Breakingthewall

The path of suffering is the natural path, you suffer and without being able to avoid it you look for a way out, uninterruptedly. You try everything and you realize that the external searching is only evasion, that suffering is going to continue there, you turn inward, you come to the conclusion that it is better to be dead than to suffer uninterruptedly, you break all the barriers, you become indifferent to fear, and in the end you break the shell of the ego.

What you call your field of consciousness is the relative experience that you are. The . movement. Do you think that only your relative experience exist? Or maybe do you think that there are going another experiences after yours, because you, the experimenter, are only one and you have all the experiences consecutively, in the time, first one, then another, etc,. because you can't having many at same time. Well, you, the experimenter, really are the experience. Without the experience you are the absolute and that is the point of everything. The absolute field of consciousness is what you ultimately are, and ultimately there is no movement, then not experimenter, or if you prefer infinite field of consciousness without movement, but relatively it is, and there are infinite other experiences and all of them are taking place now . Then, outside of your experience there are infinite other experiences, because your experience is limited, relative to other experiences, if not, no experience could taking place.

I think there is the point one to achieve that is the openess to total depth, absolutely unlimited, then you can reach states of let's say the power of the cosmos, the alive power in all it's facets, this is very beautiful as I'm realizing, but without the point one it's dirty.

For something to expand it would have to have an end, and that end would expand. If something has no limits it cannot be expanded, it is already totally expanded, that is what infinite and absolute means. Movement is possible, from a relative perspective, that is, in reference to something else, in reference to infinity there is no movement, then from an absolute perspective there is not movement. Experience is movement, without movement there is not experience. That means that experience is relative.

And there is another thing, you are not creating the reality, the reality emerges itself spontaneously and is organized in complex patterns because the infinite apparent movements are synchronized because they are all the same, it cannot not be like that, their synchrony is inevitable, the same as their infinity. This is called absolute perfection, nothing imperfect can exist, it is impossible, everything that exists is absolutely perfect because it is synchronized to infinity. Since real movement is impossible, apparent movements are cyclical, that is, circular, they end where they begin, and combine with each other infinitely, it is the eternal dance of reality. no one directs it. The director is the dance.

Infinity can't moves because it's absolute. Realize the absolute, then you will understand . Movement is relative, it's something that goes from one point to another, in infinity there are not points, there is not begining or end, then there is not movement, the movement is something apparent that happens in the infinity, apparent because it's relative, then, one thing in relationship with another thing, but if it's only one reality without limits, real movement is impossible, all the relative movements reveals like appearances. Really they are not moving, are not going to anywhere from anywhere. They are always in the same place, then, there is not real movement, just apparent. To be awake means realize the absolute, then realize that you are the absolute, and then realize what the absolute is. Let's say that it's the total existence. Awakening is open yourself and realize that in you it's the whole reality.

the reality is unlimited, and infinite relative movements appears in it. They move on relationship with other movement, coordinated to infinity. They appear because it's inevitable, there are not limits and nothing is finite, then infinite relative movements happen, but from the absolute perspective, nothing is moving, nothing is happening, because the infinity can't move. They are just cycles that move in circles, appearances. Movement happen only from a relative perspective . If you want to call that gods dream, ok

Is the need to grab the reality. Identification is grab the reality by fear, it's a construct that comes from the genes, something real. Without that the humans couldn't survive as specie. Greed is a mental attitude, need of understanding, of controlling, of being something, of preserving what you are.

Sure, it's the same being and addicted to methamphetamine than Buddha from the absolute perspective, both are the reality. And? What is your point? And god is another identification. Why do you say that greed has nothing to do with? Do you understand what I meant as greed?

It's difficult to explain what the ego is. It's not just a thought or an image, it's like an energetic barrier made of a vibration that we call fear, that make your perception bouncing and turning towards you, prevents you from expanding. It's like an anchor that keeps you closed in a capsule. It's greed, need of grabbing the reality.

Being awake It is seeing through all the veils of the ego, all the identifications, until the total abyss opens before you and you are it. It is you who had opened up, and you are the reality without limits.

If you really achieve to open yourself to the absolute, your whole life experience changes totally, the mental suffering dissapear and it doesn't return, that's crazy. You know that I had a shit in my mind quite deep, about my family and that, a shitty karma. I thought that I had that in my genes, that it's absolutely impossible to remove that from me. I could have mystical experiences, but always, in background, my ego would be there. Then, in one moment, it dissapeared for ever. That's crazy, it's deactivate, the impossible was possible. You break it little by little, and in some point, it isn't there anymore. That demon in the mind that talked, created poison, hurt, lack. Over all lack. It's a hell 😅. Wtf is living like that? But it's very common.. then you can look the existence in the face all time, anything else is madness

Just try

Not a poem, but you can be is total harmony with yourself is situations of extreme danger, in fact they make yourself look in the face to the great abyss

Not everybody, if there is any narcissism, identification, ego, psychedelic are going to lead you to, let's say ,god realization. Opening yourself completely to the absolute requires zero narcissism. Psychedelics are a help, nothing more, but if you are trapped by your ego, you will continue to be trapped by your ego, only magnified.

Exactly, the trauma is real, it exists for a reason. The Eckhart Tolle philosophy is fake, you are not addicted to suffering, it's that something is wrong, you have to realize something, do a movement, until then the suffering is going to remember you that you have something to see, do, change.

I'd say that everything relative has a part of free will and a big part of pre-established because it is synchronized with all infinite reality. When your will pushes in a direction it is the will of reality that is pushing, and it has to masterfully make its way through infinite butterfly effects that fluctuate reality. Each apparent movement has infinite consequences, waves that affect infinite dimensions and in turn is affected by infinite waves.

There is only one God, it's the absolute. It doesn't want nothing because there is nothing that it could want, it doesn't know nothing because it's nothing to know. Everything that arises and dissapear inside it is just it's breath, it is not a creator, but everything arises inevitably, because there is not bottom, it's always smiling because it's freedom, it's the pure light that exists, and it seems trapped in your heart. Open your heart without grabbing anything, and you will see yourself.

Top? The end of the infinity then?

Someone who realizes the absolute

No, you can't experience the non existence because it doesn't exist, it's what non existence means, what exist is the existence, it's quite obvious, that's why existence is absolute

I'm sorry but not. Your god is identification. The proof is the violent reaction if you feel that it is questioned . Típical ego reaction when it feels a threat

Sure, maybe every time you blink there is an abyss of eons of non-existence, but because it does not exist, it does not exist. An instant of existence is the eternity. Sure, then, in the eternity, what could be the reason of anything? In the eternity there is not real movement, nothing means nothing, absolutely nothing, it's the same here and there , everything is now, and everything is synchronized because everything is the same thing, that is the reality. Disappointing? For the ego sure, the ego needs reasons for everything, then it invent god

Because there are no limits, relative reality is infinite, there are infinite relative movements coordinate infinitely. It's inevitable, as you said Then, what is the cause of god? The only cause is the absence of limits, and the only will is your apparentl will to the infinite power, same than the only intelligence is your apparent intelligence to the infinite power, there in not a director, because it would be the end of the infinite chain. There are no levels of existence until reaching a supreme level, there are infinite levels, therefore, no level

People who use the word god do it because they cannot conceive reality outside the cause/effect paradigm, therefore if there is something appearing now it is because someone has created it. If reality has no limits, that creative something must necessarily be me, since without limits there is no duality, and if I am, I am God, it is obvious. Why can't I levitate? because I hide from myself my ability to have a human experience, it is the only possible explanation. The problem is at the root, there is no cause, there is no creator, there are no reasons for reality to exist, only the absence of limits. apparent reality truly is apparent in contrast to the infinite, and only the infinite is real in the sense that the forms are just forms, but the infinite does not create the forms, nor does it care what they are, but it contains all the forms and each one of them is the total infinity, then everything have the same essence and i am that essence, and you can totally realize it now, but in infinity nothing have meaning because any meaning is relative to anything else, then there can't be any reason for any creation since there are infinite relative things, so all the movement is apparent, then God is just a relative idea