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the things on my vision/dream board (forgot the difference) don't laugh doe it's super shallow haha but it's what i want, i am a deeply superficial person

ye ye ye ye but how can i possibly know when i am overdoing it ? fasting is tricky no ? yeah, true no clue who said gain weight, i want to fast because.. health reasons cleaner more attractive skin more defined abs (narcissist i know) and my meditation/heart rate variability and om japa and etc etc spiritual stuff feels maaaad more clean when i fast do i WANT to fast ? i don't know, yes and no, sometimes i get the emotional hunger sometimes the physical hunger so idk bro, nothing in life is easy, sometimes things come through some sacrifice i feel

@Nahm meaning.. don't fast in the first place or apply moderation in some way after the fast ?

what makes you think i haven't done them ? lol did you just assume these things ? i've been doing them for the last 5 years brudda and OMAD is my daily ting you need to re-read my post bro i don't think you understood the Q but thanks

What I want today may not be what I want tomorrow, so how can anyone be so sure that I can do something for X amount of time/years and still enjoy it What I wanted to do last year is not what I wanna do this year, what I wanted to do last week is not what I wanna do this week so how can anyone have the audacity to say or to even install the idea of pursuing something meaningful and grinding for it for years and years when it can change any day ...

like is journaling thoughts a good idea ? a thoughts journal cause then it forces you to be aware of them

@SoonHei no way bro, really ? mama mia

meaning ITSELF changes, "i want to install wisdom in people" must change too

and what to avoid

@Roy yeah... actually it's russian.... hahahahahaha i'm fucking russian bro hahahaha i don't think russian sounds very sexy but i'll give it a go @OceanRiver maaaad ting bruv

just wanted to see which kirya yoga you guys recommend, i don't even know how to look for a credible one..

@neutralempty it is innit, but still there must be some sort of guide to tune your emotions/frequency together

sounds like you're missing a basic need go back to maslow

@Preety_India mmmm daddy hardeeeer ??? @At awe yeah that can turn some girls off i think when you're feeling lovy cuddly, when some of them just really wanna be fucked hard against the wall @Lyubov lol my ex played a prank on me and said one time when i was balls deep, "is it in yet", ngl it switched me hahahahahhahaha

@intotheblack hahahahahha, me @meow_meow oh maaaaan, wish you didn't tell me that, "baby, i'm awareeeneeeeesss, i'm consciousness too !"@meow_meow damn hahaha @datamonster hardeeeeeer hahahah

@WonderSeeker tell me a bit about it, how's it different to listening on yt

what are your experienced and opinions on binaural beats ? when do you pay them ? i find them mega relaxing and i have a better ability to stay in the moment when i play them, but i feel like it's sort of a bad thing because i "need" to be dependent on the beats in order to feel good, can you guys relate ?

@meow_meow 10 minutes in now i kinda like this one ngl, i think my cat likes it too

@BipolarGrowth mad

I heard they have some weird healing properties, But I just want to hear your opinion on it and if you ever used one or have one ?

i got the kombucha from wholefoods, 50kcal per bottle (470ml) was wondering if that would break a fast ? also the sugar free almond milk, it has no carbs and per litre it's 130kcal - no sugar/carbs, only fats and protein (hence the almond) what you nerds think ?

I contemplate a lot a lot and I do all the work to increase my consciousness but I keep getting backlashes to this low consciousness loneliness shit and i distract myself with pussy and food. I'm almost always alone, 99% of my time, i don't have friends, family or a gf I have done a lot of deep consciousness work in the last few months especially since the beginning of Covid, so i'm not "missing the opportunity" my question is how healthy is it to always be alone, literally 99%... I'm gonna increase my girl approaching pua shit from tomorrow again, i've done it for many years before, so yeah, change my mind or help. please

if you haven't written a single page then how do you know you will enjoy writing ? lol If you don't enjoy it then why do it So check if you enjoy doing it by actually doing it, and if there is some crazy emotion arising that you know that's the shit you should be doing

i try to stay as present as I can during sex, but meditating after fapping to me seems like the real deal, what's your take on it ? meditation after you cum

greenwoods, watch taylor johnson he explains semen retention in a good way, his energy is sick too so it's nice to watch him