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suffering is the admission ticket for being a body thank god i am not a body getting tied of suffering is god's tool for quitting the silliness of believing i am a body sit and ask what am i

complaining is judgement ... i mean who died and made me god here? like i really know why you do what you do? lol

right now you are both doing a job together and so you need to be on the same page, if she plays ball now you will be there for for the long haul you need her help and support to make this whole thing work, set up the parameters and both agree for each other's sanity and happiness

write a contract with you mom, divvy up the necessary home tasks, she needs to support you by signing or else you're gone

a small social media presence helps too, i follow about 80 accounts on twitter and sub to some good reddits like r/askUK to keep up with the daily buzz ... combined takes me little more than an hour per day to read, i don't post anything typically love that you follow your nose rather than the news, me too ... and best of all the nows this is an awesome journal to read, thanks for all your posts 🙌

assume the best and anticipate the worst ... the only one you can depend on is you so the key is don't be needy what counts is what you give not what you receive, if you bring the right stuff every day you can't but be happy what you get back is gravy

best lens is to say reason is god's thought system and common sense is ego's ... they are incompatible and mutually exclusive and exhaustive love and fear ... love is expansion is my purpose, fear is i am small limited lacking threatened choose which one suits you

good insights, keep meditating and sharing, i appreciate your posts and your journal

you may understand what you like, you live and believe in materialism else you would be walking through walls at will

yes good stuff ... step 1 is know you are love step 2 prove step 1 by acting from love towards all knowing they are you and step 3 bask in the floods of love pouring back which is the proof you completed the two steps

ego tells you this is all true, waking up is to know it is not

i seek and don't find since i need to define what i want to find i better meditate for a while on what is worth finding alas my ego believes what can be found is never ending in quantity and quality perhaps i need to deal with my ego first and seek if it actually has any reality that's some seeking i can get behind behold i seetheking at last

key in to what meditation is, abiding as awareness duration matters only for reaching and prolonging until you reach 100%, if you are not improving each day stop and re-evaluate ask what helps me reach my goal, do i need to be comfortable or do i need to make it hard, experiment accordingly for me dividing the 16 hour non sleep day into four 4 hour blocks is optimal, four 4-hr activities of say sitting reading walking sitting eight 2-hour blocks is good too plan each day the day before a several day fast is good at supercharging meditation

i love it, it's knows me better than i know me, a fact too scary and destabilizing for most

habits make you a good dog, you are here to be a good god contemplate this do what the moment needs and you should do nought else

best song ever, glad you are well my lovely

and you too precious woman ♥

hang in there thierry, you are a beautiful man and trust me that you are adding tons to this world simply by being you no one else brings your gift i do not know you well but i do know that i love you and urge you to make full use of this incarnation pop me a message if you wish

the question is, who even wants one ... i would crucify a yeshua ben-joseph today if he was around just for what he tells me ... in any case he need not come, he told me what to do ... it is so simple but i will rather scour online forums instead of tuning within

you are doing doings each day ... just know which really matter ... namely forgive yourself and forgive others for taking any of this seriously only ego excludes ... to spirit there are no differences

you saving me is you saving you you do the tiny task assigned you and then everyone wins and better still you will be the one to get home others may or may not right now but that's of no concern since you did enough to benefit them and no more is asked

pretty stoked on it myself ... if i can't nail my point in 30 seconds (TT) or 200 chars (X), i've no business being a teacher or a marketer god is supreme simplicity else it's a idol and i'm back to the drawing board

uni is good since it expands your mind as well as your social network and also it develops you as a person

plan each one of the 24 hours, 3-4 hour buckets is a good division hard and mindful things early on, easy and mindless things later on each harder thing is counterbalanced and rewarded with an easier thing eg i endure a 30 minute run, i enjoy a 30 minute shower and sauna / sun sit creation is hard, consumption is easy execute, don't deviate one day at a time