Breakingthewall

You are imagining the others!! Awake, fucking idiot son of a prostitute who works sucking cocks from beggars in Bombay!!! Sorry, don't get offended, it's not personal, I couldn't avoid , ah the good old times. I miss

Duality means perception. Perception implies two: who perceives and what is perceived. No duality means that perception is an illusion, there is only existence appearing as a perceptor perceiving perceptions. It's an step above of the experience or perception to see it as a whole. Enlightenment is not no duality, is the ceasing of the experience, the opening of the "happening" and the manifestation of the absolute being

I don't believe nothing precisely because I Know that any belief is false, of better, it's just a belief that belongs to the realm of the beliefs. That's the first step to free yourself. If I say: I believe that im the experience, or the conciousness, or anything, it means nothing, there is no meaning, really. I just exist. Enlightenment is not realizing something like: I just exist, there is nothing more. No, it's much more deeper. First you have to place yourself comfortably in the no mind, no definition or concept, you are, like a fetus. But a fetus is not enlightened, you, the existence that is without any definition, the flow that in moving now, have to do another step, you have to open yourself, stop the movement that is happening, look into yourself more and more deeper, without any idea, concept, definition, until everything opens ans the absolute manifests. Nothing of this is definible, thinkable, communicable. It's the fluid reality, beyond the ideas or conceptual mind .

I'm not thinking nothing of that, really. I'm not operating in that field from long ago, but that's not enlightenment. I'm not thinking that I'm a person, or god or the reality or anything, I feel the movement, the life and that's it, but enlightenment in much deeper, it's when everything opens and the absolute manifests, it's not something that could be said or thought

The absolute is not big, infinite, whatever, it has no dimension. It's not something, it's everything. It is inside your heart, locked away waiting to be revealed. It is the source of life, of the cosmos, of expansion, of the will to be, of absolute beauty. reality is absolute beauty on a level....well, absolute 😅. The absolute says: alleluha! And explodes.

It's not so simple as you think. The experience is the door, and the experience is you. How you, the experience, could open the door that precisely is you?

Yeah, the experience, the movement, closes the perception of the substance because inevitably put the focus in the movement. Openess means see through the experience, the movement, to see the substance. Its not so mysterious. The only thing complicated is, who see the substance? Well, the substance itself. There is not "see", it's being.

The absolute and the relative are exactly the same, the only difference is that what we call the absolute is the total unmanifest reality, the total potential, the pure substance of reality. you can open yourself to it completely and identify with it. It is nothing as complicated as everything and nothing, etc., it is simply the reality, and reality understands itself completely: it is. Being is understanding. the relative is the manifestation of the absolute, consciousness. It is not a part of the absolute because it is the complete absolute, everything is, the difference is that it is a defined form happening, the absolute is indefinite, not happening ,but absolutely real, it is reality and everything is in it. This moment, this living bubble of reality is the absolute, it is unlimited, bottomless, and therefore it is absolutely alive.

So, you are enlightened because you discovered that enlightenment doesn't exist. Because enlightenment is the recognition that enlightenment is illusory. Well....ok

I just say that if someone says things like everything is written, there is no choice, and after he says: all people live like dumbs. Maybe he's a clown don't you think? Because if they live like dumbs it's because it was written 😅

Then What to do? Doesn't depends about them He said that, others say anything else. When anyone says something so sure, I think he's a clown. But who knows, maybe he's right.

They are experiences that I had and that prepared me to open myself without reservation. There was a time in my life when for me only those states make me feel open to life, everything else was closed, boring, dead and shit. Then I discovered spirituality and here we are

It's impossible more than total, because it's not "something", it's the absolute. Anything that is more is an appearance in the absolute, that could be always more, but all of them are just the absolute appearing something. You always said: you are god creating the reality . Well, god is the absolute right? And the reality is the experience. It's another way to explain the same, then the experience could be always more, but god is the absolute and there is no more or less, it's total. You could explore the experience infinitely, but you are not going to know God more if you explore more of the infinity or less, because it's the same, you can know totally god or the absolute because you are that. It's obvious, or it isn't?

Sorry for answering not being leo gura but I can't avoid the topic about Infinity. Infinity is a misleading term because suggest big amplitude, and really infinity is absence of dimension. The dimensions happen in infinity, it's a subtle thing. The absolute isn't big, is total. That's why it's impossible to think in it, because thoughts happen in it.

To realize the no self first you should think that there is a self, if you don't think that, then how realizing the no self? Who realizes that? The self? Then the self realizes that he doesn't exist, and that's enlightenment. Well, no. Enlightenment is opening to the real nature of reality, it's nothing that can be said, it's just the absolute. It has zero relationship with the no self . That about the self belongs to the conceptual realm, if you are out of the conceptual structure there is no self, but that's not enlightenment. A dog has no self and it's not enlightened

The best is yogananda, who died in a dinner in the Indian embassy in San Francisco and now it's admitted that he did mashamadi. Mashamadi due to too much steak and wine maybe

If one person could levitate at will it would be a revolution of unimaginable magnitude that completely revolutionizes the human way we approach reality. Nobody can levitate even for a fraction of second, or move objects. This has been investigated very seriously, and the result is zero

Enlightenment is realizing the absolute.

Yes or opening the door, not so aggressive, but when I started in the forum I was struggling with 5meo DMT and I felt a wall in front of me that I wanted to break, and also my second name in my language is wall , but I didn't realized that until later😅

The point isn't define anything, is having the honestly, the will, the open heart, the courage and the destiny to make a hole in the surface of the experience and open your being to the dimensión where you realize yourself as the absolute out of the time and the experience

The mind is movement, experience, the absolute is not a mind, it's just absolute and it's impossible to name it, think in it, or define it.

Enlightenment is obviously real. Reality is, and you are that. Under the appearance of an experience, the absolute is, in it's total plenitude. It's out of the dimensions, the time and the movement, the dimensions, the time and the movement are appearances that happens in it. And.... something interesting: for some spirituality means being retarded and repeat: nothing, no self, nothing, if you talk about enlightenment is because your dick is short, bla BLA BLA bla. 🥱😴🥱😴. Only who dares to cross all the frontiers are chosen. The others, well, I hope they are happy in his , how to say? Self imposed limitation created to feel relief and feeling safe hidden the head like that bird that I don't want to search the name The reality alive is here and now, and you are that, then, who else could penetrate in it and open it totally? Ah sorry, that I don't exist. 😭 Let's dance in the mental institution

Yeah baby, I was masturbating watching porn and by accident I watched a video of a guru and I thought! Shit, I want enlightenment! Yeahhhh, I was a looser in high school,but now those chads are going to see who's the boss! Shit, I'm on top! Man please, consider the possibility that are areas and levels of human capacity that are out of your , let's say, potential in this life, and try to respect people hows more intelligent and perceptive than you in several orders of magnitude

Two histories of insanity Once I was sailing alone in the ocean in a storm force 10, with waves around 10 m, more than thousand of km of shore, the third day without sleeping everything was going in slow motion. Making the gesture of grabbing a crank required concentration and coordination. Outside I was constantly tied to a harness since the risk of falling into the water was very serious and it's death in a not nice way. The mind stops working, you are not a human, you have no preferences, your clothes are wet, going to the bathroom is a difficult process, it doesn't matter, you are a cog in the boat, its operating module. Your mind only deals with sounds, changes in movement, sensations, you are one with the boat that moves at high speed through the wildly rocking waves. You manage to sleep for a few minutes, a superficial sleep, night comes, everything is dark, the rain falls almost horizontally due to the wind, there is no fear, there is no joy, there is no sadness, you are a machine. On one occasion I went flying with my hang glider, a maximum performance Russian brand delta weighing about 50 kg, pole less, capable of reaching 160 km/h. The wind up the slope was strong, about 80 km/h. 5 guys held the wing while I, hanging from the harness, moved towards the edge. My feeling was absolute calm, calmer than at home watching a movie, my mind was a lake. I said to let go, I was thrown upwards by the enormous force of the ascending wind, until I was located about 400 m from the slope, which was about 800 m above ground level. I realized with surprise that I was not moving forward in my position relative to the ground, I saw my companions like ants down there always in the same place. If the wing accelerated to maximum could reach 160 km h and the wind was 80 km/h, it had to be able to penetrate it and move forward, but it couldn't. I pushed the control bar back as far as possible to increase speed but it still didn't move forward. At that moment the wing began to make a very violent pendulum movement of about 60 meters in diameter, moving like a grocery bag thrown into the wind. My calm was still total but at that moment I had an auditory hallucination. It was the voice of a guy I know saying: his wing hit an ax and he killed himself. At that moment I realized that the headset I had in my ear was screaming, I could hear a guy saying: you're over controlling the wing! I thought, of course, I am more than 160 km h speed inside the wind and this makes the wing lose its stability that is why it moves like that, but then, why don't I penetrate the wind? Just an explanation: the wind is greater than 160 km/h, how is this possible? I don't know. possible solution, turn around 180 degrees. Extreme danger, I am on the top of a mountain, the updraft of the leeward slope becomes downward and I would be crushed against 20 meter pine trees. You have to try and see what happens. I turn around, I start moving in the opposite direction at brutal speed. At a given moment, already downwind and at the beginning of the downdraft, I turn 180 degrees again, see a round clearing of about 50 meters between the pines and accelerate towards it as much as possible. My mind is absolutely calm, anything can happen, I am not a human, I am a computer that analyzes possibilities, I pass very close to the last pine trees and manage to navigate the clearing between turbulences that make it rise and fall constantly, close to the ground, at too much speed, I curl up in a ball, I fall, the wing is broken with the aluminium bars folded, which absorbs the impact, I get up with a slight pain in my ankle while I see the 5 guys running like crazy thinking about what they were going to find. Later we deduced that the wind was so hard because it was another peak close this that makes a venturi effect, like a funnel at this height, and the wind duplicates it strength or more.

This could happen , then you could sit in a park for 3 days looking to infinity. That's not insanity, is mystical state. Insanity is when you go running naked in the street yelling that you are Jesus Christ, that's an ego malfunction. Mystical state is absence of ego, it's radically different