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I could certainly see how someone could have used the words I wrote to intentionally communicate what it seems you think I’m trying to communicate, but I’m referring to something quite different than positive thoughts. It really seems it’s not something that I can find a way to accurately describe. When you have an experience that you label afterwards as The Godhead, etc, that’s generally at least somewhat related to what I’m talking about, in that The Godhead (or whatever THAT is) is an experience usually accompanied by 1. what could be called a “higher level of consciousness,” 2. gratitude, and 3. an obvious miracle.

^^ This. Where the rubber meets the road. Example of what this process can look like: A person with severe social anxiety uses the power of their mind to stop believing (by being mindful; observing/catching the ego; not judging) that anxiety is something that matters, and actually succeeds. Or, a person addicted to drugs uses the power of their mind to stop believing that their drug of choice is something of value (in any shape, form, or fashion), and actually succeeds.

@4201 Level of consciousness can be something of a useful term though. For instance: If a person has the misfortune (meaning amazing luck, in actuality, one could say) of being hoisted abruptly to a sufficiently higher level of consciousness the likes of which they are extremely undeveloped for — though anyone is at least somewhat underdeveloped relative to their current least-distorted / most-profound view or insight — then they will not experience the full gamut and usual auspices of a high level (gratitude, wonder, miraculousness, speechlessness)... rather, they will exclusively experience the accompanying shadow of Raised Consciousness Level: Raised Stakes Level. Possibly leading to a breakdown.

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Perhaps, but psychedelic without advanced meditation skill is child’s play compared to psychedelic with advanced meditation skill — especially self-inquiry/Witness. And of course it’s even more child’s play without at least a fair amount of contemplation skill.

You are your self — the Self — expressed uniquely exactly as you are. There is no real separation between you and what appears. The false self is the program that seems to take credit for things; feels guilt; blames; delays happiness for some imaginary future moment. It can never realize what it is because it’s an illusion. This illusion is presented to your true Self, but in that presentation, it may appear as the experience of a person who does all those things the false self does (blames, etc). And that’s perfectly ok. If there’s a person over there it will try to understand this, but the person is an imaginary program, so it can’t truly understand anything — there’s only the Self appearing as that.

The thing is, even though when you come back down — after a trip, or an intense insight experience through other means — you are essentially at normal everyday baseline ordinary consciousness... Well, if the insight and subsequent understanding has been seen deeply enough times (while practicing mindfulness on the side, to enhance your subconscious’s absorption rate of insight), then that understanding can be fully lucid in ordinary mind, and you can choose to plunge into it and basically trip right here and now, completely sober / i.e. not even in serious sitting meditation. This can be used as a gateway to accelerate the insight process and you can find yourself unable to stop contemplating new realities that you can experiment with. If this happens, just be grateful for this miracle, as increases in levels of consciousness is directly proportional to increases in gratitude, miracles, and just general alright-ness.

Precisely all of the above. Part of the mechanism seems to be a sort of sensory-overload more accurately described as "mind-overload" wherein the mind is so full with the present, memory suppression occurs, leading to ego-death. Also allows you to see impermanence, resistance, and the illusion of control much more "in your face" And you feel part of a greater whole, and it's like, almost "out of the corner of your eye," so to speak, there's a greater being that's running the Earth -- Gaia... And Gaia is part of an even bigger being... and so on to the infinite ever-present creator. And one-ness experiences and general profundity of all sorts are much more likely to arise, and enhanced. Your level of consciousness is directly proportional to both: 1. to your ability to view things as miracles, and 2. your ability to experience gratitude in the present moment. This can be cultivated with or without psychedelics. An insight I've had is that, in a really profound way, "hell" is literally nothing more than simple non-forgiveness of any sort. There is an omnipresent dimension wherein there is never non-forgiveness, since it knows nothing of duality or anything other than pure infinite intelligence and whatever seems to be happening.

Almost all the women I was referring to were age 30+ and very "free spirits." And... super into astrology, interestingly, lol. Just looked up the A-spot -- yeah, that's the #3 they were talking about. Clitoral orgasms seem to actually be the most powerful -- you could try continuing to rub her clit through the orgasm to string them together, though you may have to rub slightly above the clit / outside the hood so it's not so directly on the spot -- this works -- just rub in small circles very lightly but constantly and consistently and with constant rhythm for a long time; the orgasms may intensify while she keeps having them.

Pardon the language (lol), but if they're getting fucked HARD enough, generally women will have an insatiable desire for sex.

After women have a clitoral orgasm, there can sometimes be a slight refractory period, like in males but not quite as severe -- try continuing to rub her clit through the orgasm to get them to repeat, but you may have to continue rubbing a little bit above the clit / outside the hood so it's not so "right on the spot." More-experienced women I've slept with and discussed sex with in detail have mentioned they've discerned at least 3 different types of vaginal orgasm. They seem to be, in order; most intense first: #1 clitoral, #2 squirting from stimulating the g-spot spongy zone 2 knuckles in (I would think this would be #1, but women seem to beg to differ), #3 some deep spot basically right next to the cervix. Keep on going at a rhythm and she'll eventually get there, so ejaculation control is required for this, but if you spice it up you can get her there earlier. How turned-on she is + how safe she feels with you is probably the strongest driver of female orgasm, provided there is also rhythm + dominance (which will contribute greatly to how turned-on/aroused she is). For instance, if she is VERY turned-on and feels VERY safe, penetration with your penis will be quite sufficient for multiple squirting orgasms -- it can help to have the head/glans of the penis goes all the way in and all the way out repeatedly so that the upper portion of the glans stimulates the g-spot, or whatever that spongy thing 2-3inches-in is. It's all about the buildup, and fulfilling the role of the male who will do whatever he likes with the woman whether she likes it or not, provided that...what the male does just happens to be what the woman likes. In other words, go slow at first but eventually take charge and be very dominant. Talk with her about what she likes (and what you like) -- consider yourself very lucky is she likes choking, hair-pulling, and/or face-slapping, or even (gasp...) spitting -- those work quite well to accelerate orgasms, ime... To a somewhat lesser extent, so can spanking, dirty talk, and eye contact. Also 2 things that seem to work REALLY well: Standing sex (i.e. with no part of her body touching the ground) Smacking your penis really hard (loudly) several times on/near the opening of her vagina / slightly right above it (on the clit) As I'm sure you know, female sexuality seems a bit more holistic than male -- the whole package is required: dominance preferably to the point where she can COMPLETELY submit (i.e. relax), foreplay, care, rhythm, after care, etc.

Although intermittent fasting is probably one of the easiest ways to reduce daily caloric intake, it may not be all that great for binge eating. Not only that, but fasting (well, at least, prolonged fasting; 24 hours) causes analgesia by potentiating endogenous opioids -- this is usually a good thing, but in this case, it is actually a driver of opioid tolerance, meaning you'll possibly end up sweating more and notice decreased resilience. Though a 16/8 IF protocol may not cause as much of an issue as 1 meal a day fasting.

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Approximately 1 handful of tabs without even counting. Don't do it. JK

There is nothing wrong with having relationships while doing this work. If they are incompatible with a person (you) who's main focus is raising consciousness and opening up the meditative realms, then you will naturally break up with them. Repeat. Until you meet someone who is doing the same thing as you, which is the only partner you'd settle for anyway, so you might as well start on the path to finding her/him/them.

There are many beautiful souls such as hers out there. You're golden. However I just saw, unless you made a typo; (s)he, it seems that you are gay. Doesn't change anything. You're good

Thanks for sharing. I had this issue too, even at average size. It was incredibly shame-inducing. Learn to love every part of yourself. There are reasons beyond human understanding why God sometimes appears as a person with a deficit of some kind. Everything fits and you are perfect as you are.

Take enough LSD with an open mind... and you will be contacted. There are probably other more efficient ways, but yeah...

Has happened many times. Usually out of intention and openness to contact. Sometimes out of nowhere. Lately, I heard a contacted entity say the phrase: "three times more than [my name] needed" and I have no clue what that means... Maybe it's a pointer; maybe it's a negative entity interfering with human planetary free will; maybe it's nothing; maybe it's just a hallucination. I don't know.

No. Only the human expresses the ego/self-consciousness/judger. On this planet, anyway.

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Probably from a combination of a sufficient quantity of both selflessness and abundance.

No, but only by the skin of my teeth. If I had to guess, I'd say I've been known to spend upwards of $250 on plan B inside of a few months, several times.

He literally wasn't. It's immediately recognized as merely a figure of speech by almost all English speakers, especially native ones.

It won't be too hard to find. That's just off the top of my head from knowing some of the primary hormonal pathways. For instance, you could even start here: https://www.google.com/search?q=carbs+and+cortisol