Breakingthewall

If you understand what infinity implies, you see clearly that God has no control, and therefore the word God is misleading. Relative reality is the absolute reflecting on itself infinitely, since the absolute is the absolute will to be, since the will not to be is not a possibility. then, from the inevitable total will to be everything emerges, and everything is in essence the absolute in infinite facets. You cannot control what is infinite since control implies limits. God is the absence of limits, therefore God only has one will: to be. And can't choose to have or not that will, it's absolute and inevitable, therefore god is and inevitable natural phenomena that happens because there are not limits and the unfathomable depth is.

Exactly, we perceive as evil anything that is an obstacle for our survival and development. but above all we perceive as evil what is caused by humans, not by bacteria or earthquakes. If our survival were absolutely indifferent to us, evil would not exist, therefore evil is simply a bias of our perception. We see as good what helps society survive and develop, and as bad what hinders it. From an absolute perspective, evil does not exist, since everything relative is cyclical, therefore it returns to its origin. It doesn't matter if he does it because of Hitler's actions or because oldhood

From an absolute perspective life is meaningless, and from a relative perspective it's full of meaning. Even the movement of an atom has a butterfly effect that moves all the infinity. But of course, all the movement of infinity is not movement from an absolute perspective.

Exactly, the reality reveals itself as absolutely empty. The first time that you really realize that is extremely depressing, over all if you really see it. It's an abyss of nothing that opens in front of you. Everything is a mirage, and just under surface there is void, nothing. Then you realize that there is still you in the nothing, then you are the nothing. There is no meaningless life, is a meaningless you. Then you open your heart and you realize that the substance of your heart don't dissapear in the void of existence. It fills the infinite void because it's inexhaustible. In fact, it's the reality.

Enlightenment is realizing that the existence is what you are and it's always here and now, and the appearance that is happening is irrelevant or less relevant. What you are is what exist, not how it appears. It's difficult because all of us are attached to the form, to the character. In fact seems impossible because the character can't imagine a reality without him as character, but he's irrelevant, the substance, the depth of this limitless moment is what exist, and it's possible to be open to its essence, to it limitless potential. This is always beyond the form, in any being. Everything is that.

There is not meaning, just dance. dance like a dervish on the edge of an abyss, with the blue sky above his head. Flow with the flow, and dance with art. Only the beauty of the dance matters, it's depth and it's openenss, it's truth . Look to the abyss in the face and smile to it, you are at home, in the existence.

It's impossible to stop the suffering if you are attached to the impermanent, and it's impossible to don't be attached to the impermanent if you aren't totally enlightened. Enlightened implies be one with the absolute, with your true nature, and see the relative as a mirage in the form, but absolute in its essence. It's extremely difficult to be detached of the form, but it is the way, seems that the absolute manifests in everything inversely proportional to how attached you are to the form

You have to continue until there is no you trying to let go of anything, but rather the opening is total, without limits. It is a slow process in which you first have to realize the total emptiness of reality and then merge with it and be it, then reality opens and is filled with you, who completely permeates the infinite, then you know what you are. and what reality is

Good to know that you are ok. Evilness is just the attachment to the impermanence. There is not evil outside of your feeling of evilness, and your feeling of evilness happens because you are attached to the impermanent. Of course all of us are, but we can understand that the impermanent is just impermanent f we realize our immutable nature

No way, what I said is clear, not a mess. Look, try to understand logically what infinity implies, it's important if you want to see through the relative. Imagine something that has no beginning or end or limits. Imagine that a point moves there. If you have no reference, there is no real movement, since the frame where you are moving is unlimited. This means that the point is static from the point of view of infinity. Imagine that there are two points, then one point can move relative to the other. and now imagine that those points are a fragment of infinity, since they cannot be anything else. Any fragment of the infinite is in turn infinite, in the infinite nothing finite can exist. The only finite thing that can exist is the appearance of finitude. That is, the relative movement between those two points is finite, but those two points are not really moving if they are not contrasting each other. They are a reflection of infinity with itself, creating the appearance of movement. So, if there are two points at infinity, each one is really infinite since any part of infinite infinity and therefore total infinity (basic mathematics) , then it would be more points or reflections reflecting each other. how many? infinite. They really are the same infinity, but it is reflected infinitely, creating movements that combine with each other to infinite power. Why are these movements one way and not another? Only because they are synchronous with each other, any asynchrony would result simply in not appearing as movement. Remember that movements are simply reflections of the infinite with itself, they are not "something", they are relative appearance from an absolute perspective, nothing is really happening because in infinity point a and point b are the same. Not evolution could happen, and no will could lead the movement to be in a way or another, because the only will that could be in infinity is infinite will, that is the will of existing, that happens for the only reason that the will of not existing don't exist. The will of existing makes that the infinity reflects itself infinitely in all directions, in infinite dimensions. Then, do you want to see through the relative? First realize that what you really are is necessarily the infinity, because everything is that, nothing else could be. Then realize than any appearance is just relative, a reflection, and ultimately has no meaning. The only reason to appear is because it happens, because this movement is synchroniced to the infinite reflections. And infinite reflections happen just because the infinity has not a brake, not a limit, not a will of not exist that is in opposition to the will of existing. Then the infinite potential that infinity is develops infinitely, but all that appears really is just a reflection of the nature of infinity. And what is that nature? What infinity really is? It's you. You are that. Absolutely, totally. You can feel completely what you are, everything is you, everything that existed, exist and will exist in the eternity is you, and you are the unfathomable reality that is in the eternal now. Without form but with an absolute quality: the total potential, the absolute will of existing without opposite, because all the opposites of the positive push simply doesn't exist. Existence exist for the only reason that non existence doesn't exist.

That of the illusion only leads to confusion. enlightenment is not realizing that everything is a trick that you, as a god, do to deceive yourself and that kind of madness, it is realizing what you really are. Relative reality is impermanent, and from an absolute perspective it is only an appearance, since from eternity and infinity there is no real movement, no point a and b, no evolution or purpose, only movement relative to other movement, circular cycles that end where they started. But while I'm here I have to eat and all that. then it can be said that from an absolute perspective the manifested reality is apparent and relative, there is no real movement or evolution in infinity, but from a relative perspective there is. It doesn't matter, what matters is realizing what you are ultimately, not what you are not, because relatively you are relative

Totally normal because the configuration of this relative experience is duality, you vs other, and this is not an illusion, is how this experience is, then your perception get closed, you build barriers to function like a human in a world very complex where a mental world crated by thoughts develops and grows in complexity. All this structure has genetic basis, fear, desire of survival and reproduction , need to being accepted. With all this mess, be able to see through the veil of the relative is more than difficult, it's an art.

Agree in the sense that perceiver and perception are a relative construction of the reality, but if they dissapear and only existence without any duality remains, that's you. Always it's you, because you is what exist. The "illusion" is the appearance that there is something outside you. Really it is, apparently. From a relative perspective there is outside, that's why any living being perceive in duality, then perceive itself as a relative thing, definite by the relationship with anything else, but from an absolute perspective there is only you, and you are the absolute potential, like anything that exists, without exterior. Then saying: "there is not you" doesn't make sense, would be correct: there is not relative you.

If there is not a you, what is? I guess that you mean with "you" the one who is perceiving the perception, the subject, the center of the experience. Then I agree more or less. The you exist but it's a relative impermanent construction that's happening in the reality. But if the you that's happening in the reality dissapear, the reality remains. There is no center, not opposite, not a subject, but still is, then you could say: I am that. Because it's true, you exist, then you are the existence.

Yes, I can describe it easily because it is something quite simple and not at all mysterious. At first you do 5meo and all the structures of your mind are erased, then you perceive reality as an absolute void, absence of everything, death. It is a soul-shrinking, soul-crushing feeling, extremely depressing and with no escape. If you continue doing it at a given moment you realize that it is you perceiving the inherent emptiness of reality, then an movement happens, you merge with the emptiness, it is not you perceiving the emptiness but you are one thing, then the unlimited emptiness is no longer empty, it is full of you, which expands to infinity. then the reality that you are everything, the absolute potential, manifests. Everything that exists, existed or will exist is in you, the unlimited that is, and that's it, there is no more possible realization because any "more" is in the realm of the relative.

For me was also horrible at first, then you do more times and realize why it's horrible, where are the barriers . It's quite challenging but it works

Try 5 meo, it's the best for this, then the others like LSD get clean

It is when you perceive your unlimited nature all the time, and sometimes completely. Your unlimited nature is the absolute source, the absolute power, it is not simply like, oh I am consciousness, it is the total abyss from which existence springs in a total way, since it has no opposite, the total potential. You could realize it in different depth, because the relative veils the realization of your true nature, then realize it totally is very difficult, but realizing let's say, through the relative, is already realizing it.

Fear and attachment in many forms, need of control, all that that we build because in a point of our lives everything is a mess impossible to understand and we are floating in the middle of confusion, then we build those structures to advance, to don't get psychotic

Intuition. For me there is always a background voice that says: toxic, when there is any deviation. The most toxic and dead end path is when it's almost pure, but with a subtle trap. Like a elaborate hook to fish , very well done, almost real. Almost .

Because they can't leave the relative, even they are famous spiritual teachers. One of the most common deceptions of the ego when you are on this path is the need of thinking that you already got it, then they deceive other people thinking that they are helping a lot, but their main reason, without realizing it, is feed their ego

Psychedelic were necessary for me because I was full of blockage, but for another people would be much more easy and they wouldn't need

Another bullshit that leads to confusion is : you are conciousness. Conciousness implies being conscious of something, the fact of being concious, relationship, relative. Then they say: no, because the conciousness is that creates what to be concious of😅. A mess that means nothing. A lot of spiritual teachers say that and I think it's 100% bullshit

I also did 5 meo a lot of times, and DMT too, was very useful to dissolve energetic barriers but the real opening comes when you can let go everything, and that comes with the understanding that you are everything then you don't need to let go nothing. It happens little by little, then is some point you are meditating and there is nothing but unlimited that exists, and that is, there is everything, absolutely. You always was that, you are that now and always. Then if you start to try to understand what is this experience and that, you are in the relative again. The only answer for any question is: because there are not Limits. Anything else is limited.

It is inevitable that what pushes you is to look for a better experience. If your experience were perfect you would not search for anything, but at a given moment you have to abandon the negative approach, that is, escape from suffering, and start a positive approach: open yourself to your true nature for the sole reason that it is your true nature. This will bring a better experience, but it is a side effect, not the main thing