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this seems at the top to me this too this is impossible, only people who are evolved/developed will go into this... you can't shove it down people's throats.. and i am not spiking anyone with psychedelics... i got morals innit, but perhaps before i die i'll load a plane up with some DMT and release it upon the world, mass awakening time haha this though.. is interesting... this is the closest i came to.. making yt/insta videos about my physique that you can be healthy too and me playing violin private or public whatever, record it put it on social media and make money that way but............. there is a limiting belief here that i can't identify i think it won't make enough money or something but i also know i can make it so fucking unique and cool that it does make money, shirtlessly go around and play violin for girls on the street and record it and put it on yt or something haha to me this is sort of excellence but i am one superficial fuck tbh so i don't know, i think being a shredded violinist playing for girls with my looks can be hedonistic and i don't want to live in hedonism innit, i spent the last year removing my hedonistic pleasures out of my life

i was watching frank yang like i do and he said this: "my final goal was not to just eradicate all suffering, but to have the universe fuck me whilst fucking it at the same time" what does this mean? how does one even eradicate all suffering? fucked by the universe = kundalini ? fucking the universe = ?

so you desensitise your emotions / being ? or depersonalise yourself ? yeah true yeah, i am kind of, i'm meditating a bit i feel you bros

@LastThursday really juicy stuff here very true gold. literally gold, i wish someone had the vision to explain it like that from the beginning haha @Nahm so basically everything i do has to have as much awareness as possible ?

@Raptorsin7 yeah so basically incr. consciousness, look within some vladimir guy said on this forum to do shamanic breathing, i'm gonna do it but i want someone to spot me

i also feel like people can't be helped their ego shuts me down or something

@Myioko I used to work in joe and the juice a long time ago and that was as fun and as exciting as it got i think i don't think there are any fears holding me back but what do i know... i know so little lol the thing i'm struggling with is providing value/contributing to society... like... what could be so meaningful THAT i enjoy you know ? i'm spending time now watching mastery examples and thinking stuff but i don't know...

@Vibroverse how ?

@LastThursday i wish it was easy to just push a button and be enlightened haha

if something makes sense to me and i want to express my opinion at the risk of someone else taking it offensively ∵ they don’t know enough about authenticity or their ego, should i still express myself or is it like a karma thing where i hurt his/her feelings so it will come back around ?

is this accurate ? so it's a "state" of "consciousness" ? you can get there by meditating ? and you won't feel your hand being sewed off ? wtf ? yeah but he always paints a real picture, like.. all the colours mean something, i understand that he uses his analogies with reason and not meaninglessly but i could be wrong, obviously not the bbc's but the other shit, you can differentiate also is there an example of the stages of consciousness? spiral dynamics is not it i think

different people will react different depending on how conditioner they are by society if i was a girl that would definitely work on me

@m0hsen is that what Leo called the colonoscopy, where you are god looking through it's own asshole, or the snake biting it's own tail type of thing ?

I want to know if there is a recipe for not getting addicted to the things i was addicted to before, take coffee for example. I'm slightly worried if i drink it again I will feel the high of it and get hooked again with weed/smoking it's completely different, i know I can do it once every few days or once a year and i won't get dragged back into it but i never know how long the come down will be with any substance i take i'm kinda scared that the come down might make me addicted to the substance again i'm asking mainly for coffee though any tips ?

skipped like 4 days like a lazy slug but did 30 minutes today

is ALL pain caused by resisting some type of emotion ? is it possible to actually experience pain / suffering from anything other than the resistance of emotion ?

20m today, skipped yesterday

say something is making me angry, like someone whistling in the kitchen, do i 1. feel into the emotoin 2. react and get angry ? i don't understand which one is supression

@Eph75 bro it's not as if I can install a button on my arm that has an on and off switch that says let go, so how do you mean let go ? when you say feel into it you mean where it is in the body ? like feel into it physically ? it comes from the stimulus, someone whisteling explain ? this i don't mind how so ?

kundalini awakening ?

@Kundalini Cataclysm mazzalini, i'll dm you now

says you (no offence) bro i think when your spine is erect it activated the chakras or the colour thingies in it, i'm almost sure a straight spine is not necessary but it's more optimal innit like frank yang says posture doesn't matter but then Leo says posture matters, i personally feel more "flow" when the spine is straight

if only i could understand it/realize it ? that's the problem i think resisting it IS the problem no ?

not on this level yet bro

@Raptorsin7 no bro different meditations different posture requirments, as the instructions say innit thanks for helping anyway