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i am not an ego ... i came here to realize as much, to self realize, namely to identify with what i am which is nothing to do with an ego death is of an ego, it is no concern of mine ... if i as true self have awoken i return to the awakened mind and won't be needing another ego role life is god's mind waking up from its sleep and each awake figment returning to it renders it more awake and makes the dream end closer

a hypocrite is consciously inconsistent the rest of us do it unconsciously, we feel better because we therefore are not hypocrite sinners say what you like about a hypocrite but they are what they are honestly

a thought is a dreamer's well meaning attempt to fracture reality and perpetuate said reality what i think i manifest, i put good in my life and to make it interesting i put bad in my life i think this tree into existence, it is stored in my memory vault and i plant it on the screen in front of me and i say, it is good - let us eat from it adam this is all just a fun game of color and light and artistry if i abide without a thought all is whole and pristine as it always was and always will be and outside the dream, there isn't a thought since only one things happens, love expansion perfection

there is real realer realest, first two are dual and third is beyond, this is for real but can get realer still if you stop imposing your real on it realer is ever reeling you in for the realest of deals; simply have to merge with all this real then realest emerges such that all apparent falseness flees

to ask such a question means you don't know what meditation is meditation is 3 things, find yourself be yourself rejoin yourselves and the bad news is, only meditation attains these three things basically meditation is showing up silently and letting god do its thing in whatever way it pleases, you do nothing ego hates meditation and will resist even a 5 second session til its dying breath something to contemplate

judgement is to keep my eyes fixed on you instead of looking who i in fact am for to look at oneself is to dissolve oneself and who the hell wants that i mean if you're real i have to be real is how i reason forgiveness is the antidote to judgement namely i acknowledge i projected my past onto you i only see what i see in you because it is in me and i wanted to offload it to make me feel not as bad i forgive myself and thereby redeem both of us to innocence and perfection now whatever takes place is the magnificence of the kingdom of heaven praise be to god

the best stuff is last: the last 10 pages, the last 10 minutes of the vid, the last 10 mins of the soccer game ... this is when the important stuff happens and is all you need decide how much time x in minutes something is worth to you and commit to the last x minutes x gets smaller as you age, you haven't time to lose of course when you become a fan, enjoy and watch all ... the above is a way to effectively take charge of your media consumption

do some deserve murdering? actually it may depend on who you ask

yea ... this guy might qualify and i thought you will enjoy him: https://www.youtube.com/@Lu-ji

there is a neet subreddit r/neet that may help

attraction has nothing to do with looks for a man attraction is will she sleep with me ... he isn't interested in supermodels since he has never met one and even if he had she won't sleep with him for a woman it's will he keep me in the lifestyle i am accustomed to, in other words be at least as high value i am ... she isn't interested in supermodels since he has nothing in the brain and nothing in the bank in other words he won't keep her in her desired lifestyle let me repeat, who everyone is looking to date has nothing to do with looks despite what is claimed to the contrary, you are attracted if they serve your agenda

thank you ... the ego's way and the spirit's way are mutually exclusive ... it's all one or all the other ... if there is any ego then it is all ego thus this takes plenty of time before love becomes automatic ... it is definitely attainable

ego is the unreal making one think it is the real undoing ego is turning the unloving back to the loving what you believe is what you teach is what you see love begets love, fear begets fear

surviving is prolonging the idea that you escaped truth and god and reality and are enjoying a universe as your oyster you are not violating truth instead you are making up your own principles and living according to them in your paradigm giving is losing because you no longer have something, in truth giving is receiving is loving since everyone is part of you yes we have to oppose love here and write our own self serving definitions of it; love here is you scratch my back i scratch yours real love is without discrimination, without exclusion, without limit, without bargaining, without conditions, without thinking real love is the more you give the more you create

belonging is two heads are better than one to survive

you too will commit cold blooded murder and justify it as being perfectly right when you meet the hitlers and the stalins in your life, you will be proud to stand up and murder for god country children and king there's boatloads of people in your life right now who deserve a good murdering and this is just with your limited field of operation and you will do it too or will excuse yourself and murder them by proxy, letting another push the button so as not to make you quite as guilty your life is too coddled and you haven't gone deeply enough murder is i deserve to be alive more than you do so please don't stand in my way or else those out there masquerading as non-murderers is what we should look at

you only get to heaven by healing the imagined separation between you and your partner you cant awaken alone

god love oneness radiance yes take each first letter that's all i shoot for

you made everyone but mistake you made is you thought you got separate from heaven and therefore what you create is nothing only heaven makes stuff not ones who think they got away walk back to heaven right now and everyone here will come to life

love isn't possible here only a pale reflection though that is better than anything else by far ime

women are reality, which is why you identify yourself as a man ... they are the only work required ... sitting in the woods seeking self realization is misguided repression masquerading as noble seeking

to say i love you, is of course a lie ... i am clueless what love really is ... i just want stuff from you and in return i may give stuff back truth told to think i love you, without utterance of words, is the highest truth, since i have thereby committed to make joined what was seemingly split how or indeed whether you smile reveals where you are at with this principle smiling is the deepest superpower, the subtlest intercourse, the wordless embracement, the sincere heart's purity

after 23 years of running my knee cartilage is much reduced and legs in poor shape, running on pavement and track was the culprit, even had i run on softer surfaces damage would be significant, body is not designed for constantly being smacked at speed, these vibrations greatly stress the body, cycling is zero impact, this is just my experience

the constant pounding destroys your body specially your knees stick to cycling

when in ego, motivation is for ones in-group and when in spirit motivation is for one and all if the least one i know is not taken care of i don't get to pass go and will keep returning for more here is the classroom perfectly designed to heal my fractures but if i can't bless and forgive the hardest then more work is in the cards