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Just because passive aggressive comment make me angry if before I thought that you were authentic in your comment and we understood each other, what to? I'm very imperfect, not equanimity, emotional, impulsive, all that. I have quite natural deep understanding, don't you think? what to do? It's my doom 🤣. But if I share understanding it's because I want that people like you or javfly tell me: that's wrong, who is who understands? Etc, then try to answer. But it's quite annoying if you say: you are thinking too much, you are walking in circles, just to put down what I said without any single argument to debate.

I didn't say that 5meo isn't useful, what I said is that saying that 5meo is going to dissolve your self is wrong, could help but it's not like a magic pill. For me was absolutely useful, but the only real method is your intuition and your desire of freedom. Your mental structure has to be ready for that, and as we built a very complex mental structure due our conditioning, the work isn't easy at all.

First you have to want it, it's something let's say vocational. It's like you unconsciously remember freedom and want to be free again. You don't want to know things, you want freedom. then you instinctively look for it. total freedom of being is what it has always been. There are children who, by nature, genetics, karma, have a less dense ego, are more free, are open to the true nature of reality, others are more comfortable with the limits. Imo there are characteristics such as honesty, connection with other beings and the desire for danger, which manifest an open character. If you are like this you will never be happy within a system, you cannot adapt, you must chart your own path and unless you truly dissolve the self you will suffer. Then little by little you will see what you have to do. It's something absolutely real, is the transcendence of the psyche and the opening to the real thing. It is not so much achieving something as returning to something, to your true nature, which is out of the time. If you are smart you will realize what closes, many things in the human mind do, the desire to know, to be more, to elevate, to understand the essence of reality. You can understand your own mind so that it stops being an obstacle, but you cannot understand the absolute because understanding is an emergence, the same as anything else, it means absolutely nothing. You have to understand that nothing means anything from an absolute perspective, it is totally counterintuitive, the absolute requires total simplicity, absence of psyche. That's why it's difficult, it's like a labyrinth with a lot of dead ends.

No, it's because you are not ready to let go the self. That's why Leo can do 1000 times 5 meo and he says: you are god dreaming the reality for love. Because he open himself to the unlimited but the self is still there. No drug can dissolve the self, it's absolutely impossible. Only the self can be ready for dropping itself in the nothingness. Usually the self is going to use any trick to preserve itself, becoming god or anything else

It doesn't work. I ve done 5meo a lot, hundreds of times . there is always a deception in it. I think it's because it's forced. It's very subtle, but the self is still there , even vaping 30 mg. You are open but the self is still there, disguised by god, or by anything. I always had that intuition, something was....let's say impure, not absolutely clear. It's a great help to force yourself to the openess, but at the end you have to do sober

Really you made me angry haha. I try to do my best explaining something real. Maybe I wasn't polite talking about sadhguru, really I see the falsehood in him, I can't avoid. I shouldn't be so aggressive describing him, but anyway, who cares? I thought for a moment that you understood and that you was enough noble to admit it even I talked bad about sadhguru, that would mean that you are above of the personal and you are focused in the truth. Vain hopes, anyway, it's stupid getting angry chatting here. I'm done with you , you are of the team a against the team b, then no communication is possible except worship together sadhguru 😅. Bye

I thought you said good! Being sincere 🤣🤣🤣🤣. You can't understand anything, and you are not noble. The door can't be open to you. Be happy with your Jesus Christ. Maybe someone could understand what I said . It's frustrating, it's obvious. Anyone asked you any recommendation? Maybe I did and I forgot. Thank you anyway blind man. Let's put some candles to Shiva and let's remember some incarnations. Then....let's make money!

What you are. It's a weird twisted thing because you aren't a you, but still that's what you are. You are what is, the being. It's absolutely indefinite but same time it's everything. Realize this moment, it is, then erase any interpretation, any barrier with your unconscious, totally open yourself without any fear, then for a while, some minutes, you could be absolutely limitless, formless, then the you, the human, realizes that what you really are is the unlimited being, it's not that the unlimited being realizes it, the unlimited being don't need to realize anything, it's always , you could be open to it, but still you are you, a human, who sees what is the nature of reality and sees it's nature as relative transitory form, irrelevant in comparison with the substance

Because it's not a though, it's simply the absolute. It's impossible to think because thinking is relative, is putting an idea in relationship with another. The absolute is absolute, can't be thought. You could use the word existence, but it's just a word. What you are is what you are. Obviously you are, then, erase everything except "are". It's like a skill, you have to be able to open yourself totally, no more you, no more nothing, like you are a fetus, then you realize. Sounds obvious right? Of course, it's good to minimize the suffering of the humans, evolve to more empathy, more conciousness, love between humans and all that, and it's bad be like Hitler , but both are in the relative realm . And it's a reality that more "evil" you are, more thick is the self, then more difficult to open yourself to the absolute, but here we are not trying to fix the world, we are trying to understand the human mind to be able to open ourselves to the real thing. Then, as a consequence, good behavior appears I guess always, but from an absolute perspective good and bad are equal, it's important to understand that to don't close the door

It's absolutely obvious, there is not the slightest doubt, you could agree or not. It's not a psychedelic realization, it's something extremely simple. To understand it first you have to open yourself to your true nature, to what you are. When you do it you realize that you always have known this, when you were a kid was obvious, then as you grow starts to be more and more veiled by the character, the self. Then you know everything, because you know what existence is, and this is absolute plenitude. It's the point a) absolute realization. Then you understand the point B) , relative realization. There is nothing to know in the relative because everything is ultimately the same, and there are not Limits . Then, knowing a lot is the same than knowing small. What a rat knows is the same than Leo gura knows about the relative: nothing. It's infinite, then if sadhguru knows his last million of incarnation it's the same to know my address, there is no difference. Imagine that you are monkey in the jungle screaming and eating bananas, you know the same than sadhguru. You exist, that's it. Then you don't ignore nothing, there is nothing to ignore, because all the infinite relative is the same: it exists, period. This is extremely anticlimactic for the ego, but it's impossible to deny. And it's not like you are lost in infinity knowing nothing, opposite, you are at home, you are that, and you know everything , you are omniscient and omnipotent: you exist. There is nothing else.

That is wrong. The absolute doesn't need to know itself, and doesn't need any experience, but cant avoid it because there are not limits. If the absolute would need anything, it would achieved it infinite times in eternity. The experience, the relative reality, is just a inevitable reflection of the absolute. Means absolutely nothing. Nothing could have any meaning in infinity, it's absolutely obvious. Only the ego need meaning.

That's false, there is not ignorance, it's a mentality of lack. The thing is different, but sadhguru is confused, too much indian religion in his mind. The point is much simpler: absolute knowledge is obvious, you could be omniscient in any moment. It's knowing what you are. You must be totally open to it, and there is no more, it's the nature of everything. Then, relative knowledge means nothing, and relative ignorance means nothing. In infinity any relative thing that you know is zero in comparison with infinite things, and the same with the things that you ignore. They doesn't mean nothing, knowing and ignoring are the same, an illusion, because in infinity there is nothing to know, then nothing to ignore. If sadhguru said that, he's very confused. I think he believes he's an explorer of the occult. He should know that the occult is the same than knowing all the brothels of my city from an absolute perspective: nothing. Zero. Illusion. Sadhguru only speak illusions, his knowledge about existence is the same from an absolute perspective that my knowledge of grow weed: nothing. But he's so proud of knowing his past lifes and that. He's a champion, let's admire him 😭🤣 he's fake, one day you will realize

There is something that the ego hates and that if you realize it, the ego will begin to work against it. is that everything you know, your level of consciousness, even the level of consciousness of an interdimensional alien entity of unimaginable magnitude is exactly the same as the level of consciousness of a worm. There is no difference, it seems like it is more but it is not, the only level of consciousness is the total being, and it is the same, a proton is the same as an entire universe. Omniscience means know what you are. Without limits there is nothing else to know, anything is the same than another thing, there is not bigger or smaller, higher or lower, there is the illusion of knowing things or the realization that anything in comparison with infinity dissapear, then there is only one knowing: what you are, your nature, and it's the nature of everything.

You can't grasp conceptually the substance of reality even for 1 second, precisely because it's not relative. Relative means in relationship with anything else, the substance of reality is immutable, always is the same, then you can't think in it, you can be open to it. That about change and dynamism is relative, not false. Absolute and relative are two perspectives, to place yourself in an absolute perspective you have to totally dissolve the self, because the self is the relative. The problem with the relative perspective is that is a mental jail, and it's extremely difficult to exit of it, because the self is real. They could say that if someone smash your bones with a hammer is an illusion but no, it's real, as a relative appearance. What is also real is that " someone smashing your bones wimth a hammer" is a relative form made of the substance of the reality, same than everything else. If it's happening, you can't see anything except the form, you will be blind to the substance. In fact we are blind to the substance almost always, because we get lost in the form, it's inevitable, because the "you" is form . For the reality perceives itself as a substance, the self must dissapear , and to dissapear must be deactivate. it's something that requires deep understanding about how the self is being created , be totally honest with yourself all time, then you could let go everything. It's difficult because nobody wants to be honest with himself, wants the best experience. That is the self. But paradoxical doing it it get closed to the best experience, that is the openess to the true nature of reality

The difference between relative solipsism and absolute solipsism is that relative solipsism is psycho, you think that you are imagining the others, but you can't make them act at your will or change the appearance because you are god and blocked the game, but can't unblock it. Then at the end of the movie the main character awakes in the mental institution. The real solipsism means that you are not you, you are the substance of the reality. What you are is let's say "something" not someone. Then the others and anything else is the same thing

Exactly. People who say that after awakening then have problems to to relate to others since they are at another level, it is because they have not really awakened. If you are awake you see that the others are you, and you relate in a much more direct way. No are you as a ego, you are not imagining them, they are you as substance, you and them are the same. You're not looking for people who know things, you're looking for people who don't put up barriers. The connection that occurs is not mental, the mental does not mean anything, it is real connection because you are open to what you are. It's like when you were a kid and have friends in the school, the problem is that when adults most of them put a lot of barriers, the thing is don't do the same

If it's heterogeneous, it's limited. But you could realize that really it's homogeneous, it's always the same substance with different appearances

awakening is completely dissolving your experience until reality is absolutely limitless and homogeneous, and realizing that this is the nature of reality. Then you return to a relative perspective and realize that everything that appears is that same substance. and that's it, there is no more awakening, everything "more" is less, it is relative knowledge that means absolutely nothing at an absolute level, and at a relative level it is that...relative. So all that about awakening to God, to the illusion, to solipsism, is simply relative knowledge that means nothing

Maybe he thought he's enlightened because he needs so much thinking that. It's very common.

Btw, think what is the % of your direct realization and what are ideas introduced by others. You could say inspired by others, that's good. I prefer the term "brainwash", seems more accurate

@JoshB for example, if you think: I'm god imagining the others to be sleeping, or those thoughts, it's all psycho. It's like thinking: Odin creates the earth after the fight against the giants and I have to die with a sword in my hand to go to paradise

Solipsism is true from an absolute perspective and false from a relative perspective. Both perspectives exist. If you think in solipsism being in a relative perspective, you are introducing psychotic ideas in your mind, like the Leo's video.

Not so easy, if fact quite difficult, placing yourself in the absolute perspective is done by first realizing that reality is unreal, of the total emptiness that underlies the appearance, then you realize the endless emptiness, and for that you have to be totally empty, without any mental grip, then the second step is to realize that in the emptiness is always you, and open that you, your true being, that expands limitlessly. that is the real, the absolute and what you or anything else is. It's not something obvious like oh, it was in front of my face and I didn't realize, then I did that neti neti thing and voila. no, there are energetic blockages, it's a real work.

The bottomless infinite abyss is full of you, that's what you are. Everything fades until becoming nothing if you spread it in infinity, except your essence. It never fades, it encompass all the infinity, the bottomless eternity, that's what you are .

Yes it can be, that means absolute, without opposite Nothing doesn't exist, the everything doesn't arise from the nothing, doesn't arise, exist without begining and end