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Saying non-dual person is like saying air-like air.🤣🤣

Leo had an episode called how to make a girl squirt. Give the woman a break, it's only crystals. Imagine the how to get laid series is what's used to promote Leo's channel with tags consciousness/spirituality/non-duality etc. Someone would automatically also say nah...seems grifty.

I wish you guys would stop saying she's the female Leo. There's only one Leo and he's not gay. Hehehehe Seriously, though, Leo cannot be feminized and no one can be compared to the God Head.....this is utterly ludicrous.😜😅😛

People here like to talk about high consciousness as opposed to low consciousness and how they've raised their consciousness or how other people are so low consciousness, doing high conscious activities watching high conscious stuff etcetc but the section of the forum for high conscious stuff, didn't do too well to the point they had to close it down, well not really, you just can't make new posts but you can add to the already existing ones. It's the section with the lowest amount of views and least visited. It wasn't very popular and got quite mis-used actually, where people would post Guess Who's Coming To Dinner stuff there and Popeye eating spinach..lol.

Jesus fucking Christ. I've been saying that for the last hour or so in my room. JESUS FUCKING CHRIST. I'm just able to stop saying it and in a position to write this post. Nothing dramatic or anything like that but it's not OH GOD tonight, it's JESUS FUCKING CHRIST. Oh God, is for beliefs, Jesus fucking Christ is for when time and time again you've said Oh God and keep giving the benefit of the doubt and keep saying test one more time, and one more time, and one more time, and one more time, and one more time, and one more time, and one more time for the 50th time until by the 51st time it's now Jesus Fucking Christ. I was going to make a post in this journal today saying I'm doing this test and it's been passing for the last year or two and I just keep putting off the fact that I keep passing the test saying, it's just coincidence and I don't want to seem like a fool. About 2 wks or so ago I made a post here about manifesting and to keep the focus on the end result and that night was when I pretty much kinda confirmed something but didn't want to over react but I felt the urge to write about it. Tonight, earlier I was going to write about it again saying I'm at the point of pre-test again and i was going to play a game to see if I would past the test. I was going to make a prediction post earlier saying ilm at the point again where i'm at the point where something has to happen for the test to prove itself once again for the umpteenth time. I didn't because I was like it's all coincidences and it's not going to happen. Well tonight it happened. Without spelling put the details of what it is, I play this game with myself. It's been for about a yr and a half. Every time I keep saying it's a coincidence. For a year and a half. When I made that journal entry about 2wks ago it was dramatic then and happened that day but not enough for a confirmation. Today, was a day for a test but decided not to write and say I'll be looking out for that thing to happen once again. Well it did. All I could say after it happened was jesus fucking Christ for about an hour while crying. It happened again. The test was passed. This is going on now for about a year and a half and tonight sealed the deal. Confirmed. Jesus fucking christ it's all me the whole time. There's no one here but me. There's no me. Everyone is not a figment of not my imagination but everyone and everything is me. It's me doing it. It's me , me me me me, me me me me and not me at the same time. There's no me but there's a me that knows there's a not me. I don't know how to say it and it doesn't matter. Anyone I believe is reading this......wait, I don't believe anymore and its not a knowing either, its all me and there's no me at the same time. This is not about some there's no me concept or no I or no self, its about I'm in my own bubble of me. There's no one else in this bubble but whom I put there. Your bubble might be different and I don't even know if there's any one reading this all I know is that I live in my own bubble. Nothing is how I want it to be but everything is as it is. There's no one here that can get what exactly they want and desire but I will get to realize that I'm creating this illusion but only if I want to. Only if I inquire, only if I give myself permission to. It is only for those that want to, it will not be forced upon you. I have not confirmed anything but I gave had enough clues now to tell me this is what's happening. Tonight sealed the cake after a year and a half. I've had enough of testing. No more test. Tonight I decided to test again and it passed. I couldn't believe it. It's done, it's sealed. I'm not sure what is, but there is nothing that can tell me otherwise that this is not my doing. I don't know who I am I don't know what I'm doing here and i don't know anything other than this test is over and it passed. I don't need for things to go my way and i don't need to be comfortable and not suffer. All I know or realized or whatever the word is is that it's me all along and I'm in my own bubble and nothing i say or do can change that and there are no comfortabilities here, just a matter of realizing that it doesn't matter even if I'm going through hell and suffering because all that is a fucking game I'm playing with myself and using others to do it. This post is all over the place but it doesnt matter and nothing matters. It's not even obvious, it's not even something I recognized or realized, it's that the experiences is it, the circumstances tell for themselves, there's no one over there that has their own experience. My bubble is my bubble and if there is even other, which I don't know if there is then their bubble is their bubble. All I know is this bubble right here is all there is and it's only known to the one in the bubble if they want it to be known. Other than that, it will be not be revealed because one has to ready to be able to process this. Tonight I'm confirming that it's all me but not a me that has an opposite but a me where it's nothing but.

Close the thread. This response just about sums it all up in 2 secs. All questions answered in this remark. Fuck, this is beautifully said.

I checked her out; i like her. She kind of reminds me of and talks like a robot? I don't have a Tik Tok acc but I followed her on IG. All I see are shorts; does she have regular videos. Is she on YT. I'll check. Love the topics she talks about. I have never really heard them be talked about in the way she does. I can tell she'll broaden my perspectives on these topics. The way she speaks about collapsing in the short time watching her is surely unique.

I like how he/she explains this stuff. This is just one episode and sharing this clip not for any particular content within. Just to share the speaker. @PurpleTreeIs Alexis a male or female. I thought male and then I saw tits. Hehe

Hi there. I love this post but I think it's a bit overly complicated or a bit too involving many topics even though they all fall under the same category. It might be a bit challenging to answer all those questions in one thread except if mentioned in respective remarks or comments and the answers happen to pop up spontaneously. I suggest you might try to condense them into maybe one major question with maybe another or two follow up ones that still has all or most of the sub questions within it or just leave some out entirely and maybe they'll still be answered within the thread through individual comments. I've noticed members here are a bit on the lazy side when it comes to answering a bunch of questions in sequence form and usually one-thought threads seem to work out better. These are very complex sexuality questions and I can tell you put a lot of thought into this post. Just a suggestion. Welcome to the forum, as I see you're what's considered a newbie, and we look forward to you sharing your thoughts and ideas during your stay here. I know, sounds like an ad for a hotel stay..lol. I'll try to get back with some answers pertaining to your post but I've been on here pretty much all day today and can't do the "thinking too hard for answers to well-thought out and complicated questions like these right now. ❤️

Haha. Oh, haha

I will. The thing is, since this is free to be as it wants and is not limited, we will see everything from simplicity to complications of the One. Humans just aren't satisfied with simplicity when it comes to Spirituality. If it doesn't sound complicated, have an air of profundity to it, create feelings of divinity and specialness, it's usually shunned or overlooked. A simple 'this is it' is not enough to awaken the seeker's need for something to happen. I love simplicity as well even though I might engage in complicated talks just to feed the ego. I don't need to try and evade something that's not really there so i don't try to be one way or the other, it just happens but I still have a preference of simplicity in this field.

Yes, I realize that, but the topic is more about options for sexual preferences. My comment wasn't insinuating that women are looking more for relationships than men are and that's why we don't walk around seeing guys we just want to have sex with. It's more from a biological stand point and how the feminine brain and sexual organs are 'wired'. Women usually end up in one-night stands, not going out specifically looking for it. Men, however, will go out specifically wanting to get laid and hoping they find someone. Women will see that person first then goes through the processes it takes to allow for the final decision to be made. Women are also lusting after men and only want sex, but a woman can see that in one or maybe two men in the time span of a year while men can see women they'll lust after every other day. These are generalizations and my pov and not definitely the case.

Humans dread the feeling of loneliness, and we tend to be herd-like because it is other humans that strengthens the sense of self. Confirms the identity of being human and a person. Without it, they could slowly die (not the body). If you notice we need to stay grounded, we look for meaning and purpose, sense-making is a thing, we long for marriage, sex and relationship with other. All of this, including the urge or need to socialize is a way to keep the dream going. Notice how the lock-down drove some people crazy, how prison walls drive prisoners to proclaim they've found God. It's because of the solitude and no one around much to confirm their identity. It loosened up a bit. That's why monks go in caves, not much to keep that sense of self going. Notice how it is by relations with others when we get to know ourselves, we fight with people because they are in contradiction to what we've constructed for ourselves. Without others, there is not much confirmation. A pet doesn't really confirm it. Infact, that's why we have them - to feel that true sense of oneness without the baggage that humans carry. It's closer to unconditional love. What we long for. Feeling lonely for too long can feel like loneliness is overstaying it's visit and one finds it hard to be or feel validated as a person. We need others to help us stay in the dream. Lots of people can be around, and someone can still feel lonely. That's because not too many are paying much attention to them. Not being too involved and just in their own world. This is why bars and nightclubs tend to feel empty, who there really cares about you and your problems. Not much. That's why this forum attracts so many personal questions asked and advice for the self is popular. It is needed for one to continue it's sense of self and to confirm. People will pay attention here more than in your personal life and it doesn't feel lonely here. Your sense of self is being hardened and cemented and that's addictive to the self. Having doormat friends and family doesn't do the trick. Loneliness is an effect not the cause. The cause is, not just a sense of self, but one that needs constant validation for fear of annihilation. Be in that position too long and one will start to feel empty inside. We take for granted all the things we use to keep ourselves busy in the dream, we don't miss them until they're gone. Leave this forum and you'll be back if you haven't found a replacement if it is being used to fill this loneliness void. If it's being used for knowledge, awakening, higher consciousness, you will feel dissatisfied when 'other' doesn't validate that sense of identity you've constructed for yourself. You will curse and damn them. Loneliness is the effect. You're feeling annihilated and you need that sense of sense to strengthen. I'll stop here. Just thought I'd share some insights on what I found loneliness to really stem from on the spiritual and existential level.

Love you, and I'm willing to put all that aside if you are. Regardless, it's done and i hope we can move on from that lover's spat. Don't start. ❤️❤️

Lol. I sucked at Math so I read that in Spanish. "I'm that energy"....there's no I. It's simply just energy.

You really think someone should apologize for saying something like this. That's absurd. I'm still replying but I understand it was frustration why I said that and that's not disrespectful at all. I said maybe, not that you were and I said the words "I don't know right after that. We were on the topic of disgust which you brought up first relating to how women see men. I was merely suggesting that you were speaking about yourself. I got disgusted with your bickering and whining about women is not an attack on your character and personality. It would be like me saying someone's post made me feel disgusted, how is that an attack on a person personally. If I said I felt disgusted by YOU that's different than saying I was disgusted by your bickering and whining. "I'm so disgusted with putting up with men's shit is not being disgusted by men sexually" just giving an example. Even just saying I'm disgusted with the bickering and whining isn't an attack on your character and personality. I'm glad this shit is in writing. These are interpretations on your part and took out of context. If I said YOU DISGUST ME that's where I would need to apologize, but I didn't and there is a difference in the use of the word disgust there. Me saying why I wrote the response without punctuating, paragraphs and with mistakes left unchecked is seriously not a reason warranting an apology and ranting about how I don't want to speak to you again because it's frustrating to because you never have anything good to say doesn't warranty an apology either. It's how I felt, how I still feel and I said it without being disrespectful, cursed or derogatorily, and I'm speaking with you now just to clear up certain things. @Tenebroso Just to note I said those things that it's saying Tenebroso said. It's just i quoted it from him quoting me. Just to clear that up.

Ok. How do you know it was the personal self that made that choice. How are you so sure you're not some sophisticated robot that can believe things, feel things, move things, decide things, choose things but you're not really, only seems that way. I'm not saying you're a puppet but maybe, just maybe, that choice to choose a banana over the other was energetic and the choice energy made that choice using your hands. Maybe the energy over here and the one over there is the same energy interracting with itself and the mystery is in how it's done.

@TenebrosoI read that rant again and i did use the word "fucking", once. I apologize. The only other thing i will say is that maybe I exaggerated a bit about not responded to you ever again, maybe that was a bit much. I'm still open for your quotes on specifics. My tone may have been a bit harsh but I'm not apologizing for feeling frustrated. That wouldn't make any sense to me to have to apologize for that. If I had expressed that frustration in a violent, condescending, insulting or disrespectful way, then yes, but I didn't. Point to me where i did. You spoke about me being frustrated with other men, my tone, spiritual high-horse and me thinking you're beneath me. None of that was said in my response. Those were all you giving your own meanings to what was said and now you want me to apologize for your meanings.

If you can quote me something specific that i said that I need to apologize to you for, I will. Other than that, I was frustrated with you and i expressed that. I'm not sure how else frustration should look like. If you're asking me to apologize for being frustrated, then that's pretty balsy and is not appropriate as no one should have to apologize for the way they feel, only how they've expressed that feeling and I don't see where anything I've said that was disrespectful or an attack on you personally that I need to apologize for. If you do, please quote it and i will gladly review it and apologize if I see where I should.

Of course it seems I'm choosing everything but when I use my understanding capabilities and take my narcissistic ego out the way and the neurotic responses I have towards the world and others and when I put two and two together, there's something there that sees I'm not the doer, thinker and chooser. You're saying you choose somethings and some you don't. If that's not arrogant and narcissistic I don't know what is. Not insulting you personally, as I've called the ego over here that also but I'm saying, and as Rupert also mentioned, it's arrogant to think you're a person making choices in this big ole complex Universe. You don't even know how a strand of hair is grown on your head but you think you're in charge of you. I never said the word predetermined. Nothing is predetermined because that suggests time. There's no time for the Universe or whatever to predetermine an outcome. The body moves on it's own, it does what it wants without a person being there to decide for it. Going out or not going out is what happened. Burning your hand on a hot stove happened. I don't understand how you can make choices sometimes and not make them all the time. Who or what is making the choices that you're not. The Universe, God, Satan, who?

Oh ok. I don't think it's shallow that men wants to fuck every hot chick he sees walking by. Not wanting to would be shallow. It's not that deep.😜

@Tenebroso this is the rant. I don't see any disrespect, anything here that suggests I think you're beneath me. Any thing here other than me expressing frustration with you personally about the constant communication style you have about women constantly and you were suggesting something awful about all or most women because of a unique situation to you and i thought it was important to bring it up and it was something you already made public for the world to see. Why bring spirituality into this also. I don't take that everywhere I go and I can separate the two and speak about practical matters without being on a spiritual high-horse like some like to put it. Leave that out this mess.

No, my rant was exactly targeted to you and in the moment with what you said to me. I'm not angry at men and I don't have any grudges against them. I said what I said because it's a constant thing with you and don't make me have to go dig up the filing cabinet. All I did was spoke my mind without being disrespectful, maybe I can't remember, using the word fucking once. It gets frustrating with you when all you can say is the same ole same ole no matter what the topic is in this section. I challenge anybody reading this, just go to his profile, do it, see ALL his responses on this forum is in this section and ALL of them is about how women this and about how women that. ON ANY DATING TOPIC. All of them. Every single one. So, I'm not frustrated with men, I'm frustrated with you. You and i have talked many times on here and have had many discussions but there cones a time when enough is enough as it doesn't seem like you want to converse but you just want to rant against women and it's not something I want to get into a competition match with the person over and over and over and over again. Read my rant to you and there's nothing in there but a rant and no disrespect and i brought up the scar thing to show that for you its personal and what you say about the disgust thing doesn't go for all or even most women. It's misleading to an audience reading what you're saying because they'll believe it's a general thing and not from a personal experience you had with a particular woman and now youre saying all or most women find men disgusting.

It's no war. It's just being a man.

Listen. This is a public forum where you wrote about it openly for thousands of people to see in the thread by Emerald about dating advice for women. So please don't act as if I know you personally and brought up some secret about you on the internet. I brought it up because I found it necessary to point what you've stated in the past and that you are responding from a place of hurt, and it's personal with you. You are not generalizing as much as you are talking about something that happened to you when you speak of the disgust you say so many women have for some men which is probably the same amount of disgust they have for dog shit, for someone pissing in the street, an old grimy slimey perverted old man and a disgusting looking beard and maybe their own period blood. Aren't there things and people you're disgusted with in life, why 'ick on women for theirs.