Princess Arabia

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@Bufo AlvariusI see what you're getting at but for me, it's simply a discussion for these types of talks. If you observe in the other sections e,g the dating section, I don't reply to someone's concern about a dating issue by saying, don't worry nothing is happening, there's no you and experience is illusion. I address the issue as it appears. I usually only reserve these talks for my journal, the spirituality section or if it comes up for discussion. I'm not in denial of anything and I find there's a lot of misunderstanding of non duality and the Absolute. Many misunderstandings there. One is people think because I might say something, I'm denying it's opposite. Or that, when I say something is meaningless it means i'm nihilistic and go about my life without meaning or purpose and I look at life a certain way or the trees are meaningless etcetc. This is meaningless and that's why we are able to give it meaning. If it already came with it's own meaning you or I wouldn't be able to place our own. That's how come it's meaningless. I speak on these things when I have somewhat a thorough understanding of what I'm saying not just repeating words I've heard. They make sense in an Absolute way but not to a person who doesn't really see or understand where those words are coming. Plenty factors are at play here. Understanding, observation, experience, a knowing, feeling, intuition, a felt sense, an unfelt sense, and more. It's not complete and cannot be where it's timeless and boundless.

No, you said I was denying God's existence by saying there's no one or there's no me or whatever. I said no you were denying God's existence by saying youlre there because there can't be God and also you. Anyway, about the other stuff, I'm through with that nonsensical conversation. It's not going anywhere and it's time consuming where I don't feel the need to waste my time there discussing slaves and who made who type words on a screen and blah blah. The brain doesn't work like yours and lots of confusion and complications are at play there.

Not too much on electronics and these issues, no but I think it's a server issue. FYI, I also have other interests and knowledge about lots of other things. Life is normal for me, I'm not living in a world of there is no me nothing to do and nowhere to go. Not too many places I can talk about this stuff so I do it here and get on you guys nerves about it here. Outside I'm partying and drinking and drugging it up till I pass out to no me and wake up to noself. Just kidding there, but yeah, I have other interests,

No, it's back again. For a day or two it was perfect, then it went back to haywire again, so its not just you.

Women don't have lots of options, men do. This is another "nothing is as it seems" thing in life. It may seem like we have way more options but only to mostly other men. Women realize that lots of men will approach but very few she'd be interested in. Most men don't realize this especially the younger ones. Older men will understand this better because they know how men can be and that women have to be more picky than them when it comes to certain things especially in the safety arena. All younger men see is pretty woman, lots of men flocking therefore tons of options. NO, NO, NO. I envy men in this arena. They have so many options of beautiful women. Beautiful women are everywhere. That's all it takes for them initially. Our option is to vet out the assholes, the creeps, the dangers, the dusties, the losers, the predators...i mean the list goes on. Men initially want looks and physical attraction. Women too, to an extent, but it's not that important to women as it is for men. Sometimes for us, all it takes is that he's fairly financially independent, respectful, and not a killer or a rapist for us to even consider a first date which is hard to determine just by looks alone so we take a lot of chances just saying yes to a first date alone. A man goes out, a woman goes out. Both are attractive. No one approaches the man, a few men approaches the female. The man sees 20 females that day that he wouldn't mind going out with or having sex with. That day the female saw no guy or maybe one or two she would even consider going out with and none she would initially want to have sex with without getting to know him first. Even though she was cat-called, gawked at, approached and looked at by tons of guys. Where are her options there. The guy might not have scored that day but his options were way more to even want to try for a score. She just didn't see that many to even consider because she just wasn't interested. Keep in mind both weren't initially looking but for the male his eyes wandered because that's just what men do sometimes. The word "options" is what's being discussed here. Not who gets approached more. He sees more like he likes she sees less of what she likes. The reason she sees less is mainly due to women being more emotional and for men more visual. A man just walking by has not stirred up any emotions yet she knows nothing about him that she can relate to and hasn't felt anything just yet. For him, fantasy land took over and he's dreaming about what those legs look like inside those jeans and those nipples are they suckable or her hair how he loves the look. For him, it's easy; for her, let's just say it's "let's put on the investigator glasses. Does she feel safe, is he lying about not having a gf, does he really like her for her, does he make her laugh, etcetc, while for him the job is already done. Took 5mins for him. I see, I like, I want. Nightlife is a bit different where alcohol and drugs get involved and people's inhibitions are at play. Women get a bit more loose in these environments and are not as quick to look for safety concerns overall; maybe just for the night concerns as in getting home safe or is he a rapist or a killer kind of concern which is a bit extreme if it's under normal circumstances. Usually she's not thinking these things if she met him under certain circumstances like friends, he's a regular, her judgment, and so on. A woman may see one man she would fuck that night and a man see 10. Who has more options there. Options is who has more to work with not who has more admirers.

Whatever you say and believe. Makes no difference. I can't believe you actually think you made me do anything that meant anything to me. None of that nattered to me it is you that's giving it all meaning in your world. To me, they were just a bunch of typed words that i played a game with you and typed., that's it. Saying you made me do it is like saying I made you write that response because I responded back or you made me type these words i'm typing now just to respond to you and that every single person that responds to anybody on the forum, the person they're responding to made them do it.

Just because a female is attractive and has tons of Instagram followers doesn't mean she has lots of options and that tons of guys are going for her. They might all be thinking what you're thinking and therefore none are after her for fear of competition and she's waiting for the first guy to impress her and come correct. Lots of very attractive women don't get approached for this very same reason and even the guys that do approach already have in their minds that tons of guys are after her, so their chance is limited, and she feels that. Why do you think it's usually the short fat balsy, funny, outspoken confident guy that can reel in the very attractive women sometimes. He's not caught in in theorizing her and idealizing her and just going after what he wants and letting the rest follow. Attractive women find this very appealing.

Everything is not "just dream", you've interpreted what I've said this way. Only the I AM is the dream, everything else is simply nothing appearing. I don't own expressions they are just expressions. To the dream they are my expressions. If I speak normally, I'd probably say my expression of but that's the dream talking, the dream can become lucid even though it's still just an appearance and not really happening. When I say not really happening, it's quite obvious to me in the Absolute sense that nothing is really happening. My life seems to go on where feelings are felt and sensations appear and the rest, as nothing really happening cannot be experienced and felt. Those words are only for discussions about the Absolute even though here lots have fallen away to reveal I have no life and no one is in this body.

All appearances are meaningless. Everything is meaningless in the Absolute sense which is where i'm coming from when I say things like this. It's pretty obvious your comment seems to have meant something to me or I wouldn't have responded; but it is totally without meaning without me giving it meaning and the me doesn't actually exist so it is meaningless. And in case someone is saying let's see if your face gets smashed in if that's meaningless, that's on you because I already said it seems to have meaning to a me, but that's as far as meaning goes. The individual is the dream itself. I've also said no one IS dreaming; the individual that sees itself as separate is the dream. I'm not flattening anything. Nothing is already flat by it's own existence and you're the one that wants to brighten it up and give it importance. Everything is nothing and nothing is everything so to itself nothing means anything.

Yeah, I won't deny this and I'm not really concerned about it either as ilm not trying to be perfect, i am not teaching a class on deconstruction of the illusory nature of existence and there are still remnants of a me that seems to still be felt even though it's not really there, so of course it's incomplete. I'm still deconstructing as I go along and observing as I do so and realizing as I realize. This is all illusory too and all stories as there's nothing to deconstruct, it's just what seems to be happening.

.....and I made you shut up, didn't I. You didn't make me do anything.

@Bufo Alvariusthis is what I said about experience.

I explained this in my response to Meeksauce. Not sure how to insert and quote it here but I'll try. Exactly as you're saying here (not verbatim) is how I explained it. There is experience but not to or for anyone, just experience as itself. You must have seen that discussion or you wouldn't have mentioned experience but I'm not sure how you could have missed where I explained myself to what I meant when I said experience is an illusion.

Ok, misunderstood.

This statement is an oxymoron (a statement that contradicts itself and creates a new meaning to the terms used). "Non-duality" and "more accurate" are contradictory terms when used side by side.

I realize my own non-existence. I realize other is only other because I'm here. I realize that I feel like a somebody. I realize it's the deepest feeling. It can't be unfelt. It's like a sense. The sense of taste cannot be unsensed, it has to fall away on it's own. I eat an apple. I taste the apple. How can I 'untaste' the apple. The sense of taste can go away where I cannot taste an apple anymore. Well, that's the same thing here. The sense of a separate person has to fall away for the person to realize it's own absence. Duh! Yes, I said that. See, can't happen. How can a person realize it's not there, literally. What can happen, though, is a sense can develop that says the person isn't there. Like an override of the previous sense. Like i sense I'm here but i can also sense I'm not here. Makes sense? Nope. Well, that's the point, nothing really does. Nothing makes sense. Got that. Nothing really makes sense. NOTHING makes all the sense. It's paradoxical. Nothing makes (actually makes) sense for itself.

This is the funniest thing i've heard in my lifetime. Enlightenment wants to tell the other no beings about itself but the other noselves aren't listening. At least try to act as if you're enlightened to pull it off. Saying they're not listening is like saying I'm talking to my ears but it won't hear.

I'm not saying I go around saying experience is an illusion and therefore this food I'm eating for breakfast before I go visit my family is not happening so I sit there and do nothing since experience is an illusion. This stuff cannot be actualized and practiced and be consciously chosen. It is that very fact why experience seems to exist in the first place. It is it's own 'being' but a person comes in and says they're having an experience. It is not your experience, it is just experience. I'm just pointing that out when I say that. There's an I here so I'm not denying my own experiences. I'm not expecting you to do anything in this regard because you can't because you're not doing or having an experience in the first place to do or not do something about. It's just forum talk that means nothing and denied by a me who seeks meaning and purpose and saying experience is an illusion doesn't add anything to that, it takes away. It's the only reason why it's not attractive to you to hear that. "I have awakened" seems like a more attractive thing to entertain for the me so it comes on a forum and advertise it to the other me's it created and imagined and tell them it awoke to Solipsism while having a never-ending discussion about it to the others that aren't there. You need to awaken to insanity, not solipsism.

And more holes than wholeness itself...jesus, I can't believe I'm laughing this much and corrupting wholeness with my wholeness Swiss cheese jokes. 🤣

No, the dream is in and out of it's own dream. It gets a taste of reality which is nothing but it keeps on dreaming by concepting and ideaing and arguing with people on forums to maintain itself. If it didn't along with all the other normal human things it does, it would just be nothing. Pure energy, it doesn't want that so it keeps on trucking and dreaming up experience and direct experiencing itself into thinking it has awakened when the truth of the matter is it is deep sleep, being - being someone that awakened and is arguing with princess on a forum. Nothing is actually happening - literally. This isn't youtube talk and nonduality bullshit it learnt from yt this is deep sleep yapping away as a lucid dream, and it knows this not from knowledge but something its also being and that is intuition. Something knows this, but it's not a knowing, it's an unknowing. Like it retreats back into itself because it can, as it can be anything as it is unlimited and free. Experience is an illusion. It cannot experience itself.

Youre right because deep sleep..aka..nothing..is all there is. I said awakening but I was just using a term humans made up. I'm not sure if you realize that Absolute infinity is deep sleep. Deep sleep is not a state. It is nothing being itself without being everything. It's not being deep sleep it is deep sleep. Language is limited but deep sleep is the most natural thing there is. This is what this is. All those words used to describe infinity as in timeless, boundless, etcetc, is exactly what deep sleep is like. YOU DISAPPEAR AND NOTHING EMERGES.

Oh my dearest God, such delusion. Doesn't get any more deluded than this. "God has an intellect", no God is intellect. God has nothing it is everything. Intelligence and meaning cannot be baked in the structure of reality because there is no actual reality. The only reality is the one the IAM creates for itself. Other than that, nothing being everything and nothing has no structure and has nothing baked into it. You are trying to limit it to your notions and ideas of what you think it is. It is nothing so its everything including this meeksauce conversation we're having. The greatest thing imaginable to a me that thinks its separate from it. It's not anything great to itself because its timeless and boundless. Purpose and meaning is also for the scared little me that is limited and seeks safety and it's mother's embrace. Meaning and purpose are limitations. This is unlimited and infinite and timeless. Purpose and meaning is bounded finite and happens in time because it suggests continuity, there's none. Your finite mind which is actually non existent cannot compute what's being said here. Its too busy looking for a way out if it's own mess of web entanglement.

If you were truly awake you would realize you were never born. It's the absolute being a human that sees other humans being born and now it thinks it was born. You're nothing. Go back to sleep, that's your true nature - deep sleep. You've awaken out of deep sleep and you you are. I AM you say. No you're an energetic structure in the firm of a sense we call the I AM. Go back to sleep and thats awakening for ya.

Lol. You don't even realize. That's the tragedy of humans, thinking they're any different than a brick wall. You're nothing, buddy, tryna be something. Nothing as in the absolute so its not an insult. It's all nonsense.