The0Self

Knowing is ignorance. They aren’t separate. Neither of them are right nor wrong.

There isn't anyone separate from "God" (or whatever you want to call whatever is appearing to happen) to do it. Calling someone on the phone is what is appearing to happen. The difference is complete.

There isn't a we nor a universe. How this really is, is inescapable and cannot be known. There's only what appears to be. There's simply no separation of any kind at all, but even that cannot be known. It can happen that you feel separate and then suddenly you don't know if you're separate or not because all knowing is seen through as illusory, and then it's just indescribable. Indescribable in the sense that there's nothing better or more amazing, but if it were to be described it would sound utterly ordinary -- sitting on a chair, seeing a screen, etc -- the person just can't accept that that's as utterly indescribably amazing as it gets.

No reason at all. Psychedelics are of no importance anyway, as they are simply experiences. There is nothing better than this. And nothing other than this. No experience compares to this because an experience can always be better. This could not possibly be better.

It is THE KRATOM. Full stop (the expression; not saying you should stop). Sweating, restless, dilated pupils, anxiety, depression, skin feels a bit sensitive and touch is mildly almost like nails on a chalkboard? If so, yeah that's mild opioid withdrawal. Who knows though, but that'd be my million dollar bet.

Utterly unknowable perfection. Can’t be spoken. The knowing is in the unknowing, you could say. There can’t be a conclusion — it’s infinite. “Experiences of the infinite,” as profound as they seem, are illusory, and they have absolutely no limit. It’s like a “Y” shape going up infinitely and it’s all just a dream, and yet there is no dream. Can’t be known and it can’t even not be known, as there’s no one separate from all there is to do that.

If it does apparently happen, it’ll be recognized that the only thing you ever did was try to survive in a futile attempt to escape the inescapable. You’ll look back and see that the I that you were identified with not only never existed, but as an actual function in the apparent story, it only ever did one thing: avoid liberation (all there is) at all costs. Even when you were 100% positive that all you wanted was liberation. It’s a slap in the face and no one EVER gets the joke. Liberation asks absolutely nothing of you. You can go as far as you want but you’ll end up precisely where you began (total story as there’s no one to wake up or not). If it apparently happens, there are no rules, but it can be something like this: you think you know you’re separate as usual, and then suddenly you don’t know if you’re separate or not, because life is too breathtakingly ordinary to know. That’s it. Everything is only ever saying what can’t be said. ❤️

That sure can happen! ? Btw I give tips on health and fitness, addiction, etc, but these days any tips on spirituality are getting increasingly heartbreaking because there isn’t anyone to use them anyway, and it only feeds the energy that prevents enlightenment from being unveiled.

Nice! It is just an experience though. I know it’s profound, but it has no connection to enlightenment. There’s nothing you can do to reach all there is, because there’s no one separate from all there is to do it.

There’s no one separate from all there is to imagine it. It’s just chaotic timelessness appearing orderly time-bound. This is unimaginable. ❤️ In fact it’s not even that. There is no case-closed. That would only be a story. There’s just all there is. And not even that.

There isn’t anyone separate from boundlessness to have free will or not.

It’s beyond meta. And that’s just what’s coming out. It means nothing.

It’s a dream. Has nothing to do with liberation. When liberation happens there’s no one left to enjoy it, there’s just enjoyment. But... That might sound like that’s somewhere else but it’s actually just already all there is. Liberation doesn’t happen “for someone.” No one is on a path of consciousness — it just can seem that way. And it’s not even that it becomes obvious. It was always obvious, but seemingly veiled. That fading out can be excruciatingly painful. In my case it was, but also, not only was it “not that bad,” it actually seemed to be quite fun having all those realizations and then penultimately realizing that infinity is actually just completely beyond all knowing, slowly, until it was recognized that I never went anywhere.

Nothing is true. Nothing is false. Nothing can ever be known. ❤️

It's part of the dream of separation.

Whatever you desire. Feel like moving on? Giving up? One subtle tweak is that the giving up is actually the giving up of the habit which is causing you suffering. Or, you could just allow the addiction to be itself.

It is clear here that the I is an unbreakable airtight illusion that can't be broken because it's already not happening... However, this pointer gets closest to the heart of the issue, and even though it (I am) won't actually break, and this might not even apparently cause anything to happen, this pointer is exactly on the edge of the absolute center of the bullseye (though not perfectly in the center, as that doesn't exist in ANY way) as far as your apparent bondage goes. Sit down and get at least a bit still-minded... Imagine what you're about to read might just do something incredible. Now, open your mind up to the possibility that these statements are true and just try-on (well, dive-into, all-in) this lived view as if it IS literally the ultimate reality you find yourself in. You actually aren't afraid of suffering of any kind (or hell, etc) -- you have literally NEVER even for a moment worried AT ALL about this, despite what you may think. What you're afraid of... is actually what you're waiting for. You're afraid of liberation. It's ALL you're trying to avoid. The one and ONLY thing you're trying to avoid... Well cheer up, it's not a thing. ❤️

https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCt1rnzRJzfVfMwjnccCgKFw Don’t see him mentioned too often. Easily one of the most highly conscious beings on earth right now.

"God, all this time you were pretending to be me conscious of you? Wow!"

This is actually the only fear that is ever experienced. It's a defense mechanism of the apparent I-program keeping itself alive. It's a story and only apparent, but when it senses its own lack of substance it generates fear in order to survive: keep things and itself seeming real and separate from each other, maintaining dualism/awareness.

There's no time in the first place to waste If there were literally no change at all when this is recognized, then I wouldn't be posting. It's paradoxical though because nothing changes yet everything changes. Just pointing out that what you're looking for is also what you're afraid of: THIS.

In the end because I'm not talking to anyone, as there isn't anyone. i.e. you aren't even actually doing any of what was posted. See, that's the conundrum -- this literally cannot be spoken. And it refers to the you that you think you are. Not the you that you actually are. So it's speaking directly to who you think you are, which doesn't exist. It could have spoken directly to the you that you actually are, but of course not only did it not... but even the "real you" has no fixed definable reality.

"Echo" -- Trapt Close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by There is no time... to waste asking why I'll run away with you by my side I'll run away with you by my side (close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by) I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride (asking why) I think about your face, and how I fall into your eyes The outline that I trace, around the one that I call mine A time that called for space, unclear where you drew the line I don't need to solve this case, and I don't need to look behind Close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by There is no time to waste asking why (asking why) I'll run away with you by my side (by my side) I'll run away with you by my side (I'll run away with you) (close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by) I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride (asking why) Do I expect to change the past I hold inside With all the words I say repeating over in my mind Some things you can't erase, no matter how hard you try An exit to escape is all there is left to find Close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by There is no time to waste asking why (asking why) I'll run away with you by my side (by my side) I'll run away with you by my side (I'll run away with you) (close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by) I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside So I Close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by There is no time to waste asking why I'll run away with you by my side I'll run away with you by my side (I'll run away with you) (close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by) I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside

Read these two songs (or listen) in the "context" of nonduality. It's pretty much guaranteed (though who would know?) that it's not the intended context, but it works perfectly as songs from me (I) to what is (or even the human-being, or God), longing after what is (you; he) and union (we) with what is. "My Happy Ending" -- Avril Lavigne So much for my happy ending Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Let's talk this over It's not like we're dead Was it something I did? Was it something you said? Don't leave me hanging In a city so dead Held up so high on such a breakable thread (breakable thread) You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be You were everything, everything that I wanted (that I wanted) We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it (we lost it) And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh So much for my happy ending Oh, oh, oh, oh You've got your dumb friends I know what they say (know what they say) They tell you I'm difficult But so are they (but so are they) But they don't know me Do they even know you? (even know you) All the things you hide from me All the shit that you do (all the shit that you do) You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be You were everything, everything that I wanted (that I wanted) We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it (we lost it) And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending It's nice to know that you were there Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it all Thanks for watching as I fall And letting me know we were done He was everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all of the memories, so close to me just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending You were everything, everything that I wanted (that I wanted) We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending ______________________________________________ "Keep Holding On" -- Avril Lavigne You're not alone Together we stand I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand When it gets cold And it feels like the end There's no place to go You know I won't give in No I won't give in Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through So far away I wish you were here Before it's too late, this could all disappear Before the doors close And it comes to an end With you by my side I will fight and defend I'll fight and defend Yeah, yeah Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Hear me when I say, when I say I believe Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah La da da da La da da da La da da da da da da da da Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Keep holding on Keep holding on There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

"Moving On" -- Asking Alexandria A boy of anguish, now he's a man of soul Traded in his misery for the lonely life of the road The years were cruel to him No, he won't let them go Lays awake tryna' find the man inside to pack his bags and escape this world I've never been so torn up in all of my life I should have seen this coming I've never felt so hopeless than I do tonight I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on He wanted to change the world, to make it all worthwhile So he put his pen to paper and poured out everything inside His red eyes tearing up at the man that he'd became Slowly, but surely on the fast track to falling into his grave I've never been so torn up in all of my life I should have seen this coming I've never felt so hopeless than I do tonight I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on I can't believe I've come so far in such short time And I'm still fighting on my own If I stop to catch my breath up I might never breathe again, so just know this: I've never been so torn up in all of my life, I can't believe I let myself break down I've never been so torn up in all of my life I should have seen this coming I've never felt so hopeless than I do tonight I don't wanna do this anymore I've never been so torn up in all of my life I should have seen this coming I've never felt so hopeless than I do tonight No, I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on A boy of anguish now, he's a man of soul Traded in his misery for the lonely life of the road