Princess Arabia

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  1. That's funny because the video clip is similar to what I see if I sit for awhile with my eyes closed and concentrate on what I'm looking at while my eyes are closed. I noticed it one day and was amazed at what I was seeing, but I have to really concentrate on it. All sorts of visions appear, flashing lights that look like the video. It's very subtle but noticeable once you really see it. Amazing.
  2. Because I feel God within me. God speaks through me. God is me. I just know, words can't explain. It's an intuitive knowing. I know I'm not this body, the body is a manifestation of God and so is everything else. God is working through me as me. The small self is not who I am it is what God is using to experience itself. This isn't just talk because I can feel it. It is so obvious to me. The word God is just a word pointing to something, and that something is what I am conscious of being. I AM. Whatever I choose as God to be in any given moment, then I become that. The ever- present awareness, the unchanging presence, that's what I am.
  3. All I said was that clip made me laugh. I could have said worse things about it but I chose not to. I am not above and beyond anything and I never claim to be. I remember saying once that my main fear is losing my cat and I don't fear anything else. If that's what you're referring to. If not, then forget that part. I understand that all the stories my mind is making up about the future are just that, stories, so why am I fearing stories. If the boogeyman was to enter my door, I will probably be fearful of it and react but at the moment I'm not fearful of it because I'm not experiencing it at the moment. This is exactly what these Religions and indoctrinations' do to us. They instill fear and when others don't react with the same fearful reactions as we do, we say they think they are above and beyond. You start to defend your stance, defend your limitations, defend your indoctrinations and if we don't agree you say we think we're awake. Now you see why I left the church years ago, because I wanted to think for myself, clear my mind and be my own person. Not what some group of people say I should be or believing in. Leo's videos resonated with me that's why I'm here. Doesn't mean I agree with everything he says but the foundation is what I resonated with and from there I build upon. He taught me a lot about a lot of things but so did a lot others that weren't affiliated with any form of Religion. They might quote some scriptures but it wasn't taken literally. I'm not fearful of possibilities. I used to be but not anymore. Pain and fear are two different things. You are coming from a place of fear not love and I refuse to live my life in fear. There are still some things I'm trying to overcome but me posting them and defending them won't help. So I stay away from shedding light unto them because all I'll be doing is making the unreal real for me. If I was on this forum preaching fear, depression, anxieties and selling people on some falsehood, I would probably be more understood, but all I'm doing is showing how the mind creates unwanted things and how we're not exercising our true nature as God and in getting flack for it.
  4. Ok, just curious.
  5. Where have I claimed to be so awake. Please quote. I'm dying to see it. Just because someone might share specific insights with you to expand your awareness, doesn't mean they are claiming to be awake. My experience is not heaven nor hell it just is. I was merely responding to your post. Please don't project your fear unto me by saying it must have caused me some percentage of fear. No it didnt. It actually made me laugh. Horror movies lead up to something. I might get a reaction from watching the entire movie but watching some clip about some particular place you call hell doesn't instill fear. Horror movies doesn't even instill fear, it might cause a knee-jerk reaction which is different from fear.
  6. Are you male or female
  7. When did I say I know I'm God intellectually or through logic. Pleas quote, as I'm unaware of this.
  8. How do you die naturally, except for old age or in your sleep. If you get run over by a bus and it kills you, is that dying naturally VS you stepping in front of the bus on purpose?
  9. @Razard86Thank you for the detailed explanation. I understand what you are saying. I'm already experiencing some of what you've laid out, so that's how I'm able to understand. I'm merely asking in my original post, if we need psychedelics to obtain this form of Awakening. When I ask, THEN WHAT, it isn't coming from a place of what can I gain but more how can it make me a better server. Is psychedelics going to be able to make me become a better person other than just seeing Reality for what it is. Your last explanation went over this, even sometimes indirectly, so I can see where it can be beneficial as a whole. Holistically, in all walks of life, because when you awaken to certain things, your whole outlook changes in how you relate to people and the world. One thing you've also made me realize is that this is a process, different levels. I don't think there's an end to this Awakening thing. Some people are more awake than others. We all have different agendas, and depending on our survival strategies as humans, the way we relate to ourselves and the world will vary. I also see a lot of loving people who know nothing about this Awakening thing and some mean people who know a lot. I think the difference is how much fear they have inside and how much they have re-connected back to Source. Source never left it's us who are the ones denying it and let's us make the choice. When I say loving and mean, I mean all sorts of traits in between. Thank you for your responses.
  10. I see. I see people who drink, do drugs, eat poorly, socialize with toxic people, take pills, consume toxic content, I mean everything, and they always have drama in their lives. I guess the less toxic things we consume, the better for the body. We all can't get away from it totally, but balance is the key. I still do some toxic things but I try to balance it out with nutrition and trying to keep my mind healthy.
  11. Sounds like me sober. Lol. Sometimes I think I'm too transparent, but that just comes from no personal fear of being judged. I've overcome that. I think all of us exhibit traits of the one Source because it is all there is. Why not try to generate those feelings naturally, so you can sustain them and they become a part of your everyday experience.
  12. Hell and Heaven are right here and right now. States of mind. That video is pretty funny to me. It should be a comedy. That's what the mind feels like when you're in hell. Not sure if the correct word is feel but I can't even think as I'm writing this while that ridiculous video is still in my ear.
  13. @Razard86Thank you for the explanation. However, you still didn't really address the part about, THEN WHAT. How does experiencing all this change the overall quality of our lives. Knowing I'm you and you are me and me being able to taste the pizza you're tasting and feeling your emotions..etc..is there a major life change to those kinds of things. I'm not saying there isn't a major shift in your perspectives and elevated states of consciousness and becoming more loving and less suffering when you become God Realized, but what I'm asking is why do I need psychedelics to make the latter changes, when all that is required is knowing your true nature and becoming more aware and feeling more connected to Source. Tasting someone else's pizza isn't required to feel the Oneness of the Universe.
  14. Hi. It's not so much of a need, but an experience. Curiosity. What is the feeling. How does it enhance the Awakening experience, if there is such a thing. Life isn't really throwing anything at me, it is living life through me, experiencing itself through me. There's a difference. Then again there's no difference between anything so there.
  15. Falling in love feels good because it is equivalent to being in the present moment. It kinda feels the same Just like a climax. No time and space just pure ecstacy. Until, of course, it's all over and you're back to linearity. Falling in love means you'll jump right back out. Thanks for your input.
  16. I don't even take Midol, Advil, Tylenol or Motrin, not even Aspirin. That's how much I dislike taking drugs. I do drink wine though and I'll still smoke a tiny bit of weed if the conditions are right where I'm around someone I trust or not going to be in public for long or maybe at a party or something like that. It makes me paranoid. Sometimes I wish I did smoke weed tho, because it relaxes me, just don't like the pizza man at the door part, when there's noone there. Lol I'm saying that to say, all that stuff you mentioned seems like a far fetch for me as I'm total virgin when it comes to all that stuff. I've been in places where people did cocaine, crack, took those pills (oxycontin and perks), so it's not like I'm all that naive, I just never personally done them. They just looked very scary. So Ketamine and the rest, I wouldn't even know how to process. Don't even know what Ketamine is. Some bartender at the bar I go to sometimes would tell me about his mushroom trips and I swear he was the most conscious person outside of Spirituality and the Internet I've ever come across, and he could relate to some of the stuff i see you guys talk about here. So I know they're some positive effects and I know psychedelics is not really a commercial drug per se.
  17. The heading is a bit confusing, but just watch to understand the depth. I don't just watch videos. I implement the teachings and have seen the results. This will seem woo woo to some, but that is ok too. Consciousness wakes up when it's ready and we don't recognize the power we have. You also have the choice to keep defending and believing your limitations. That's ok too. This whole channel is great and there are lots of testimonies from those who have created better lives for themselves.
  18. I see. Thanks for your response.
  19. But I also feel this feeling constantly. Not all the time, but more so than not. When I get lost in resistance, worry etc, it doesn't take long to get back to presence for me. The something deep you're referring to as soon as I open my eyes from sleep, I feel that. Life has a way of distracting you, so the States are fleeting, but overall my resistance to life has dropped tremendously and I'm seeing the impact that it has on my psyche without the use of psychedelics. Idk maybe, because of who I am as a person and how I gradually became more aware and it wasn't forced through any substances and maybe it will make me even more Conscious to Reality's true nature by taking them. I probably would if I didn't see the adverse reactions, especially with first-time users, just to see what it's like. But just to see what it's like is not a sufficient reason for me to want to do it.
  20. This comment I'm about to make might "itch" a lot of people and maybe Leo himself as he's into psychedelics himself and strongly recommends it, but I feel the need to address this. Mostly out of curiosity and purpose. I understand, from reading a lot of posts about it and seeing how many of you use it or even use to use it. The claim is that it can help us to become God Realized, at least that's what I'm understanding, correct me if I'm wrong. Is that the only purpose? Sincerely asking. I've never done them, nor am I interested in doing them. Mostly because I'm not comfortable with what the outcome may bring, meaning reactions and difficultly getting through the phase. I've never done any hard drugs like cocaine, heroin and whatever else is out there and I understand psychedelics is not in the same category, but just making a point. I'm too scared for how I might react so I don't even bother, no need. Ok, so now we're God Realized, then what. How does that change how you maneuver this world and try to become a loving, kind and compassionate human being. If you already know you're Source energy/God, why would we need to do psychedelics. Is there another purpose. Will it make you more aware of how Reality works, how the Universe works and how the mind works. Also, how to relate to people and how to reduce your suffering. Will it make us knowledgeable on how to generate our own feelings of love and fulfilment where we recognize the power within and how to use it for a more rewarding experience. Will it make us understand how we are creating our Reality and that we are responsible for our own happiness and joy without looking to outside sources. These are legitimate questions I'm asking and they are not rhetorical. I truly want to know the answers. What does being Awake really mean and the term Enlightenment. Does Enlightenment mean you recognize the Oneness that is here and that everyone is you, you are everyone and everything, and there is no separation. There is no personal self and we are all the same and different at the same time? What does these terms truly mean and what are they really pointing to. Back to the psychedelic use. Is it so we can recognize God faster and to Awaken to our true nature faster. If so, then what. How do we use this new-found knowledge. I already know I'm a part of God and God's energy is flowing through me. I don't need psychedelics to know that. God is not somewhere out there, it is me, you, everyone and everything. It is Consciousness. The Universe lives within me and the Universe is non-local. It is Infinite. The mind is Infinite and is made up of different parts. There is a quantum field and we are a part of this field. We are this field. I mean I can go on and on about some of this stuff but how does the use of psychedelics make you more aware of the nature of existence. I also take note that it is possible to release trauma from the body. Is this permanent. What if there's no trauma stored. Aren't there other ways to achieve this. Taking psychedelics and seeing the walls move or elephants in your hands or seeing yourself as the coffee table, what difference does that make in your personal life when it wears off. You still can't walk through the walls. Knowing certain things can influence our thought patterns and elevate our Consciousness; but is psychedelics that important to make these changes. Understand that I'm asking these questions to get a better understanding of the importance of this substance and it's use. This Forum does provide value in other ways and is very versatile both in content and it's features. Sometimes we joke around and sometimes get angry and frustrated and even get depressed and sad and all sorts of emotions run through here, but it seems to me that most of us are here to learn and share our Spiritual journey with others and can maybe impact each other for the better. I just don't see the need to be constantly pushing the use of psychedelics to people who already know it exists and are not interested or maybe not ready or sure if it's the path they want or prefer to take and making it seem as if it's the only way to Awaken to your true nature. Thanks for reading and the responses will truly enlighten me to my ignorance of this substance and what I'm not aware of.
  21. Grab my neck? Sounds like a strangling fetish?
  22. Show these guys how it's done, Buck. Don't ask if you can kiss her. Ask her to kiss you. Now you got 2 kisses.