Breakingthewall

Sure, my reaction is dumb. I can't avoid because I put all that I have in every post (the posts about spirituality, not this argument). I contemplate hours about it. When I said anti human spirituality is the tendency about saying that the self is a thought. I explained in the thread, you could read if you want

I have enough social life, the one that I have. Could be better and worse . I hope yours is wonderful If I expose a point I've been contemplating deeply for hours, and your response is that I write that because I don't have a social life or my life is shit. You have to understand that in some cases there may be a reactive response. It's not optimal, but sometimes it's inevitable. Sure, or maybe I'm retarded or anything, but the fact is that it's true that I feel enlightenment issue like a real vocation. I also did a lot of things. Now for example Im running a business quite risky where my future is in stake every day. Look, I try to talk about a topic. This topic is interesting to me, really interesting. I contemplate it a lot, as deep as I can, then if someone comes with nonsense about personal thing I feel frustrated. I will try don't express that frustration

Ok I understand and it's your right to agree with you want, just that this mod entered in my thread not to talk about the topic but to have an aggressive attitude and insult. The advices he gives, like, "Go contemplate the nature of the self," or whatever, is only meant to sabotage and humiliate. If you ask him what he's referring to specifically, he won't say, since he hasn't read the thread. I try not to get triggered, because that's stupid, and that's his goal when he ntervenes. It's strange, since he never says anything about spirituality, never starts a thread, and never responds except with sarcasm and humiliating jokes. Even so, he's a moderator, so it's important not to offend him, because he can get you banned from the forum. And since I like writing here, not for entertainment but for expression, I'd prefer to continue doing so, if possible, without getting into these kinds of conversations.

I'm doing the work every time and I'm sharing the work here. Why do you assume that I didn't? Which part of what I wrote shows you that? Tell me and maybe I could improve Anyway, forget it, it's fool arguing like that. i got triggered because really I was 2 days thinking about the topic contemplating it from all the angles, then make me frustrated the impossibility of talking about it

Anyway, Just for your information. I meditate for several hours each day, prioritize spirituality as my life's calling, write a lot about this in addition to this forum, and research Buddhism, Advaita Vedanta, shamanic traditions, and commonalities with traditional religions every day. I take psychedelics quite often. My life is a constant contemplation of the nature of myself. If I write a thread here, I review it many times, and I give the utmost of my intelligence, whatever that may be, to it. So, your insulting attitude, ridiculing without even having read what I've written and without saying absolutely nothing about what I've stated except the intention to ridicule, makes me find it shameful that you are a moderator of a spiritual forum.

Entertainment or maybe serious work, depending of the person

You just said that there is only pure consciousness, so love for your girlfriend is an illusion that appears in consciousness, just like a thought.

Then why you post? To appear cool because the mod is insulting me, then you are with him to be cool? This forum is amazing 😂 it's crazy level

Then you also are against that someone question some principles about spirituality? Why? Why nobody in this thread say a single word about the topic? Maybe it's offensive because it's against some beliefs deeply admitted? Look, that guy is insulting me again and again. For me it's not like offensive, but I don't know why you agree. I'm trying to do a high quality thread

Yes but what is Allah, who takes infinite shapes that lives and are perfect? Why he has this power? What are you?

Do you believe that you are a kind of teacher, giving orders so strict and bossy because you are mod? You are the funniest ever 😂😭 Please, respect yourself. And try to say something about the topic, then maybe I admit that I'm wrong

Then in one side is the pure conciousness and in another the mountains, thoughts and that things that arises in it. They should be the same right? The Thoughts also Do you know the idea Brahman?

What means pure conciousness? It's just a word. What describes?

Then conciousness is a place where many things appear and dissapear. It's not pure conciousness, it's conciousness where mountains and that appears. Why they do?

completely agree, but to do what you're talking about, you have to take a step that no technique is going to help you take. You have to, sober or on psychedelics, stare straight into a baseless abyss that opens before you, bottomless, which is called death. You have to hold that gaze, and without clinging to any idea of consolation, affirm with absolute truth: I want to dissolve into that abyss, expecting nothing except dissolution, letting go of any hope or possibility. It's not a thought, but an action. Then your body disappears, your mind too, and the absolute opens before you, and you blend with it. You are that, and that is absolutely empty, death, absolute nihilism. You have to hold it until the observer dissolves and opens, then the whole is revealed. It's everything, there is no center and you are that .

That's reductionist. Pure raw consciousness is now walking down the street at 45-degree temperatures with a phone in hand. Why?

What is the truth?

You might ask yourself why your messages aim to belittle, humiliate, ridicule, laugh at, join your fellow mod in ridiculing together, but under no circumstances make the slightest allusion to the content of my posts and refute them. It seems you feel your mental framework is threatened and you defend yourself with these strategies. It doesn't affect me; it just bores me a little but in other hand it's interesting. Anyway, you could look at it and try to understand your attitude. Where is it pointing? What are you afraid of? Id say that the content I post is quite good quality. Do you think that the attitude of mocking and trying to humiliate is , let's say, justified? For what reason? In my opinion it's obvious: defense. If you are defending your ideas on that way , seems that they are essential to your psychological structure. Then that of no self is more self. That's the thread is about, thanks for illustrating it so good

I said that the conceptual mind is an expression of reality. How can that not be true? Perhaps instead of denying it to help me, you could try to understand it. There's no need to feel threatened by new possibilities.

Not exact, if you were trying to help me, you would enter the conversation as an equal, trying to understand my points and qualify them, not dismissing them as "mind" and distorting the conversation by shifting paradigms in every post to hover above. It's more of a narcissistic competition where the only goal is to win.

Who watch that? The self that doesn't exist?

It's interesting to interact in this forum because if you are bit insightful you realize that spirituality is mostly narcissism. Narcissism means that you put first your emotional stability and then the truth, so you can adapt the reality to your psychological needs in a very deep level, and you can believe it. That's why communication is so difficult, you could see the thread that I started as "anti human spirituality". People there entered to say literally nothing but very angry. If you ask them: well, expose your points. They evade and say anything else and try to belittle you. Same here. Then you write this without thinking, but if anyone else write anything is from the ego mind. So the difference between ego or truth is that truth comes from you and ego from others. Ok.

You are so funny. Well, shame that you can't talk about a complex topic, maybe anyone else could, that's why I posted it

So now you have no mind? Then how did you write this paragraph?

Your anger is absolutely legitimate. It's the manifestation of something much deeper, stemming from your childhood, from a toxic dynamic. You must understand the deep energetic dynamic between you and your brother. Anger is just the tip of the iceberg, the manifestation of a toxic family dynamic inherited from generations. If you get to the bottom of it, you will have done enormous work toward understanding the foundations of your psychological structure. Don't run away from the situation, penetrate it. Run away is what is called "spirituality" , that is scapism. There is not you who can be angry, brother, love for you and for your holy family. Look, this doesn't work, it's just castration. you are a human, get deep in your humanity, it's glorious, even in its dark points