Breakingthewall

I don't know how or why the things appear to happen, I guess that they arise because there are not Limits. What I mean is dissolving for a moment the limits of our experience and realize the true nature of existence, that's our true nature. You realize that you are not a entity, you are let's say a substance, something without limits that exists. It's very difficult because all our structure says that we are "someone", it's very counterintuitive to stop being someone and be something like an unlimited ocean of existence. There are many mental mechanisms that keep you in the appearance of an individual, but if you manage to dissolve it you see that it has always been like this, it is eternity and there can be no doubt. Doing this without any psychedelic is very difficult, and with large doses too. For me, a small dose is needed to relax the magnetism of the self, then you can be in a state of total openness for a few minutes. You see clearly that death is nothing, here and now the unlimited reality is, everything is within you. Anyway, everytime that you manage to totally open that door you are more open always, but not the same open than that moment, it's something to do step by step, then the next openess is more clear, longer This does not mean that you understand why the cosmos is the way it is, I don't know if it can be understood, I would say that this is one possibility among infinite, reality never stops, it flows on itself and creates forms. but this is just a speculation, what is really undoubtable is your ultimate nature, the total potential so to speak. It's not something mental, it's realizing what you are

I achieve the openess very often. It's not about peace and calm, it's about the true nature of the existence, the eternity and the absolute potential. that's why i talk about that. Forget your need to know everything and try the real thing, you will see. If you are honest enough, of course. The door is very small, only who's absolutely simple can pass

What we are trying to do is breaking the limits and realize your true nature. That is real, your true nature is the infinite potential, the bottomless where everything is, and when you open yourself to it you realize the eternity. Saying that there is no self and that is not the end, is a mean to achieve the openess. The real thing is positive not negative. This about nothing, no one, etc is good to dissolve the separated self, but the real opening is another thing

That about experience and psychedelics work sometimes, but usually doesn't. First you have to understand what is the self. It's obvious that the self is limitation in all the directions. You vs other, perceptor VS perception, inside vs outside. Limits everywhere. For example, the sentence: I'm god creating the reality for love, is full of limits. Creating means intention, will with one positive concrete objetive , then that God is limited, self. See everything that appears as limited and dissolve it, until no limit remains. Then psychedelic could help, before the psychedelic usually make the ego stronger and bigger

"That" is existence , infinite potential. Nothing defined. Who perceive is the self, the human. Perceiver and perception are appearances that appear in the reality. Both are impermanent, creations, same than understanding. The only permanent, "real" thing, is the nature of reality Existence is not limited because it's absolute potential. It's precisely unlimited

we never leave the true source because that's impossible , everything is the source, just we get blind to that. I don't know why the things are as they are, I guess that it depends of the circumstance, there are infinite possibilities, then this is one. The only thing that is possible to know is what you are being open to it, then everything is you and anything else is irrelevant and impossible to know absolutely, relatively could be, but that really means nothing

This shit is the most difficult for the ego for me: unlimited means absolutely wild. To the question: what is going to happen next? The only answer is: me. It's exactly the same being a worm or a multidimensional aliens that encompass an universe. The only thing that matters is that is me, what is. Being a rat in the jungle is the same than being a god. The form is irrelevant, the substance is everything. You are the substance, forget the form. The form is what they call Maya, it's a mirage. It's not an empty mirage because it's full of you, but you are equal in a worm or in the entire universe

You can't get wrong because there in only one exit. If you aren't totally liberated, you aren't, and that's it. Then you try more.

Who knows why the things are as they are? Or better , there is not a possible "why", its just impossible, because there are not limits. Anything is equal to its opposite. It's not a koan, it's something obvious. The problem with this matter is that if you start to speculate about that looking for concrete answers you get lost. If you want openenss the only answer to anything have to be let's say, wide: because there are no limits. Period.

Seems that almost everyone gets wrong, then I guess so 😅. But it's quite simple to see what closes and what opens. It's like a feeling, heavy vs light, clear vs blurred. If you are honest with yourself seems quite obvious. Do you want to be free or special? I'd say that for you is quite clear.

Instinct. Nothing else.

Existence means that you are, and it's the case. It's not an identification, its the explanation of something. Existence doesn't means nothing, but anyway maybe could be an identification. Anyway, what's obvious is that anything That you are is beyond the mental construction, then you have to forget the mental construction. Really it's something quite obvious, but same time really difficult

Exactly, it's an attitude that have to be in everything, it's something that you do little by little, step by step. Your mind start to be more and more empty, but there are a lot of grips, fears, lies, you have to polish all time, but step by step, not because you want to be better or anything, it's a matter of freedom. You want to be absolutely free because anything else is wrong path, then you focus in it until you can open your mind.

It's absolutely impossible. When I say existence it's not a mental idea, it's that I erase the limits and I perceive myself without bottom. There can't be the slightest doubt, I am that. Always. There are no limits, it's the eternity, the unlimited, and I realize that it's absolutely obvious, always is like that. But then you start to think and put limits again, it's a subtle game.

If you totally erase the ego, you still exist, and you know that you exist, but you are not something of someone, you are the existence. It's something that is happening right now, always. In fact there is nothing else. You could be open to it now, but you are a door that closes. You have to be absolutely simple, totally empty, if not you close. Any single stain of ego closes.

I guess because the infinity wants to open inside you. Should be something very common, since that is the reality, but its extremely difficult, i get it in some moments in other moments not so, but it's obvious: the only way is the total opening to yourself, and the door that closes is the ego, and anything with any definition is ego, the only way is release everything

Yeah normal, all of that is precisely the ego, that thing that keep all the humans imprisoned in their minds but same time make the humans exist. But the only absolute wonder is ego less. It is, it's the absolute glory. It's something so difficult to see, you have to remove your ego to do it . That's the spiritual work, anything else is a trap

Thats why God doesn't exist, because can't choose . He can't choose existing, neither can't choose being unlimited, then it's absolute power without direction because point to infinite directions.

Exactly, the form is nonsense. No sense, no meaning, no reason. Just is. When you really realize, you will laugh, just because nothing would prevent this laugh. Absolutely nothing has any meaning . Really is something very funny. Then you can see the beauty. The reality is always smiling, and it's absolutely perfect. It's a consequence of the absence of limits

there are infinite things out of us, but all of them are the same thing. All of them are the bottomless existence, The openess that contains everything, the absolute total that is. But there are many faces of it, infinite faces, and all of them are dancing now, and this is the dance

That feeling is just the reality. That logic can't encompass the reality, is inside the reality. The need of control is the ego, and god is the ego to the infinite power . If you want to taste the absolute, the absolute is freedom, and freedom can't be under control.

There isn't a god in control, it's absolutely impossible, but not because that reason. It's impossible because the reality is unlimited and the unlimited can't be under control. If there were a god this god would be dreaming infinite dreams right now, then he couldn't control nothing, would be a crazy god absolutely lost in infinity, without will, power, or any control. This god would dissapear dissolved in infinity, because the infinity can't have a will, just because is one thing and it's opposite, then that will would be indeterminate. There is only one god and he only has one will: he exists. is. nothing else. I am. period. and I open myself and expand to the infinity, encompass everything and dissapear in the totality of the absolute. thats the only god that exists

I don't know it there was a big bang, infinite multiverses interconnected by black holes or what, but what I know is that there is not a god dreaming the reality, that's absolutely impossible.

Then you believe that there is a playful god that invented the big bang to perform a credible history? This is like believing in Odin and those histories

@Ishanga People suffer by default because since the human being separates itself from the natural order and becomes a social being that modifies nature instead of adapting to it, he must deform his mind to be a cog that fits into the system. The fact of having a mind/ego is synonymous with suffering except in the case of enlightenment, since the ego mind is lack by definition. It is oriented towards what is missing, towards the negative, and the most negative possible is the inevitable death, which is why it invents a programming code called religion, in order to function in a way that is not completely depressing. The only way to stop the suffering that every adult human have, maybe in many cases running in background, unconsciously, is real enlightenment, the opening to the absolute reality. Religion works is many senses but still there is suffering