Princess Arabia

Russia is the largest country in the world and it has some amazing landscapes and architecture. The buildings are very well built in certain parts like Moscow with their own uniqueness and Russian flair. It's architecture is very distinctive and instantly recognizable. Siberia occupies approx. 3/4 of Russia and Russia has some of the longest rivers in the world including The Volga which is the longest river in Europe. Join me as I explore and feature this vast country and it's nightlife, food, geography, culture, historic buildings, historical background and more.....

Why the fuck does one need years and years of a self-enquiry practice to figure out who they are.

It's always funny when I see someone telling someone else who they are and then the debate keeps going. No one knows who they are. Cannot know.

Seriously, so don't reprimand or think I'm joking around. You asked.

People don't want the truth, they just want to feel better. Notice this. Anyone that gets in the way of this, is the enemy.

The heart isn't shouting at the kidneys asking the kidneys how to beat. The liver isn't asking the tongue what it should do. Every organ does it's thing all on it's own. Except.......people who think they are people with a life and autonomy. Everyone has a question on how should I this and how should I that.

It's pretty simple. This isn't personal. This doesn't see a you or a me and this is unpolarized energy (not alive or dead) being everything. You or anyone doesn't have a life, never did because there is no you or anyone to have a life. Like it or leave it.

This "you are awareness" junk profile picture that everyone has fallen into is the dumbest spiritual notion I've ever heard. I used to believe that crap too. I used to chant that stupid Moojii chant "Awareness I am, awareness I am, awareness I am...OHM This shit. It never lasted long though because something about it just didn't feel right no matter how much I chanted. People are looking for relief so bad, they'll fall for anything from any long-bearded man on the interned that became popular from feeding their egos and made them feel better about their non-experiences. Love you Moojii, nothing personal. Big up to my Jamaican/Polish guru, but no thanks. I am awareness because I must be something if I'm not this body/mind. I can't be what I'm aware of so awareness must be what I am. No it's not. You are nothing. Nothing being a body where a sense has risen out of to feel like a separate person who has free will and choice, autonomy, a life of their own and will die someday and who lives in a vast universe filled with others. That's exactly what moojii is feeling also and why he feels the need to teach and tell others about who they are because he learnt it from someone else too. There is only NOTHING and nothing is being everything and all there is is nothing appearing and all that's appearing is all there is which is nothing. That sense is awake and when it goes to sleep, there's no sense telling itself it's there and no one there that feels like a self. When the body wakes up, that sense arises with it and it is not aware of itself because it is not really there. The same as a rainbow the colors seem to appear but they're not really real, the same with this sense, it seems to be a person, but it's a mirage, it ain't happening.

If one is clearly grounded in who they are and the reality they live in they wouldn't feel the need for compassion in this sense and the need to relay spiritual messages in ways it doesn't hurt others and I don't mean physically but mentally. Telling someone they don't exist and them being hurt by that shows they're not grounded in their existence in the first place. If I have to baby-sit others by trying to break it to them slowly but surely that their existence is imaginary then that speaks for itself and there's no need to even bother. I don't say what I say much for teaching anyone anything or trying to change anyone, the words are spewing themselves and no one needs to be taught about who they are and what existence is. It's either it's talked about or it's not. I'm not concerned with anyone agreeing or not agreeing with what's being said here. Who cares, certainly not me. They are just words left up for interpretation.

I'm not phased by those anti non-dual rhetorics. They are just coping mechanisms for the pain felt from separation. Those that speak against non-dualism is usually from a misunderstanding or a way of coping. It is a very broad field and even some speakers don't know what the hell they're talking about and have made it into a practice. I speak one way, you speak one way, neither is wrong or right. Some will say yes there is no self....but...where does the but fit in, coping mechanism. Let's not deny our humanity....coping mechanism. It's very subtle but can be seen through when understanding is present. Some will paint a nice picture on why we should be this why and not that way, or we should have compassion for those who are hurting (because that's the only reason why the compassion is needed) and to show how this non-dual stuff can hurt rather than help. That phrase alone shows COPING MECHANISM. We need to gently break in those who are starting to realize how deluded they've been their whole lives and not hit them upside the head with brute force. They need compassion and you need to have embodiment of something that cannot be embodied in the first place before you can talk about this stuff and not just what you've heard online. As far as i'm concerned, we were all babies at one point and everything was taught to us by someone. Every direct experience is known and translated by a previous knowing or one wouldn't even be able to translate that experience. Every person is coming from a place of knowing and all perceived knowing (which is illusory, BTW) came from other. I don't care what others think about what I say about what I say. It doesn't really matter anyway. Everyone on that forum is deluded, including myself so makes no difference. A bunch of scaredy cats and narcissists and whimps and neurotics trying to hold unto a reality that isn't real and looking to other for confirmation; and when that gets threatened, a wall gets put up and now they start threads to gather the army to fight against their non-existing opponent.

I quoted a specific part and responded to that. Doesn't mean he's a guy I'm agreeing with on everything, that's your assumption. I'm also through with going back and forth with you, that can get tiring and useless too. Doesn't matter either way, what is, is.

Yes, some don't want to hear certain things, they can't stand it; they just want to be helped, relief from the pain they feel from the illusion of separation. It's very painful to feel that. It feels lonely, desolate and in need of an embrace. I don't offer that embrace and i get flack for that.

There is no nature of reality in the Absolute sense. The only reality is your reality, like you say awareness, which also includes the I AM and consciousness. It's all the dream reality. There's nothing outside of it, everything is in relation to it and it is all it knows. It functions in a linear fashion and is dependent on other for it's confirmation and existence. That's all the dream. Awareness is a dream concept and one cannot exist without the other. There's a sense that arises within the body that says I AM, I am here, and everything else is over there...it's a felt sense but it isn't real and it isn't really there. I'm not sure where it comes from but it certainly doesn't appear in deep sleep. It lives in it's own reality and that's what you've described above. Without you, there's no reality but you don't exist so there's no reality other than the one the dream created. Nothing can be done about it as it's not really happening. This is just energy talking and words talking themselves with no one behind them. There's no one aware of anything and no one is conscious. There is only deep sleep and that's what nothing is which can appear as anything including bodies that seem to have awareness but that's just an appearance and isn't real. Nothing is.

To be God you surely ask a lot a questions about how to be God. Why not just bask in your Godness.

Nice. Sounds like a song adapted from a play. All you've just described was the dream without even realizing it. There is nothing outside of the dream of separation. Not a single experience can happen outside the dream of awareness.....yadi di, yadi da, perfect expression of how a dream inside wholeness operates. Can I ask you a question. Are you aware of your esophagus right now; and if not, how come since you are this awareness that's aware of everything....oops maybe only certain things that's convenient.

Self-inquiry is the biggest spiritual delusion of practices. "(You) are (aware) of (them)", 3 things there; there is no separation of any kind so who is aware of what without separation. Only apparently and seems that way. You've been duped, but not really cause you're not even there.

Can you quote where I've said that everything is an illusion. YOU CAN'T BECAUSE I SAID NO SUCH THING. I said you are. You don't exist. Awareness is the dream and that actual knowing you speak about is also the dream, the dream of knowing, that energy is delusional. Nothing is or can be known. All you speak about is the dream you're all engulfed in and cannot see otherwise because there's actually nothing to see. So the dream is it's own reality and speaks from that place. The crabs are always trying to grab me back down into the pot.

Fine, I respect your view. However, this is mine. Spiritually speaking, I'm not here to help anyone. No one needs help or can be helped in this domain. What you're speaking of is more of the artificial reality, one that doesn't exist. Why are you telling me that if I want to help someone I should so and so. Obviously something must be wrong with your reality and the one you've projected unto the world why you speak of helping someone. No heed for help if all is well. Why try to grab me back down in the crab pot from which you came. I'm already out of that pot. What I speak is what's obvious to me even though it's not necessarily clear. When I go to sleep there's nothing there and when I wake up it's back again. Why is that. I die some day, why is that, and i was not there at one time, why is that. Not questions that needs answers. I don't really care about your fake compassion and false truths in trying to make me seem like the enemy here and I'm not trying to sound enlightened either as there's no such thing. The world you speak of is more fake than the one i mentioned here but you're too wrapped up in your own self to see otherwise and thinking you're someone with a life that lives in a world that needs maneuvering by you. If that's not narcissism and neurosis, I don't know what is when you don't even know who you are. Sorry that I didn't help you or anyone else in your eyes by my words, but I'm not nihilistic and don't see a world where anyone needs to be spiritually helped. To tell you the truth, I resonate more with my way of speaking about this stuff than what you've said. You've also projected your ideas of me unto me and have made a lot of assumptions about what I've said. There is also no such thing as a non-dual teaching and no such thing as non-dual or spiritual bypass. You're the one caught up in the invisible trap and have bought into these conceptual ideas which makes no sense when thoroughly investigated. I will not let you or anyone else tell me how to speak and you can all you want think I'm just talking out my ass and parroting or whatever it is that you think is going on here. I'm more comfortable in this 'world' than your fake one. One where it's quite obvious that I am the common denominator and when I awake in the mornings is when the troubles begin and when I go to bed and asleep they end. That tells me what the problem is and that there actually isn't any, no traps and nothing to fear or lose but my own sense of self that ism't really there even though it feels like it and there's nothing i can do about it and nothing i can do for others about it either quite the contrary to what you believe when you insinuate helping others. I don't see anyone to help you do, and that's a projection because you see a you that needs helping, but I don't.

No you're not. I was being real. Nothing real about what's not real.

Ok, thanks for the info and the clarification.

Thanks. It started from my own home country Jamaica which I did months ago. Had the idea for Russia when I just learnt it is the largest country by mass in the world and it peaked my interest after watching a few videos and seeing the landscape and architecture. I'm trying not to showcase too much of the political side, though; maybe just a little bit but more of the culture and way of living for the people there. Glad you're enjoying it.

Everything is it.

Was wondering what he was talking about. Didn't want to get involved with that shit test.😏