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He posted a video about being a monster in becoming a hero and he probably didn't use proper discernment as to what the video was pointing to and interpreted it in a way that was not meant by the author. So he's trying to be that monster but not the kind of monster the author of the video meant and now he is trying to be what he's not to try to fit into that interpretation. That's why it's being counterintuitive and that's why he's getting the results he's getting.

Ok thank you. I thought the same thing after awhile . A few sentences, I guess is OK but not back and forth too much. My apologies. Personal messenger is there for a reason.

I wish someone else could just comment on what color they see because I certainly don't see any form of green.

In Spirituality, which I just call life, it is crucial to learn the art of discernment. People can interpret something differently than what the true meaning behind the purpose of what's being said. This topic right here is one of them. So many variants and then we try to fit in with what we think people will accept or don't accept and we rebel against the different ends of the spectrum. Telling someone to just be themselves is an oxymoron as you cannot be another way and are just acting from a specific programming.

That's it. So what color is that. I see purple and black.

That's strange. Would be nice if you could post a pic of it here. If not, no worries, but I could have sworn the color was purple. Hope i'm not color blind too. Oh my, I'm turning into God. Lol

You'd be surprised what in-tuned and not so in-tuned people can tell about someone from their posts and online presence. Not just you but people in general. You don't own your personality, it's something you project. There is no you there, just energetic patterns. That's why body language can be deciphered and personality traits predicted. You have been on this forum for a while interacting with people; and aside from the details of your personal life and your day-to-day activities and how you interact with people personally or in a group setting some parts of your personality is being projected unto the screen. We tend to think it doesn't show, but it does. Action speaks louder than words in the "real world", but onscreen, words speaks volumes and the interpretation is more highlighted because of the sense of sight that's being suppressed where actually seeing the person goes so-to-speak by the screen. So a part of your personality is being projected here and so is everybody else's. How it's being interpreted, now, is a different story. That's why there's no you, only perceptions .

I swear, between you, someone_else, someone_here, some_girl, some this some that, if it's not for your profile pic I don't know who is who and since you changed your profile pic I just recognized who this is from looking back at our convos, which I used to recognize from your purple pic. I'm a bit dyslexic (so I think anyway) so I have a problem distinguishing things that are similar and different at the same time. Like sometimes in order to know permanent I have to think of temporary to distinguish the two. Horizontal and vertical, same thing. Not that it matters sometimes who I'm talking to but I didn't even recognize it was you, my friend.

You're doing it too, because I just found what he said funny without turning it on you, just the joke itself. Idk if you're funny or not, I was laughing at the joke not what it implied because I have no judgement or criticism towards you. If @StarStruckwas referring to you personally and was actually saying you weren't funny, idk, I didn't consider that before making my comment. So don't take it personal coming from me.

Lmao. Now, that's Something funny.

I would like for the forum users to answer that: Vote (1) for Nice Guy. (2) for not so nice. Leo that is and how YOU see him. I know this won't fly but nice try anyway. Everybody will be like wanting to vote 2 but don't want to be on the watch list.

No, I'm saying if I was an accountant or lawyer or executive, and being the same way I am, saying the same things, my intelligence wouldn't stand out as much; but because I'm a working girl and with the stigma around that in respect to the kind of women that do that type of work being called dumb with no other skills, I just appear to be so much more intelligent than what they expected. I was being funny when I said I can't act dumb but my level of intelligence to some quite surpasses the level they think working girls should be at, even though I personally think my intelligence is more of an EQ rather than IQ. I'm very highly Emotionally Intelligent, so I think anyway, with a little bit of IQ and now I'm developing my SQ.

Aww, thank you. Coming from you, that's a switch. I had to go re-read it again and corrected all the grammatical and spelling errors because I was in a flow when I was writing it. When I write like that it comes from the heart without thinking too much and i never re-read it because, at second thought, I might just erase it because of self-analysis and overthinking. I am learning how to see behind the scenes, through my minds eye, and it becomes easier when you understand that people are acting with good intentions but just don't know how to do it lovingly because of lack of self-love.

Different strokes for different folks. All different ways. Before knowing me and after are usually night and day, with the before a bit more negative and usually far away from who I really am. The one common trait I get, though is intelligent, but that's just from pre-judging me from what I do and not seeing women that do that as intelligent, but dumb; so that's just in comparison because I'm not that smart because I have a hard time acting stupid when I need to. I'm also very humble (not meek, but appreciative), kind and compassionate but people don't see that unless they truly know me deeply because that will only come through when they've dropped all their pre-conceived notions of me and who they think I am just from my appearance.

Start seeing yourself as nice; people see you the opposite of what you are.

Open my eyes. Every morning, faithfully. Haven't stopped yet.

Thank you.

I swear, you always come up with these brilliant responses. You are a born..... (fill in the blank)......i'm too tired to figure out the word.

Is there another place to find this...meaning, is there a video that this transcript was taken from that we can access so I can save it. If not, how can I save this. Thanks.

Be gentle. You don't know their situation. I'm beginning to understand this. It's obvious something is off. Can't straighten it with something else that's off. Show compassion. Understand this is not normal behavior, so is a lot of other stuff we do, just in different ways. I'm tempted to curse them too but I pause and understand that it is my problem to see it the way I do. So I change the way I see it and now I see it differently. We can either keep strolling or "lend a kind ear".

@mr_engineerI'm going to say this to you and this is the last time I'm going to comment on your threads that has this nature. I really do understand where you're coming from. Not agreeing or disagreeing with what you're saying, but I understand why you're doing this and feeling this way. You'll deny it, of course, but that's ok. You feel powerless, helpless. You have unknowingly given your power away to the opposite sex and now you're fighting to get it back. You are fighting, not because you hate women, but because you love them. The problem is you want to love them how you want to love them. In your mind, there is a particular way to do this, and if you're not allowed to express it in the way you know how, it drives you crazy. You were taught this. Maybe from how you saw your parents, Idk, but somehow you have a fixed notion of what loving a woman should look like and vice versa and it can't be any other way, so you believe. So now, that love has turned to hate, despair, hopelessness and somewhere in between. The irony is, it's turned towards yourself. You love women so much, you hate yourself for this because, from what you are noticing in the outside world, they are not worthy of your love. They have disappointed you. You are incapable of loving them the way they are because you have a fixed notion of how to show your love, and if you can't do it the only way you know how, then you see a life of loneliness and despair. Of not being able to share your twisted form of love with a partner. So now you fight. Fight to change the world and fight for what you think is right. Mother Theresa once said, in so many words, not verbatim, show me something to fight for and not against. You will be better off fighting for what you are for and leave alone what you are against. You will win that battle much easier because fighting against evil will beget more evil. Now you will be doing things and being a certain way that will be no worse than what you're fighting against. When you become Spiritually mature, you will start to realize this. You will realize that the world is how it is because it has to be that way. We are the ones calling things good and evil to suit our survival agendas. It will play inself out in Divine order. Save your energy and go figure out how to love yourself and the people around you. Find ways to change your state of being and your life will start to reflect that and how you wish to be. You will be surprised at how the outside world shows you how you are and what you represent will inturn start to reveal that to you. I can sit here and write posts about all the things in life I'm against and all the stuff I don't like about men that I would like to see change to suit my little egoic mind and what will make my puny little mundane life more enjoyable. But that's not taking responsibility for my growth and understanding of the nature of the Universe. That's putting me in the back seat and letting others drive me home. I need to take responsibility for my life and how I want to live it; not others, because there are no others. Others are just showing me what it is about myself and how I see myself. Change your identity and your experiences will change to match that vibration, There is no other way. You are messing with the flow of the Universe and all you will see is turbulence. Surrender your egoic will and start to recognize that there is only One thing at play here and it is you. So stop fighting a battle you will never win and start to appreciate the life that was given to you as a gift and start to become the change you want to see. That's what I've learnt and that's why I will stand for what I believe in and leave alone what I'm against, because all I would be doing is perpetrating what I'm against some more because that's what my attention is on and where my awareness is, and you are the light of awareness shining your light and bringing to life what you're focusing on. This is Infinity and you have a choice as to what part of the infinite potential you want to bring forth. This is fear you're projecting. Some form of it. Sorry for the book.

It seems like there is a trend here. Lots of Autistic individuals turn to Spirituality or are they just naturally inclined. I'm really curious as to why. Just on this forum alone I see many who are either Autistic or have ADHD. Does it have something to do with a particular side of the brain and how they interpret the world? They are usually very smart too and artistic. Are you the youngest in the family and are you considered the black sheep, since the black sheep is usually the one to Awaken first and is usually the youngest. I'm considered the black sheep but I'm not Autistic, or I don't think so, anyway. Can you be Autistic and have ADHD at the same time? Any of you beautiful Autistic ones want to enlighten me. I would love to understand the correlation between Autism and Spirituality.

Thank you. Now go jerk off some more. Now that's Absolutely Divine. Love you Bazooky.