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Imagine "TheGod" being a pornstar with a name like that. It's Like a Pope with the name Dick Head Jr. Lol

The title is a little bit harsh, don't ya think. Murder is wrong and cruel. If you just say you're a perfectionist without labelling it wrong and cruel, you wouldn't have such a hard time with it. Please, observe without judgement and life becomes a bit more manageable.

Simple. When someone says hi. do you hear them. When you're conversing, do you strain to hear. It's that simple. Don't complicate life. Also when people are drinking the music sounds better louder. Don't go to nightclubs if you're terrified. Earplugs also come with their set of problems if worn for too long.

My curious mind is always contemplating shit; but if I start to contemplate the mind, it says to me "what you doing, don't you know you're using me to contemplate me". Lol

You're missing my point. Doesn't matter what business you're into, if you're a disturbed person inside, it will reflect outside no matter what. Doctors have ruined lives including their own..Lawyers have ruined lives, including their own. There are Doctors that molest patients, lawyers have done monstrous things. I just named those professions, it could be anything. Modeling has done wonders for some, nursing have destroyed some. Lots of nurses are on opoids. I know that for a fact. Let's not point out specific occupations, it depends on the character engaged, even though some businesses have a higher rate of you becoming more corrupted etc.

Whose the "I" you're referring to and what is this "nothing". Hope you realize you're still saying you're something.

Why do you show this video. So now OP is going to go through the same thing, right. What we're failing to understand in our society is that these are symptoms of a much deeper issue. Porn, drugs, addictions, etc are just effects of a root cause. Don't blame the porn, don't blame the drugs, don't blame the addictions. He's saying the porn career made him look at women as sex objects...well duh..so does half of society. You guys have no idea how a lot of people are coping with their issues and traumas. Porn, alcohol, drugs gambling etc are just more noticeable and more demonized. Whatever issues he had, the porn just magnified it and now he's thinking his porn career made him this way. What about those people who never got negatively impacted by doing this. They had a wonderful career, made lots of $$ and retired to a "normal" life happily ever after. I know librarians who are fucked up. I know secretaries who got on drugs, don't look at men in a healthy way and wanted to kill themselves. It's not the porn. That's just an anchor. It could have been anything else that made those issues come up. Dont be fooled. Most of the time, things aren't what they seem and sometimes there are deeper issues than what's on the surface. People will also judge OP for saying this and wanting to do this and praise someone else who probably said they would like to be a scientist, how do I start. I'm not saying these things to say I agree or disagree nor am i saying there aren't consequences to such things, but shit happens in any career, to all types of people and there are lots of hidden stuff behind closed doors that are not publicized that have ruined many people's life's that seemed safe.

Showing your body in public and social media doesn't equate to the willingness to do porn or be easily persuaded. This is why so many people are easily fooled by appearances. One has nothing to do with the other.

That's a more reasonable way to look at it.

Well, I never knew what Joseph Rodriguez looked like talking because his videos are usually only narratives, but now I know. That voice is one of a kind. Always interesting to listen to. Love his channel.

We can also know things on a metaphysical level too. We can know a lot of things. Just because you're confused and don't know much, there are a lot of people who do know. I don't think anyone person can know it all but we can definitely get to know the Universe. It's probably wise to have an open mind about our views but saying we know nothing is just trying to be safe to not be wrong. So best to stay safe. To me that's a cop out.

Limit your stories, ideas, interpretations, judgements and criticisms to what's arising. Deal with what is and not what you think should be. If something arises that you don't like, see it for what it is without judgement. If you lock your keys in the car, don't say I should have been more careful, what an idiot I am, just call the locksmith and move on. If you mess dinner up don't say what a fool I am for fucking up dinner. If you see a post that asks how do you allow everything to be as It is, just move on if you don't know the answer; but I'm still practicing.

Life is a mystery unto itself. That's why we're here, to explore, not to know. Saying we don't know anything is hogwash because I do know how to make rice and peas and curry chicken. God loves it. He told me so.

Thank you for this indepth explanation I enjoyed reading it.

I'm intelligently and joyfully being present with your absence. Ok, bye bye now.

I don't see the connection of your story with the title.

There's nothing to protect. Let go of your stories and ideas about what you think is happening. Just allow things to unfold. You're just driving yourself crazy in the process of life unfolding.

How do you tell when someone is awake. What do they sound like, look like, seem like. They look like Sadguru, Moojii Rupert, the Buddha, Jesus. They chant shreem brezee, ohm, ohm, ohm, don't get angry, no emotions...i mean how, what. Cut the nonsense. How is thought bondage. If thought is bondage then thought is also liberation. What is looking. What is beneath that veil. When you drop everything, what remains. It's always there. Wide the hell Awake, observing you and your silliness. It ain't going nowhere. That thing that keeps following you around. Yeah that's it. That's you. Wide awake. Watching you sleep. No one is awake because there's Noone to awaken. Only God exist. Is God asleep? 5MeO leaves you alone with Reality? When it wears off my friends are back? Where did they go when I was trippin' on MeO? They went to the club? Now they're back. I need me some more 5MeO cause I'm tired of they asses. I need to be alone with Reality. Hey Reality here I come! Wait up! Oh shit, it left. Guess I'm stuck with all you'all.

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That's so true. I tend to forget that sometimes but I'm aware of it. Windows 8 arguing with Windows 10.

I wish you the best in this endeavor. You deserve it. You also seem to have a very good approach to this and probably burnt through most of the superficiality parts in the dating field, like just looking to get laid by whomever. After awhile the soul yearns for something more.