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Breakingthewall replied to trenton's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yes, and maybe a quite wide openness full time. being open to the reality is something that at first 3 seconds is very challenging, then little by little is getting easier. Maybe in some point you are absolutely open full time. -
Breakingthewall replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Almost nobody wants enlightenment, because for that you have to pass through the absolute nihilism. After the absolute nihilism absolute existence opens itself, but first you have to drop everything. You can't pass through the door with any single milligram of self. God, creation, intention, evolution , purpose, are self. Are too tempting to drop them, the self always want keep a bit of each one. -
Breakingthewall replied to Princess Arabia's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
From their perspective was good, because for the gene is good . For them it strengthens the energy of the tribe, always in danger of death, and weakens the energy of the adversaries. For the gene, all others are enemies, the strong live, the weak die, that is the only law. Now the gene does not have that priority since its path is not tribal struggle, so what seemed good before is now horrible. -
Breakingthewall replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Exactly, at the end enlightenment is just something relative, from an absolute perspective it's exactly the same, it's just something that we do to have a better experience, but we are (as you use to say) absolutely nothing, just an appearance -
Breakingthewall replied to Breakingthewall's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@KoryKatagree in many things but I don't agree In two things that are one: Infinity can't be linear in the sense of a linear movement, because this movement is already done infinitely. Then any movement must be cyclical because it's not real movement, it's a circle that ends in the same point where it begun Same. Not evolution can be real, in infinity there are not points, then the beginning and the end are the same, no real movement. If you think that there is evolution, the door is closed. Seems banal, but it's essential. It's extremely counterintuitive because it is exactly the opposite direction of ego functioning, but it is necessary to see it -
Breakingthewall posted a topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Reality is the total unlimited that exists, that is, you, or me. It is absolute and it is total, it is inevitable. exists. do you want to perceive it? It's simple, it's you. But to perceive yourself first you must breaking your limits. The fact is that no movement can exist without anything external to that movement, since any movement is by definition relative, it exists only by contrast with an external object. Reality, given its absence of limits, looks at itself, and its reflection is infinite. There are not many relative movements, there are infinite ones. Within each of them, there are infinite movements. inside and outside is just an idea, in infinity the part and the whole are the same. All movement is cyclical since it is not real, it does not go anywhere, it exists only in relation to another movement. Each movement or experience is all it can be, its tendency is toward openness, and it is perfectly organized as it exists in coordination with infinite movements or experiences. Nothing can be uncoordinated because if so it simply would not appear. Everything is appearance, nothing is real in essence as form or movement since without another contrasting movement it is nothing. everything is an inevitable mirage that occurs infinitely, eternally. Each breath of infinity creates infinite reflections that expand infinitely, then contract and disappear, since they are nothing, just reflections. Only the substance is real, since the substance is reality, and it is very simple to perceive, it is here, it is you. You are me, I am you, a single thought consists of infinite synchronous movements that unfold in infinite butterfly effects in infinite dimensions. They all collapse in you, in reality. Everything is a game of mirrors that is never repeated since any repetition breaks the synchrony. perfection is total and inevitable. but it is only appearance, reality is immutable, here and now. Do you dare to look at it, to look at yourself? It's total. -
Breakingthewall replied to Asia P's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Not so easy. A long path is needed. There are plenty of hidden shit in you, primordial fear, attachment, rejection, hate, lie... A beautiful panorama that you have to see in all it's magnificence. Then face the fear to the void, to the meaningless, the loneliness, the absolute nihilism, then be able to be absolutely honest with yourself and open yourself to yourself without reservation. Then, those ideas like: be on silent in the now and that's it, remember to me that quote of Mike Tyson: everyone has a plan until they get a punch -
Breakingthewall replied to Breakingthewall's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@cjoseph90 another thing that is needed, In addition to an intellectual understanding of the relative and the self that makes the dissolution of this possible, it is the total opening of the mind to the unconscious. The unconscious and the conscious must be fused, there must be no unconscious. Imo the only reliable way to do this is with psychedelics. You have to do psychedelics so many times until it's something like, ah, okay, a Tuesday afternoon. This occurs because there is no unconscious to reveal, it is already on the visible level all the time. but this alone is not enough. Without adequate logical intellectual understanding, you fall into dead-end paths (god, creation, increased ego, etc.) -
Breakingthewall replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Not true, it doesn't depends of that, depends of the density of your ego and of the understanding of the relative mind. You could be full of shit thinking in a lot of problems and in a given moment decide to break your structure and open yourself to the absolute perspective. It's like a skill, something that it's possible to learn. But the ego must be thin, no lies in you, conciouss and unconciouss always merged. No lies doesn't mean happiness, you could be worry about many relative things in a obsessive level, but be able to make a break and make all that worries lighter, but still existing, in a relative level -
Breakingthewall replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You have to distinguish between the relative and the absolute. In the relative there is meaning and goal, but they are relative, in the absolute ,no meaning or goal. So, I, who live in the relative, make it my goal today to open myself for a while to the absolute. Why? because I like it and it's necessary for my balance. So, I focus on an absolute perspective, since I know how to do it, and the relative reality dissolves for a while and I am one with the bottomless existence. Then I go out into the street and try to have sex with two models at the same time if possible (well I don't try but just because i know the result ). the half gram of cocaine not because it seems like a very stupid drug to me, but a little bit of lsd and a few hits of dmt during, wouldn't be bad -
Breakingthewall replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
That means that for you, the reality wants to have an experience, then it created the karma to achieve it. This mental path closes. If you want to be open, even for 5 seconds, you should drop any meaning and purpose. Meaning and purpose are relative, then ties you in the relative. From an absolute, infinite perspective, nothing mean nothing. Osho and Hitler and a worm are the same. -
Breakingthewall replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Arrive to that is what make possible the openess. Knowing that there is no goal is nothing, the openess is everything -
Breakingthewall replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yes but if your bathroom has infinite tiles, 56 or 57 is the same -
Breakingthewall replied to Breakingthewall's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Really no, I don't remember any. For me what worked, although sounds quite silly, is repeating to myself all time anything that I realized once: nothing means nothing. It's something that I know that is true, because I realized many times, but the mind search and finds meaning automatically. The meaning is the barrier that closes. The sentence: you are god imagining the reality, is full of meaning, is a barrier. No meaning means empty mind, and the reality is really empty of meaning. All that speech about infinity means that in infinity nothing could have any meaning, it's absolutely impossible. You are not doing anything, there is no reason for anything, everything is inevitable. The ego screams, no way! Existence is full of meaning, I'm god searching more love. More in infinity? From infinite to more infinite? Ego. Everything is ego. Nothing means nothing. I repeat until reality opens. Any thoughts ceases except this, because this though kills the other thoughts, then even this thought ceases, and openess remains But for that works, your mind had to really have understood that nothing means nothing, and for that a mental image of what infinity suppose makes the difference -
Breakingthewall replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yes, it's absolutely simple, existence exist, there is no real movement, not a point to arrive, just open ourselves to what is, and that is, there is no more, you will see yourself, you are what exist, and there is not intention, only existence. No meaning, only existence existing for ever. Then you can see the existence and realize that you are one with it, you are that, there is not more you, only limitless. Nothing is needed for that, only understanding that there is no meaning, relax the mind that search meaning and achievement, It's an illusion. It's ok achieve things, knowing that it's just illusion. The real thing is now, open, bottomless, and has no meaning -
Breakingthewall replied to trenton's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yes but a short break, even of 5 min, make your structure less dense for days, maybe for 2 or 3 days, then starts to get dense again -
Breakingthewall replied to Will1125's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Where is lack of harmony in what I said? Where lack of unity? Just your feeling? Maybe just your projection? Because you need to defend your ideas? Then defend them explaining what is wrong in what I said Healing? Forgiveness? . There is nothing to forgive, or to heal, everything is existence existing. It's wonderful and wild, and there are no maps about it, the only map is inside you. If you need an external map, you are very far of the real thing -
Breakingthewall replied to Princess Arabia's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The natives of North America were great torturers, I read a report from a missionary who was with the Angloquins if I remember correctly. It said that they brought the prisoner amidst great displays of joy from the entire tribe, first they tied him to a post and the women and children burned him with burning sticks for hours, they cut off his nose and ears amidst laughter and celebration. In the evening the adults took him to a tent and tortured him in the most horrible ways all night. It was necessary for him to arrive alive at sunrise. At sunrise, they inserted a burning stick into his anus and cut off his head. Were they all good, or bad in that tribe? What does it mean to be good? and bad? Where is the difference? -
Breakingthewall replied to trenton's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
If you could break the structure 5 min for day, your life would be mostly happiness. I think that the point isn't breaking definitely the structure and be like a mystic full time, because as we are humans, why not enjoy the human interface as much as it's possible? -
Breakingthewall replied to trenton's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Life itself is creative, it's a essential quality of life. but it seems that the creative impulse of life is driven by threat and difficulty. A classic example is the dodo bird of Mauritius. He arrived there flying from Africa or somewhere and settled on those islands where there was no threat and plenty of food. In a few thousand years it lost the ability to fly. When the islands were colonized, it became extinct in a short time, since it was very easy to hunt it. So, something as creative and wonderful as the flight of birds exists because of threat, without threat it ceases to exist. Maybe those obese people you talk about lack threat. -
Breakingthewall replied to trenton's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I think that is the reason of the success of the human kind as specie. It's a shit for the individual, no living being suffer as a human, but no specie evolve as human kind. We are mere supports of the collective ego, then our suffering is the energy that feeds and make advance that living being. It's like another step in the life, an alive entity that is free of the matter and evolve above the gene at accelerated speed. -
Breakingthewall replied to trenton's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yes, and projection to the future, the past, watching movies , sadness, etc. I think that there are levels, drug addiction is a high level of lack, but 100% of people have some level of lack, seems that that's the human condition , what make us move Yes, the only way is that, in some level, because always is going to be structure imo. You could have moments of let's say enlightenment, but then the structure comes back and with it the lack, but a bearable lack, even motivating lack. It's not the same being an alcoholic than projecting a business for example. At the end without lack there is not activity, or not a lot. A real mystic is quite passive and contemplative. Very happy maybe, but a bit of suffering isn't so bad imo, what horrible is when you are basically lack and have not a second of rest. I think that the pain is lack. Seems that the lack is an evolutive mechanism to survival. Crocodiles haven't lack except when they are hungry, then there are relaxed in the river for 200 million of years, in a state much more perfect than Buddha. Humans live in perpetual imbalance, then move forward. The problem is when that imbalance is too much, then it's unbearable. Anyway, most of humans live in unhappiness, that's the human nature and the engine of the human evolution -
Breakingthewall replied to Will1125's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Again, you say peace, you are choosing the evil! The love! The loveeeeee! but look, where are the flaws in what I said? At least say one. Just to have a conversation -
Breakingthewall replied to trenton's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The root of addiction is lack. Feeling that you are incomplete, this unbalances you. There are levels, at a high level it is unbearable, so the person have the inevitable compulsion to try to fill that void. It could be with alcohol, heroin, sex or torturing children. Drugs are a wild card that is really practical, without them people could lead to, let's say, horrible behaviors. Healing the feeling of lack is something extremely difficult, you have to go to the root, to the early family relationships, to the primordial attachment and fear and look them in the face. then, the feeling of lack disappears, but this is not a work suitable for all audiences, many will need a patch, and AA is one -
Breakingthewall replied to Will1125's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You say all of that like a defense of your beliefs. Instead to start preaching like a evangelic preacher high of methamphetamine, tell me exactly where are the flaws How could be a reason for anything in infinity? Please, understand that infinity is not someone who do things for a reason, because if were so, he already did infinite times, and he is already doing it infinite times. The only thing in Infinity is realizing it's nature, then you will see that everything is that nature. There is not a project, an evolution, a will, there is nothing to achieve, it would be achieved infinite times. You could call love to the nature of infinity, it's not far, but it's just existence. The infinity is absolute, is bottomless existence alive, just because there are not limits. But it has not a will to do something, it's absolutely wild, inevitable, a natural phenomena. That's what we are.
