Ima Freeman

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My experience with psychedelics was always that the feel "healthy". The invigorate my body and cause the life inside me to strengthen. It's especially interesting because psychoactive compounds, "drugs" generally are regarded as subtracting from health, causing bodily harm. Alcohol clearly dose that, stimulants, opiates. Even though the cause a pleasant stimulus, this stimulus runs into discomfort, pain, disatisfaction. After taking psychedelics on the other hand, I feel more alive, satisfied, peaceful, stronger. They are a general medicine in a way. In my experience the reorder the life in the direction of holiness, of perfection. I'm especially referring to light dose of psilocybin mushrooms and LSD The only way in which I would consider them to be unhealthy is, if the stimulus is to strong for the foundation to withstand, causing stress in form of anxiety, panic, strengthening psychotic thought patterns.

I do feel more at peace and satisfied, so my desires aren't that important anymore. But I guess I did not take high enough of doses yet to have disolution of ego / ego backlash yet

I get bruxism too on LSD. That's an indicator that it releases alot of stimulating neurotransmitters. Happens on amphetamines too.

Same for me. They show me uncomfortable aspects of my identity.

How ironic

Reality can be seen as a machine. And a machine needs fuel. In the pursuit of higher consciousness, different things are tried, like concentration, meditation, contemplation, being disciplined in an effort to untangle from habits, etc. But what factor determines the degree of growth the most? The amount of energy one has is critical. As someone who struggles with being asleep in an upright posture while meditating or starring blankly at ones contemplation journal most of the time I get aware of this a lot. I think most peoples success hinges on proper energy cultivation. Of course the amount of energy is not everything. High intensity can lead to derailments like anxiety, delusions etc. The ways the energy is structured and it's direction is also important. What are your thoughts? Any methods on how to cultivate energy that can serve for spiritual growth?

Yeah, anxiety is potential energy blocked of it's way to get transmitted. That's seems to be why many "depressed" people also have "anxiety disorder"

Thank you for the lengthy reply Yoga Nidra sounds interesting. It's kind of what I meant by the direction the energy flows.

It's not that easy. Many people have chronic illness these days, with which the basics alone do not help anymore. I can attest to this. Heavy metals and especially chronic viruses and bacterial infections can drain a lot of energy. And even if you have generally enough energy, it can run in unhealthy directions or be stagnant and not accessible for personal growth or consciousness work.

Thank you. This questions will help me a lot

@mmKay I removedtwo little amalgam fillings four years ago by a dentist doing a fairly secure method, not the safest, but quite good. After all I checked for specks three times. Two times the x-rays where considered speck free by dentists in the Facebook ACC group.

For approximately two and a half years I was doing the Cutler Protocol for chelating the mercury out of my body, that was put there by having amalgam fillings. I did not make a lot of progress and ended up with the same dose as I originally started. The side effects where severe though, especially mental, so I definitely had a lot of heavy metals. Because of the slow progress, even after 80+ rounds, I worked on other parts of my health, which I know by now, I should have prepared before chelation, like my gut and liver health and combating parasites. In a online course I did, chelation with cilantro juice was suggested. I was very skeptical of this, as I heard of adverse effects and it was very much advised against from Cutler Protocol folks. I even warned others against it But because I was kind of desperate *trap alert*I thought of giving it a try. The guy teaching in this online course healed himself and others partly with the help of cilantro juice. The chemical chelators had strong side effects even on very low doses, so I was tempted to go down the cilantro way. In the two months of taking small amounts of fresh cilantro juice every three days, I definitely felt some side effects, but phases of feeling better too. In conjunction with the cilantro I took binders every day as well as vitamin C, E, magnesium and other helpful supplements. After two months I ran into minor panic attacks in the evening. They felt like my blood pressure was sinking too low and my heart rate was too low at the same time. I stopped drinking the cilantro juice for a week and did a round of DMPS to clean my body. Interestingly I had almost no side effects from that. Then I wanted to proceed with the cilantro, so four days after the round I drank my standard dose of cilantro juice (30ml/1ounce) once. Two days afterwards I ran into stronger panic attacks and general unwellness that lasted for more than a week. That marked the end of taking cilantro for me, as it clearly overstressed my body. I figured that I will go back to the Cutler Protocol as it gave me strong side effects, but no panic attacks. I wanted to reach 100 rounds to give it a last try. Some people only feel lasting improvements after this many rounds. The first one was not bad at all, but a few days afterwards I ran into having waves of anxiety in the evening while going to bed again. I woke up sweaty in the middle of the night some times. I made rules not to go too far this time, but I kind of broke them, because I was eager to complete my goal of doing rounds. For weird heart symptoms I even went to the hospital, to get it checked, but a ECG and blood work came back just fine. After three rounds I felt quite dysfunctional again. I developed the paranoid fear that I got poisoned from someone at my work, while having no evidence at all. This was clearly a sign that I messed up my brain. Then I got sick with the flu, like many of the people around me at the time. On the night of the onset I had heart racing, panic and neurological symptoms that lasted the whole night. While sick, and I never was sick for that long before, I had pain and pressure in my heart region and went to the doctor for an ECG, which came back normal though. In the month after getting sick I went to the hospital couple of times for heart attack symptoms like a numb left arm, pressure in the rib cage, heart pain and problems breathing, but ECGs, blood work and ultra sonic testing of the heart showed no evidence for heart problems. My mental capacities went down quite dramatic. I often had phases of being confused and being overwhelmed with organizing my life. Three weeks after the illness I got huge problems with insomnia. I did not sleep for three days and then only a little with help of sleep aids. The insomnia only went away after three and a half months. My blood flow became noticeably worse. Sex drive diminished almost completely. My digestion, which was not the best before, became worse and I now get bloated after every larger meal. The joy I have for life decreased quite a bit and I lost track of hobbies I had before. For some time I had occasional suicidal ideation, but not anymore. A symptom that I have since then is a pressure on my forehead which I guess is neuroinflammation. Bloodwork I did showed low thyroid values, lower testosterone and lower vitamin B12. I do a lot to get better, as I always try to improve my health. Things do get better over time, but I still struggle with the trauma of all of that. A big mistake I made was not listening to my body and keeping on doing chelation even though I had panic attacks. The main mistake was using a technique I knew was heavily criticized with too little care. It seems that I relocated mercury in more sensitive areas of my body and especially my brain. Let that be a warning that detoxing heavy metals is no joke. You cannot run away from a dysfunctional body as it is with you. If someone has ideas how to recover I’d be happy to hear them.

I had panic attacks like these last year while doing a parasite cleanse. The ones I mentioned above came about through chelation and subsided afterwards.

I have tested for TPO and TG antibodies negatively. For some strange reasons, I can't tolerate iodine supplementation even in small amounts (<50mcg) I did an ultra sonic of the thyroid and it showed that my thyroid is comparatively small, although standard medicine only recognizes too large thyroid glands as being a problem

@nuwu Isn't normal vitamin C already fat soluble? I heard some things about normal ascorbic acid not being the best way for antioxidant support and that one should use more "natural forms".

@Michael569 From what I learned, the values listed on the laboratory sheets aren't health values, because they are using every patient as the sample size and then use the bottom and top percentages as limits. Apparently TSH values above 2 signify hypothyroidism. I'm not far above now, so I'm not worried about that. I was told by a experienced German doctor via a forum, that fT4 should be above 1.4 and fT3 above 3.3. I had decreased appetite, but it came back.

I do take 3g of vitamin C a day for antioxidant support Which antioxidants do you consider being unsafe and why?

I eat very healthy and sleep enough. I too work out twice a week. But at the moment I have very little energy and going through life, doing the bare minimum is pretty hard.

My condition shifted. I am incredibly fatigued right now. At least I have no insomnia any more. My Thytoid levels: fT4 1,17 ng/dl fT3 2,54 pg/ml TSH 2,12 pU/ml

@PsychedelicEagle Thanks for the suggestions I prioritized sleep like a maniac. The thing that helped me, apart from my body regulating itself was counterintuitively to go to sleep later and wake up earlier to get more tired. Now I feel no insecurity about sleeping anymore. It took three and a half months though. I tried Lithium Orotate, but I did not tolerate it really well.

@Michael569 As far as I know electromagnetic fields in the strengths we have today cause major oxidative stress in the body. That is what heavy metals do too. But the thing is, that there are sources everywhere and it goes through your body, because there is no bodily barrier against this. Might give you another perspective on this topic. It's translated from German. https://hcfricke-com.translate.goog/2018/08/20/emf-8-die-us-ntp-studie-die-it-rammazzini-studie-zu-mobilfunk-prof-olle-johansson/?_x_tr_sl=de&_x_tr_tl=en&_x_tr_hl=de

Somewhat true, but still faulty. Gaza is not a nation state with a long historic past and stable government. It's more like an open-air prison with an fundamentalist armed gang who took over order.

@shree The first but not only thing you could do now is taking antioxidants like Vitamin C and Vitamin E. Don't safe on the dosage.

Considering her to have been head of the christian democracy party and him being of the social democratic party that should not be too surprising.