Breakingthewall

Yes, she has great technic but that technic is at service of the expression. she's not slave of the technic, she's using it for the openess I see martial arts like rigid, more martial than art, but maybe I didn't watch enough

Beings and death are nothing, existence is everything. Suffering seems bad when you are in it, but it's just a subjective feeling, nothing. It's not that life is treating you bad making you suffer, is that you are the life, and this is your way to move.

I saw this, really good, she transmit a lot, power and purity

Seems that a big bang is an arising of existence. The only lógical conclusion is that there were infinite big bang, and all of them are an arising of the being, that has inevitable push to expansion because there are not barriers. Another logical conclusion is that all of them are interconnected. You are an arising, like a big bang, you have a lot of predefined structures and with them you create a new dimension. We talk about genetic like it's a material, natural thing, but it's same sobrenatural that anything else, it's the reality. Maybe a big bang comes from another model, with a previous structure and from it it's creating new paths. Not god is needed, the only god is you, to the infinite power. This now is the creation and the intelligence of the reality, multiplied for infinite. Nothing outside you and infinite outside you, without a director,.just infinite expansion

Thinking about that, reality the objective of meditation is put yourself totally in the now, open yourself to this moment, because this moment is the existence. It's not solipsism that is: only this moment is. Remove only, it's enough this moment is. This "is" is the point, not the "only". The "only" point to god, the "is" point to you, and you are the reality, not god. God is an idea, you a reality. this moment, is closed by your mental activity, the projection, that invents an imaginary reality that veils the real. The real is just the now. Anything else is projection. Usually we project and invent another world because we have the feeling that we should be someone, and we are creating that image of someone all time. Someone who goes to anywhere, to reincarnation, or enlightenment. If that someone dissapear, enlightenment remains. Nothing more is needed, because you are

Seems that this is the best way to create. The life has only one creator, life itself, not anyone external who decides how to do the things, then the life is itself creator impulse. The fight for survival seems a good way to create. Who cares about the suffering? It's just a tool to create, it's nothing important, only creating is important. If you totally remove the treats for a living beings, they would return to the bacteria. The creation is maintained by the fight. Probably in the case of the humans, a kind of singularity is going to arrive to move to other dimension. What dimension? That's the interesting point: one that still doesn't exist, and never has existed, because life is actual, now, creating, opening path in the infinite potential

For me the thing of the void at first was very horrible. I'm 100% sure without a doubt that without 5meo for me would be impossible. 5meo put me there with violence, and my feeling of horror was horrible. There was a door that without dynamite, in this life I never would have break it, my mind was full of shit. But 5meo showed me the path to go, the emptiness and the openess. At first the feeling was like death as you say, frozen, horrible, like having in front an abyss of death. I knew that the path was through that and I did a lot of times until I got used to it. Just meditating, not even close to intuit the void, impossible, my mind was full of karma. Later I got the void with bit of weed sometimes, and the openess, and sometimes sober. Not always, just sometimes, but if you do, even 3 seconds , you do, it is the openess. Then you get closer to it little by little, all in your life tends to that adjustment, to remove that is a hindrance.

Probably you are close, try to go to the emptiness, to the absence of meaning. Nothing about god, infinity, creation, karma. Just emptiness, purification of everything, mind clean of meaning. Meaning is mud, prevents you to see the vastness as you said. The vastness is the openess. Without meaning the mind opens and the reality is perceived

@Spiritual Warfare when meditating try to put yourself in a position of: nothing means nothing. There is no meaning. That's the way for me, not trying to search the silence or emptiness, that's impossible, the point is deactivate de meaning. Repeat as a mantra that nothing means anything, until there is not more thought that that, then even that thought dissapear

Depending of the substance. For me the most useful for that was 5meo because It totally desintegrate my mind, then when I did the others was similar than 5 meo. For example weed is very useful because you know that thinking logically with weed is nonsense, then you don't think at all. But before 5meo, weed was confusion and paranoia

Depending. I did a couple of years meditating some hours per day.1,5,.2 ,and quite of psychedelics, over all 5 meo, DMT, low doses of LSD and low dose of weed

The only way is to empty your mind totally, completely, until you don't feel the body, then the reality is a bottomless void. It is scary, because you want to grab anything, it's absence of anything, including the control. You have to be able to stay in that state, don't wait nothing, no movement, absolute empty, like if you are in the void between two galaxies, then you dissapear, only the void is. Then, the revelation hits you. The reality opens and you are. Absolute, total, everything, the prodigal son is in home again, alleluha, etc etc

God is absolute impulse of being. Infinite big bangs in infinite dimension within infinite dimensions for ever, creating inimaginable beauty and complexity without any control, absolutely wild, because everything is the nature of the total, then everything is perfect.

It's inevitable and obvious. Empty your mind and feel yourself, your essence, what you are when there is no form, when your mind is the absolute void without limit. You will realize that you are. And this, the being, is going to fill all the bottomless void, permeating it absolutely, then you will perceive that this is the totality, and it's absolutely alive, is absolutely everything, the total potential, the absolute power, the inexhaustible source that never began. In short: you

You are everything. Always, without begining, everything is. It's total, it exists, and its you.

Insightful! Clarity! Good to read good things in the forum

Yeah, the beauty, perfection, complexity and harmony of the cosmos are absolute.

All mystics talk about reincarnation but I don't understand it. Who incarnates? All the incarnations are apparent movement in the existence, then all are the same substance, what you ultimately are, then the question: what happens next? Is a question that happens in this incarnation, but from an absolute perspective all the infinite incarnations are happening now and really they are not happening, are an appearance.

the idea of solipsism is only an apparent movement of the total. The dreamer and the dream are the same, an apparent movement in infinity, where real movement is impossible since there is no place to go, only being.

You are not alone because what you really are is the total breadth that is. the idea of loneliness, another, one, two, occurs within this. To realize your total nature you must open yourself completely. Opening yourself means putting aside what closes you, and what closes you is your fear and your preference. when it happens it's just total, full and alive. You might think: how can he be alive? This is a positive attribute that occurs in the unlimited, but no, your living essence permeates all reality because it has no opposite, it is the inextinguishable source that springs from the bottomless abyss, the absolute being.

It's different than the ocean and the wave because they are finite and existence is infinite. Then the ocean is the wave, and the wave is the totality of the ocean. What we ultimately are is not something, is the existence, is just a potential, but that potential is everything, you can be totally open to if, without the slightest doubt, but what's difficult is understanding what is this concrete experience, that is the existence flowing, the infinite potential in movement, because seems impossible that the infinite potential is not moving. Then it's like when you put in front two mirrors, that reflects infinitely, and all those reflections flow synchronized. Then you are one of that reflections, but all of them are the same and each one contains infinite reflections.

Subtle mistake, that's duality. You are the existence, the substance of the reality . But that substance reflects itself in infinite relative perspectives, then you are also one relative perspective, but that relative perspective from an absolute perspective is just a mirage. Then in an absolute level you are the total depth of the existence, thats nothing about perception or dimensions, it's out of the perception, the perception happens in it. The perception is always relative, you, as a relative perspective perceive yourself as the absolute. The absolute only perceive it's quality , the fact of existing, the totality of being, then perception =being. that's everything, infinite potential.

Yes but how to drop the body? We just could detaching of it, stop the identification with the body, and not just with the body, there is a lot of suffering out of the body, feeling of rejection, loneliness, etc. Then the only way is becoming absolute, but who could do that totally?

The nothingness is nothing, is a way to talk , there is only you, the reality, what exist Nothingness is a realization that appears in meditation when the form dissapears, then the reality appears as absolute void, then you realize that even there is no form, always is you, the being, the absolute potential. That's existence.

Non-existence does not exist because you are always permeating nothingness to the last corner (metaphorical) of infinity, since you are infinite. not finite, not end. never. you are, that's it. reality is, now, and now is always, now is what exists, the time, before and after, and in the now, are appearances. you can understand exactly why you are always, its obvious, its because there are no limits, then you are, and you are total, everything. it's absolutely impossible that it isn't, because there are no limits. you are unlimited. Its not something mysterious os alien, its you, now.