Princess Arabia

The biggest bum or loser there ever was or is.

I felt every minute of this. Up until the 10:00 minute mark I felt his pain, then after that I put my hand on my heart after which I noticed the instructor also had his hand on the guy's heart. Very intense.

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Different factors but I think the top two are too much Social Media consumption, (not just the consumption, but how it's being consumed) and environmental toxins ingested in a variety of different ways. I would also state the lack of expanded consciousness as consciousness is expanding rapidly at a pace more so than ever before. The latter was just a hunch.

@Danioover9000Can you ever make a post without referring to Spiral Dynamics, Stages of Development and the 9 Stages of Ego Development. I'm not telling you what or how to post and I'm not being synical or disrespectful, but it's very noticeable and I'm genuinely wondering if that's possible for you. Maybe that's just your thing and are fascinated by it but sometimes it would be refreshing to see another side of you or see you post from a different perspective just to break up the monotony a bit and to see what else is in that brilliant mind of yours. Just saying, and it's coming from a place of love, so don't take it any other way which you're also free to do.❤️

That's your experience. My friends, which are few and beyond, couldn't care less who I date because I don't base my dating on their opinions, only mine. It's not about who is a Saint or not but how we are wired and our experiences. It's funny how you say "downgrade if she has a good personality" yet you say males are more adept to accepting women how they are. Men are more visual and women more emotional, but both still boils down to how it makes you feel, even the visual. We don't love ourselves unconditionally, that's one reason we're incapable of giving love unconditionally, amongst other reasons, but that's ok because we are already unconditionally loved.

Nice. But understand that you did this for yourself. You created Leo to reveal this to you. You gave him the authority. Leo is only a reflection of you. Stop calling yourself an idiot and that you're still learning or you will forever be in a state of idiocy and learning, never getting it, even though there's really nothing to get because you are that, everything. Nothing wrong with constantly learning, if it's coming from a place of knowing who and what you truly are and expanding from that place. Just like you said, you're "looking forward to creating a greater being of love". You're already that which you wish to be, you're just going to linearly experience it, and from what I've read you say, I believe you're on the right track. Being thankful and expressing that gratitude will only bring forth more things in your experience to be thankful for, while the opposite is also true.

From your statement, you should love her even for the reasons you stated that women are looking for because that's who she is. Nobody loves you for what you are, we only love people because of the way they make us feel. If she had no teeth, no tits or ass or was just simply relatively unattractive in every sense of the word, you wouldn't even give her the time of day, and the only reason why you wouldn't is because of how that made you feel. Your statement is one of the most biased statements I've ever seen.

This I understand and makes so much sense. When certain parts of the body aches, that's when you notice it and your focus turns towards it. Other than just normal day-to-day maintenance of the body when you're going through the motions and just mechanically doing what's normal, we don't really notice it until we're going through some kind of pain in a particular part. So, when I compare that to Reality or humans, most are just going through the motions; and it's not until some form of emotional suffering is being experienced, that it stops you in your tracks and makes you ponder and think and bring you back home/within, not without. Without suffering and pain we'd be more lost and just floating in air, so-to-speak. Eckhart Tolle was about to jump, literally, when he awoken, even though that extremity isn't required. When you cut your finger and it bleeds, you're not going to cut it some more to try to heal it, you start the healing process by doing whatever means necessary. Some may apply the wrong kind of "bandage", which is what most of society is doing, some may use the right kind and some may apply nothing at all. Our work is to figure out the right kind and apply it, whatever that is for you and can come in many different formats. I think true healing comes when we recognize that we were never broken to begin with and all we need to do is take off the fake "bandages" and just breathe and let the Universe guide us just as the body knows how to heal itself given the proper conditions. Religion and Spirituality serves it's purpose, but when used as a bandage to try to heal a wound that is not even there, that's when it becomes suffocating; and, now, we try to invent ways, means and processes to uncover that bandage that was never needed in the first place and the cycle never ends. That's the loop. Coming from a place of knowing, already fulfilled and needing nothing but only to experience that part of Infinity we choose in any given moment is the true challenge that most are not ready/able to overcome or are blinded to recognize our true purpose here as God/Infinity. This is what my inner guidance has revealed to me, if it's not so, then I know nothing.

I received the warning sign last night. 'Hackers may be trying to steal your info blah blah......GO BACK". I thought the website may have been hacked or something. I tried like 3x. So I waited till this morning and was able to enter. I was going to post something but decided to search the forum if any similar thread was already up. I see it started on Monday, but I received the message Tues night. Even as I was able to, it was a bit slower than usual. Anyway, here I am so I guess it's fixed. Had me concerned for a sec.

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❤️I had no point. Was trying to be funny, but I guess the jokes on me.

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Oops! There goes your moderator job. ??

Depends on the role they're playing in your life. In this case - dating, be aware of how you feel around them, how they treat others and how they talk about others and especially other women. If they blame their exes a lot and if they show you respect. Also, how they treat themselves. All these pointers will vary on a scale, so don't try to be overly picky and judgemental about it. Do more observing and have fun in the process. Lighten up and go with the flow. People will reveal themselves to you, eventually. You're very young, so just enjoy dating around for the experience without getting too attached. Later on, you'll become more adept to making better choices as to who is more suitable for your personality type.

Mom, I don't have any regrets in life. I've come to the understanding that everything in life, good or bad, is there for a reason and is happening for the highest good; and I probably wouldn't be where I am today mentally if it wasn't for the things I experienced. But I must say, up to this point, the only thing I regret is not giving you a hug and holding you one last time before your passing and to see that beautiful smile of yours again in person. I will cherish our memories together and will never forget the times we shared as mother and daughter and how you raised me to become the loving person I am today. You never really directly taught me to be loving, but I saw how much you loved God and the strength you emitted from that love. The light around you was enough for me to see how much love you had inside you, and even when you used to scold me, I knew it was coming from love even back then when it was happening. There was a time in my adulthood, not too long ago you said to me you wish you had raised us better and how you were sorry you never showed us more of how a parent should raise a child and I was shocked to hear you say that. I never responded, because I had to process it for a minute because I thought you did a great job. You made sure I went to school, infact, you made sure all of us finished high school, and I never forgot the time when the busses went on strike and you made us walk. Mom, it was far, so far my shoes got torn apart and my feet got blistered up. Lol. You made me go to church with you and I never went a night without dinner. You never spoke badly about your children to either of us, and you made sure we respected our elders. There is so much more good I can say, but I'll leave it at that for now. Even the bad times were good because, it made us closer in the end. Mom, when I was taking the picture of your resting bed, and when they were lowering it, I wanted to jump in and hug it but I didn't want to create a scene, so I thought I better not incase they called the paramedics. Lol. I haven't gotten used to this yet, and probably never will, but I know you're still here with me so I'm not worried about getting used to you not being here physically, as long as I can still feel you and I have your pictures hanging in my room. It's a bitter-sweet thing, because every time I look at them now I look at you differently in the sense that you are no longer here physically. Bye for now and, i'll try not to get too sad because I know that's not what you would have wanted. It's spontaneous, my flowing emotions, but I try not to hold it in. I realize this will be an ongoing thing for now and only time will make the pain less unbearable. I love you and miss you and will be talking to you soon, or I should say writing you soon, because every few minutes I'm saying hi to you. Now I have two of you I'm talking to, my soul guide, and now you. I know you're both the same, but my mind doesn't, and I dare not confuse it so I let it do it's thing. Lots of hugs and kisses' Your little baby girl.

You're right about the "idea of love". Most people are attracted to the idea of love. This is why most relationships fail to last. When we are in the "business" of wanting to share our love, we will become more loving. Most are looking to gain something. May I suggest you don't go around wanting love but to become the love you would like to experience. There are infinite ways to express love and we attract what we are. Remember, you're only seeking yourself, and God creates by BEING; so, energetically, we have to become what we want to experience. God is Infinite love, and the only thing sad is we are unaware of how to love not what to love. Become that and the Universe will have no other choice but to reflect that back to you, because Reality is a mirror, and we cannot experience anything outside our own state of Consciousness.

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Are all your past videos about what God is still apply. I know you've realized a lot more, but is there anything in them that you were mistaken, or misled about as far as you can recall. E.g "What is Consciousness", "What is Reality", 'What is God", "Guided Excercises For Realizing You Are God", etc?

I don't believe "passionate love" is based on looks. Initial attraction, yes but not passionate. I think what it has more to do with is how you make a person feel. The stronger the emotion the more passion. Maybe you're speaking from a male's perspective or from your own personal experience but I'm just generalizing. Looks is the engine but feelings are the driving force. People will stay longer in relationships if they feel good about it regardless of how their partner looks and will have more passionate sex if their partner can invoke a certain feeling that's lodged in their memory that they long to re-live or made them feel something they have never felt before.

Very deep. Thanks for sharing this. I can resonate. Not in the exact way but similar. I let go of everything Christian for years and held no similar beliefs for a long time, and as I was in the process of becoming Atheist and started to say to myself there was no God, there can't be a God, it revealed itself to me. So, I was fortunate in the sense that I didn't have to do much unpacking and letting go of a lot of dogma because I was pretty much a clean slate. I naturally have an open mind anyway, so in this respect, I was open to receiving the Truth. There's still a lot to learn about myself and how the mind works but at least I know where to start from. Surrendering is the key for me, and even though resistance arises at times, I'm more aware of it, and with practice it becomes a lot easier. Most people need proof of this and that and are very logical in their thinking, but for me it is an intuitive knowing. There's still a lot to overcome because the mind is so tricky, and the conditioning is so deep, but awareness is the key to developing a strong sense of presence and I keep practicing the art of letting go and the recognition that things are just happening and that all we need to do is to become aware of how we respond to what's happening. What we resist persists. That's the real lesson.

S.I.P. My dear Mother. You are loved by so many. You will be dearly missed. It pains my heart. I will never be the same. I love you. I hate this design, but I know it is how it has to be. Until we meet again. Why, why, why oh why.

Hi Mom, I'm on the plane now going back home. The flight was delayed but it finally took off. Oh my, don't I have a lot to tell you. Everything went ok, just a little bit of time delay. Mom, did you see I could hardly talk. Paulette had to rush up to the stage to hold me, she thought I was about to fall. I was going to read the poem I wrote you, but I changed my mind because I knew it would have been a disaster so when they called my name, I just said I love you mom, then broke down. Anyway, it could've been worse where I could have passed out, and I knew you would've gotten out that coffin and picked me up, and scared the shit outta everyone there, so it worked out. Aunt Cherry was there and Jackie. Well, you were there, so you know. I wanted to jump in at the final burial when they were laying the flowers, but I said to myself. you would probably scold me and told me to wait my turn so I didn't bother. Did you see they live streamed it on Youtube. I was like just sitting there staring into space most of the time anyway, but at least it's on tape for me to look at whenever I feel like. Florida was hot but wasn't too bad. Miss Curry was helpful and she gave you a really nice whatever they call that. Afterwards, back at the AirB which was lovely, we stayed up for a while reminiscing about the good ole days. Mom, I miss you, but I know you're ok. You looked so peaceful. You never left the Lord and you were a devout Christian, the people from your church spoke highly of you and all miss you. Mom, even tho, I view things differently than you Spiritually, and even though I never told you about the stuff i got into, I knew you felt it, because of the changes you went through. Energetically, and I can't explain it, I just know you were affected somehow. I won't get into that but thats why those things were happening to you mother/daughter connection. About to land now, mom. Gotta go. Love you.

This is why if you just accept it for what it is and just stay neutral, that won't happen. It's an apology. Next week if it's a scold, it's a scold. If it's another apology, it's another apology. It's hard to see everything this way, especially when it's personal, but in this case, you can use it as an exercise, to practice. See it for what it is, no interpretations. It won't change your life that much either way.

Mom, tomorrow is the day and I'm here getting all freaked out. I don't know if I can handle seeing you in that condition. It's going to be very hard for me but thank goodness family will be there to help in the process. I'm sitting here at home seeing the picture in my mind and it's making me panic, imagine what the real thing will feel like. The brain doesn't know the difference between what's real and imagined so I'm going to have to conjure up some story in my mind to help ease the pain. I'll just pretend you're sleeping and having sweet dreams about our good times together when we used to talk for 3hrs straight and laugh about our times back home when I was a kid. Remember this picture. I remember when you used to yank my hair to try to comb it and I used to cry cause you we're so rough with it and it was too much to handle, now I wish you were here to yank it some more. Little Maya turned out to be a reporter and did good for herself, that little sweet baby girl. Lavern isn't in this picture, but I remember those days. Writing this has calmed me down a bit and Titi is here with me soothing me. You never met her, but she's quite the cat. She has a personality like no other cat I've had, and you know how much I love cats. I'll send you a pic of her sometime but for now here's to you and the kids you've raised that are all grown up now and will all meet again tomorrow. I can't stand it. I know I'll get through this, and it takes time, but it's hard going through the process. A different kind of hard. A hard I've never felt before, a hard that is harder than my petty little problems that's so minute compared to this. I've been trying to be normal and continue with my life, and doing this helps me. So long for now.