Breakingthewall

Nothingness is the realization that there is nothing concrete, nothing defined, nothing structured, if your mind isn't creating those structures and meanings. Then it seems to you that reality is absolute emptiness, but if you can maintain this state for a while without panic and horror, you realize something obvious: you are there. How? Who? What are you?, the one who is there in the nothingness? An observer? How, if there is nothing to observe? Are you the perceiver of the nothingness? Just that? There is nothing else? Then you realize that yes, there is something in you, a substance. You can call it life, love, power, the fact is that you are that, that substance. Then you realize that that substance is permeating the nothingness, and that it is not limited, it doesn't matter how much the nothingness expands, it is that substance, it is infinite, it is what you are. The nothingness is totally full of being, and being is absolute potential, absolute power.

There are some very stubborn and rigid people who will never reach any agreement other than for you to bow your head so they can step on it.

Yes, like craniosacral osteopathia, or homeopathy, or enlightenment transference. My only question is whether those who do it know it's a scam or if they themselves believe it.

In his history of a 5-meo trip, he says that after vaping, he felt he was in the presence of God and was one with God. This experience reveals that he has a perception of something divine, God, and that he, the observer, knows he is one with that God. This is a typical 5-meo experience. Another experience is that the energy barrier that keeps you in your human structure opens up within you, and infinity flows in. You shout "yes!" because you see that your substance is totality; everything is there. Another experience is that reality fades away; there are no limits. You realize that you are what is, you always have been, you are in eternal bliss in your limitless existence. Yet another experience is that you witness the sacred source from which reality flows. It is divine, sacred. Another is absolute emptiness, and in that emptiness only you are, you are your heart. It opens, and your heart fills the totality of infinity with existence. That substance is love, which does not dissolve into infinity but is inexhaustible. All of these are very useful mystical experiences for breaking through your embittered human shell, overcome by wounds and fears. But there is something else. It's not so mystic, not so divine , it's more normal, it's just a change of perspective, It's when, at a given moment, relative perspective vanishes, and you are absolute, completely, seamlessly, naturally, with nothing grandiose, you don't fall to your knees, you don't say yes! yes! You simply are. Then it becomes absolutely obvious that everything that appears or can appear, any dimension, everything conscious and unconscious, the absolute and infinite totality that is reality, is simply that you are. Reality is, you are that. There is no creation process, there is no creator, there is no dreamer or dream. Yes, there is, there is a creator. I am now creating this text, but this is a relative process that appears in the absolute, and taking a step back reveals itself as simply the expression of being in this moment. Just as the beating of your heart is the expression of your human being, and you as a human are not making your heart beat, but your heart beats because you are human, this text is appearing because the existence is, I am. Absolutely everything is like this, then, when you realize this, a subtle shift occurs: your bias disappears, you accept reality, your barriers fall, the pressure you were exerting fades, the contraction relaxes, you are free. Totally. You are, you are the absolute being, and that's it. Period. Ha! Of course you fall later in the normal state where you blame if the things are not exactly as you want, but also that is the reality being, it's easy to equalize yourself with this perspective

It's the reality and I feel it's essence, my nature. But if something hurts and I can't sleep for 4 days in a row while working 12 hours a day, it's unpleasant. Sure , that's why Buddha was 15 years or like that searching

He said that but then when you listen to him seems that he didn't do that step

Trapped where?

Then all the beggars are enlightened. The work is serious because human nature is dual, due to how this experience is constructed, so there is always the dissatisfaction of an observer or knower who observes, understands, and seeks. What we want is for that dissatisfaction to disappear, since it is unsatisfactory, and the only, exclusive, singular, irreplaceable formula is enlightenment. And enlightenment is the breaking of the gap that your nature makes inevitable in you from the moment of your birth, the gap between you and reality. There are no shortcuts to breaking it; it is a long road.

I'm sorry that it's not understandable for you. Maybe in some years you could get it's sense, if you are serious in this work

I have done 5 meo in high dose, like vaping 25 mg a lot of times. 5-MeO has broken many very solid energetic barriers in my psyche. I have done it multiple times in a day, for 20 consecutive days, along with LSD and weed, together with DMT. And in my case, never—absolutely never—has 5-MeO led me to the complete equalization of the self with reality, to total dissolution. What it has done is open the door to heaven—that is, making me realize that I am infinite, that totality is within me, that within me lies the sacred source of reality from which the full glory of existence flows, to put it poetically. But I was always there, seeing it, even with the highest doses. Over time, through meditation and contemplation, I have seen that the sacred source of infinite glory is nothing other than reality stripped of the lens of bias and preference. And during meditation, with minimal doses of LSD and cannabis, 5ug plus a single puff, it has become common for me to start perceiving the nature of this unlimited moment, its infinite vastness, for extended periods. I could gaze directly into the bottomless well of reality, into its absolute lack of foundation and meaning, without fear. Then, one day, it happened: there was no creator and creation, no observer and reality. existence itself simply was, and I was that. It's as if two opposing negatives come together and become one. Then you realize that you, reality, simply are. There is no creation here, no purpose, no meaning. There is only your infinite nature, being, and this is its manifestation. Its appearance is irrelevant, as it is one among infinite possibilities, but its infinite, divine, and eternal nature shines transparently through the form it takes.

@Someone here I don't understand what you are talking about. I just wanted to point you that this is a serious conversation, and maybe you would be more comfortable in another environment, because your contribution didn't fit in this conversation.

I guess that It depends of the person. But what I mean is that what we call awakening, enlightenment, is the realization that you are the absolute. I think you agree with this. To realize that you are the absolute, the only way is to become absolute. The configuration of human experience is relative. That is, there is always duality: one thing in contrast to another, cause and effect. Another configuration of experience could exist that is absolute, such as a tree or a fetus maybe. But the human one is relative. So, breaking that distance between points a and b, cause and effect, the observer and the observed, is very difficult; it's not natural. That's why no one is enlightened. In my particular case, 5meo makes me realize that reality is infinite. But there is always an observer who sees that reality is infinite, that within my mind is infinity, and I am creating it. Something is missing here; the observer must merge with reality and fully realize its nature. Then you see that you are not creating anything; you are, and everything that appears are facets of your nature. They are inevitable, like the fact that your blood circulates. They are not caused; they arise from your infinite nature. Then you intuit the perfect synchronicity of the cosmos, how infinite being flows into itself in infinite dimensions. With 5 meo, I've never reached that; there's always been some separation.

There is not difference between the normal state or being high with 5 meo, the only difference is that 5Meo inhibits certain mental barriers that make up your defined identity, the ego capsule. But you can permanently dissolve them when you're sober. In fact, 5 Meo is deceptive; it has a very false component. It's essential to realize this. No one has ever achieved enlightenment with 5 Meo. It's impossible because it expands the mind, breaking down certain energetic barriers, but it leaves the most basic barriers. It can't fully equalize the appearance of a doer with a motivation. An embryonic ego remains, and that ego seems like God. Expansion with 5 Meo is never complete. It allows you to break through the gates of heaven and see, but in seeing, there remains an observer, subject, and object. This is often confused with enlightenment, but it isn't. The fundamental step is missing: the complete fusion with existence, truly being one with Being. No one who has taken this step will say they are the creator of reality; they will say they are the reality.

God hasn't done anything like that, you are god, there is not anything above you giving you things. You are the being expressed as a human, you are an expression of god, you haven't been created , you are. Your experience is the reality taking this shape of infinite interconnections, without anyone controlling it, it's like hair of your head, are you creating it? How? It is, it appears because it's an expression of what you are, same than breath or sight , or anything. Enlightenment mean open yourself to the pure substance that is veiled by the facets that appear. It's here always, but it's veiled . You can be open to it full time, there is not a god protecting you or judging you, only you, the reality, flowing. If you can see through the veil of the form, you will see you, what you are, and you will say: hallelujah. Everything. The total existence.

Anyone who thinks reality is being created doesn't understand the absolute. The absolute is absolute simplicity. It is infinitely complex in its relative divisions, but ultimately it is absolutely simple: it is. The entire cosmos of infinite ramifications is the expression of being. There is no creative will; there is the inevitability of what is, developing its infinite potential. You can't spend hours talking about God because all you can say about God is: God is. There is nothing else; everything else is a relative aspect of being.

please, go to watch porn and smoking, or anything that people of your condition does. don't try to interact with adults, this is not your place

When I say that it's impossible for God to exist, I mean that a creator is impossible. In reality, there is no creation process; Being exists; it's different. Creating suggests a will directed by a purpose; Being implies direct existence. You are not creating your body, nor the neural interconnections that create images; they are Being; they are the expression of Being. Being has no motivation, since it is absolute. It seems to have one, because a motivation is something relative to something else, and this is not ultimately so; rather, it is absolute. Absolute means that what appears is an expression of Being, period. Apparent creation is an expression of Being, the same as a star, or the entire cosmos. You are that, Being. And to realize your nature, you must break down the barriers of the apparent, of the relative, and place yourself in the absolute perspective in which nothing has a cause; it just is. Causality is apparent, and so is motivation. To say: you are God creating the reality out of love is apparent in all directions. I'm not stuck on anything at all. It's just that the absolute is extremely simple: it is, period. Any teaching that delves into causal relationships is a relative teaching, as relative as science. How he works? I just tried to explain something obvious if you want to do enlightenment work. If you don't understand what absolute is you will get lost in the relative . It's just a matter of perspective

Perhaps you're the one who doesn't understand what I mean. Let's see. Obviously, since reality is absolute, the relative is the absolute appearing as relative, then the relative is the absolute. Then obviously, what I call my mind is the reality. And I call it mind because I imagine there's something, my mind, that's processing data and creating mental structures. Obviously, in absolute reality, this is reality, not a part of reality that must be transcended. And my mind doesn't grasp absolute reality; rather, it is absolute reality. But if what I want is to grasp the substance of reality, of what I am, I must temporarily defocus from contrasts and open my focus completely, without differentiating anything. So, I call "mind" the faculty of differentiation, and "non-mind" the absolutely open focus. In this approach, there is no differentiation between "I" and "non-I," or between anything else. There is simply openness. So reality, which you can call mind, or self, or God, or whatever you want, opens itself completely and is filled with its essence, which you could call divine, absolute, eternal, infinite, or whatever you want. Obviously, the difference between this and being obsessed with investing in cryptocurrencies is only one of focus. Reality remains the same; the frequency of vibration changes. The mind is the same, but there is no such thing as mind. Mind is a conceptual idea that suggests a creator who creates images with his will. And this is relative. At the absolute level, there is only existence existing, mind is only a relative idea. From an infinite pov there is not creation, anything that appears does it because the infinity is infinite, the idea of mind is something that arises in it and belongs to the relative paradigm. The relative is the absolute, but it's relative because it seems relative, cause effect, two things, this is an appearance, an idea, and mind is one of those ideas, .same than understanding. Understanding means absolutely nothing. Difficult to understand right?

But the mind always need contrast; without contrast, the mind collapses and can't function. Any contrast is relative; the absolute breaks the mind. How the mind could grasp the absolute? Could be open to it's substance, what is, but anything else would be in the relative paradigm. Anyway I'm far of the absolute right now

Absolute means that reality is. It has no cause or limits, it is not knowable, it cannot be grasped by the mind, because the mind is relative. Any causality is relative, therefore any creation is relative. There is no creator and creation except as appearance. It is not a possibility. Absolutely the being is, and that's everything.

Maybe they make non sense to you because you can't see deep, it's a possibility, right? Or is it impossible?

The op raises a metaphysical question, about whether reality is predetermined or not, so my answer is about metaphysics. If you think I should answer, for example: stop the nonsense and get a good job and have children. Well, that's your opinion. But I want to talk about metaphysics now. I hope I don't offend you.

Every person is different. Psychedelics have permanently changed my energetic patterns, but it's not really the psychedelics; it's you breaking through the emotional blocks that make up the solid structure of the ego. Whether you use psychedelics or something else is irrelevant; the important thing is that you actually do it. With both psychedelics and meditation, you can trick yourself into creating different structures to remain in the ego circle without ever breaking the self-referential capsule

In an infinite framework, what is the difference between free will and determinism? Any movement must be interconnected with the totality, every minimal energy vibration. Therefore, you could say it's predetermined by the totality of infinity, but infinity has no limits, and is therefore absolutely free. The question really has no meaning, can't define the infinity, I think that it's beyond that, in another level that is impossible to understand with linear concepts

I see it as a survival aspect that exists and must be developed to the fullest potential. Otherwise, you are incomplete and deceived because others are doing that work for you. On the other hand, there is a spiritual aspect: moments in which you abandon your human circumstance and become one with your unlimited essence. These two aspects merge into one, since your survival aspect is expanded by your openness to the unlimited. But for me, struggle is an essential part of the dimension of existence that we call life