Breakingthewall

Mines too, are telling me: conciousness is a mental construction

Only one possibility is possible: absolute being is, just as it is now

I loved my parents and my sister very much, and my life was wonderful. But my father became some kind of addicted, narcissistic demon, and everything became very confusing little by little, since he was apparently a great guy. My mother died when I was 17, and I went to live with my father, which allowed me to realize he was a rotten vampire. 3 or 4 years later, he died. During the year he was sick, I was constantly with him, which served as an example of values for me: falsehood is a mistake; it leads to disaster and absolute darkness. I'm happy that my mother didn't suffer too much, ,I was a bitch at the time, I didn't behave well, I regret it enormously, but on the other hand I had no choice, at that time everything was very confusing, I tried hard to be a son of a bitch like my father and I thought that any kind of empathy, honesty, loyalty, was weakness, even I felt a lot of that feelings I tried to remove and be a shit, crazy times, bordering the psychosis month after month. One day when my father was sick I was walking through the countryside, ruminating, suffering in utter confusion, and suddenly, in a moment, everything became clear. I felt like gears were moving in my mind, like heavy steel, many tons, and they were finally meshing with a deep, irreversible sound. From that very moment on, I became determined, without doubts, absolutely trust in myself, and It was irreversible. and I know that it could be different, psychosis, schizophrenia . Just destiny.

@Daniel Balan Don't worry so much about the political situation. In countries where there's a lot of freedom, most of people are absolutely superficial; it's not a paradise either. Pursue your dreams, find what you truly want. A family? Studying nature? Deep connections? Whatever. Try to gain money, that the language that everyone understands around the world. Politics isn't going to influence you, unless you're under Stalin or something similar, then better scape if it's possible

And the guys who travel to Africa to kill elephants? Apparently, a lot of people are fascinated with doing it, and it's not cheap.

Spirituality is about breaking through the conceptual layer, then the emotional energy layer, then the perception layer, and reaching the core. If you're thinking about others, or God, or whatever, you're still trapped in one of those layers.

Materialism recognizes its limitations. It doesn't know what the void energy is, whether the cosmological constant is constant, whether the law of entropy will lead to the Big Freeze, or whether there are variables that would reverse this. In short, it admits it knows nothing. So, to say that materialism is false is nonsense when materialism itself recognizes its ignorance.

Energy is ultimately vibrating quantum fields, which no one knows what it means or why it happens.

If you do 5meo until a breakthrough is something normal for you, the structure of your mind, the energetic fields that make your mind be as it is, is going to change.

Most of the people I know are compulsive liars and very shallow, and many are very dishonest and practically psychopaths. They're like that, and it's absolutely impossible for them to change; it's their evolutionary level. They seem normal, cool, ok, but if you see how really they are, they are absolutely selfish. It could be worse; they could burn you alive for being a heretic or torture you for fun. Seeing how most people are, the fact that the world works like a perfect machine and isn't a parody of Warhammer where we eat people and sacrifice babies to a crazy god is a miracle. We were monkeys yesterday in the evolutionary path, it's extremely incredible that we have cities and planes, the evolution is going with enormous strengtht, but the path is made of suffering, it's how it works

80 years ago, there was a world war with 60 million deaths, where people were slaughtered like cattle. Do you know what 80 years is in the evolutionary timescale of life? Less than an instant. Do you think life has a destination point, some kind of harmonious perfection where justice and equality reign, and we should have arrived by now? Nobody says that's the destination. Perhaps this world is a hellish dimension, or a necessary evolutionary step to access other dimensions that you literally can't imagine because their configuration is beyond what a human mind can intuit. We know absolutely nothing. The structure of the cosmos is unknown. You can only be guided by your intuition. And for your intuition to be free, your mind must be absolutely empty of knowledge, since knowledge is false; it's all lies, since it's limited knowledge. You have to surrender to this fact and allow the vital force that creates us to take the reins. It's the only way. Then, the voice that says that things should be different is just insanity, meaningless. It's like a bacterium saying that it is a shame that there are multicellular organisms out there devouring them, that should not be the case. It's the case and that's it. Just try to don't be devoured.

You have to understand that life comes from evolution, and evolution comes from fight. It would be nice to live in an ideal environment, but that's not the case. It's the primordial mud writhing and trying to emerge from itself. The only thing you can do is connect with your inner strength and develop your full potential. Think that you could have been born in the Congo or Moscow in 1700. Life isn't a game, it's a war. There is no perfect ideal, and we are deviating from it. We come from the jungle and are improvising. War, injustice, slavery, evil, greed, domination are not the exception; they are the norm. There is only one path: fight. That is what we were born for.

That is inevitable, the only purpose of existence can be existing, any other purpose would be limited, finite.

Materialism say that matter is made of energy, and energy is something mysterious that is basically the vibration of the reality. Seems quite mystic

The only reason because truth is good is because lies are shit. If you lose yourself in the labyrinth of lies, you will gradually enter a maze called hell, where you will be disconnected from yourself, a kind of undead but not alive vampire, eternally dissatisfied. It is not a plan that anyone with even a little discernment would choose.

I meant that many behaviours seems insanity, for example, going into a sword fight naked in ancient Gaul in winter seems like an adequate definition of insanity, but it was normal at the time. However, thinking that the CIA is spying on your every move and that your coworkers are undercover agents plotting to kill you when you're working at McDonald's is insanity. What exactly is the difference? It's not easy to define.

Sure, but your vibration is like sad, angry, tired, not creative, gaslighter, not fresh. Maybe this is enlightenment? Could be

Poor Elon, so many years building an image of intergalactic Tony Stark, and one month to end up looking like a pathetic retard that you wouldn't laugh at because it's too cruel.

We can't consider it crazy to think that 8,000 virgins have to be sacrificed by ripping out their hearts so that the sun doesn't devour the Earth. We could call it stupidity, although of course, if you see some guys doing the job it seems pretty crazy. But that's not what insanity is; it's an attitude of the mind that involves intentionally, albeit subconsciously, distancing oneself from reality. I mean, if everyone thinks about killing virgins, well, who knows, maybe that's true. But if you have the need to think that you've been sent from planet X to exterminate redheads, and your need to think that is such that you hear messages and see aliens saying: kill redheads, since this structure will save you from total collapse, then we could say that you're crazy.

Death is the truth. Total liberation. It's as if life were a job, and death were freedom. Individuality is a prison, but the prisoner ultimately loves the prison and hates freedom. The total being cannot be thought, since it is unlimited; it is another dimension of being that doesn't fit in the mind. It is absolute freedom, perfection, what you seek without knowing it. There is nothing to fear; we have to do the work of life to the fullest, and then the totality.

People get into spirituality to find immortality, and most end up in religion, only they don't know it, because they are so willing to believe something that will save them from death that they do it and think they have seen the light.

Insanity is a mental illness that prevents you from objectively processing information. To a greater or lesser extent, almost everyone is crazy; it's a matter of degree.

It's a question of species. Zebras aren't evil among themselves, but chimpanzees are, and very much so. The difference seems to be the existence of a hierarchy, which translates into reproductive options. In humans, this becomes more sophisticated, but it's essentially the same. If you were 18 years old and in a tribe, you wouldn't care about anything except the hierarchy, since that's your genetic programming. And that would make you evil. And being evil, you would do things like kill or torture, and that would generate a violent response, and a cycle of evil and war would begin, as it always does. This evil would accumulate and give rise to civilizations built on human evil, war and slavery.

Consider that the level of lying in today's media would make Goebbels cry in shame

God is the reality right? Then the devil is part of the reality. Ying and yang, creation and inevitable destruction. It's hard to accept a guy who impaled mothers and their babies on top of them, but that's the reality.