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God is simple, childish, playful, silly and without agendas or opinions. And the smart, intellectual, resourceful, strategic, hot-shot is the devil. Moreover only the uneducated can be honest. All learning is merely trying to survive better, to improve ones nest. Learning is the opposite of loving. The gettoefl rule of thumb: If it's not easy elegant effortless, it's not God. Give me the one who knows nothing going nowhere. Harsh truth is, I am happy being the dumbest person I know. And I am. The depths of my stupidity will fill the library of Alexandria haha.

All the s-words mean the same thing: suffering, separation, survival, self, sin, sacrifice, specialness, sex ... Is language cool? I should write a book, another means to keep me dope in this garden of Eden hell realm.

To win in the world means another does lose. Corruption, in this dream of separation, is the price of admission. Perhaps God lowers Its consciousness not out of any ill intent but to sample what it means to hunger, to build, to delight and then to see Its beautiful self looking back at itself in the mirror of life.

Awakening is change of state; Enlightenment is change of identity from nothing to everything where nothing is the last awakening.

I think you're getting somewhere my friend

It's here. And worse is possible if I keep messing up. Here is one of the easier realms I wager. God knows nothing of hell and here. How could love know about suffering and keep a straight face. I want to be here. I am captain of my own ship. It's bad but I'll take it. The chicks are pretty cool not to mention the drugs and rock and roll. I promise to do better next time round if I can just please land some half decent non psychotic parents.

State is the extent to which I am blocking God. Pinnacle of state is absence of hate. Attacking any human being is me playacting not being God because I know better despite suffering up to and including death.

Seems to me like a classic no-self awakening. This is half the journey. The rest is to full self aka true self. What helped me at that point were the books I am That and A course in Miracles both of which are freely available online.

Isn't belief in God faith. Maybe that's a better question: Do you practice faith. Or better in what if anything do you place faith. Because how you live for 24 hours shows where your faith is. God could be prayer time or church time. Nothing might mean atheist. Belief in God conversations often lead to grandstanding. Look to unite with people not divide.

10 means 10 more or less identical somethings; so instead let's just call it 10, but remember the something where necessary

Getting laid is toxic masculinity. Reframe so you make this at least of some utility to the woman you are laying with. End the silly us vs them. Contemplate how to be of value to 100% of the world not 50%. Then women will flock in droves.

You can't look into yourself duh. If you try you will torture yourself in the darkness and the direness. You need others to see truth. Everyone is here by your own volition and creation. When you see it in them then it comes alive in yourself. This is spiritual practice. Amazing gaze (sic). I once was blind but now I see. Outside and now inside.

As you wake up, you realize everything is a scam. Parasites profiteering from prey. So what I did is keep buying rental property. Everyone pays happily for a roof over their head. It's still a scam but in this case a necessary evil that keeps folks warm and lets me live the life. Spend half my money, save half my money for the next rental. Why am I motivated? So tomorrow will be juicier than today.

Marriage is good for both as you know what tomorrow looks like. Should have two conditions: Wait 5 years. Renew vows every 5 years with annul clause baked in.

Yes two perspectives but one is better. Why because it's a step to God. God cannot know duality. Truth knows the truth the whole and nothing but the truth. Changeless can't mix with changeful. In short, non-duality is a necessary stepping-stone and duality is a superfluous stumbling block.

If duality is, then non-duality isn't. If non-duality is, then duality isn't. I mean who are you bro? One must decide the lens that reflects truth and not by what fits the logic but by what embraces the Logos.

I separated from his highness God and plonked myself in this universe so I could no longer have to deal with his constant badgering. I am thus the anti-god if you will. Keeping quiet might make me peaceful but it will def entrench my anti-god sentiment. I have overcome o high and mighty one and I am going to live the best life ever. I may fall on my face a while but I've got lifetimes and lifetimes to get this shit down. Anyone feeling?

We think others are different and know not how to bridge this gulf because we are taught others are scary, sneaky, shady. Be sure not to make eye contact and smile as you go your way, we are admonished. Others are out to get you. Religion tells you the truth: we are the same and nobody can hurt you. The practice is, what you believe about me is what you will see in me. In fact, you practice this every day to keep yourself safe, secure, ... lonely.

Duality is the attempt to split a thought-form called I from the absolute reality and then keep on splitting this image up into goodies and badies ad nauseum

Best approach to diet is weekly view or better monthly view. This allows for lots of leeway in good ways and bad ways. I am today reviewing every item I ate and drunk during April to see if any tweaks need implementing this month.

You branding him a psychopath is your narrow conditioning. He was doing what he had to do in the circumstances. There wasn't any other choice. He survives or they survive. Everyone just wants to live another day.

... is every ego's favorite mantra.

He was showing that the illusions of abandonment, betrayal, cruelty, dejection need to be dealt with head on by anyone wanting to awaken. See the terror of the abandonment and then see the madness of believing it. Don't skip any steps. Every illusion needs forgiving. I do this to myself.

Egoic duality is about relationship - thoughts and actions. Only by the two becoming one does duality cease. You can't do it solo. If you think others have something to give you, you are trapped. Others are the ultimate reality. See this and be still.

Notice that one man's horrors is another man's hurrahs.