Artsu

I'm confused about purple. I get that it's what society is like before expansion, but it's strange to associate magic and such with the first level (actually it's the second isn't it? But I call the first level zero, and the second level one), when yellow is associated with the magician. But it also sounds correct because young children exhibit magical thinking, and purple is like a society which is a young child. I think there's a puzzle piece that I am missing here.

Threats to power may be the reason why schizophrenics are so heavily medicated. When you have a break with reality, it basically means you stop accepting what youre told at face value. For a while you are lost, but then you start really piecing it together and seeing reality in a way that is less effected by propaganda etc and can help others accomplish the same. So, the elites want to keep these people tranquilised so that they are less effective. They want us to stay lost, lest we figure out the game.

Well i don't know about others, but i have a hard time finding careers that would help me pursue my life purpose. I do think that people who really love what they do and are effective at it have a tendency to go past orange (they're self actualised, in other words), but the whole 9-5 work life that is so prevalent in society really seems to be aimed at orange. 'The Achiever'. Society should be more accommodating to those with high consciousness. We're the ones moving society forward, not just keeping it running with no questions asked. (I guess the powerful don't like people asking questions)

Something like... Feeling the need to be in control. To practice self control, to be in control of the situation. I should learn to be free.

@Conscious life did you experience the self death recently? Something so overwhelming you had to admit you couldn't do it?

Gaia consciousness? I talk to trees. Spirits may be using the trees as vessels for communication.

I can go past turquoise and i am struggling to do basic studies at university. Once you go past orange, career becomes less important. So i think orange may be the best at the examples mentioned. However, what about developing new frameworks for understanding some subject? Turquoise can change the game. If you want to play the game, that is. Edit: also, not sure if the green = lazy hippies comment was serious. Youre pointing out a flaw in the SD model.

Got my exercises done for the week. Didn't take too long, but I felt drained and dejected afterwards. So I put on Bebe Rexha ft Nicki Minaj - No Broken Hearts, and poured myself a drink. Now to pour another! ; D

This is concerning your identity and image, which is ego and persona. I guess the standard advice is to lessen your focus on these things and to find who you are on a deeper level. You don't need to obsess about issues like you are. Take it easy.

Went up to the university library, trying to find inspiration. There's so little worthwhile. All the subjects are terrible. Science, social science. I looked at a Plato book that was readable, but is no longer particularly relevant to me. I looked at a physics book by Feynman. He's a cool person. I might learn quantum physics one day, might not. Heading back home now to do the homework...

Kinda wanna just spend my life developing myself, and helping others, whether in clear or subtle ways. I feel like the work life path may have essentially ended years ago, with my shamanic initiation. But i have held onto the idea for years, out of fear that i wont be able to have a stable life without a job. Maybe its time to finally let go.

Just read 2 of the articles from required reading. So boring I dont know if i want to do this degree, but if i dont do it i have very limited work prospects. But i dont want to work anyway. Idk. This sounded like the best degree for me to do. Ive been going on about how i finally have my life sorted out. 4 years studying this degree part time, then on to work as a policy analyst. This degree is my chance, and im feeling like id rather not take it. I'll do this weeks exercises today. I dont want to make any hasty decisions just yet. But i dont know if i can do this degree, or any other degree for that matter. Maybe ill just be jobless, with a maths degree that i didnt enjoy and couldnt use. Blehhh

Would you accept it in the name of love? You are one person. Fight.

Sounds cool man. Life isnt meaningless. Meaningless is an emotion.

My studies started on monday, but i havent done the first weeks exercises yet. Its like.,. I havent even started yet and i already want to quit.

Are you an NT though in mbti? You might be a better fit. Im an NF, so more people based subjects are better for me. Having said that, the education system sucks in general. Spirituality trumps science for the most part. Edit: i want to learn quantum physics independently. I can do it, if i have the passion for it.

There are already people at coral, but i do think artifical intelligence is a flawed attempt to popularise coral.

I guess because Leo is intp it would be common here. Your interests seem to be primarily social, from what was indicated by reading your blog. You are thus probably FJ. You seem too theoretical to be xSFJ, but not theoretical enough to be INFJ. I also get a visual read of ENFJ from your display pic.

2 data points is a trend, and the third point confirms it. - what it's like to read into things a lot

He was real, but he was not God, and did not claim to be. Much of what was written about it was fabricated, much was real. He did perform miracles. I don't know which ones. He did have seemingly obscure sayings such as the first will be last and the last will be first. He spoke about the divine love. He was the first with the divine love, and became complete in it, thus being the first Christ.

Your consciousness keeps growing. I don't think reincarnation is likely, though it can probably happen. It probably doesn't happen like it's usually said to. Some are more gifted, because they were made that way and their choices led them to be that way. I don't know what happens before a person if born, but it can be known that a person will be born long before they are born. The coming of Jesus was predicted 100s of years in advance. This doesn't mean he had already been born and developed, but somehow he already was. So your consciousness keeps growing. The afterlife will be very different to this one.

You can skip though much trial and error if you gather information from others first. I suppose that is partly the basis of culture. Seeing other people do what works, and trying it yourself. I'm not saying not to reality test. Do reality test. But do your research, speculation, contemplation etc too.

I think you may be right. From another perspective, presence is the other side to all mind, which is what you get closer to by consciousness elevation. So we have Ni opposing Se, and all mind opposing presence. (I dont mean they are necessarily in conflict)

I'm in infj mode this morning, as per usual. Ive been very infp lately, at least on the forum. I mentioned enfp because it was new and different, but the infp secondary has been quite pronounced.

One day you, and everyone else, will be in heaven. Live according to love at all moments. I don't mean to constantly monitor yourself. But try to grow in love. Do you pray?