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@Manas Additionally to what others said, I would recommend looking into neurotransmitter precursors. Maybe your neurotransmitters got out of balance because of your regular drug use. Tyrosin gets converted into dopamin, epinephrin and norepinephrin Tryptophan and 5-HTP gets converted into serotonin GABA can be taken as a supplement Different forms of choline get converted to acetylcholine Off course you can get this amino acids through food too, but in supplement form it is a targeted intervention. You can try them based on your symptoms, to see if they are useful for you.

I won't get the third dose, nor the second, not even the first

I was most likely poisoned by my mother too. She had a dozen amalgams since her childhood and was affected with toxicity too. I had ADHD, digestive problems, chronic ear infections, night terrors, aggressive bahavior, problems socialising due to social anxiety and inattention and other typical mercury symptoms. You will have a hard time when you are chelating, beacause when the mercury is moving freely in your body, it will to the most harm, which you will feel in form of symptoms. And it seems that you accumulated enough mercury to get into a "dump phase" when you start detoxing. That is a period of a couple of months to more than a year in which your body will dump a lot of mercury from your organs. Stop the Medical Medium protocol. Taking cilantro once a day is extemely harmful if you are mercury toxic. It will redistribute big amounts of mercury into your brain. There are other ways to detox mercury than the Cutler Protocol, but I wouldn't recommend them at all, because they either take even longer, are outright harmful or won't remove all of the toxic metals. The rules of the Cutler Protocol aren't that difficult to follow. If you allow yourself to get decently well again, and you start with a low dose (but not lower than 5mg) you can slowly get better. But it wont happen in a couple of weeks. It will more likely take 2-5 years to heal completely. Just read up about it and learn how to prepare for the detox (e.g. remove all amalgam). And don't forget: You are not the only one who got poisoned. Millions where. And tens of thounsands, if not more, suffer through chelation right now to get well again.

@Ora There's a non-FB Andy Cutler Chelation forum with lots of good information too, btw https://andy-cutler-chelation.com/mercury-detox-forums/

It's very interesting how deep the consumption of alcohol is rooted in western culture. It's one of the few drugs which got grandfathered into being legal today because it was always so popular. You can see that most people who go out at night drink alcohol. But why? Maybe humans aren't made to meet new people all the time and and so they drink, to make them less anxious and more open to others.

I don't know how the author arrives at his conclusion that mercury from MeHg does accumulate in the body and mercury from EtHg does not. Most likely because the blood half-life of EtHg is shorter. It is known that ethylmercury, like methylmercury, is converted into inorganic mercury in the body. This form is what causes brain damage and stays in the brain for decades. Of course the two compounds behave slightly different, but blood half-life says nothing about the rate in which these compounds cross cell membranes or the blood brain barrier and how fast they are converted into inorganic mercury. Both of them are converted to this far more toxic form.

@Consept First there was the unpublished Verstraeten study, as mentioned in the documentary. Only raw data was released after a Freedom of Information Act request: https://www.safeminds.org/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/GenerationZeroNotes.pdf Significantly increased risk of autism, autism spectrum disorders, tics, attention deficit disorder, and emotional disturbances with Hg exposure from thimerosal containing vaccines: https://www.researchgate.net/publication/5368423_Thimerosal_exposure_in_infants_and_neurodevelopmental_disorders_An_assessment_of_computerized_medical_records_in_the_Vaccine_Safety_Datalink Vaccination associated with neurodevelopmental disorders, preterm birth and vaccination was even associated with 6.6-fold increased odds of neurodevelopmental disorders: https://www.oatext.com/Pilot-comparative-study-on-the-health-of-vaccinated-and-unvaccinated-6-to-12-year-old-U-S-children.php Significant relationship between mercury and lead body burden and autism: https://childrenshealthdefense.org/wp-content/uploads/Hamed-2020-the-relationship-between-the-level-of-copper-lead-mercury-.pdf Threefold greater odds for autism:

@Eternity https://odysee.com/@Evolutionary_Life_Video_Archive:3/Trace-Amounts--Ethyl-Mercury-(Educational-Documentary):c

The Mercury Detoxification Manual: A Guide to Mercury Chelation It does not only discuss mercury, but cadmium, arsenic, antimony and lead too

@Leo Gura @Striving for more As far as I know DMSA does not enter organs and cells, so you wont detox the brain with it. It is only a extracellular chelator. And btw, provocation tests can lead to major redistribution events in highly toxic individuals. I would highly advise against doing them. It induced some considerable adverse reactions in some.

I do, as I try to avoid pesticides, fungicides, herbicides, antibiotics, hormones, metals etc. in food I for my part have no big problem with needles as I do blood tests regularly. And many "anti-vaxxers" did not have problems with needles too. But then they saw their children spiral into autism right after getting vaccinated. Can you imagine what this does to you as a parent? Why is there mercury in breast milk? Because the mothers are toxic. Why is there outrage over vaccines but not over tuna? Because the goverments/big pharma are not trying to force tuna on the population. They neither cover up it's toxic effects (Japan maybe) I think toxicity is the main cause behind the epidemic of diseases like autism, ADHD, depression, anxiety, digestive issues, diabetes, cardivascular ailments, cancer, infectios disease,... and vaccines are one of it's sources.

@Consept Thats a big source of mercury too. Some that I was exposed to as my mother had 10+ amalgams in her mouth. I doubt tough that you get as much mercury or aluminum at once into the body as with certain vaccines. You have to consider, that in this case the metals pass the digestive tract where there is only limited uptake, because there is a filtering effect. With intramuscular injections tough, all of the toxic compounds get past the bodies barriers (skin for outer contact, digestive tract for swallowing, lungs for inhalation) and then into the bloodstream.

@7thLetter @7thLetter I highly recommend this book to understand why there is such a big anti-vaccination movement in the USA: Ethyl-mercury was used in childhood-vaccines as a presevative till the early 2000s. In the 90s more vaccines were added to the schedule increasing the level of mercury infants were exposed to. Sometimes as much as 62,5mcg a day. Btw, the U.S. Environmental Protection Agency (EPA) recommends consuming a daily maximum of 0.1 mcg of mercury per kilogram body weight. And this figure is for oral consumption, not for injection into the body. Today there are still very controversial ingridients in vaccines like aluminium-hydroxide and aluminium-phosphate. There are no metal compounds in the COVID vaccines as far as I know. But investigating past controversis is crucial for understanding why people are against vaccination.

@Striving for more I do not know how significant this factor is, but some mercury toxic people who never had amalgams did have mothers who had ones. People with amalgam fillings have hightened blood levels of mercury. If it is toxic to the mothers brain, why shouldn't it be toxic to the embryos brain? For example, my mother removed her several fillings months before being pregnant with my little sister. Both my sister and I had/have anxiety disorders, attention deficits and developmental problems.

@intotheblack Could be the reason. In my opinion cognitive disfunctions, like ADD, are due to bad brain health. And this could have many reasons. Eating irritants for the gut, having gut disbyosis, excessive screen time, hormonal disbalance, etc etc Yes, I talk primarily about metals, especially mercury. Do you have amalgam fillings? Did your mother have some at time of pregnancy? Did you get vaccinated with thimerosal containing vaccines? @integral Hair tests can be informative, but mercury levels in the hair do not necessarily correlate to body burden. According to Andrew Cutler, well known in the detox world, you have to identify specific mineral patterns in the hair mineral analysis to diagnose mercury toxicity. The best method in my opinion is to do a couple trial rounds of the Cutler Detoxification Protocoll to see if you have problems due to mercury.

ADD/ADHD is a neurochemical problem. I would suggest you to look into environmental toxins and nutrition. Toxins can lead to attention deficit, so limiting exposure and detoxification could be the key to your problem. Try eating a diet rich in protein to give you the building blocks for a healthy neurotransmitter balance. Another thing that might help is a elimination diet. Cut out common food allergens like gluten, soy, corn and dairy as well as sugar for some months and reintroduce them one by one to see your reaction. Or maybe you are deficient in some vitamins/minerals. Taking a blood test for common vitamins/minerals/hormones can give you a clue which supplements could be helpful. This requires some reasearch though.

Lately I discovered that the real reason to start with spirituality and self actualization for me is, that I want to feel good. I have many many deficits in my life, like being socially anxious, unable to keep up relationships with people, being depressed and having almost no enjoyment in life. What really got me into spirituality was the urge to have a wonderful life experience. Being serene, happy, having no anxieties and really feeling life as deep as possible. But oftentimes my urge for happines is standing in the way of self actualization and finding truth. Most notably I use drugs and music to get into enjoyable states of cosciousness. But then I lose interest in pursuing truth. I rather smoke a lot of weed and listen to music, than to sit and trying to meditate. I still do krya yoga every day, eating healthy to stay in good shape, reading books about spirituality and listen to Leos videos. But the whole endeavour of raising consciousness by doing spiritual work is fckn tedious for me. It has not yet lead to any significant enjoyment and that's what I yearn for. When I do drugs and listen to music, that is producing real enjoyment for me. Has anyone here similar reasons for pursuing spirituality? Are the search for happines and the pursuit of truth two things that go together? I'm split between the two.

@neutralempty 1. On the one hand I have several things I am motivated to achive in the long term like getting calm and "healing" my ADHD, doing long meditation sessions and retreats, find likeminded friends, doing some creative work,... 2. This sounds good, but after some time of being disciplined I see how nothing much is changing so I get gradually less interested to do something laborious and have almost no hope that things will change for me. I use food, drugs and the internet to stimulate me into feeling better. 3. Only when I crash really hard, e.g. after getting into youtube videos marathons or after taking lots of drugs, I really start to take self actualization very seriously again, because I see where stupid behavior is leading my towards (very bad places) I go through this three phases 1-2-3-1-2-3-.... So even if I have motivations in the long term, they get smashed by my psychological problems and by the suffering of not having much if any success.

This is my primary reason why I do work on myself. It is just very frustrating that there is so little positve motivation in my life.

That's something I actually thought of in the last time. Experimentig and doing things my way. All the spiritual work I do, I learned from others. It seriously lacks my own personality.

@roopepa https://www.frontiersin.org/articles/10.3389/fnhum.2016.00130/full

No problem, rant like you desire I discovered, that I fluctuate between phases of self discipline and investment into my development and phases of worldly enjoyments like drugs, music and traveling. In the latter I often lack the time, motivation and the sobriety to do spiritual work. What I believe after investigating my behavior is, that I have a neurochemical problem. I actually do a lot to correct that, like therapy, detox, etc. Drugs are sometimes just too effective and all my self discipline flies out the window. But they betray me at the end. Most likely the way to go is to heal my psychological ailments before doing some serious spiritual work. Otherwise I will fall back multiple times or even give up some day.

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@Logan Yeah, I have stopped using drugs several times, but keep getting back using them because at least on them I feel good. While not using drugs, I still search for ways to be happy. Btw I'm not a daily drug user.