Breakingthewall

@Adrian colby Agreed, if when I was 12 years old the doctor had told me I was going to have a micro penis but with hormone treatment it would be normal, I wouldn't hesitate to take hormones. From a perspective of ignorance, you think: people should accept themselves as they are, as nature created them, but you could say the same about someone who is born blind and could see with an operation. We tend to view sexuality as something banal or taken for granted, and the reality is that it is an essential facet of human life that generates enormous amounts of energy, much of which is energy of suffering. It's a very complicated subject, so it's best to respect what is unknown.

5 meo touches your energetic body, opens closed structures and unlocks them, it has a strong Kundalini component.

Reading this reminded me of a documentary I saw about Stalin. You saw the people of that time, and they really did seem stupid and crazy, acting without any sense, and the rise of a guy like Stalin, completely ruthless and very happy and proud of it. And all that madness follows a path, bordering on chaos but reaching order, billions of beings acting and creating butterfly effects that affect the entire group, which advances unstoppably in one direction, like a programmed automaton, always with enormous energy.

Hawkings is very interesting, but then he starts saying very strange things, like the level of consciousness of football compared to basketball, or Hitler compared to Mussolini, in addition to muscle tests to determine someone's spiritual level.

@Lyubov Most therapists are just as blocked as their patients, but they believe they aren't, like almost everyone else. People act robotically, without understanding themselves, but their programming includes believing they've made a lot of progress. If you're looking for a truly insightful therapist, open-minded and perceptive, flexible, and who deeply understands emotions and mechanics of the mind, it will be difficult to find. What is possible I guess is to find a therapist with a certain level of emotional intelligence who, with their feedback, can help you understand your dynamics. I've tried very few times, and when I have, it seemed to me an expensive scam. But I'm sure if you look, there will be people capable of doing the job.

Rape is something normal, innate in humans. When you're 13 or 14, you would rape. Then you learn empathy, and they explain to you that it's horrible. They also threaten you with terrible consequences, and that disappears from your mind. In ancient times, rape was normal. People with power raped, all the soldiers on raids raped everyone, fathers raped their daughters, and it's still very common in underdeveloped places. It's simply that you're horny and want to fuck, and there's nothing else in the equation. If the equation includes a father with an axe or 15 years in prison, things change. Or if you've developed emotional empathy, you're no longer an ape.

In my opinion, that's looking for a shortcut. In therapy, you won't realize your inner greatness or the unity of reality, but rather how the emotional dynamics of your family, which you've later transferred to your relationships with others and with yourself, are blocking you from being free to love yourself fully and others and be fearless. No 5MEO trip or meditation retreat, no matter how mystical, will free you if you don't understand the mechanisms of your emotional prison. Only you can understand that. It's not easy or natural. It's natural to persist in inherited emotional patterns. Truly changing them is within the reach of only a few; it's something very profound, you have to change your deep structure. Mostly think that they did, but they keep the same structures with a different manifestation

I'm not talking about God and those stories, but about understanding your emotional reality. The psychologist may tell you that you have an insecure attachment because your parents etc, and you may think: Of course, that's it! But the reality is that this is a conceptual story. You have to see your emotional reality, feel it. It's like a vibration that originates based on innate patterns and develops through your experiences. It's not conceptual, it's real, it's beyond language. The whole therapy thing is for you to open the door to real understanding, beyond the concept.

The usefulness of a therapist is that by trying to help them understand your reality, you understand it more clearly. What the therapist thinks is irrelevant; it's simply their opinion. But by talking about your emotional reality, clarity opens up.

Probably you are right. The idea of treating a 12-year-old with hormones to block a natural process seems wrong to me by default, but who knows.

### **1. Types of Treatments and Typical Ages:** #### **a) Puberty Blockers (GnRH Analogs):** - **What they are**: Medications that temporarily pause puberty (reversible upon discontinuation). - **Ages**: - **Netherlands** (pioneering protocol since the 1990s): Initiated around **Tanner Stage 2-3** (ages 9-12), after psychological evaluation. - **UK**: Until 2022, the *Tavistock Clinic* prescribed them starting at age 12, but the **Cass Review** (2022) recommended restricting their use to research settings. - **Sweden** and **Finland**: Since 2021–2023, limited to clinical trials or exceptional cases. - **Spain**, **France**, and **Germany**: Permitted from age 12 with parental consent and multidisciplinary assessments. #### **b) Cross-Sex Hormones (Testosterone/Estrogen):** - **What they are**: Hormones that induce secondary sex characteristics of the desired gender (partially irreversible). - **Ages**: - **Netherlands**: From **age 16**, after years on blockers and rigorous evaluation. - **UK**: According to the *National Health Service (NHS)*, only from **age 16** (with parental consent for minors). - **France** and **Spain**: Similar to the Netherlands (16+), though exceptional cases have reported starting at **14–15 years**. - **Sweden** and **Finland**: Since 2022–2023, restricted to **age 18+**, except in clinical trials. #### **c) Gender-Affirming Surgeries:** - **Ages**: Rarely performed on minors under **18** in Europe. Exceptions include mastectomies at 16–17 in the Netherlands with judicial approval. --- ### **2. Documented Cases and Controversies:** - **UK**: - The closure of the *Tavistock Clinic* (2023) following the **Cass Review** revealed that between 2011–2021, **2,383 minors** received puberty blockers, and **1,334** received cross-sex hormones (mostly over 16). Only a handful under 13 were prescribed blockers, linked to precocious puberty. - *Detransition* cases (e.g., **Keira Bell**) fueled criticism of inadequate evaluations. - **Sweden**: - The *Karolinska Hospital* (Stockholm) halted blockers and hormones for under-18s in 2021, except in trials, citing unstudied risks (e.g., bone health, psychological impact). - **Spain**: - Units like *Hospital Sant Pau* (Barcelona) report starting cross-sex hormones at **16+** after 2-year evaluations. The 2022 *Trans Law* allows access from **age 16 without parental consent**, though this remains contentious. --- ### **3. Key Regional Differences:** | **Country** | Puberty Blockers | Cross-Sex Hormones | Notes | |------------------|-----------------------------------------------|---------------------------------|----------------------------------------| | **Netherlands** | From ~9–12 years (Tanner 2–3) | ≥16 years | Pioneering protocol, now scrutinized for lack of long-term data. | | **UK** | Restricted to research (post-Cass Review) | ≥16 years (with restrictions) | NHS reviewing all prior cases. | | **Sweden** | Only in clinical trials (since 2021) | ≥18 years | Most conservative policy in Europe. | | **Spain** | ≥12 years with consent | ≥16 years | Trans Law (2023) sparks debate. | | **France** | ≥12–14 years with evaluation | ≥14–16 years (rare exceptions) | National Academy of Medicine urges caution (2022). | --- ### **4. Controversies and Current Trends:** - **Growing Scrutiny**: Countries like the **UK**, **Sweden**, **Finland**, and **France** have tightened policies, citing: - Lack of robust evidence on benefits vs. risks (e.g., 2023 **Nordic Council of Ethics** report). - Exponential rise in cases (e.g., UK saw a 1,000% increase over a decade). - Concerns about rushed diagnoses and detransition rates. - **WHO Stance**: In 2021, it declassified gender dysphoria as a mental illness but offers no specific guidelines for minors.

What's crazy is giving sex-change hormone therapy to 12-year-olds, and it's done. There are parents who dress 6-year-olds as girls because they feel like girls. Let's see, when you're 6 years old, you don't know anything about that. They're creating people who base their emotional balance on their self-image. It's a symptom of a society centered on narcissism. The problem with narcissism is that it's synonymous with profound unhappiness. The welfare state seems beautiful from the outside, but from the inside, it's rotten, just like a narcissist.

That idea that someone who has an easy time getting sex doesn't rape is wrong. Rapists rape because they like to rape, not because they can't get sex. People who can't get sex pay prostitutes, they don't rape. In fact, the profile of a rapist isn't that of an incel or a guy who isn't accepted by women, it's someone who is turned on by power. Many women are also turned on by being dominated by powerful men, which is why the extremely boring novel 50 Shades of Grey was so successful.

It's not so simple. People with gender dysphoria truly hate their bodies and their gender and are obsessed with changing them. If you're obsessed with something, you do it. The case of bodybuilders is also extreme: crushing your body to weigh 125 kg of muscle, risking your health, working hours and hours in the gym just for more volume and definition. It's totally crazy, a sick obsession. But that's how the human mind works. Without obsessive people, humanity doesn't advance. I've been quite obsessive in the past and really wasn't very happy, but obsessions are satisfying; they allow you to escape your misery and move toward a golden goal. Then that goal maybe is nothing but the effort is something.

I don't see suicide as an option. I see life as a path to deepen and ascend. Perhaps is not, but intuitively, that's what it seems. Any opportunity must be seized; you have to fight to the end. It can be hard, extremely hard: old age, paralysis, dependency, loneliness. It can really be difficult, but I think you can always find a path to greater openness, greater depth. In the end, you die, and you've done your job. If you commit suicide, it seems cowardly to me, unless it's to avoid being a burden. Although, who knows, perhaps in a situation of incurable illness, it's the only viable option. You never know what is going to happen next

Why you call it Conciousness? Conciousness is just conciousness, perception. Absolute is absolute with or without perception of itself

China's manufacturing volume is $4.8 trillion, and the US's is $2.5 trillion, half that. The US has a large military industry, but it's organized to generate profits; its efficiency is highly questionable. Right now, Russia has more ammunition manufacturing capacity than all of NATO, as it kept its Cold War-era factories open, even though they weren't operating or profitable. Its weapons policy was never that of a company, but rather that of a state service. The US manufactures the most expensive but not the most efficient products in weapons. Its objective is profit, as it assumes its weapons are simply deterrents. I would say that the conflict in Taiwan is almost inevitable, and there we'll see the US's attitude and China's response. Fortunately, a real war, sinking oil tankers and bombing cities, would be so catastrophic that even the craziest people wouldn't see any benefit in it. So, all of this is a hypothetical scenario.

I suppose a real war would be impossible today, plus atomic weapons are part of the equation. But in the hypothetical case of war, China has much greater industrial power and a similar technological level, as well as a mass of impoverished population that could see war as an opportunity, despite the risks. If china can produce 100 thousand missiles per month and US 20 thousand, who would win that war? And probably the difference would be greater and china could organize millions of people to work without salary very fast and US is not prepared for that. China has 800 millions in age of work, and very disciplined and obedient, like soldiers.

I mean that absorbs all the energy of the person who is trans, it's very hard for them

The problem I see with being trans is that it's so all-consuming. Everything revolves around being trans, nothing matters except the trans issue, and all for something as silly as gender. Who cares about that? Gender it's over all how others perceive you, and obsessing over how others perceive you is always a bad idea.

To say that reality is mind is solipsism. It implies that what you perceive is real as long as you are aware of it. Therefore, consciousness is reality. Red only exists because you are creating the red with your consciousness. You are not aware of the properties of an object, and one of its properties is that it reflects light in such a way that you perceive it as red. No, only perception is real; nothing else exists. This is impossible for a simple, incontestable reason: it would be limited. Reality would be limited to one dimension: your mind. And nothing else would exist. Reality cannot have limits; therefore, there must be other infinite dimensions of consciousness and other infinite unconscious dimensions. It's inevitable. The very absence of limits implies that all these dimensions are within you. They are you. They are apparent. They are reflections of the same absolute reality. And that absolute reality is absolute nothingness, since anything else would be limited. Only zero and infinity are unlimited. Understanding zero with the mind is impossible; you have to be open to it. It's an act . Then, we're entering the slippery terrain of mysticism. That's right, hence the great difficulty of spiritual openness. If it were mentally comprehensible, it would be easy, but it isn't. Nothingness is everything, and everything is nothing. Limits don't exist, but separate dimensions are infinite. How? Because their reality is the reality of a reflection; they all collapse into the absolute zero, which is the total source.

Leo had many direct experiences with God and how he dreamed reality, so he came to the logical conclusion that he could do things like cure diseases or transform into an alien. If you're God, that's nothing. You could alter the laws of physics or create a universe. But then he realized he couldn't do anything at all. Revealing, isn't it?

Great analysis, the decline of the United States was inevitable; supremacy cannot be maintained solely with the dollar. It has been tried; it is a mafia strategy supported by force. Libya was destroyed by its Dirham Gold project, and it worked. The war in Ukraine was planned to delay the fall by nullifying Russia, causing its dismemberment and plundering it, but it hasn't worked. Now Trump is attempting something impossible that will blow up in his face, and when it does, the only solution will be war. The United States has military strength; i bet that Trump is considering something as crazy as war against China. The positive thing is that it is not viable, since the United States would be absolutely crushed. The situation is more tense than it seems. Now everything seems to be Trump and his antics, but when the United States enters a serious recession, it won't be so funny.

We could distinguish two kinds of nothingness. One in which nothingness exists, absolute zero, and another in which movement exists but no consciousness. Both are merely theoretical possibilities, since if something exists at some point, or if consciousness appears, as is the case here, that is sufficient demonstration that reality develops and manifests with what we call something and consciousness. If all this manifestation were to disappear, there would be nothing. But since it already existed, it is absolutely inevitable that nothingness would manifest again, since it was the potential for this manifestation and the crack without anything would be just nothing, then no crack But the interesting thing here is to realize that nothingness houses the potential for manifest reality. Nothingness is constantly opening up and releasing its essence, its total potential. All reality that appears and moves is nothingness in its limitlessness, manifesting forms inevitably and eternally.

I worked as a slave from 19 to 23, and I saw that it was absolutely depressing, almost suicidal. I was fixated on starting a business, which I did. It's a good solution, but you have to be obsessive; you have to be absolutely focused. The good thing is that this eliminates depression, since you're focused all the time. I suppose it's not very mentally healthy, and it's totally anti-mystical and anti-Buddhist, but I remember at 24, riding around the city on my motorbike thinking: this is the jungle, and I'm a predator whahahaha. There's only one path: victory or death. Money wasn't just money, but the salve of reality, with which I was shown the path. It was intoxicating, magical. Later, I became like a hippie, sailing the oceans on a sailboat for about seven years, which also had a quite strong war component. Now I'm back in the city, with the necessary and inevitable obsessive focus. How else can I live? Anything else is depressing, boring, unbearable. We're fighting machines; if we don't get going, it's absolutely depressing, better be dead and reincarnate in anything less depressing than a human that works as slave, maybe a rat or anything