Princess Arabia

I'm kinda done playing this game of "let me defend my illusions and build upon these stories that breed suffering". Trying to and working on leaving beliefs behind and opening the door to see through human's inventions. So even though this may or may not be true in the relative world I'm not going to focus on such things, don't care. I'm only in it where needed for survival until I don't even care about that anymore.

If you think you can fool life into making yourself into a somebody and demand that you become a somebody that's important in this life and create problems just so you can feel like a somebody....think again. Life will continue to show you how impersonal it is and how it doesn't give a shit about your fantasies about it. That poor guy on the other thread that called himself a "little me", thinks there are any "big me's" and suffers because of that belief. Poor thing. Don't realize he's the whole ocean.

Lol. Ok Sir daddy,

lol. I chuckle a lot about this shit and how serious we take something that's such beauty and meant for dancing and expression of light and love. Such neurosis covers and masks the beauty of life. Such narcissism and arrogance and psychosis to think the Universe revolves around us. To think we're at the center of it all and to suffer because we don't get what we fucking want out of it. Then we attack each other. Look up to and worship some other flesh and bones, someone we put on a pedestal and revere their words and call them saints and mystics and refer to ourselves as "little me". We categorize everything and plaster labels unto everything. We can't see what's really there because we're too busy looking for something in it for me. Then when someone comes along and shatters your little made up fantasy world that you invented because of your neurosis, you get mad and tell them they're spiritually bypassing and bring up what they do for a living and what spiritual guru you think they're watching on a daily basis because what they say sound similiar to what they say.

God forbid you've seen through certain things yourself or recognize or realize certain things that the bearded man in a robe sitting on a chair has. You'll be known as the parroter forever, the big names that you probably don't even watch anymore will forever haunt you as where you got your message from and what you do for a living will be thrown in the mix to remind you of who you really are. Pathetic little rats we are according to Leo, and I really do pity the human race.

Even when I don't talk about it much anymore I still here it. I don't even use the term no self i say there is no one. Doesn't matter anyway just you keep on being miserable and I'll be waiting for the next post from you and everyone else that suggests there's no one. Yap, yap, yappidy yap. Oh, I want to die, oh I can't take this life, oh why can't I be happy, oh I can't get any sex. Oh I'm suffering. Oh she doesn't like me. Gosh humans are so neurotic.

Lol. I didn't even see this part. Really. Can you give me a scenario of my job. While you're at it, please describe when you're banging girls indulging in perverted pornography, fantasizing about strange men and worshipping Greek goddesses from Greece. BTW, one of my scenarios is going out on a nice dinner date, or cooking for someone, or having a few drinks at a lovely bar and escaping for a nice roundevous afterwards and enjoying the escape or maybe once in awhile sucking on a lolipop to taste the sweetness of life and exchanging some moans and groans of ecstasy and going home feeling exhausted from not from disgust but from enjoying the pleasures of life or maybe feeling a bit annoyed but never lasting long or feel as if I need help or have to write on forums about my misfortunes in life because I'm so miserable about how life is treating me. Rather be a sexless sex worker than some banged up chick and used up slut that gets used and thrown by the wayside for someone new because men get bored with old pussy that came to them without any hard work that they used up and took for granted. Don't get me started on the sex worker thing because I see more people on here working for sex than I could even imagine and don't care to. Leave that out of it or you will regret it.

This is what I'm talking about. Wasn't even referring to you personally and here you go taking what was said personally and about you. Keep talking about practicality and the stupid fake world that you so worship. More power to you. Keep being stuck and keep using the invented bypassing word they invented to keep you stuck. You know what I'm done. I can't be bothered. I'm staying unbothered.

How I use the art of observation to help with awakening to what is, is not by judging and criticizing all there is but by seeing it for what it is and wonder why it is as it is. Maybe those people don't give a flying crap because EVERYTHING don't give a flying crap about ANYTHING. You're the one trapped in the mind and believing anything is more important than anything else. This message won't be accepted because we need to feel special, but that's how I tend to see things and use my observational and analyzing skills to try and wrap my head around everything i learn about this thing called life.

Yeah, helps me. Do you see me up here complaining about anything or much. Do you see me up here starting posts about how depressed or anxious I am. Do you see me here needing advice on how much to suck out of life what addictions are driving me crazy and how that man did me wrong and how traumatized I was as a child. Do you see....i could go on. It's the constant reenforcing of the human and its ego that doesn't fucking jesus christ help. All your problems and fucking addictions and neurosis and unhappiness and whatever else sickening neurotic behavior the humans go through stems from that energy that thinks it's a someone. I think I'm a someone but at least i get it and don't make a fucking scenario out of it and use my mind to relieve the tension instead of looking to the psychotic and neurotic world to do it for me. What doesn't fucking help is you living inside out. Worshipping a fucking fake world and ignoring the true world. What doesn't fucking help is being arrogant and a narcissist into thinking life is about you and the world revolves around you. Your problems and suffering will never end with this belief system hanging over your shoulder. Good news, though, is that it's only an appearance and only seems that way. There's nothing wrong and no one really suffers, but that's just words and doesn't have any effect or serves any purpose saying that only piss off the suffering even more.

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Hmmm, be careful what you wish for.

Unfortunate for the human that thinks it has a life and is a somebody, which includes just about everyone. There's no "little you" with a life, there's just life. It sucks when it's personal. That's the reality of the situation. That's the freedom that you don't want. That's unconditional love and that's the liberation that is for no one. Sucks don't it. There's no solution but the pain can be relieved a bit through all that you see spiritualists doing and are trying to accomplish and through all the distractions of the modern world. Relief and release. Recognize what you're not and maybe you'll be alright. People seem like assholes only because of your expectations. Have none, and they'll just seem like inert rocks.

Still waiting to meet Leo. Met him in my dreams but that's about it. Don't get any wrong ideas, now. He's not my hero, just would love to meet him and talk shit. Hehe. This is my scenario: I have a beautiful luxury two bedroom condo in Vegas. I invite him there for lunch and dinner and a sleep over. He comes over and brings mushrooms both for snacks and to plug. I snack on mushrooms and he goes plugging in the bathroom while I make drunch (lunch/dinner). I get high off of the mushroom chips and he comes out the bathroom after plugging and we have a crazy meditation session after which we eat, go to sleep and he goes home in the morning. Rinse and repeat. Heyyyy @Leo Guramy love😘. Hehehehehehe,

"Realizing Goddeth, is how to end your sufferingeth"

I have questioned everything and it's mother. There's always things to question and more to learn and understand but everything one says, including Leo has to be taken as assumption. Why only what I say. I don't take what anybody says to be the Truth, only agreed or disagreed with. Whatever I say, either you agree or disagree. You can question and ask for clarification but please don't assume that I speak from authority and claim anything to be the Absolute Truth unless stated otherwise. I'm under the impression from your statements that I'm not allowed to state my opinions or give my take about Reality because they are not Truths. Then you quote me a Zen devil video as if I'm not allowed to speak what I believe to be the case. Everyone on here gave different views about reality are you going to call them a Zen devil if they speak their minds.

You're the only one debating truth in a relative comment. I would suggest that you take everyone's word on a public forum as their own opinions and assumptions and not true. That goes for just about every Youtube channel, magazine clip, podcast channel and reddit comment. Every public news channel, every broadcaster and politician. Need I list any more.

Ask me anything about what I say and I'll try to answer to the best of my ability. All I can do is speak from what I believe to be the case. I don't start every sentence with "this is just my opinion and what I believe to be true", nor do I say when speaking to someone "what I'm saying is the Absolute truth and it is no other way". It is already understood that what one says is their own take and what they believe to be the case. That doesn't have to be spelt out. If you would like I could change my signature to everything i say here is my own take on things and I speak from a place of having opinions and don't claim them to be facts. Also, there's nothing i say that needs to be protected and I'm no way in defense mode about what I believe to be the case. I speak about what I speak about until what I speak about changes and I may believe something else. I'm in no way attached to anything I say or take anything i say to be Absolute truth.

Who said I was protecting anything. You're saying that. This forum is meant for talking so I can only express my views like this. There's no problem as far as I'm concerned. Not sure how you claim to know what grounds my sense of reality or if I even feel a sense of reality. You've made a lot of claims about me in these statements and called my statements positions. I can change anything at anytime because I'm not saying them from a position of being Absolutely true.

You can come up with any story and it be true for you. I can assume anything and it not be true. Be specific on which understanding.

On what position. Any position I hold is illusory because there are no real positions to hold in timelessness and boundlessness' and all that is.

You're obviously repeating from something you've heard without having a full understanding of what it is you're actually saying. The egoic mind cannot get a hit of it's own non-existence. What is it that can know there is no self. Definitely not the self. You're right about a spiritual identity but that happens on it's own because there is no ego and a separate thing called a spiritual identity. Doing practices and staying disciplined is also a construct of the mind.

If the no self is trying to not say "I", that means there's a self. Plus, where did I claim to not have a self. If I write about no I, or no one, doesn't mean I'm saying there's no I here but one over there. There's an I here doesn't mean the I is doing the I. I don't need to pretend to not be, saying I comes naturally for no one.

That video bored me in 2mins because it's not my interest or thing. Plus, his muscles hurt looking at them. That's just me.

This solves your own dilemma. Split up his videos and watch them in parts. 3hr videos can be split into 3 parts an 1hr each part. A regular movie isn't that much shorter and isn't a problem if interested and if a priority.