Princess Arabia

What are you using to communicate. Words. From knowledge. From the past, The past doesn't exist in the timeless so everyone is stuck at the level of words including yourself. Words is all we have but I'm trying to get as close as possible to what I'm trying to relate.

Talking empty words. I'm not talking, do you hear words.

As far as I'm concerned there is no present moment because present moment suggests time. Now implies a then and present implies a past and moment implies another moment. It is simply timeless.

If I'm sitting in silence, I'm still doing something. If I'm being a jerk, I'm still being something. What does "just be" mean. How does one "just be" is the question. As far as I'm concerned I can only be.

Ok, so now and then is the same thing. Ok, learn something new everyday. Every now and then I do, sorry every now I do, every then I do, same meaning which one should I use. Screw it i'll use both every now then I learn something new. Hehe

Matters only to the dream. It's empty and void of substance and made of nothing. Relative is appearance and all appearances are empty. There's nothing there. Have you ever been able to hold unto anything. No because it's empty. There's nothing inside or outside. We can talk about the dream, but the dream only matters to the dreamer/me, both are one and the same. Without the me there is no dream or relativity. It cannot stand on it's own and Truth (what is/all there is, doesn't need discernment and anything to matter because it's all there really is.

I am not the body because there is no I. The body is. I can locate the body, I cannot locate a you, me or an I.

Ok, well what is then?

The ego is an illusion, there's nothing to kill. It never was. There is no Truth, just what is. What is is everything and everything is what is. There is nothing but truth so call it that if you may but it's redundant. Being in love with truth is duality. There's you and there's truth to be in love with. That's fine, but recognize that's a dream.

I can't shhh and just be when I'm communicating on a forum. Matter of fact, what does it mean to just be. What am I doing if ilm not being. Both are verbs.

Ok. Thought you meant going home to somewhere else.

Only form can be recognized. What is infinite self recognition of a form?

That's what you think. As an adverb, the word "here" suggests/means/indicates a location or direction; as a noun, it refers to the current location or time. INFINITY HAS NO QUALITIES and cannot be located or directed. It is not a position. Here and now is. Understand what it is you're saying. Go deep and absorb the teachings, not infinity.

That's mine. I patented that.

There is no here and there is no now, and there is no one to recognize what isn't at any depth.

I guess it would be the enlightened noself that would be saying that to the noself.

Ok. Let me go absorb into infinity. If you don't here from me, I've been absorbed. Do you think you're trying to absorb yourself into this forum. Yet there is no end to posting. This forum is infinite and you need not do anything but post to be absorbed. Nothing needs to be done to be absorbed into the infinite. There's nothing but...Embrace your infinitude and stop trying to do something to get there.

Here and now implies there and then. Here and now, now and never, here and there. If there's a here, there's a there. If there's a now, there's a not now. You are nowhere, buddy.

Infinity has no depth. Depth is a measure. Infinity cannot be measured. It can be, but only when it appears as form. Going infinitely deep into here and now is going nowhere.

Where is home.

Notice how cats and dogs and chimps and babies don't ask for food or anything. They demand it. My cat doesn't ask for food, she expects it. If it isn't there, she sits at the food station till I bring it over or she walks the fuck away and says kiss my ass. We'll see how long this shit takes. Babies holler and cry in a way to not be ignored and alligators take that shit. Humans are the only species that prays and begs for shit.

The reason why there is no blueprint for life is because there is none needed. Do you need to write a recipe for a cake that's already baked. You are being eaten. Eaten alive. Eaten up by the very thing that brought you here. It knows how to eat. It knows when, why, how and where. It's chewing and biting and swallowing. It's vomiting and regurgitating and spitting you out. It's devouring you and lighting you on fire. It explodes, it creeps, it falls, it gets back up, it showers you with gifts, it shows you love, hate, envy, distress, jealousy, anger, rage. It gets anxious and depressed. It shouts and it whispers. Actually, it is being every one of these things. It's bipolar, schizophrenic, ocd, autistic, a clown, a serious chad, a non-serious chad. It's here today and gone tomorrow. It forgets, it remembers, it loses sight and gains it back with insights, it appears and disappears, it takes shape and it loses its shape it gets sick and regains it's health. It does all these things all at once. It appears linear and it doesn't. It's ungraspable and it is. It's anything it wants to be. It's sane and insane, cruel and evil and loving. It doesn't care. It's manic. It's psychotic, narcissistic, it's kind and compassionate. It's mad and lunatic. It's crazy. It's fucking nothing and it can be anything. It's scary and it's fucking frightening. It's a beauty and it's charming and wonderful and it's..........how can something like this have a fucking blueprint.

There's nothing for me here. It's all a dream. Life isn't a dream. I am. That is all i need to see. All I need to see is that I am wanting to know. I want to know, and if I want to know imma keep wanting to know. Knowing never ends. Knowing is what got me here in the first place. Without knowing, I am nothing. I ate of the tree of knowledge. It is growing inside of me. It is an illusion. That is the only illusion. I can see clearly now, the rain is gone. All obstacles in my way. All of the dark nights are shining now. It's gonna be a bright, bright, sun shiny day.

I don't want anything from life. Why? It'll just take it back.

If God is everything what is there to see. How can it be seen. I would start a thread on this, but nobody would be able to answer it so why bother. They couldn't answer the 'where are you going' and the 'before and after enlightenment' ones the one where I asked to show a before and after of an enlightened person, all I got was a story an enlightened being telling how he got enlightened. I don't see anybody on the forum that reached enlightenment. There's a reason why these questions cannot be answered. I was a bit disappointed when I didn't get a precise answer for where are you going with all this spiritual doings. Back to if God is everything how can it be seen. Why do I need a higher state of consciousness to look at a tree and see God. To look at a cat and see God, to look all around me and see God, if God is everything. Is God everything or not. Is the tree God or not. Will I see the tree in a different light if I elevate my state. How. In what way. It won't be a dumb tree anymore, or an ordinary tree, but a divine tree. Everything is God, so however I see anything is how I see God, if God is everything. If I see a dumb tree then I'm seeing God as dumb. If I see a tree that is magnificent, then I'm seeing God as magnificent. I don't have to elevate my inner sight, or get into a different state; all I need is a different thought. I can do that on the spot. I can change that thought and see God differently again. I don't have to see anything the same way. Shapeshifting means thought shifting, consciousness shifting. That's the beauty of the Divine it's everywhere and can be seen as dumb or holy or ugly or beautiful or serene or noisy or whatever. It is all those things and none of them simultaneously. Everybody is going to go try and elevate their consciousness to go see God when the All is right here, right, now appearing as everything, anyhow, and everywhere. It isn't really everywhere because it isn't localized but that's good enough. It cannot be seen, it can only be thought of. A thought has to appear for one to think they're seeing or not seeing God. Saying I'm seeing God is a thought. Can a bird see God. Birds see differently than humans, apparently anyway. So do cats and dogs. Bats are supposedly blind. Can a blind man see God. How unfortunate. If he can, then what is he using. His other senses. So when one changes their state are they changing their senses. Maybe. How am I seeing God VS how does a blind man see God. Think about these things. I am. Until I get it. I never will because I'm using thought to grasp thought. It's a loop, a never ending cycle, a circle jerk of dreams.