Princess Arabia

Ok. From now on I'm going to nick pit every post and comment you make for grammar, spelling and punctuation. I'll start here.

The ego/self/separation didn't start by you. Therefore, it can't end by you. No one said. Oh shit, I feel a sense of separate self coming on. My, my, here comes the ego, darn it I'm developing a sense of separation. Now I must kill it, I must get rid of it, I feel separate and I must feel a sense of oneness. How silly. This neurotic energy drives humans to the asylum. It's not crazy, it's just lost and is looking for home. The good news is that it's not really happening and everyone is already home. It's just not a personal home like our comfy little or big houses we've constructed to feel safe away from others we've also constructed.

Ok, punctuation, grammar and all. All done by translater. Nice tool.

Some posts are long, some are short. We want everything to fit into our little boxes. Move on if a post is too long and go get your short fix. This is Infinity where diversity is the spice of life. Short enough for you. Point taken?

Yes, because they're looking for entertainment. A quick fix. Shorts seemingly does this to the brain. On to the next, please. I don't have time for this. I'm in a rush to get to nowhere.

It's quite the opposite at times. It can show the clarity and depth one has of understanding the point being relayed. Leo's videos are 3hrs long. Do you say he lacks the clarity to express his message that's why he does it in 3hrs. Provably not.

So you used a translater.

Same thing. God is emptiness. NOTHING, ZILCH, NADA. Can't touch it.

Of course I was being facetious. It's not dumb, I am.

Handwritten or not, those aren't your words and that's not your writings. Look at your comments VS the OP. Totally different style, grammar, spelling....everything.

There's no you either and seeing is just seeing but by no one. If you want to get technical, there's nothing involved with nothing and nothing is really happening. It's all empty, null and void and of no substance. All there is is emptiness and emptiness cannot be touched or tainted. It's filled with appearances, including you and me and in the end there's no you and there is no me only this stupid emptiness that's being everything and fooling everybody into thinking they are. This stupid emptiness is everything and is a fucking glorious masterpiece. It's magnificent and that's an understatement. I can't stand it. Why? I can't grasp it and i don't know what it is but it's all good.

Thought I was going to sleep, but I'm back again. See, perfect example of life will do as it pleases. People keep insisting that they have a life and a past. Even though it's the Absolute appearing as such. It's lost in it's own dream. A dream that's not happening. It's sad. Even here, It happens here too. Don't think when I write like this is means I'm an awakened being or think I'm enlightened or anything. If It didn't happen with me too, I wouldn't be able to recognize it. I'm actually crying right now because I've recognized the dilemma. There's no helping it. No amount of enlightenment can stop the Absolute/Life/God.....whatever..... from doing what it wants. There is no controlling it. I can meditate till kingdom come, life will do what it wants, when it wants. Your gf can still leave you, you can lose your job, house, car, your house can burn down, you can get hit by a car, get sick, doesn't matter. Anything is possible. Life is perfect only because it's ONE. Get that. One is perfection. In this case, that includes EVERY AND ANYTHING, NO EXCLUSIONS. If it ain't, it ain't, if it is it is. There's no such thing as IF. IF this and IF that isn't Reality. I just read Thought Art's comment to Leo and it inspired me to write this post. I decided to come here and write about it instead of intervening with the discussion. I felt bad reading it. Absolute is lost in it's dream world. Thinking it's separate and has a life filled with a past with distressing circumstances. I do too, but I've resonated with what's inside of me saying it ain't so. I refuse to believe it too, but it's only a stupid belief. It's fucking sad that life has to be this way. It has to be this way to have a life. There is no life, no world, no other, no nothing. It's a fucking tradegy that it feels so real. My momma's death made me see through this shit. There isn't even a Thought Art saying those things and believing it. It's life replicating itself in a different way, using his avatar to do it and having me feel this way to feel like a person having feelings to write about that tucking shit thatls not even happening. I can't help it though. In 2secs, I'll forget that it's a fucking dream and go right back to feeling again. It's so deeply engrained. I guess that's what people think enlightenment does, it keeps you remembering forever, it doesn't, not if that's not what's happening and there's no one to control what happens. Alright signing off for real this time. Goodnight.

Notice the bum on the street isn't running around all depressed and wanting to go jump off a bridge. Notice the mad man talking to himself isn't talking about how much he's suffering and wants to end his suffering. He's just talking a bunch of jibberish for years and years, still trucking on. The man in his penthouse is the one suffering and wanting to end it and is miserable.....or not. See all those bodies on fentanyl stumped over on the street and then tomorrow they'll do it all over again and again and again. You drink some sour juice you hated the taste and never touch that shit again. You'll say, the fentanyl is addictive but why is someone addicted to stumping over in the street. You'll say because the substance is addictive to the brain and they can't help it. It's a fucking story. Someone else could do it once and never do it again. It all depends on the body. All depends on what life wants to do. Why are you addicted to your phone. It's a fucking story. Whatever reason you give. Life wants to look at the phone. The one that thinks it's a person and hates looking at the phone and wants to control the looking at the phone, will come up with stories as to why life is looking at the phone so much and write a post about it asking for help. That's life too doing that. Can't escape. Without the story, it's just looking at the phone. We want enlightenment so we can stop telling stories. Without you and your stories, there's no continuation; it's just whatever is happening. This forum depends on your stories for it's continuation. Without stories, there is no forum. The world is thriving upon our stories. Jesus Christ!!! Can't you see through this shit. Hehe. Of course you do. This is why this post will be ridiculed, laughed at and thought of as crazy. If not, and you resonate, it's not you doing that either. It's that "thing" that's everywhere and nowhere resonating. All I had to do was stop asking questions, stop seeing myself as a person doing anything, stop seeing humans anywhere, stop jumping to conclusions, keep an open mind, listen to everyone, be curious, don't just single anyone particular out who you think is smart, watch the dumb too, see what they have to say, notice the smart contradict themselves, notice the inconsistencies in everything, observe yourself and others, be genuinely curious, notice how you couldn't stay grounded without actively trying to, notice the crutches (meditation, mantras, practices, all that, they are crutches), notice how you need to feel a certain way. NOTICE THE NEED TO FEEL A CERTAIN WAY. It's different depending on the circumstances. THE FEELING IS THE SECRET ALRIGHT. How? You're who you are because of how you feel. Separate energy doesn't feel good. The energy that makes up a human doesn't feel good. The energy wants to reconnect back to it's source. Feeling is everything. It's what differentiate the human from a nobody. Without it, you die. I'm tired. Going to bed. I just automatic write and sometimes the brain shuts down. It's shutting down now, been up all day. I don't want to start thinking, then I'll just get in the way.

It's easy to see no separation. Without you, nothing exists. Show me something that exists without your knowing of it. If you're looking at a tree and turn away, the tree now still exists as a memory. Look at a tree. Where is this tree without your looking at it. How are you separate from that tree. It's not like you're the tree and the tree is you, it's that there is no you and there is no tree. Tadaah!

That's because your eyes are on your profile pic. Hehe. The other on is up your a**. Lol

Schizo did say it was. I guess you didn't read the comments. Look again. He said so.

WHAT IS TRUTH: Truth is what's happening. It's that simple. The complicated version is that it's not happening to you, through you, by you or for you because you, the person/human you think you are doesn't exist. The body does, but there's no one inside these bodies doing anything at will. Life is happening all on it's own and it's impersonal. You can test this for yourself. Notice how you plan things and they don't go as plan. If they do, it's because it's life doing it anyway. Notice how you're addicted to things and cannot stop. It's not up to you because there's no you doing it. Notice how you've been worrying about things all your life and life just keeps on going. Doesn't matter if you got your way or not, tomorrow still comes, next year still comes, a decade goes by and you're still trucking on; worries or not. Notice how you want things to go a certain way but it doesn't all the time. Why can't you always get your way. Why not. Whatever answer you give here will just be a story. All Stories. Reasonings. Excuses. Notice how unpredictable life is. When you move your hand, that's energy. Speak, walk, run, dance, any movement, that's energy. It's raw, it's direct. Neither dead nor alive. It's not polarized. It just is. There's nothing alive or dead. Things just are. A beating heart doesn't mean aliveness. It just means a heart that beats. A dead person and an alive person are the same. One is seemingly dead and the other seems to be alive. Both just are. It's not that energy is alive and energy is dead. Both are energy. Just energy. A dead person still rots. It's never still. It's simply another appearance. It's all appearances. What is, is. That's truth. There's no arriving at Truth. Truth is all there is. If a person tells a lie. That's truth. Solipsism just means there's only ONE. No separation. It's all one movement. There's no "he's me and I'm him because neither exists independently of each other. There's no one asleep and no one awake. All your awakenings are just experiences. It's all empty. Void. Means nothing. Yes, it means everything to the individual dreamer but that's about it. It's still what's happening. Everything that appears is empty, Void of any substance or meaning. It's all stories. There's no God forgetting and remembering. Wait..,yes, the Absolute does appear as forgetting and remembering, but it's just an appearance. The Absolute can appear as anything. The Absolute is God, if you prefer. Same thing. I like the Absolute. Oh my fucking God. There's no God and then there's an appearance. It's God appearing. One. Direct. Why do you think everyone "dies". No man makes it out alive because there's no one to make it out alive because there's no one. Isn't this obvious. You will always be fearful and suffer, so don't even try it. There's no one there to stop that or to say I'll never suffer again. Fear happens and suffering happens. There's no one to say anything. You don't realize youre not there. Take all your stories away and there is just what's happening. You don't want to realize this so you keep on keeping on. THAT'S FUCKING TRUTH. When I say you, i mean the Absolute. It seems to appear as an opening that doesn't recognizes itself. It's the energy that's doing that. Not "you". Whom am I speaking to, no one. It's so fucking obvious. Pay fucking attention, you Absolute fool you. One trick. Notice how whatever mood you're in, you'll see people in that same mood all over the place. Watch whatever you're going through in life in the moment, you'll start to see replicas of it everywhere. Just start noticing.

How many times do we have to hear that when it's ChatGPT, to specify. Two to three sentences in and i knew you didn't write that shit. I kept scrolling to see by Chatgpt at the end, but I see it's in the comments instead. People don't realize you're robots with programming and patterns. When you've been on here for awhile there's a writing pattern you've created and this just wasn't yours. Only if you're observant anyway, you'll notice.

Perfect example of Infinity is the vegan debate. I think it's one of my least enjoyable topics to discuss.

I remember once I had as my signature "Unconditional Love Is All There Is". I look around and all i see is love. I see it in different forms, textures, shapes and sizes. Different sounds, meanings, appearances, responses, comments, arguments. In narcissists, psychopaths, haters, racists, bigots. In animals, trees, plants and even water. It's everywhere. Even in sicknesses and diseases. These things represents love, are expressions of it. I used to fight with a particular forum member all the time. They would pick on me endlessly and would say some pretty mean things and we would go back and forth all the time till I realized it was useless. Right before they disappeared from the forum (haven't seen them since), they sent me a p.m apologizing for their behavior and sent me love which I sent back. I remember saying to them I knew you had it in you. It wasn't just with me, they would fight with just about everyone they came in contact with, actually no, but regardless without saying too much after that p.m. they were gone. Might be back, but maybe I was a vessel. I'll leave it at that, but it was strange. Even recently I had a little squab with you know who and it ended with both sending love. It's not the sending of the love that I'm really referring to, but that the arguments were about love disguised as whatever the trivial squabbles were about. All this stuff is around us. We just have to be observant and curious enough to recognize them and understand people are acting with good intentions to see through the masks of existence.

you ain't seen nothing yet till you've seen this quote. This sent chills down my spine reading it.

Trying to stay in the present moment is futile. I won't bother with word gymnastics today as this term is widely used and recognized. Staying in the present moment or even being present suggests there's somewhere else one is trying to get to. Why else is one practicing staying in the moment or being present if not trying to achieve something or get somewhere. It's understood the present moment is all there is, so why is someone practicing to get to where they already are and trying to achieve something that's in the future. Think about it. Maybe for peace or less suffering or what have you not why you're practicing being present. It is for a gain. To gain something that's somewhere else but you say now is all there is. If I stay in the present moment, I'll.....whatever that is. You're not being in the present moment, you're trying to get something from it. You're living in the future, not really but you're implying there's a real future but doing a practice that suggests the now is all there is. . Do you see how futile and useless this is. Most of that shit is useless when you really investigate them deeply. You don't have to try to bring the mind back to the present. It already is. Absolute is being a memory in the present or being the past in the present. It is the Absolute appearing as a memory or a past. It's also that which is trying to present the mind. It's all an appearance anyway and doesn't really matter.

Freedom is not a thing to be had. Freedom is also the constraints of the ego. Freedom cannot be attained through some practice or letting go of. Freedom is also entrapment and slavery. Freedom is not some human bullshit need or wants. Freedom is free. It's not limited to human egoic desires of wanting to be free of it's own constraints; that is also freedom.

The ego isn't controlled by these, this is what ego primarily is. There is no ego apart from thoughts and beliefs. No stories, thoughts, beliefs, ideas, attachments, etc, no ego.