Princess Arabia

The project of me is me.

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Is that your worldview.

Neither is really a thing. There is only what is and what is, is neither nondual nor dual or truth just Absolute, timeless, boundless energy appearing as form. I'm not confusing anything because confusion cannot arise where there are no opposites and other to be confused about. Confusion may appear to happen in the relative sense and that's only apparent in the dream of separation so if I'm confusing anything it only appears that way to you the observer, which is fine but when you mention Absolute truth in the same sentence, I had to break it down.

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Nite Nite. Enough for one day. It's 2. a.m. Talking shit at witching hour isn't good for the witches. We need beauty sleep. Hehe, I felt crazy all day. I must be. I think I am.

Free will doesn't exist, period. It's the dream and a story. Why would this have a need for a will. It's unlimited and timeless and free. If you want to say what appears is a will then go ahead but it's not free will. There's no willing but only to the observer that doesn't exist. That felt sense that's not really happening. If one has free will and choice, why can't that one choose to stop having free will and choice. Go ahead and free will away the free will that you possess. Can't. Where is the need for a will in All There Is but only in the dream of separation, that's where free will seems to be happening but it's only an appearance of free will and what that means is it's not really happening, it's empty of any substance, meaning and value and no one is actually doing that. God doesn't have a will either that's a story. Nothing is God's will as God is everything and all there is. Your life is a dream. What is, isn't. I'm referring to what is. Free will is a concoction just like syrup and sugar and water. Nothing is separate or united or one. Everything just is and everything is nothing. So we can free will all we want there is nothing to it and it ain't going nowhere. Only the neurotic arrogant energy that cannot stomach to hear this will reject this message and call me crazy. It thinks it's saying something substantial and responsible by saying we are responsible for our lives and the free will to choose right from wrong, but it cannot die on the spot or choose to breathe or not and didn't ask to come here but all of a sudden it's supposed to be responsible for a life. There really is no life anyway just unpolarized energy that can appear to be living or dead. Where's the free will there. The energy keeps going and going and going, seemingly anyway, around in a loop of endless bickering and avoidance of itself and loves to play this sick game of cat and mouse and it can go on with this forever.

My new profile pic is an old picture back when I used to model. I think I was about 22/23 in that pic. This was in my going out days and I think I only modelled for about a year after that because that was taken here in the US and i did most of my modelling in Jamaica as a teenager. I did some here too and went to John Casablanca's modelling school and did a few shows here and there (nothing like Naomi or Tyra or anything close), just a wedding and a calender and a fashion show in Newark and a lingerie show at the Flagship and a few local shows until I gave it up to be an exotic dancer....tadaah!!! Delilah's Den, baby!! and Purple Orchid in Philly. Loved those days.

I think that when we were born, we are the same way and everything that seems different like our growing into adulthood and learning things and knowing things and everything in between is all illusory. I think the body is still actually just like a baby's and attributes the same but the perception is what changes and just like magic we seem to ourselves to be growing into an adult, get old and die. There's something inside that never seem to change and I think that's still the innocent little baby in each of us. We're learning and gaining knowledge and doing actions but I think if we take away the sense that perceives all that like we perceive it now, all those things would be forgotten and we'd be just like a mute and a person who doesn't know or remember anything. This must be the whackiest thing I've ever thought about and the mind concocted up. Even to me this sounds a bit off the top. It just came across my mind that what if I'm actually still a baby, even in body but there's a sense that allows for that baby to see itself or perceive itself as if it's growing. You know, like that inner child saying. Maybe that's why so many have trauma's because we're force ripe babies believing we're adults and all that happened to us even in adulthood is being perceived from a grown baby's perspective with the use of that sense which I don't have a name for. Ever seen those dwarfs and midgets how in the face they look like babies and people born with a retardation, when you look in their faces they have baby features. Some look like they're drooling (so cute i love to look at those people, the melt my heart), and they talk like babies sometimes. I think those are the ones with what we call down syndrome, There's some kind of unknown sense that makes us perceive the body growing up and getting old and that's why we see the elderly as children again. Like they did a full circle, but only in perception and they never really left the baby form. Of course, this is all ridiculous, but so is the body coming out of a vagina and it's only the norm because that's what we know and was born into. I think I need to stop thinking about life for a while and go back to worrying about my problems......oops! Nope I choose thinking about life even though there's no thinker, but whatever, it seems that way.

@samijibenWhat I mean is when I sit and actually look through them, stare through them and notice them, there are no eyes there seeing anything.

lmao, no.

ENDLESS DEBATES: Free will and choice Veganism/Carnivore Solipsism Enlightenment/Awakening Absolute/Relativity What is Existence Peter Ralston (Infinite)

I look through these eyes and I see nothing through them.

Acknowledged.

Nice. Showing how you posts the most beautiful posts by showing one from 3yrs ago; and to top it off, no one responded, is the way to go. Awesome! I can smell a very beautiful response coming that will really show the intelligence you bring to the forum.

I thought enlightenment was the falling away of the sense of separate self. If that's the case, then the enlightened one realizes that others were also never a separate self. If there's no separate self, then there's no one to teach because there's no one there receiving the teachings and it's just talking happening. Energy teaching energy and energy learning about energy and energy responding to energy and energy is everything so no one is really learning anything; only appearing as such.

I don't think he hates humanity. His expressions of it , I think, is from his studying it and he finds a lot of corruption in his studying. He's focused on the topic so that's what he'll express the most. If he was focused on only the good, his expressions would be the reverse. It's like a police officer only sees the bad in people because that's what the job entails. Just my take as I cannot speak for Leo. I think he loves humanity, he's just disappointed.

Yes he was, it is you who wasn't coming with arguments for your disagreements with what he was saying other than telling him what state you think he was stating his disagreements from and saying one who disagrees with Ralston is ungrounded.

What you speak of and your question doesn't align with what I said. Misunderstanding on your part.

People are looking up to God and worshipping a diety. The God that's supposedly to be everything is also dog shit, would you worship dog shit. This ain't about God, it's about worshipping, looking up to, denying and partiality. Your God wouldn't like for you to deny his dog's shit now would it. or that pedophile, or that rapist or anything you dislike and hate. Is your God everything or is it separate from you. Where is the eye of God. What is God imagining that I'm not. See people don't understand what they're saying sometimes. I may be wrong in what I'm saying when I write or even deluded, but at least i understand my delusion and speak from the entire delusional premise and the jigsaw has no pieces left out. Can't say there's no separation then say God has something that i don't or God is over there and you're here or say God created this or that then say time and space doesn't exist or whatever. We misuse the word paradox to try and fit the broken puzzle we've created for ourselves and to make reality make sense to us. Then we speak about a God without an understanding of that God and say they are God but speak about their relations to it. If I'm over here and God is over there, how am I God; then we invent words to try and answer these questions like relative and duality and perception and whatever other word we've given meaning to to explain what's happening here. It's all nothing being so whatever we come up with is nothing. It's all just what's appearing to happen. Even all the mind stuff and the ideas, concepts thoughts and explanations. Means nothing because meaning is a limitation and a story which is simply just an explanation of what's appearing - THAT'S WHAT A STORY IS.

Who is he teaching if he's so enlightened. He should know there's no one to teach from that position. He speaks to and from the egoic mind.

I don't see the big deal about him but that's just me and i also hate his silly grin and his dirty off colored white t-shirt. 😅😅

I'm with @Breakingthewallon this one. @AIONYou can't ask for people's genuine opinions and criticisms of Ralston then turn around and criticize them for doing so and by calling them angry and judging why they're criticizing Ralston. Seems like you're judging the judgers after asking to judge. Criticizing the crticizers after asking for criticisms. Speaking on their points and disagreeing with what they have to say is one thing, but attacking them for responding to your post is another. Just saying.

There is no will. Whether free or determined or God's. Will implies reason and meaning. That's all dream stuff. It's all done. Will implies movement, time and space. Will Implies something or someone willing something into existence. There is no God that wills anything. That's the dream imagining. Will is being imagined and appears as such to an observer. Relativity is illusory as that's also the Absolute appearing as. Anything that appears is nothing as nothing is being that. So, all that stuff cannot stand on it's own and is all stories made up by the dream. All there is, is all there is. No separation, no movement and not still, no cause and effect, no time no space, no subject no object, no here no there, no now no present, no nothing yet everything. Real and unreal. No position, no bounds, timeless, causeless everywhere and nowhere. Cannot be pointed to. No reason or meaning. Say that's meaning all you want, that's just semantics and word games. No thing, no yet's, if's but's, why's, how's. Where's the will in that.

Why the fuck is anybody at all, ANYBODY, born by parents who fucked and had them without their consent and was just blapped on this earth to figure shit out just like the rest of us able to tell me shit about God. Why the fuck did God forget who the fuck it is just so some stranger has to tell me to awaken to it. What the hell kind of joke is this. Somebody I don't even know from Adam's eve like Ramana Majarshi, i'm supposed to follow his word and think of him as a wise guru who can lead me to some fucking destination where I don't even know what the hell is there. He doesn't even know I exist but he is capable of telling me something, through the living who teaches his word, something that's supposed to enlighten me about who I am and how I'm supposed to live this life to awaken to my true nature. I'm not dissing him whoever he is, and it's not personal, all I'm saying is don't put me here on this earth to supposedly fend for myself then tell me about some stranger in a grave. That's fine about him and what he did and stood for just as Einstein can talk about some relativity stuff like M=c2 or whatever that is or whoever invented the light bulb, Newton and Jung and whom ever else we consider to be geniuses, that's fine and we need people to help with developing the world and all; but when it comes to some man's or woman's word about how to enlighten me and awaken me and to awaken to MY true nature, now it took a turn to the personal. Inventing a lightbulb and Steve Jobs founding Apple and Bill Gates Microsoft and who ever else invented stuff for the world to benefit from and teachers helping students to read and write and comprehend and teaching trades and Professors teaching University students and chefs teaching cooking classes and construction workers building houses and whatever else the masses is benefitting from and what makes the world go round and is of use to for all. Why are there people out there telling me who I am, why I was born, how to get saved from suffering and how to reach God. Tell me how to write a book, cook pasta, build a house, invent something, how to invest and all of the worldly things that needs to be taught so one can live in this world but why do I need someone to tell me who I am and what is not me and what is me and having courses and classes and zoom meetings and sponsorships and a secret member club just to tell people how to meditate and just be. What the fuck kinda world is this. I just cannot buy into this shit. I'm OK with being taught practical stuff and I'm OK with anything in the material world and being told how to navigate it to survive and all that but I have a BIG problem with having to be told personal things about myself from strangers I don't even know like who the fuck I am and what am I doing here. If I didn't know then nobody else should know, if my momma and poppa didn't tell me then, nobody else have that right. You're not responsible for birthing me so you don't have that know how about who i am. I plopped out of my mommy's vagina, that's who I am. If I'm not, then whomever was responsible for plopping me out of my momma's vagina better tell me. Whoever made that possible better tell me who I am. Whoever planted that seed better tell me who I am; and if I can't find that person, then nobody else knows who I am because you never planted that seed. My momma and poppa called me a name and treated me like a human and a person. That's who I am. Anything else anybody says, I don't know about all that. As far as I'm concerned, I'm nothing. Not in the spiritual sense of nothing but nothing because anything I've been told is from another human being just like me and their momma and poppa I'm sure treated them as such just as the whole world. Everybody is going off of what they were born into and what everybody else is going by. Human. What's that. I don't know. So as far as I'm concerned I'm nothing until whomever invented me says otherwise. As far as I'm concerned, if I'm nothing, then no human can tell me about God and who God is because if I'm nothing then God, if that's what they're going to tell me that I am is nothing too and nothing cannot be described. So there. End of story.