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read the last chapter of any book 1st, watch the last 5 mins of any youtube/netflix/movie 1st, preview the end of any course before you study it you're welcome

then you haven't met my past my pain my parents

when we are weak it's okay we need a carrot to help us not a stick, the end justifies the means don't stay weak too long though since the above is a lack of integrity ... as we get on in life, our motives need to pure and consistent for me all motivation is internal that is self love self growth self actualization, all the others i left behind

maybe better to ask what is my attachment my bondage my chains, what is stopping me from self actualization what today stopped me from doing what i needed to do the perfect day is nothing stopping me free is the perfect day is every day

you only know yourself, it is your direct experience, all else is mediated you can only love another to the standard you have loved yourself ... contemplate this and see whether it is true similarly another is only worthy if you are you set the benchmark by how much you give yourself ... you have to go inwards and see what a masterpiece existence has crafted

who deserves the truth? are they metaphorically putting a gun to your head, abusing you, terrorizing you, sucking the life from you? what about those who use the truth i offer as a weapon for my destruction how about speaking the truth where and only where it is merited?

morality needs to be decided for oneself do you pull the trigger if someone is running at you with a knife, do you abort the foetus since it has a deformity, do you execute the murderer awakening is to see that morality is your level of awareness in awareness everything done with totality is right, if i murder you i am doing so because it is necessary

today i'll do what others won't so tomorrow i can do what others can't

desiring is to make a better dream, longing is to exit the dream

exactly if you got it flaunt it and even if you haven't i always give double points for anyone who risks a smile

to be honest i make no life decisions or future plans or very few i live day to day my only concern is how can i have a good day today mostly it is dead simple since i do what i did yesterday or that day last week key is that discretionary time is almost zero since i have engineered a pretty decent lifestyle that balances work and play closest i get to a decision is am i going to walk north or walk south for my daily walk and i even let god choose this when i get out the door i am happy ... have a bunch of people who try to rain on my parade and bring me down but dealing with them is part of the day's spiritual labor i do indulge myself tons in whatever i want, reason is because i am a good boy and i never tire of doing all the stuff i need to be doing

men seek attraction women seek attention for me to seek attention would be unbearable, i would feel under a microscope always on display and under scrutiny ever judged on how i'm presenting for me to seek attraction feels powerful and stimulating, i love seeing fit hot nubile women everywhere, i can play my cards however i choose, i can use initiative and guile to step up and take my chances any time i please that's because i am a man and this is how we are all made, i don't feel guilty or rueful about this, it is the game of life and it's a damn good game one day i know i will discard the game since i will have had my fill but until then i enjoy every speck of the divine that i find

god see ego wherever he go because ego is god's game of playing finite just like when i dream at night, i kit out a dream character to see and engage the world i can dream lucidly then i know ego is nothing but the point whence the dream emanates so just as ego enjoys seeing ego everywhere so god enjoy seeing god everywhere disguised as ego god well knows the left hand is part of its body but the left hand may not know it is part of god's body god doesn't try to persuade the left hand to give up its false identity ego will give up the illusion when it is ready until then surf is up and beer is in the cooler

last question, was there a particular moment when everything changed and if so what was the main difference from that point forward, did life change or have things pretty much stayed the same thanks for answering my questions today - bless you

how did you achieve a shift to an ego free existence do you expect deeper realisations or do you think you have gone all the way is today/this moment perfect or what could make it better what is the best thing about this moment / today if you don't wake up tonight after going to bed, what do you want the world to know

when you look in the mirror, it that ego or god that is looking back at you do you eat meals every day? why do you do this? do you hope that your writing helps others or is it just mental masturbation going on here? do you wish to be here tomorrow, i mean here chatting

first i want to say you are a beautiful man, you bring a ton to the table, you have talent in many areas, there is no divine spark like yours anywhere, you are going through turbulent waters but you are learning about yourself about life about god about people you are bogged down in extreme polarity right now, if last week is good this week is bad as sure as the sun rises in the sky, you need to see this deeply and get out of such judgement next realize you have created your world, all you said above is your projection your interpretation your critique of what is around you you need to work on you, 50% of life needs to be inner life namely 12 hours every day, 8 hours sleep 4 hours deep spiritual practice / meditation ... this is the platform from which to live your best life to make yourself untouchable incorruptible unstoppable without trying to sound trite, the formula for life is fix you first then love me and i can attest that this really work

there is one happy and that is awareness namely living your true nature, nothing else does compare the term ego is useful to communicate to those stuck in it whilst knowing that ego is awareness imagining it is limited

feeling hate is a sure sign major healing is needed ... first thing to see is that all hatred is self hatred it is not to do with the life experience got to transmute the hate into love ... this is the first step of any spiritual work, to be full and overflowing with love, after this life begins in earnest just have to sit on the cushion, no matter how long how painful how unfruitful ... this is the work

i say ego is needed for the people in your life, they don't want to interact with a robot, the presentation you make is your ego, if you do this consciously ego is well controlled, you are just entertaining folks, when i think of spiritual teachers they all have some eccentricity which makes them stand out for most people the ego runs their life and they are not even aware of it, they think ego is who they are, this needs to be understood and remedied another point is the difference between desire and longing ... desire is wanting what is not but if the desire is a longing for awakening this is okay ... in short want only the supreme, you can't do anything to awaken but you can get up sit on your mat and allow the supreme to mould the clay

yes that is a fine thing ... your ego is the suit of clothes you have to face your fellow humans with ... make sure it is pressed clean trendy well fitting working on yourself is seeing the treasure that you have within and taking maximum advantage ... having done this one can live one's best life

you're either ego or you're god so question is can you be god and live in this incarnation ... mystics say this is achievable and is the point of life ego undergoes tons of awakenings to reach god and this is the result of doing the spiritual work leo identifies many different awakenings in his vids for example awakening to love awakening to oneness awakening to infinity ... god seems to be the ultimate awakening transforming ego is a life long process

the word nothing is misleading it means nothing the mind can ever perceive or even conceive ... mind be blind, finite ignorant of infinite still plenty there and here for that matter

could not have put it any better myself i am enjoying your insights

yes you call it good no matter what, it is what is, it is existence doing its dance, i don't need to meddle or judge, what i see is what's meant to be