is quite difficult. I can do for short moments using drugs, over all weed mix with LSD is very small doses. It's like the psyche dissapear, there is no more structure, no more barrier, then you perceive that this moment is the reality and what the reality is, it's you, but you in the sense of the substance, it's empty but it is everything, is unlimited but in all the unlimited, you are, and you are everything . There is not other there, but here there is other. It's like 2 realms, 2 dimensions of being. In the absolute there is never loneliness, in the relative, it is

Yes that is the mess, when you start t think about what is perceiver and perception. Anything that we think about it is just a mental structure, but behind of the mental structure is the real thing. The real thing can't be thought, because thoughts are structures that arises in it. The objetive is not silent your mind, is deactivate the energy of the thought to be able to open the mental structure. Then there is no more self, but still you are

There is always being, that's something, in fact it's everything. How could being be nothing? Nothing is not existing, and we exist.

True or false perception means nothing, the only difference is if your mental structure makes possible the dissolution of the self or not. In the moment that there is not self, there is not mental structure anymore. I think that we have to shape out conceptual structure in the direction of the openess, not of the truth, because there is not truth in the mental level, the mental level is just an arising that we could use to open our perception or to close it. It's a mess, because, who is using it? Etc. there are a lot of traps that prevent the dissolution

Control is relative, exist, but relatively to a form. If there are infinite forms it's like those forms means nothing as forms, same that the control, the control is form, absolute contains all the potential forms, and all the possible control, and in eternity potential and real are sinonimous, and that means that real and unreal are sinonimous, then control is the same than no control. Control is a relationship between two things, if you rise those two things to infinity power, the control is infinite that is sinonimous to no control. It's not a koan, it's obvious. If you see it you release the control and the need of understanding, then you can open yourself to the absolute

Existence makes its own decisions, but as they are infinite, they are not decisions. The unlimited can't be controlled, because control is a limit.

I only know that I know nothing because I know that knowing is nothing.

Don't underestimate the ego. The ego is a germinal software implanted by millions of years of evolution that programs itself taking elements that it finds as it develops. Their bases of fear and attachment are impossible to ignore, their need for acceptance the same. Your ego is very different from that of a 10th century Aztec, but its foundations are the same.

reality cannot be understood because "understanding" is an emergence that appears in reality, the same as whoever tries to understand. Absolute reality is one step behind, and you cannot understand a system from within the system, since understanding is a part of the system. It may seem like you understand reality, but at some point you realize that understanding means absolutely nothing. That does not mean that one is happy if they lock him up in an Afghan prison. It is much better to be in the Maldives with 2 models, one Ugandan and one Thai. both in love with your charisma and beauty. Well, it's my personal opinion, maybe others prefer the Afghan prison to purge their karma.

The thing of the eye of the hurricane could be a good metaphor, but for me it's more like if you have a barrier, a door, and you have to open it. The door is you, and it's you who want to open it, then it seems impossible. Then, in some moments you realize that there is not door anymore. At first in 2 seconds you start to think about it and triying to understand and you close again , it's like a change of vibration, because it's exactly the same here and now, but without the self. Then you educate yourself to don't close,.don't conceptualize, but anyway you do, then another time the openess happen, maybe longer, enough long to realize that you are that, but who "realize" things is the self, it's extremely difficult to don't get lost in the mind and create ideas in the very moment that you open yourself. You have to stop making differentiations like inside/outside, limited/unlimited, something/nothing, etc. the mind has to be tamed to be quiet. That's the real meditation, not silent the mind but dissolving the energetic barriers that the mind creates.

I don't know how or why the things appear to happen, I guess that they arise because there are not Limits. What I mean is dissolving for a moment the limits of our experience and realize the true nature of existence, that's our true nature. You realize that you are not a entity, you are let's say a substance, something without limits that exists. It's very difficult because all our structure says that we are "someone", it's very counterintuitive to stop being someone and be something like an unlimited ocean of existence. There are many mental mechanisms that keep you in the appearance of an individual, but if you manage to dissolve it you see that it has always been like this, it is eternity and there can be no doubt. Doing this without any psychedelic is very difficult, and with large doses too. For me, a small dose is needed to relax the magnetism of the self, then you can be in a state of total openness for a few minutes. You see clearly that death is nothing, here and now the unlimited reality is, everything is within you. Anyway, everytime that you manage to totally open that door you are more open always, but not the same open than that moment, it's something to do step by step, then the next openess is more clear, longer This does not mean that you understand why the cosmos is the way it is, I don't know if it can be understood, I would say that this is one possibility among infinite, reality never stops, it flows on itself and creates forms. but this is just a speculation, what is really undoubtable is your ultimate nature, the total potential so to speak. It's not something mental, it's realizing what you are

I achieve the openess very often. It's not about peace and calm, it's about the true nature of the existence, the eternity and the absolute potential. that's why i talk about that. Forget your need to know everything and try the real thing, you will see. If you are honest enough, of course. The door is very small, only who's absolutely simple can pass

What we are trying to do is breaking the limits and realize your true nature. That is real, your true nature is the infinite potential, the bottomless where everything is, and when you open yourself to it you realize the eternity. Saying that there is no self and that is not the end, is a mean to achieve the openess. The real thing is positive not negative. This about nothing, no one, etc is good to dissolve the separated self, but the real opening is another thing

That about experience and psychedelics work sometimes, but usually doesn't. First you have to understand what is the self. It's obvious that the self is limitation in all the directions. You vs other, perceptor VS perception, inside vs outside. Limits everywhere. For example, the sentence: I'm god creating the reality for love, is full of limits. Creating means intention, will with one positive concrete objetive , then that God is limited, self. See everything that appears as limited and dissolve it, until no limit remains. Then psychedelic could help, before the psychedelic usually make the ego stronger and bigger

"That" is existence , infinite potential. Nothing defined. Who perceive is the self, the human. Perceiver and perception are appearances that appear in the reality. Both are impermanent, creations, same than understanding. The only permanent, "real" thing, is the nature of reality Existence is not limited because it's absolute potential. It's precisely unlimited

we never leave the true source because that's impossible , everything is the source, just we get blind to that. I don't know why the things are as they are, I guess that it depends of the circumstance, there are infinite possibilities, then this is one. The only thing that is possible to know is what you are being open to it, then everything is you and anything else is irrelevant and impossible to know absolutely, relatively could be, but that really means nothing

This shit is the most difficult for the ego for me: unlimited means absolutely wild. To the question: what is going to happen next? The only answer is: me. It's exactly the same being a worm or a multidimensional aliens that encompass an universe. The only thing that matters is that is me, what is. Being a rat in the jungle is the same than being a god. The form is irrelevant, the substance is everything. You are the substance, forget the form. The form is what they call Maya, it's a mirage. It's not an empty mirage because it's full of you, but you are equal in a worm or in the entire universe

You can't get wrong because there in only one exit. If you aren't totally liberated, you aren't, and that's it. Then you try more.

Who knows why the things are as they are? Or better , there is not a possible "why", its just impossible, because there are not limits. Anything is equal to its opposite. It's not a koan, it's something obvious. The problem with this matter is that if you start to speculate about that looking for concrete answers you get lost. If you want openenss the only answer to anything have to be let's say, wide: because there are no limits. Period.

Seems that almost everyone gets wrong, then I guess so 😅. But it's quite simple to see what closes and what opens. It's like a feeling, heavy vs light, clear vs blurred. If you are honest with yourself seems quite obvious. Do you want to be free or special? I'd say that for you is quite clear.

Instinct. Nothing else.