Princess Arabia

There's no such thing as inauthenticity. One cannot "not" be authentic. It's a response, whatever that response is. Show me something that is, that isn't. If you're faking a smile, that's authentically faking a smile. If one is pretending to.....(fill in the blank), that's authentically pretending to. There's nothing but what is; and what is, is already naturally authenticity. Pretense is authenticity in and in of itself.

Things are already naturally happening. Even the disliking of what's happening, is happening naturally. Even the attempt at trying to manipulate what's happening, is naturally happening. Everything is already naturally happening.

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I don't call the breath an illusion. The body is not an illusion. You are. There is no you breathing. You are not the Absolute. There is only the Absolute. The body breathes, you don't.

The dream is trying to end itself, but it can't because it's not really happening in the first place. The end of the dream is the end of the dreamer. No one wakes up. My momma woke up, but it took her to fall asleep forever to do so. She was never really here and neither am I. It's just a fucking body. I feel like I'm here, it seems like you're there, but it can never be known. Knowing is a position and this is timeless energy unbounded and free. Every morning when I wake up, it seems like I never slept but the body feels rested. The body went to sleep, but I didn't. I'm not awake now. The body is what's seeing and moving on it's own. I don't even know if the body is seeing but I'm not. How can I be when the man next to me is seeing the same thing. He's not me and I'm not him. How can we see the same things. That's a clue right there.

Hellooooo, wake up....No they're not ok. This is the stupidity in humans. They're shoving and pulling on that man in the midst of all that mess and asking him if he's ok. Shoving and pulling on him who can barely cognize his own consciousness and is obviously out of it and they're asking if he's ok. Waking him up out of his precious little zone to ask if he's fucking ok, then going to walk off and go home to your comfy pad after you wake him out of the zone he wanted to be in and now he's awake and probably need another hit now to go back to sleep after you done woke him up. "Oh, I'm just making sure they're ok". The man said. I don't even understand what he meant by that. They would be more OK dead than in those positions, but to him they're ok if they're still alive. Why bother them now. What good is that going to do. Let them sleep that shit off. If one overdosed, ain't nothing you can do now anyway. Come back later. This scene looks like people who care and are concerned. No those people just had nothing else to do in that moment and felt bored with their lives and wanted to ho on camera as if they give a shit. Waking up the half dead as if that's going to help just to satisfy your selfish urge of trying to be a concerned citizen. Let me stop before I go off in here.

Seems to me that humans are the only species with a mental dis-ease. Seems to be the only species that gets agitated, I don't know maybe apes and gorillas do too, seems to be neurotic narcissistic, psychopathic and all types of neurosis. Humans seems to be in a dilemma to me. Seems to be the only confused species. Shit, an ant knows what it's doing more than a human does. The human is being a human and not saying it should be any other way, but I don't see anything special about us. In fact, I see us to be the most unfortunate. We seem to get depressed and suffer out of all other species. Se seem to self-medicate the most. Seem to not blend in with nature the most. Seem to still be animalistic in nature. We claim everything to be ours like entitled fools. Everything. We were born with nothing, will leave with nothing, yet everything is ours. Even the very coffin, some of us want to pick out before we go. Men want to spread their seed and have babies for the sole reason of leaving a legacy. Except for famous people, no one gives a shit and no one but the immediate families will even remember you when you're gone half the time. Women think their virginity is a virtue and men will pay millions for it. What kind of insanity is that. Just to say you're the first. This is how neurotic humans can get, yet we claim importance. I look at a magnificent tree, a beautiful tree basking in it's own beingness. Not a care in the world. I look at a beautiful woman, strung out on drugs, or did a lot of plastic surgery because of insecurities and I look at a handsome man all withering to death and feeling lost and lonely and I look at a millionaire still feeling like offing himself because he doesn't know what to do with all his money and he's miserable inside and I look at a beautiful mountain and the stars and the moon all just being themselves in tranquility and not a care; but we say humans are the most important and intelligent and can get enlightened and awaken to the most precious thing there is in life but are running around like lost cattle trying to seek happiness and peace. This is the species that we say is the most intelligent and special. We kill each other and massacre children and murder women for narcissistic reasons in wars that are never justified and we worship animals and narcissistic fools and place them in positions to rule over other narcissists and psychopaths, yet we claim to be the most smart and intelligent. No wonder we seek enlightenment. Something has to be done about this mad species and we have to seek something that will take away the pain and suffering that being an important and smart and intelligent species carries with it. How special is that.....to be continued.

No man left out, not even animals. Nothing as a matter of fact. Why should humans be special. Why is that bottle over there on the table that is a part of the whole any less important than I am supposed to be. Is it because I'm sentient and it's not. Is it because my beingness has a more important role in here this and serves other narcissistic beings. Is is because I have a vagina and other beings can get pleasure from that to satisfy their needs and wants. Is that why I'm more important than that piece of rug. Is it because I can teach someone how to cook and show them how to create delicious meals from scratch. I still need that unimportant knife or pot or oven mitten to attain my goal. Whatever it is that I think is so important to me, so important to attain in this life, I still need the services of an unimportant object to do it; to accomplish it like a pen, maybe, or a piece of paper or a chair or a fork, I don't know, whatever it is. I can't accomplish anything all on my own so I need other things. I might even need dirt, depending on the feat, maybe if I'm a gardener or cement if I'm a builder. I mean, so many of what's considered just things and unimportant humans need to accomplish their so important goals. To do this, to write in an online journal, I need this stupid laptop, I also need to pay for internet and whatever else is needed to be able to do this. Can't do anything all by myself, yet humans seem to pride themselves as being so important but need dirt to survive. What is so special about us. We can create Amazon and make billions. We can be President and rule over others, we can own a building, we can invent all these things. We still need unimportant things to accomplish these tasks, so why are we so much more important than the things we need to accomplish our human endeavors. Why is a human more important than the window he looks out of in the morning when he wakes up. What if he had no windows in his house. That would be so devastating and would feel like a prison and maybe get depressed. That window that makes such a difference is deemed unimportant and doesn't compare to a human's so-called life but without it, it's hell, feelings of suffocation in that house might arise, but the human is considered more important than that window. This might sound silly and I could go on about this and write a book about it, in fact, I will make more posts about this because this is intriguing to me. Why are we so important in comparison to other species. I mostly mentioned objects in this post, trivial things like pens and dirt and windows and haven't gotten to other sentient beings yet but regardless, why are we so important. The real question is why do we seem so important. Idk. I'm trying to get to the bottom of this. Is it because without us, this sucky world wouldn't exist. Without us, food wouldn't be available and without us, cars couldn't be built for us to get to work to make money so people can make this sucky world go round. We still need the unimportant things like metal and whatever makes a steering wheel and whatever make up a brake panel to accomplish this feat. We need so many things to make this world go round, but humans claim they're more important than a cockroach or spider. That spider probably does more for our eco system than any human can ever do; and, in fact, that human probably causes more harm to it than that spider. That's just one instance of which there are many even though there are many instances where humans play very important roles. Why is that drug fein less fortunate than I am; than you are. Why is the garbage picker who doesn't know how to work to support himself for whatever reason any less important than say a celebrity. Why, if someone never heard about this work or awakening or enlightenment, why is the enlightened one in any better position than anyone else. What if it's a feat that's hard to accomplish but it can be done, and if done, able to see God and all that jazz and whatever else humans claim that enlightenment can do on an existential level, why is the ordinary man who never even heard of enlightenment, why is he left behind in this magnificent feat. Why did God seem to reserve certain things for some and certain for others. Why are you so fucking special, huh. Why did your God play the selection game and choose you to be able to listen to some stupid guru sitting on a throne with wise words while the garbage picker scrunges for food. Is it because you had better schooling. Better human opportunities. That doesn't seem fair. Life isn't fair. What good is a God then if he picks and chooses who gets better treatment or who gets to have opportunities like this one where someone claims they can teach how to get to know you. Why am I fortunate to know this work and follow certain things if I want to get to know the Supreme high. All I need do is do as I'm told, and I get access to the most precious thing in existence. The Divine. Why is that. Why limit yourself God. Why only be accessible through other unimportant human beings who claim their own importance. Why the fuck should i have access to you but that 5yr old in Somalia scratching off ants and cockroaches from their feet doesn't. No man left behind. Any teaching or message that leaves a man, object, thing, particle, bacteria, cell, that lamp, anything I see, taste, touch, anything that takes up space like I do anything including dirt and spiders and rats, if it excludes those things I'm not in. Sounds ridiculous, right. Well, what sounds more ridiculous to me is how everything is here but humans claim importance. We want enlightenment and awakening over a chair or a mouse. Why isn't the mouse wanting to be enlightened, he doesn't matter? Only human's get saved from this hell hole. All the stories we make up as to why we're more important and more intelligent I don't buy it. Not that we don't seem to be but the reasons behind it and the stories we tell, I don't buy it. I don't buy that we're more special and more intelligent. I cannot buy into all that. Something doesn't add up.,,,,.to be continued. Nothing left behind.

Spiritual trends are in. In with the new out with the old. What is everybody talking about these days, lets try that.

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Saying animals and pets are simply being and with no worries about what's next and how the human mind projects worry and suffering unto itself is a misunderstanding. Saying a cat doesn't give z shit about tomorrow and only cares about the present moment it's in while us as humans need to learn how to do the same to suffer less or to be less whatever the teaching is trying to imply is a misunderstanding. A rat is a rat, a cat a cat, a dog a dog, and a human a human. Animals don't have a sense of self and it's only natural for them to respond to what's happening the way they do, so does every other animal that this applies to. To expect a human to react how a cat reacts is misleading and a misinterpretation. Humans are being humans just as a cat is being a cat. No teaching on the planet can teach a human how to be cat and respond to what's happening like a cat does. Those kinds of teachings are very attractive to the sense of self energy that seeks a better experience; but it will never be satisfied with it because they won't achieve lasting results. Sure, mindfulness and certain types of meditation and whatever else we do will achieve relief but not permanently and thus the seeking forever continues. It's a predicament that energy is in and can never get out of unless it totally collapses which we call death. Notice how practices and processes never ends and usually requires a stronger intensity the more one does them. They are like drugs to the body.

The more spiritual practices one does, the more condensed and contracted the illusory self appears to be. Why wouldn't it. It's confirming that it's actually doing it and the more results it gets, the worse. It's kind of the same thing as force-riping a fruit. Leave it alone and it ripens itself. Nothing ever happens, but in the appearance is what I'm speaking of. Doesn't really matter as that's innocence and boundlessness appearing as condensed and contracted energy.

I'm more suspicious about things that make sense to me than those that don't in the existential sense. I reserve that for practical things like fixing a chair or designing a table. If it makes sense, I'm deconstructing it until it doesn't, but still seems to make absolute sense.

Spiritual teachings has just about everything backwards. The biggest of them all is awakening. What the person is actually seeking is how to stay asleep; how to not be there, it's own absence. It's that already.

Pretty much what Actialized quotes #246 is saying, and how I interpret it, is that all there is is what is without the ideas, stories and constructs about what is. Maybe not constructs because everything basically is a construct but what we tell ourselves about what appears. The feelings about it, interpretations, biases, agendas, trying to fit it into our little dream world, etcetc.all of that comes with trying to maintain a separate self that's not really there. The thing I see conflicting about his message is it seems to suggests one is actually doing all that and can undo all that to see God when God is also being all that. It cannot really see itself but be itself. All the human bullshit.comes from there being a phantom observer energy that thinks it's observing what's appearing and has localized itself and now it sees and labels and categorize everything in relation to it and there in lies the stories and ideas anout life and delusion and neurosis is a result. I'll leave this here as it's only my take and also just an idea and interpretation of what is, paradox is this is also what is. This is why I say everything is perfect but to and for no one.

The closest analogy I can give to what this immediacy is and in trying to describe the word immediacy in the context of what THIS is,.is to see how fire and wood turns to ash and that all three are embedded into one. The fire and wood being the ash. Not separate or close,.it is what the ash is. All of it is immediate with no space that separates them. Something like that or maybe when we eat and digest food that turns to poop. The whole.process.is immediate and not separate. This is what this reality is like and how Absolute is being everything and with no separation. It cannot be known or grasped or hold unto. Cannot know the fire in the wood and the food in the poop it's too immediate.

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There's nothing to fear but your stupid thoughts. The thoughts you claim as your God and righteous one. The only Divine being in your world. Your idol, your bully and what you worship everyday all day to the point where you need therapy and advice and a retreat to go let someone tell you when to listen and not listen to the floaters. You will listen to that sucker before listening to when I tell you there's no one in that head. You will go find that someone and worship that someone before hearing these words. You will blast me, talk shit in that no head of yours, project it on the forum, and listen to those creepy crawlers before you will just read these words and ignore them or just laugh away and say 'she so crazy' and have fun with this stupid nonsensical message. No you won't, you will be traumatized by this message to the point where stories and images will get embedded in that brain of yours for future reference when someone does or says something to you that reminds you of something else you went through, and why you're having such a reaction to it in the first place and anything else you react to negatively. Those thoughts of yours. That's what you need to fear. Those thoughts running through your no head as you read this message will traumatize you in a way where you won't even know that's why you're angry at the neighbor or the man that said something you didn't like or your co-worker to the point where you feel the need to smoke or grab a beer or take a vacay. Trying to run from yourself and taking yourself wit ya. That's all we need to fear, these ghosts that run our lives and torment us to no end to the point of therapy and feelings of despair and distress. You are a ghost running around trying to locate yourself into existence while fearing your nonexistence and absence while trying to find relief from all the exhaustion you put yourself through to the point where now you're wondering who am I and why do we suffer to the point where stories are made up and ideas about why suffering was invented and how that's to awaken us from our miserable lives that was caused by these stupid thoughtless ghosts running around in the ether that has turned us into captive slaves and now we take it out on everybody else including this stupid message and listen to more thoughts that will enslave you some more into old age and finally annihilation from your thoughtless self. That's all you need to fear, those stupid thoughts.

We have taken the fun out of life and now we're trying to put in back in. That's what happens when we demonize feeling bad and sadness. Children don't do that. They get sad, they cry, pout, throw temper tantrums and move on. They're happy again, miserable in an hr, joyous in 2hrs, crying in 20 mins, who cares, they're not fixated on always being happy like adults are. We read books, watch videos and ask advice on how to be happy. Why. Can't wait for it's turn. Why force ripe it. Maybe lighten up a bit and take that bug out your ass and one might feel happy about that. Stop judging and criticizing everything and everyone so harshly and yourself too and maybe we can see the joy in life again without having to go purchase it in some novelty.

The Absolute is lost itself. Trying to find it's way back home not realizing it's everything. It's not really lost because that implies a position, but it seems to be. Everyone on this forum is the Absolute talking to and responding to itself. It cannot know itself. It's like a little baby trying to figure shit out. It won't get anywhere because it is also everywhere and nowhere. Why do you think you keep asking who am I, why am I here, looking for purpose and meaning.

You're probably handsome. Ugly guys experience it differently and thinks every guy does.

Pickmeishas do. Pick me, pick me.

The reason why the world seem so cruel and needs fixing is because the observer, the me, the I, the separate energy, all seemingly appearing to happen as such, has projected its sense of realness unto it. It doesn't fit into its fairytale paradigm of safety, comfort and whatever else it seeks to allow for certain feelings; the world it imagines doesn't fit into that. It sees a bunch of other me's acting up and being irrational and whatever else it projects and it's the only reason why and how the world cannot be perceived any other way.

You keep wanting and expecting there to be autonomy over here. The Absolute speaks, the Absolute responds, reacts and gives smart remarks. I'm not over here saying there is no one so who is going to chew me out. That would be me trying to see a no me. There's no me already so if it's being said, it's not being said by a me to say there's no me over there to chew me out.