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Consciousness is that which knows thats how it is. Ego is co opting thinking it is the person who has consciousness and knows. Consciousness is what all of this is. If anyone deny this you can safely assume that it is the biggest delusion one can believe in. Look to experience, how do you know you exist? How can anything be if it were not for consciousness?

Most radical ive ever experienced is when my girlfriend waited for me to wake up to true nature and then she turned into me. Even tho I was on LSD this was the most radical thing ive ever been through. She is not into spirituality. I became god and she knew it and she became me like literally. I moved she moved, she was no longer there it was only me as god imagining her and she acted accordingly. She knew and waited for me to wake up, when she doesent know about this things!! Radical. Then you know that you are all alone. There is only one..

Hey guys! Have you heard about ontological mathematics? It does have some strong arguments about the nature of existence. It was alot of history's greatest intellects who talked about the universe is numbers, Pythagoras ex. They claim that we are zero and eternal and infinite minds which links to bodys in order to grow and learn and then in the end become full on GOD. Our Infinite Mind's contain everything that can be. Ontological zero is pure existence. Zero contains all of mathematics, ie all possibilitys and frequencys. I think alot of what they talk about correlate alot with non duality and so forth. We are pure information processing information. Zero cant be created or destroyed just changing of form. They use logic and reason to come to these conclusions. What if mathematics is the eternal truth and you are IT. Infinite Mind. If this is true, it is TRULY unlimited. Just think about codes and video games. Without the code there would be no game. But the code can exist without the game. God's infinite mind is perhaps purely mathematical in that way that every configuration of everything is within it. Actually makes sense. The God code. Eulers formula. Alot of science is based on mathematics and it can explain alot of reality so it does play an important part. This does not necessarily change anything just that our infinite Mind actualizes potential. It is idealism. Infinite eternal mind. What do you guys think?=) What if numbers run the show and they are indeed alive and is a being. Would be cool to discuss this topic

This explains it better :

Btw this is not to be confused with materialistic mathematics. Idealism mathematics include zero and infinity and imaginary numbers. Zero is the Base for Mind and imaginary numbers is represented as time and infinity is the capacity for our minds to evolve forever, always more and more.

He is great!

Will def buy that book and looking forward to it alot! I hope he finish it ?

Why assume that it will be like that when you die? It is just an assumption. This is what death looks like. Experience is not going anywhere. it can just change. When you went unconcious in surgery, it happens in 1 sec. You wake up when you got put to sleep. Permanent unconciousness is a belief and does not correlate with any experience you have ever had. Awareness has no place to go. If Conciousness is, non Conciousness is not possible. Conciousness cant experience unconciousness thats why you wake up the moment you got put to sleep. Use logic and reason to see that non existence is impossible. Conciousness is not something that comes and goes. Same with this robert wolfe you keep copy pasting, he has no clue about what death is and no clue about non existence. It is a nihilistic teaching and have no difference from a pure atheist/materialism. That might fit your assumptions and point of view but when awakening happens you recognize that awareness IS not a thing or a personal quality people have that arises and goes away. You experienced getting put to sleep and waking up hours later but for you no time passed. It is the same in sleep. There is no escape from life. Only memories or absence of memorys make it seem so. Memory is imaginary.

Yeah I enjoyed it too ?

Maybe it is so that DMT is important in our bodies. Some research/study suggests that it has almost equally as much importance as serotonin and other neuro transmitters. What does this mean? What role does it play? Watch it. Psychedelics is the future of spirituality and waking up to Reality.

what emptiness are you talking about and why would infinity be like that? infinity is emptiness what does that even mean? Is this not also an assumption from your part? Infinity is infinity. Infinity holds emptiness but emptiness is not total infinity obviously.

Happy to hear from you again Leo ??

Nice1! Yeah back to zero point with infinite possibilitys and spit out from it once again to actualize a new potential and a different life. This is the way infinity works, it cant dissapear or go anywhere for everywhere is already inside it. You are very old indeed ??

Thing is tho when you have a radical awakening there is no others. Even sam and rupert are a projection of your own mind. I know this sounds crazy and delusional but it is how it is experienced. At those level i know that this forum is a complete non existent phenomena and awareness alone IS. And when unconcious it is equal to , going to sleep then 1 second later your up. So there is a timeless gap. Thats why if you are concious now, you wont experience an unconcious state, it might be millions of years but to you just 1 second. And pure non existence does not exist and is an logical impossibility. So "you" will always have an experience in one way or another. And materialism doesent explain how mind and conciousness arises out of non alive and non sentient matter. And their whole paradigm builds on mind and conciousness but is obviously overlooking the fact. Logic and reason can easily show how you are immortal and have always been. Just different forms and lifes. And if all the universe is purely material, then the laws of nature is also material so where is it? In materialism you cant have invisible laws governing the universe. And where does those laws and orders come from?

If you are concious now, you can count on being concious no matter what happens. Unconcious is just another form of conciousness, but here you are in the flesh concious that you exist. Evolution is true in that way, more and more complexity, and you are evolution. You are evolving towards true GOD Hood. As Leo says, you can become infinitly more concious of things. Dont fear death bro. You are as old as existence.

Non existence is not an possibility in an infinite existence, think about it. If you exist now then congrats then you will always be in one way or another. I would say that death is more a waking up process then a going to sleep process.

Agreed brother! It is radical to wake up but it is also the most amazing thing ?

Why dont you answer that question for yourself? You are the only authority brother ? Why did you split yourself? Why dont you just exist instead of feeling something?? Try it and see if its better then the rich experiences you can have here with the emotions and relationships even tho everything is imaginary, makes no different, so what if reality is imaginary? Just enjoy , thats the only game in town anyways?

And how you decide to deal with that oneness/aloneness is up to you, but when you first remember your true Nature.. Holy mother of God you will have a mental breakdown.. You have always been. But it is not bad or good it is just the Truth and the ego will feel bad about it no doubt but the true you just IS. There is no explanation as to why or how you are here, do you understand? Being has no prior thing to it. you can imagine an explanation, like parents and big bangs and universes and so forth. But it is imagination ? And that conciousness is everything is not a belief, you are not supposed to believe it. You are IT. Awareness is aware always. Prior to anything else.. Awareness is not a property of anything else, it shines by itself in it self for itself. Thats why this is so radical. And recognize also that every enlightened being you can watch and learn from is imaginary as is every scientist as is your parents, but that doesent mean they are wrong, it just means in the ultimate sense they are a fantasy and they are talking fiction. But there is nothing but fiction. Conciousness= Experience. Awareness is aware, it does not arise or come into time after billions of years of evolution. the universe does not exist either, not a physical objective universe without observers. You can certainly believe that an universe existed before you and that it will continue to exist after you are gone.. But look within and see if it is not so that the universe exist within you. It is only you who can find out what you are no one else.

Look...there is no other and all other is a fantasy, you are all ALONE. And this explains why there is "something" rather than nothing. You want to share creation with others but when you ACTUALLY become concious of what you are, you will want to share with others only to recognize that you are talking to yourself and there is no one to share anything with. So in order to forget what you are, you become limited and split yourself up into tiny pieces and hence creation is here. You can doubt this as long as you want but sooner or later Truth will hit you like a mofo. There is only YOU. 1 thing IS now and forever. And that my friend is YOU. Leo is imaginary.

Question deeply how it is possible that awareness arises out of non existence? Is it possible? And what would keep it from arising again, or is it just that YOU are everything and there is no seperation between anything, so is it not that a you will go out of existence, who would be aware of that? Awareness is aware i would say, of something like this dream or aware of its own nature which might be like non existence cause nothing reflecting nothing is ___ But a dream happens again out of potential. If you are here in conciousness, you will always be here cause there is no where to go. But really contemplate, how can something come from true non existence? Is that really possible? And if so, why wouldnt it happen again and again and again?

After the realization of infinite imagination there is nothing but dream worlds but it feels real cause you have nothing to compare it with, but then ordinarie waking state returns and you become immersed in the dream again calling it REAL and that it is not a dream. It is so radical to see that what you thought was totally real is just imagination, since reality is = imagination then imagination becomes reality and feels real for you. It is a radical insight bro. Covid is happening inside the "dream" and is real to the dream, so when you think that your life and society is real, you will see that it has all been YOU dreaming this shit up. There is only ONE Mind..

In my case i feel that my flaws include: • I am sensitive to materialistic scientist and nihilistic paradigms, which is only a ego thing from my part, reality is totally relative and their paradigms is true for them. • doubting insights and realization's afterwards and trying to deny some of them. • feeling detached sometimes from life and people. • smoking to much weed sometimes and being lazy

There is no external world outside of conciousness. If you get what I mean. Conciousness = world Ive had a few realization where it is obvious that actually there is not two things here. It is only YOU, not the ego ofc but you as GOD is alone. But that is not really solipsism, it is oneness. But it is Hard to say that it is really a world out there if you are not looking, if we had this discussion 5 years ago i would say that ofcourse the universe and world is there and has been there always outside of conciousness, but now I am certain that conciousness is all that there is, the substratum of universe. It especially changed on my LSD trip when my girlfriend acted so different then usual only to realize that she has always been " my" imagination.. And she acted exactly as I predicted and when I moved she moved and then she became me, I could not tell the difference, it was like she was so real up to that point and then her way of acting changed as GOD woke up.to it self and she said she had been waiting for me to wake up, she is not even into spirituality! This is the most radical mindfuck EVER. After that I do doubt the validity of others, there is only 1 thing here, not two