Princess Arabia

Look at the comments he made to me. Telling me I'm beating and raping people and to go see a doctor and typing the word effing in all caps and calling me dark and all sorts of things all because of a joke that I was mature enough to apologize for but you are the bully and we are the childish ones. Makes no sense.

People don't have a sense of humor anymore. We take this thing called life too seriously. I never see you bullying anyone. In fact, you're always giving sound advice, and you have a great way of lightening things up a bit.

Things are changing all the time. What we need is more stability.

Just earlier today, too someone said I was funny about a comment I made on this thread and I responded saying my jokes gets me in trouble and here we go again...Ok Universe, I won a million dollars. I'll give you some when it comes Bazooka.

I didn't even read it. And I won't even bother. Just your comment alone tells me how ridiculous it is. Well, maybe I'll read it, just to get this transcendence thing a bit more concrete. You know, practice. Tough skin. Eventually my own shit won't even bother me. Eventually I'll get to a point where I'll just start loving everything and having no worries because I've recognized the fleetiness of all this bullshit, calling it bullshit is still acknowledging it but you gotta start somewhere.

It was meant to be a joke. Why would I deliberately try to humiliate you when you didn't say anything hurtful to me. I really did think you would have found it funny. But I have to be sensitive to the fetishes of others and realize they are struggling with it, I wouldn't make jokes about someone's mental illness nor do I make jokes to people about something I see they are struggling with. Didn't realize it would have ticked you off the way it did. Why would I deliberately try to hurt you or your feelings out of the blue. Makes no sense to me. Even @Bazookajesus made a comment that you laughed at, then out the blue you also attacked him. I could be saying a lot of harsh stuff right now in response to your comment but I've come to the recognition and realization that it will serve no purpose other than to make me feel like a fool and, frankly, I'm getting tired of forgiving my self for my rants and raves and looking at my small self behaving like a spoilt brat out of kindergarten. I'm rising up to my own mistakes and just showing love to myself throughout it all. Me defending my self now with some silly rant would just take me one step behind and I'm trying to move forward. I'm learning by seeing myself but I'm also being kind to it. I will not allow anyone to make me act as if I'm some puny little being with no self-control when it comes to the way I relate to my own hang-ups about circumstances in this thing called life. I'm really getting tired of the pettiness from myself when I act as if this friggin computer can do me any harm, and it makes no sense to defend myself anymore because the Truth needs no defense. I apologize for saying something I thought you would find funny, and I was actually initially shocked, then I remembered you told me it was a problem of yours viewing women's feet as...i forgot your terms. Anyway, without turning this into a long drawn out comment, please understand my comment wasn't meant to cause you disturbance and if I could have retracted it, I would, but what's done is done. Now go suck on some toes.

You better stop before he dissolves the imaginary boundary between you and that screen and go suck on your toes?. I know how to dissolve that screen too, javfly, so don't mess with me.??

He isn't responding, though. Maybe Jesus doesn't like my asking him questions. Maybe if you ask, he might answer.

Are you the one that Christians talk about when they say the 2nd coming of Christ. Is that you.

You have to come back on here on the 15th to remind us. We'll forget. Or just post it here.

Interesting read. I liked it a lot. Eye opening. I never really delved into the makings of the Spiritual Ego or read too much about it, so thank you for posting this. You see, everything serves it's purpose. Maybe I wouldn't have seen this article if Mr. Messiah here didn't erupt from his volcano and started spreading his ashes. So, we need to see worth in everything. Is that Spiritual Ego talking. Or toxic positivity, or I am better than you syndrome. Sometimes its probably best to know nothing at all 'cause ignorance is bliss and now I'm gonna start analyzing myself for Spiritual Egotism. Not really 'cause I have different styles of communicating, so if I'm doing that, the other ways will cancel that out and I'll be in balance. Hehe

It gets me in trouble?

No, not at all. I'm not afraid to say so if I thought that was the case. I love to learn anyway, so teach brother. When the teacher is ready the student will appear.

How did I know you were gonna say that. Peeping at me again??

I see you're back at this again. You've even gone up a notch. Why don't you just go suck on some toes and get it over with.

I bet you don't if those shoes are in your bed attached to some negligees, garter belt and nylons with some cherries on top?

Yes, thank you for the correction. They are one. Meant to edit it and put that in but I figured he wouldn't care anyway lol. Always great to be corrected in this field especially coming from someone who knows what they're talking about, most of the time anyway hehe. Most of the comments I put on here, anyway. is for me to keep reminding myself of who I am, the power within me and how to keep directing it in a positive way. (Except for my rants, I just forgive myself, move on and say, silly girl). Please feel free to do so with me as I am still learning about myself and I am willing to receive constructive criticism even though this wasn't a criticism but, nevertheless, you get the drift.

We're all entangled. We're all one. There is no separation. What affects one, affects all, directly and/or indirectly. Not saying you have to give him any attention but you can still care because caring is Universal.

Stop listening to your mind if it's not serving you. It is your biggest bully. Listen to your heart.

Another powerhouse.

I get what you're saying but be careful you're not looking for outside sources to fulfill you because you'll never find it. The more exciting things you do, the more boring the other stuff appear. Just observe everything as it is, even yourself, without judgment because the creator is always greater than it's creation and the conceiver is always greater than it's conception.

Maybe that's it, he travelled all over the place to come back to his same 'ole mundane life.

? I guess letting go can be taken literally for some and the meaning of that phrase can be interpreted in many different ways. For me it means don't stress over things, approach life with a certain trust that everything is working out for the highest good and trying not to get too attached to outcomes.