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you may understand what you like, you live and believe in materialism else you would be walking through walls at will

yes good stuff ... step 1 is know you are love step 2 prove step 1 by acting from love towards all knowing they are you and step 3 bask in the floods of love pouring back which is the proof you completed the two steps

ego tells you this is all true, waking up is to know it is not

i seek and don't find since i need to define what i want to find i better meditate for a while on what is worth finding alas my ego believes what can be found is never ending in quantity and quality perhaps i need to deal with my ego first and seek if it actually has any reality that's some seeking i can get behind behold i seetheking at last

key in to what meditation is, abiding as awareness duration matters only for reaching and prolonging until you reach 100%, if you are not improving each day stop and re-evaluate ask what helps me reach my goal, do i need to be comfortable or do i need to make it hard, experiment accordingly for me dividing the 16 hour non sleep day into four 4 hour blocks is optimal, four 4-hr activities of say sitting reading walking sitting eight 2-hour blocks is good too plan each day the day before a several day fast is good at supercharging meditation

i love it, it's knows me better than i know me, a fact too scary and destabilizing for most

habits make you a good dog, you are here to be a good god contemplate this do what the moment needs and you should do nought else

best song ever, glad you are well my lovely

and you too precious woman ♥

hang in there thierry, you are a beautiful man and trust me that you are adding tons to this world simply by being you no one else brings your gift i do not know you well but i do know that i love you and urge you to make full use of this incarnation pop me a message if you wish

the question is, who even wants one ... i would crucify a yeshua ben-joseph today if he was around just for what he tells me ... in any case he need not come, he told me what to do ... it is so simple but i will rather scour online forums instead of tuning within

you are doing doings each day ... just know which really matter ... namely forgive yourself and forgive others for taking any of this seriously only ego excludes ... to spirit there are no differences

you saving me is you saving you you do the tiny task assigned you and then everyone wins and better still you will be the one to get home others may or may not right now but that's of no concern since you did enough to benefit them and no more is asked

pretty stoked on it myself ... if i can't nail my point in 30 seconds (TT) or 200 chars (X), i've no business being a teacher or a marketer god is supreme simplicity else it's a idol and i'm back to the drawing board

uni is good since it expands your mind as well as your social network and also it develops you as a person

plan each one of the 24 hours, 3-4 hour buckets is a good division hard and mindful things early on, easy and mindless things later on each harder thing is counterbalanced and rewarded with an easier thing eg i endure a 30 minute run, i enjoy a 30 minute shower and sauna / sun sit creation is hard, consumption is easy execute, don't deviate one day at a time

non thinking is another trap, it is an unhelpful if restful state similar to sleep, you are mindless floating in a void what you need is awareness and then slowly but surely roll back the ego's vice like grip to truly recognise i myself dreamed this world and i will now undream it by forgiving it and seeing the utter perfection all around instead of the apparent decrepitude the world isn't happening with me or to me but from me and for me, it's my classroom not my prison

god doesn't know anything about us, it doesn't know our minds our knowledge our words ... we are cavorting in the FALSE, god cannot contaminate itself in the false where we are, it knows we are indulging in a nightmare as we sleep, it is patiently waiting to say good morning and continue with timeless spaceless oneness there is no love in dreams, it is always an exchange a bargain a trade off, always to do with my lack my loss my like my lust egoic love is giving is FOR receiving, real love is giving IS receiving

you cannot transcend your programming, you are a bunch of thoughts that tell you what to do and what not to do, i pointed out one exit strategy of course nobody wants to think they are a mindless automaton and encourages others by saying you and i can do something good, it the way of the world truth is painful and most want to keep their dreams going as happily and lengthily as possible this world is a tiny mad idea at which the son of god forgot to laugh but next morning he wakes up and say i just dreamed some real crazy hooey last night

ego says go ahead you can choose god but it's the bible's god and the ego loves and encourages this you will then be living according to the egoic religion of sin separation suffering sorrow sickness specialness and specifics ... all of which are false and keep you dreaming and keep you from going within to find the truth ego is smart and religious people think they have figured it out, this is nonsense

ego cannot be free, it thinks one way and cannot deviate, it maximises happiness, always has always will, even the spiritual people who renounce happiness are doing it for the greater karmic/afterlife rewards, which is but a promised happiness contemplate that you have never not done what you want to do what you want is happiness and you will seek this based on your ego's programming everyone is doing the same thing everyone acts per their level of consciousness everyone is doing the best they can and could not do otherwise even if they tried the god of the bible lied when he told you have free will and he had his reasons for doing so which i explained elsewhere to have free will makes you feel good, you are a somebody and you can do something important today you are following a script nothing more there is an escape clause however undo ego and get back with god this is the one true religion it is completely binary, it's all ego or it's all god the reason for this is that only this moment exists

you have a choice every moment, ego or god ... ego means i do nothing and ego uses its deep programming to maximise my wellbeing, i sit back and enjoy having abdicated any desire to exert any will; god means i exit this false illusory realm, say good morning heaven and then god's will alone is

we have free will but most of us will rather be mindless and do what the others do thinking is work and who even has time!

ego is mindlessness is mechanistic routines ego doesn't want you to think, it has your back and will run the show, it doesn't want you in the present but regretting the past and fearing the future all habits are traps i never brush my teeth the same way each day i interrupt every daily task, close my eyes and bring myself to awareness yes and when walking, i always vary the journey and i never know which way i will take when i leave the house even if its just walking on the other side of the road another technique is look at everything on the left only for one day, look right the next day, look to the sky the next day i always greet people too, maybe just a nod of the head, often i often say hello again, even if i never laid eyes on them, it really jolts people awake

yes am making my way through the course, get blown away on each page .... great quote thanks