Princess Arabia

You guys would make very poor detectives, actually. Why would I make a Jamaica thread being from India and why even post my pictures everywhere if they're fake. Why make a journal of my mom's death, why talk about my escort work, why why why why there are so many why's other than writing style and changing profile pics twice a year which is about how often I change them. Why the same fake picture. Who is this person's picture I'm posting all over the internet. FB and Instagram also has the same pics. Jesus you guys are the perfect example of fools who are easily scammed. I guess pretty India listened to gangsta rap and snoop dog and Dr Dre check out my journal. Idiots. Investigate before you flexigate. Why post so much shit that she wouldn't post just to prove I'm not her. Did you ever check out the healthy food mega thread and seen all that shit i posted and all the other mega threads I started. Did pretty do all that shit for the few tears she was here. Why start now. Just to prove my non-existence. Ludicrous and utterly nonsensical.

Ok I'm pretty India. I give up. You guys have solidified my belief in human self-deception and how real it is and how deep it runs. Sad really. Things staring you in the face and denial just imperative. I'm not going to argue on this anymore believe what you want. Silly really, but hey, do is all the other shit people believe. I should just change my name to pretty India since that's what I'm believed to be. Lol, pretty funny too.

Dear God, I'm so sorry for saying all the time I didn't choose to come here. You have shown me how you didn't either, and because of that I must be here, can't not be here because there is no choice in the matter. I have always contemplated that and it was the premise for a lot of my resisting, combative, defiant and rebellious arguments against life. Why should I have to so and so and so and so when I didn't ask to be here. I now truly get how I didn't ask to be here but must be here. I'm not even really here but i won't get into that now. I just wanted to say, thanks for always answering my genuine and curious inquiries into the nature of things and I truly believe that because I've not attached myself to any outcomes, don't really care about anything in the sense of what happens to me or trying to get anything from life other than for the survival of my being and body and that I am in love with life itself to the point where at times I hate it. I don't care what happens to me in the sense where there's not much attachment there anymore and I realize it's not permanent and live from that place, therefore there's a lot of love expressions coming out for others and can see the beauty that's in everything it most things. Not everything, gotta be real about this, but most. Beauty is in the cusp of life, the transitions, the impermanence, the changes. Most want permanency but that's not where beauty lies, it lies where there's nothing to point to permanently to say that's beautiful, it lies where no one can get attached to it, it lies where it can't be owned or claimed, it lies in the shape-shifting. This is why I don't mind suffering anymore and I don't chase happiness. It's all transient and beauty also can be found there. People don't realize how it's the happiness that they chase that's responsible for their sadness and suffering. Not pain, that's different, pain is inevitable, it's how life feels itself but suffering is not that's illusory and spawns from ignorance. Ignorance and attachment and neurosis. It's not a judgment but a revelation. Takes a while to get to understand and relate to this but I have. Not saying I never suffer but it's over so quickly even when the circumstances of the suffering remains the same. I've kind of taken me out the picture but it's not easy when it's so embedded and feels so real. I get it now, I must be, just as you must be as I'm not separate from nor united with nor connected to, it's simply a matter of ALL THERE IS and all there is, is simply just that, ALL THAT IS. There's nothing that must be, all that must be is all that is which is simultaneously nothing and everything, full and empty and neither. I am not one with you as there's no I and there's no you. I get it now and also don't.

Lol....thats a lot of work to try and fake some unimportant being who started a lot of mess and got banned. Like really. There's nothing about me that screams that woman other than I'm a female. Analyze my writing style, content and how much spirituality I talk about and there's nor even a minute similarity.,..other than that i'm female and something for you to pick at me about. Whomever pictures i'm using (which has been the same one and used quite a lot here between let's see, numerous profile pics, few times in a previous journal in the healthy foods thread random responses in the past and in my Dear Mom journal when my mom passed, whomever pic I'm using is getting a lot of show and hopefully dead so I don't get sued. Your claims aren't even substantial and are groundless.

This right here is at the core of my famous saying(to me anyway) "I didn't ask to come here". This explains to me why I am presumably here. It answers how I'm here, it made me rest that saying and will never say it again because I can see now that I didn't ask to come here, no one did, but everyone's presence MUST be because existence must be and is a necessary unfolding. Whether that's the case or not, it resonated and something here is saying 'did that show you how you're here and that you didn't ask to come here but YOU MUST BE. Forget about that "there's no one" stuff right now this here explains how I am. Even though there's no real "how" but that's the best way I can put it.

I was reading your post and was like, "damn", then I read some more and was like "wow", kept on reading and was like "I like that", more... and was like "great way to put it" read more... and at the end was like "damn, have to read that over" a lot to take in. Sounds perfect to me except for a few things, but that's just word semantics I won't taint this post with my views and expressions, it's fine all on it's own.

Who dream characters? Lol

Go through your profile, go through my profile, I wonder whose has the most negative comments and cursing people out. How did I know it was a negative comment when I saw your name mentioning me, because most of your comments are. Thank God for paper proof. Anybody? Go check. The proof is in the pudding. Plus, I'm not sure who I'm arguing with here. Another proof in the pudding. Read the thread, go through my two comments, doesn't look like arguing to me. Plus I didn't even respond to a comment that may have turned into one, I ignored it for the sake of not arguing. I've helped more people on here than you can ever imagine to. Youve never started a thread nor gave any potent or valuable advice to anyone but be sarcastic and talk shit. Go through my record; lots of info people can use to better their lives. Go sit down with that. I can recognize the people who just want to tear me down just for the sake of tearing me down and you're one of them. Never any basis for your remarks about me. As a woman, to you, just making a comment just talking, just responding, is an argument to you, up to you and women should just shut up and listen, without anything to say, that's the energy you've projected. I remember once you tried to tear Emerald down too for no reason other than her just talking and maybe opposing Leo on something your comment to her was very condescending and always is to the women on here and about women. Is this enough arguing over pointless BS for ya! Want some more. Cause I can give you some more. That comment you made seems more suitable for you.

Whatever it takes. Not taken personal anyway. Hope we helped.

If you were merging with God, you would have apologized to the women on the forum instead of thanking us for using us as rage bait.

Lol

Jamaica is an island of fruitful fruits.

Jamaica, beautiful island in the West Indies where I grew up, is known for it's cultural background. Our national motto is "Out Of Many One People" which alludes to the various ethnic groups among the population; which, to-date, stands at approximately 3million people. Here I will be posting videos and making posts about the different aspects of this very diverse Caribbean Island including, sports, food, music, politics, news, environment, and about the country in general. I'll start with this introductory video that states a few facts about the country.

Ok, gotcha.

Everything has become a math problem with an equation to solve. We've turned life into "everything, including taking a shit and brushing the teeth, into calculus".

So I copied the above video from Freetube but it plays on regular Youtube. How's that. Still getting a feel for this so I might be missing something. I downloaded it already. Will explore some more.

Testing.....

I could be wrong but seems like YT is finding a way to not allow for content creators to profit as much off their platform. Since they've grown over the years they've introduced so many new changes and the ads are getting more per episode and the amount of ads depends on the size of the channel. Is this app by the original Youtube itself. Will they charge for anything there in the future and will existing content creators on the original channel lose more than just ad revenues. I'll just go check it out. Maybe I'll find my answers there.

You eat and it's done, you smoke and it's done. So what now. What's the difference. Your relationship with sex is what you feel the need to transcend. Have you gotten sick of cigarettes and ice cream. You will when the relationship goes sour just like it has with sex. There's one denominator here. Haven't you gotten sick of yourself yet.

Stop already. The woman ain't finding it for herself. There's a man involved. So the sex found him either way. Takes two. Men that don't chase but attract will never know what it's like for sex to find them. I agree with what he's saying.

Lol...good. My point was clearly made then which was demonstrated by your response. Excellent. The response matched perfectly with what was said.

Yeah, but that's all empty talk and a bunch of words muffling under the pretense of saying anything of real substance. Just as this ,BTW, without the utterer, those words don't mean anything, without an observer like you who said "damn" those words are empty, only full because there's an observer to notice the fullness. It's all empty and full simultaneously but all empty, meaningless and of no purpose or substance and that's how THIS what's appearing is even possible .

Nothing is really being understood, known, clarified or even being pointed to. This is why some may appear to not understand and speak from a place of confusion even after they've demonstrated that they've understood said subject or topic. Of course, in normal back and forth conversations and on average and in the flow of things it seems that one is understanding and one is clarifying to the other and the person got it and the other is explaining to the other and they've both accomplished a feat of explaining, clarifying and understanding. No. Words (mumbo jumbo) was exchanged, something familiar with those words interpreted them and something energetically collected that data and with the use of recognition of some kind (not sure how it all works) but it is apparently happening all by itself and not even really and without anyone doing anything. Ever heard of machines using face-recognition to identify people. How do we think that's possible. Even AI and robots. Do you really think that's anything special and different and some extraordinary invention; we're not much different than robots and AI and no we don't have souls and consciousness and don't even bother with the AI and robots can't feel and love and all that jazz because we can't either. Only appears that way. Everything, Everything, Everything, is Nothing appearing as such including feelings, apparent beliefs of souls, thoughts ideas concepts understanding, clarifying, everything. Sometimes I wonder how this hasn't become obvious. I feel when I speak like this I'm sounding ordinary to myself but it's being accepted as some weird as message and this girl is luny toon. Tk ne it's so obvious. It's not a lived sense because there's no one actually choosing to live a certain way so I can't live like oh well there's no one here so......no it's not like that, it's automatic. The clues are everywhere. Very subtle. All I just explained isn't really happening either since actual happenings require time and space, it's all apparent and empty and void of any reality or real substance, but that can't be known.

I never said anyone adopts to a mental story, you've interpreted what I said as such. The SENSE of a separate individual that arose in the human being is lost, just as someone can lose their sense of smell or taste, to reveal there was never an individual there to begin with, ALREADY, and cannot sense 'other' to be individuals either. A person that cannot taste or smell needs 'objects' to reveal to it that there's no sense of smell or taste. Therefore, when and if that apparently happens, it doesn't have a need to teach other anything and talking will automatically be happening to and by no one and there wouldn't be expressions of teachings happening only messages and responses which would be an energetic exchange just as what's happening here but because there is a sense of self it's interpreted as someone reading and someone responding when, in fact, it's the Absolute 'playing both parts'.

Irony is, that's liberation. Liberation is the freedom to be whatever the fuck it wants as in using liberation for it's gain. Liberation is staring us in the face but we can't see it because it's everything and for no one. Can't be liberated and be tied down to conditions. There is no liberation for the ego because the ego is liberation being an ego. Ego trying to liberate itself using itself. Liberation is all there is. Blah blah blah. The ego cannot hear and understand these words. Something else will that is not a structure.