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ego is the unreal making one think it is the real undoing ego is turning the unloving back to the loving what you believe is what you teach is what you see love begets love, fear begets fear

surviving is prolonging the idea that you escaped truth and god and reality and are enjoying a universe as your oyster you are not violating truth instead you are making up your own principles and living according to them in your paradigm giving is losing because you no longer have something, in truth giving is receiving is loving since everyone is part of you yes we have to oppose love here and write our own self serving definitions of it; love here is you scratch my back i scratch yours real love is without discrimination, without exclusion, without limit, without bargaining, without conditions, without thinking real love is the more you give the more you create

belonging is two heads are better than one to survive

you too will commit cold blooded murder and justify it as being perfectly right when you meet the hitlers and the stalins in your life, you will be proud to stand up and murder for god country children and king there's boatloads of people in your life right now who deserve a good murdering and this is just with your limited field of operation and you will do it too or will excuse yourself and murder them by proxy, letting another push the button so as not to make you quite as guilty your life is too coddled and you haven't gone deeply enough murder is i deserve to be alive more than you do so please don't stand in my way or else those out there masquerading as non-murderers is what we should look at

you only get to heaven by healing the imagined separation between you and your partner you cant awaken alone

god love oneness radiance yes take each first letter that's all i shoot for

you made everyone but mistake you made is you thought you got separate from heaven and therefore what you create is nothing only heaven makes stuff not ones who think they got away walk back to heaven right now and everyone here will come to life

love isn't possible here only a pale reflection though that is better than anything else by far ime

women are reality, which is why you identify yourself as a man ... they are the only work required ... sitting in the woods seeking self realization is misguided repression masquerading as noble seeking

to say i love you, is of course a lie ... i am clueless what love really is ... i just want stuff from you and in return i may give stuff back truth told to think i love you, without utterance of words, is the highest truth, since i have thereby committed to make joined what was seemingly split how or indeed whether you smile reveals where you are at with this principle smiling is the deepest superpower, the subtlest intercourse, the wordless embracement, the sincere heart's purity

after 23 years of running my knee cartilage is much reduced and legs in poor shape, running on pavement and track was the culprit, even had i run on softer surfaces damage would be significant, body is not designed for constantly being smacked at speed, these vibrations greatly stress the body, cycling is zero impact, this is just my experience

the constant pounding destroys your body specially your knees stick to cycling

when in ego, motivation is for ones in-group and when in spirit motivation is for one and all if the least one i know is not taken care of i don't get to pass go and will keep returning for more here is the classroom perfectly designed to heal my fractures but if i can't bless and forgive the hardest then more work is in the cards

my understanding is one person can't awaken, how you see me is the sole method of improving how you see you, you forgive me you forgive you, you love me you love you and i am speaking at the content level not the form level that is you just have to change your mind #love is linking our very energy and #fear is fail entirely at recognising (namely this is my illusion)

security stability solidity satisfaction for both

monogamous long-term relationships have been best for me

sex can never be free or casual or inconsequential no matter how people brainwashed you to the contrary since human sex/love always entails energetic exchange in some form all give so they get (only someone enlightened realizes giving is getting and the chances of two being enlightened is slimmer than a ballerina)

everyone needs their 2k or so calories or else you have no chance to make life work no to repression and no to obsession be a normal human being

success has as many definitions as people and while money will be a pre-requisite for most, that kind of success is founded on quick sand

there are two emptys, of thinking and of thinker, and the former leads to the latter seems you got to the former but not the latter the nihilism will then give way to fullfillment

what happens on the cushion isn't your business you leave the cushion like it never happened your task is to put in your shift and leave it to the beyond per self enquiry, it is a simple thing you are reminding yourself you are not the one who is getting worked up about thoughts that isn't you, that is self enquiry and part two is abide at that source whence the real you arises from stay right there this means you choose to see the thoughts that arise through a new lens namely that of the real you if anger has arisen, that isn't you, the real you gets mad at no one since they are blameless, your anger becomes compassion that is you stay right there

spiritual work is a pep talk to ready yourself to see god everywhere if not something is wrong

meditation is first realizing you're not the person in the mirror and then practicing being who you are you need to formally practice this as long as it takes you are not fear anger guilt ... these are all misguided impositions you place on the world because you think you are in a war to the death you created everything you see before you for your benefit and blessing not to fight it and conquer it merge with it don't mess with it jump in and see that death, depth is the last duality meditate until you finally stop letting ego run your life you are capable of so much more

only lovers awaken from good bad ugly to grace mercy peace and pass it on

when you're the best, you just vomit it down on paper, you will soon be dead, your audience will pay no matter what, who cares about an audience, you are lucky to be breathing my oxygen, i am writing what cannot be written and won't ever be written, read all my stuff before you even think about reading my latest else you are too late to the party to bother