Princess Arabia

Maybe you need to ask a question first.

Ok Mr. UUUUMMMM. That's my new name for you. Did you break your ankle Mr. UUUUMMMM. OK now let's not derail the thread.

Uuuummm could mean anything. Like uuuummmm hey there asshole.

I really didnt think you were him but it kinda had me guessing. That's the influence @Schizophonia has on my mind; always keeps me guessing. He's full of surprises and is always coming up with original thoughts and ideas which he likes to put on paper. Anyway, nice story and maybe you'll meet again someday.

@SchizophoniaI think you are @Mesopotamianin disguise. Your comment to me about how you're not interpreting anything, if I don't trust you and you explaining what happened behind the scenes, reveals that. But, I could be wrong. That comment made no sense coming from someone who didnt write the initial post. Then again, you make no sense half the time. You're also explaining what he didn't find attractive about her while non of this was in the original post.

You are missing the point. My life is a story and I'm not denying that. What I'm saying is the stuff the mind makes up about what we experience can cause mental pain and suffering. I'm talking about being deluded, wrong assumptions, ideas about a thing that are only fitting into our current paradigm and beliefs. They can cause us to enter into a world that doesn't exist but only in our minds. We have constructed that and now we've become alienated from Reality and not conscious. This is how you become present, this is how suffering stops or become drastically reduced. It takes a certain level of awareness to understand what I'm pointing to here. @Yimpathis is kind of what I'm talking about and referring to. Not precisely, but close enough. It just happened to pop up on my feed a few mins ago, I didn't go searching for it. This is kinda what I'm talking about, when you drop your stories and ideas and interpretations about life to a minimal, life begins to line up for you. It's an easier way to become aligned with Reality and be more into the flow state. It's like this video revealed itself to me right after having the conversation with you. It happens all the time. I see lots of synchronicities because of this practice.

How the hell do you know what happened behind the scenes. We're you there? Trust? Where did that come from. You're sounding like you are the OP himself..lol. I'm concerned with interpretations because it has caused me suffering no matter how small. Just like I see on this forum day in and day out, in my personal interactions with others and on the internet. It's like a plague. I don't sit around and wait to be magically free from mental slavery. I take responsibility and work to free myself from the bondage of the mind and interpretations are just that interpretations. I'm not interested in living interpretations. I'm interested in being present.

Thanks for proving my point even more. I never said she rejected him, nor did I say she wasn't intetested. He asked for contact info and none was given. THAT'S IT. Anything else we say after that is all stories, ideas about what happened and interpretations.

Lmao

Stories. Stories. Stories about what happened and your interpretation. If you notice in the second to last paragraph he said he expressed a wish to meet again, if fate allowed. To his surprise no exchange of contact information occurred. I don't need to interpret that. The sentence spoke for itself. He wanted a number and she didn't give it. Self explanatory. So your stories about wanting to fuck her and wasn't attracted by the whole thing (character, hobbies, skin color blah blah, are your stories and ideas about what happened), none of this was said in the OP. Goes to show, this is how we live our whole lives, interpreting and inventing stories that we have to keep building on about people and our ideas about what happened. Another reminder here for me. I see it everyday in myself and others. That's how the ego gets constructed. I'm on the look-out, believe me. All these things I'm being taught. I have to confirm for myself,most of them, and I'm seeing through most of them by just being aware and through observation. Now c'mon with your rebuttal. I even observed myself expecting a rebuttal, which I'll get just from expecting it. Hehe.

Well, I'm farting right now; and I'm having a deep connection and understanding that it's blowing away with the wind and it's bringing me joy. By, bye, now.

Here comes the continuous stories, excuses, assumptions and reasons why what you said isn't so. He will dissect your every sentence and put it through the court of law and explain to you, why he's the victim. The jury will find him not guilty by reason of sexless insanity and he will ask for a plea bargain because he didn't realize he was being set free.

How can I be here and there at the same time, but still be here and there simultaneously. Look at the names bar. I'm staring at the screen and the first name there is mine, Princess Arabia. I'm sitting on my couch, and my computer is showing me my name on a computer screen. Where am I? On my couch or inside the computer. Obviously it feels like I'm on my couch. So how am I seeing my name on the computer in live time. If I log off, my name isn't there anymore, but I'm still on my couch. I didn't move but I have been removed from what? Where? Inside the computer. I'm also seeing other user names that are logged on at the same time as me. There are discussions going on inside this computer I'm typing on right now, but I can't hear a word. I know there are discussions going on right now somewhere down the street that I can't hear, or is there. Are there really forum members interacting with each other as I'm typing this? My room is very quiet and all i can hear is rain drizzling but you guys are still talking amongst each other, but i can't see or hear anything. It's all happening inside this computer right now, or is it? This is fucking amazing. How so much can seem to be happening inside this computer, when if I was to smash it to pieces, you guys will still be there. Or will you. Are you even there now. Not sure if this is proof of no-self or not but it reveals something extraordinary and shows me that I'm actually not actually here or there, but everywhere and nowhere all at once.

He won't understand this. He keeps fighting everyone that tells him this with a bunch of excuses and poetry.

Ear plugs imaginary, sense organs imaginary, ears imaginary, music imaginary, the club imaginary, the people in the club imaginary, you imaginary, everything imaginary except your deaf ass ears.

I think you've been doing too much psychedelics lately..lol.

People's denial to these Truths, especially in an arrogant or aggressive way, and with no basis for their denial, usually tells me something. The way you acted towards Solipsism, true or not, says more than what the ears hear. I've noticed this a lot with people on these kinds of topics including politics. If you tell someone they are God, and they respond with anger and aggressive denial, speaks volumes. People will deny stuff just out of the blue without questioning far out claims. People that laugh it off and call you crazy and move on are more prone to not have a clue; but when you're met with anger and aggression, there's something they know deep down in their psyche but just refuse to acknowledge it.The devil needs to be comfortable doing it's work first and keep denying until it's ready. .

Even important things. Even more so. Love the "intentions" part.

It doesn't need clarification. Just needs to be seen for what it is and just to put awareness on it and show it some love. If someone called me cruel, I'd probably want to act out too. That's the power we have. We don't understand what it means to have God-like powers. We can recontextualize anything and make it work for us instead of demonizing it. It's energetic and energy takes form. Now he has turned his perfectionism against him just from demonizing it.

Imagine "TheGod" being a pornstar with a name like that. It's Like a Pope with the name Dick Head Jr. Lol

The title is a little bit harsh, don't ya think. Murder is wrong and cruel. If you just say you're a perfectionist without labelling it wrong and cruel, you wouldn't have such a hard time with it. Please, observe without judgement and life becomes a bit more manageable.

Simple. When someone says hi. do you hear them. When you're conversing, do you strain to hear. It's that simple. Don't complicate life. Also when people are drinking the music sounds better louder. Don't go to nightclubs if you're terrified. Earplugs also come with their set of problems if worn for too long.

My curious mind is always contemplating shit; but if I start to contemplate the mind, it says to me "what you doing, don't you know you're using me to contemplate me". Lol

You're missing my point. Doesn't matter what business you're into, if you're a disturbed person inside, it will reflect outside no matter what. Doctors have ruined lives including their own..Lawyers have ruined lives, including their own. There are Doctors that molest patients, lawyers have done monstrous things. I just named those professions, it could be anything. Modeling has done wonders for some, nursing have destroyed some. Lots of nurses are on opoids. I know that for a fact. Let's not point out specific occupations, it depends on the character engaged, even though some businesses have a higher rate of you becoming more corrupted etc.

Whose the "I" you're referring to and what is this "nothing". Hope you realize you're still saying you're something.