Breakingthewall

Totally normal because the configuration of this relative experience is duality, you vs other, and this is not an illusion, is how this experience is, then your perception get closed, you build barriers to function like a human in a world very complex where a mental world crated by thoughts develops and grows in complexity. All this structure has genetic basis, fear, desire of survival and reproduction , need to being accepted. With all this mess, be able to see through the veil of the relative is more than difficult, it's an art.

Agree in the sense that perceiver and perception are a relative construction of the reality, but if they dissapear and only existence without any duality remains, that's you. Always it's you, because you is what exist. The "illusion" is the appearance that there is something outside you. Really it is, apparently. From a relative perspective there is outside, that's why any living being perceive in duality, then perceive itself as a relative thing, definite by the relationship with anything else, but from an absolute perspective there is only you, and you are the absolute potential, like anything that exists, without exterior. Then saying: "there is not you" doesn't make sense, would be correct: there is not relative you.

If there is not a you, what is? I guess that you mean with "you" the one who is perceiving the perception, the subject, the center of the experience. Then I agree more or less. The you exist but it's a relative impermanent construction that's happening in the reality. But if the you that's happening in the reality dissapear, the reality remains. There is no center, not opposite, not a subject, but still is, then you could say: I am that. Because it's true, you exist, then you are the existence.

Yes, I can describe it easily because it is something quite simple and not at all mysterious. At first you do 5meo and all the structures of your mind are erased, then you perceive reality as an absolute void, absence of everything, death. It is a soul-shrinking, soul-crushing feeling, extremely depressing and with no escape. If you continue doing it at a given moment you realize that it is you perceiving the inherent emptiness of reality, then an movement happens, you merge with the emptiness, it is not you perceiving the emptiness but you are one thing, then the unlimited emptiness is no longer empty, it is full of you, which expands to infinity. then the reality that you are everything, the absolute potential, manifests. Everything that exists, existed or will exist is in you, the unlimited that is, and that's it, there is no more possible realization because any "more" is in the realm of the relative.

For me was also horrible at first, then you do more times and realize why it's horrible, where are the barriers . It's quite challenging but it works

Try 5 meo, it's the best for this, then the others like LSD get clean

It is when you perceive your unlimited nature all the time, and sometimes completely. Your unlimited nature is the absolute source, the absolute power, it is not simply like, oh I am consciousness, it is the total abyss from which existence springs in a total way, since it has no opposite, the total potential. You could realize it in different depth, because the relative veils the realization of your true nature, then realize it totally is very difficult, but realizing let's say, through the relative, is already realizing it.

Fear and attachment in many forms, need of control, all that that we build because in a point of our lives everything is a mess impossible to understand and we are floating in the middle of confusion, then we build those structures to advance, to don't get psychotic

Intuition. For me there is always a background voice that says: toxic, when there is any deviation. The most toxic and dead end path is when it's almost pure, but with a subtle trap. Like a elaborate hook to fish , very well done, almost real. Almost .

Because they can't leave the relative, even they are famous spiritual teachers. One of the most common deceptions of the ego when you are on this path is the need of thinking that you already got it, then they deceive other people thinking that they are helping a lot, but their main reason, without realizing it, is feed their ego

Psychedelic were necessary for me because I was full of blockage, but for another people would be much more easy and they wouldn't need

Another bullshit that leads to confusion is : you are conciousness. Conciousness implies being conscious of something, the fact of being concious, relationship, relative. Then they say: no, because the conciousness is that creates what to be concious of😅. A mess that means nothing. A lot of spiritual teachers say that and I think it's 100% bullshit

I also did 5 meo a lot of times, and DMT too, was very useful to dissolve energetic barriers but the real opening comes when you can let go everything, and that comes with the understanding that you are everything then you don't need to let go nothing. It happens little by little, then is some point you are meditating and there is nothing but unlimited that exists, and that is, there is everything, absolutely. You always was that, you are that now and always. Then if you start to try to understand what is this experience and that, you are in the relative again. The only answer for any question is: because there are not Limits. Anything else is limited.

It is inevitable that what pushes you is to look for a better experience. If your experience were perfect you would not search for anything, but at a given moment you have to abandon the negative approach, that is, escape from suffering, and start a positive approach: open yourself to your true nature for the sole reason that it is your true nature. This will bring a better experience, but it is a side effect, not the main thing

Not agree, thoughts are a consequence not a cause

Yes limited in all directions. In infinity it's impossible that anything or someone do anything for any reason. It happens relatively, things in relationship with another things, but from an absolute perspective, aka enlightenment, there is just total unlimited that is absolute potential. Anything more that that is relative. Enlightenment is put yourself truly in the absolute perspective, then absolutely no trace of anything could remains, then you realize the ultimate nature of reality, what you are . Absolutely simple but not easy

Leo is not enlightened because for some incompressible reason he can't understand that: I'm god created the reality to experience myself or for love, is limited in all the directions

I don't know, I guess that if you are totally open to the absolute all time the physical pain could be in background, same than hunger, and you are not attached to them . There are monks who burn themselves alive without moving a finger

Depends of the perspective. From a perspective, Jesus was evil, a demon who threatened with hell again and again if you don't follow his teachings. Then the Catholic church in his name built an empire on the terror of hell and the reward/punishment dichotomy, all of which were lies, inventions to manipulate people and kill mental freedom, producing a lot of generations of repressed people terrified by the hell, then it's bastard son, the Islam, powered the punishment and created a philosophy of fear, repression and hypocrisy.

I suppose there would have been thousands or hundreds of thousands of guys like Jesus, but that doesn't help me at all, I can't say: since that guy was like that, I'm going to be like that too, since I'm not. I should cleanse my being of any trace of selfishness and be absolutely pure, and I am not. could i do it? I dont think so, It's not my goal at all.

Your signature is interesting. The point is realizing that the emptiness is the absolute potential, that's our true nature.

I guess that you could be 90% pure happiness if you really renounce to the mundane and are open to your nature all time. Happiness is existing without any mental hindrance that prevents the happiness

The senses are just a form, but you are, and you can't not be. The senses and perception are inside of what you are, you can't use them to break anything. What anything is is the being,.what is, and this emerges from the absence of limits, and has a character: it's absolute potential. That means that it's power is total, it's the true nature of everything, it's the same a bird, a rat of the entire universe, everything is the same, and you can perceive it because you are that. No delusion can be, it's absolutely obvious, no doubt. But realizing that doesn't mean that you will be always happy, that's a mistake. You are still a human, and a human has needs, and if that needs are not fulfilled you suffer. If people dies or anything. But you can rest a while in your absolute nature and this is pure happiness because nothing lacks there, it's everything, Then you are again in the human an suffer. I guess that you could renounce to the human and be absolutely focused in your absolute nature, let yourself go without control, then you would be happy always

It is possible but it is somewhat difficult since the human mind works at a frequency that closes to enlightenment. dualities, concepts and timeline, and it is extremely difficult to get out of there. but on the other hand it is something obviously possible since you are existence therefore you just have to open yourself to what you are. Right now I have a closed mind, and since I already know what this game is about, I don't try to conceptualize or think about what reality is and all that. I know that if I meditate for two days, perhaps with a very low dose of LSD or weed, at a given moment the amplitude becomes manifest and I know what I am outside of time, but I can't think about it. It is always in the background nearby, but I can easily enter mental loops of suffering too, since I am in the mundane life, I depend on money, on relationships with people, on future prospects, so that means not being enlightened, but I know what is enlightenment for a moment, a few minutes, hours. see through the veil of form. I think anyone can do it, but I don't know how to live there permanently. Maybe meditating 3, 4 hours a day is possible. and doing emotional cleansing work, abandoning any need to be accepted, loved, to have a future, a worldly purpose. It is a change of angle that requires time, even if you have seen through the veil. Maybe it's impossible, but really it's not so important since if you have seen through the veil you know that you are at home since you are what is, even it's impossible to understand it now. Suffering can happen, and very deep, but that's life. Let's see how clean can be my mind, probably never totally, but as much as I can

Sure, I don't disagree, but if you are in Auschwitz and the Dr mengele is experimenting with your 6 years old son cutting his arms or anything else, it's not so easy to see the beauty and perfection. I mean, there is a side of existence that is not beautiful, it's very ugly. Life use the struggle to evolve and create forms , and in the case of humans struggle become a big shit. It's not the balance that exists in the natural ecosystem, it's high speed evolution pushed by suffering at high level. The human falsehood is the price, and it's not so beautiful, at least it's difficult to see the beauty in it What is , let say, beauty, purity and glory , is the substance of existence, its essence, but the form has a horrible face. It's extremely difficult, maybe impossible, see the beauty in the shit when the shit is real shit, but of course it is