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ego cannot be free, it thinks one way and cannot deviate, it maximises happiness, always has always will, even the spiritual people who renounce happiness are doing it for the greater karmic/afterlife rewards, which is but a promised happiness contemplate that you have never not done what you want to do what you want is happiness and you will seek this based on your ego's programming everyone is doing the same thing everyone acts per their level of consciousness everyone is doing the best they can and could not do otherwise even if they tried the god of the bible lied when he told you have free will and he had his reasons for doing so which i explained elsewhere to have free will makes you feel good, you are a somebody and you can do something important today you are following a script nothing more there is an escape clause however undo ego and get back with god this is the one true religion it is completely binary, it's all ego or it's all god the reason for this is that only this moment exists

you have a choice every moment, ego or god ... ego means i do nothing and ego uses its deep programming to maximise my wellbeing, i sit back and enjoy having abdicated any desire to exert any will; god means i exit this false illusory realm, say good morning heaven and then god's will alone is

we have free will but most of us will rather be mindless and do what the others do thinking is work and who even has time!

ego is mindlessness is mechanistic routines ego doesn't want you to think, it has your back and will run the show, it doesn't want you in the present but regretting the past and fearing the future all habits are traps i never brush my teeth the same way each day i interrupt every daily task, close my eyes and bring myself to awareness yes and when walking, i always vary the journey and i never know which way i will take when i leave the house even if its just walking on the other side of the road another technique is look at everything on the left only for one day, look right the next day, look to the sky the next day i always greet people too, maybe just a nod of the head, often i often say hello again, even if i never laid eyes on them, it really jolts people awake

yes am making my way through the course, get blown away on each page .... great quote thanks

anything that begins and ends is nothing, you imagined it out of thin air and that's everything and that includes the person typing this and the person reading this in addition to that there's a lot one's mind can't perceive or even conceive when you get weary of your imaginings reality's oneness will burst forth luminously no hurry though

don't watch impulsively, queue it and watch next day, slot it in to the available 24 hours now that you know how many hours are needed when i wake up in the morning, i know how each hour will be spent, distractions don't faze me; the only thing with wiggle room is tomorrow took a while to achieve this

pain is a faltering body, suffering is the extent to which you think you are one suffering is the method the gods gave you so one day you would say enough is enough! let's put this insanity to bed for once and for all

there is TRUTH that is god, Truth which is non-dual and a waiting station for heaven and truth in the dream for example the god of the bible which makes sin suffering sacrifice separation sorrow real and necessary ... ego is so smart, it will have you think you have the truth a lot of people similarly mistake Truth for TRUTH, but no for Truth is but a temporary step that you can enjoy while here

when you diverge from its prime directive of do no not mess with the internal programming, ego will make life hell on earth with terror and onslaught both inside and out at every turn and you will slink back to your whimpering fearful wounded self its self preservation game is stellar and it won't let you jump ship at all costs it has tons of long honed tricks to keep you in line this is the nature of the game

there's 2 reachable non thinking states, one where i am and one where i am not ... be sure to opt for the fruitful powerful conscious one

i am here to save you and nobody else to save one is to save the world you are my beloved because you are in front of me, the masses elsewhere better find their own savior

how moral i am is the extent to which i undo self bias in recognition that you are just as important as i am to be moral is to walk the tight rope of implementing and not obstructing both our agendas if you live closeby, you are my moral imperative, i assume responsibility for your needs ... if my next door neighbour is hungry then i willingly go hungry if you live far away then less so since i cannot help everyone

the whole practice is to look at another and see the same thing first you have to activate your own light through meditation then go outside and see that light beyond the other's appearance easy to write, lifetimes to get

women HAVE to fixate on age, their offspring depends on it, men will fuck anything that gives them half a look, children be damned that's why i hate women my age, they know me too well and won't give me quarter a look, so i go for olders and of course youngers

choose the nows, leave the news

have respect for those who brought you the light, there is no awakening alone, everything is interconnected and all else is egoic grandiosity, you have been saved 1000s of lifetimes just by finding this forum

conversely get on the ground and kiss the feet of the ones who have paved the way you were sinking without a clue and they stepped in and rescued you don't keep lying that all those deep insights you have are yours you were nothing and someone took pity

women ask one question of you, what can you go for my status and security if you can do plenty i will forgive your looks because i am taking care of my future men ask, what can you do for my reputation and my libido if you can do plenty and i will look good because you look good, i will sign on whatever dotted line and look after you she wants the best lifestyle she can garner based on her physical assets and the guys who are chasing her he wants to be respected as having it all and for that she is sought tirelessly as an indispensable part looks truly are nothing ... there is nobody looking good when they wake up in the morning ... looks are about how long you spend in front of the mirror and choosing your outfits at the mall and getting tanned and toned anyone can be a looker, man or woman, but it's a minor piece of the puzzle, and all that counts is the above

i'm twice your age then some and still bound out of bed at 3 each morning thanking my stars for another hit of oxygen each breath is another ascension moment when well used

meditation is to explore the fact that you are being controlled by an ego which doesn't have your interests at heart it is seeing the thoughts then setting about fixing them you are not a separate individual living in a time space universe you are here to undo ego and step into your true nature you think you see different people all around you right? no that is what ego told you ... everyone is who you have egoically projected them to be fix this by seeing everyone as goodness loveliness holiness and then you will start seeing yourself this way

with increasing consciousness certainly being raped is bad yet in your low conscious incarnations you being the raper was wholly good, it was the just booty of your conquests and so it goes one life you are raper next life you are raped, one life victim one life victor duality is about paying the piper for misdeeds as you become aware of goodness evil is but how conscious are you

you are the one who screwed up the blissful perfection and, look around you, messed up this whole joint you continue to insist your delusions are true and god has given you perfect sovereignty to do exactly so your only goal in this dream is to feather your own nest and not care who has to pay the price for you to have one more day looks at yourself seriously ... god is awaiting you lovingly with open arms if only you will snap out of your megalomania or on the other hand enjoy another 10k go-rounds like you have already no matter you will go back home one day

certainly can be done but it just keeps you stuck here in insanity so don't sweat it i do enjoy your journal thank you