Princess Arabia

People are sticking to their human identity and defending it while trying to get enlightened at the same time. Can't you all see this madness. Am I the mad one. Maybe.

Speak English please. I'm expecting some weirded out explanations but not this weirded out. What does this have to do with how you can see this response I'm making with a different set of eyes over there in Germany or wherever the hell you at.

We keep talking about the "witness of". Who is witnessing the cells in the body, the chromosomes, the heart beating, the shopkeeper across the street that you can't see right now, Trump jerking off. Can you witness that. Can you witness the back of your head without a mirror. Can you witness your butthole. Can you witness your liver, spleen, the vitamins that you eat. Why is it only thoughts, the body and mind that we can witness. Get the f outta here with all that spiritual mumbo jumbo and understand what you're talking about first even if it ain't so. I can respect someone writing a book on their own understandings than a spiritual spitter of garbage they're repeating from another spiritual spitter. I repeat stuff also, but I understand the shit outta what I'm saying even if it's not the case. It's my understanding of or experience of it. I can hear something that rings a bell and aha moments come along, or I can experience shit and so on and so forth. It's all illusory but still if I'm writing about it, it's through clarity and understanding. I can be wrong, nothing wrong with that. So what, anybody can be wrong. It's the just spitting and rapping about stuff one heard and cannot even come back with a true rebuttal when challenged.

Lol.

People will sit there and justify their arguments with "ifs". "If" is not reality. If you get hit by a stone upside your head, we'll see if you don't suffer. I'm suffering now just listening to you talk. Most people are suffering their "ifs" more than the actual circumstance. We "what if" life to death then call that what's happening and try to solve a "what if" problem. What if, what if, what if. What if Rolling was a Stone.

Cannot integrate something that's not really happening. The self is already not there; never has been, never will be. Like your name suggests, it's just in your mind and also another illusion.

It's the same thing already. What people are after is a better experience/feeling. There's no difference between spiritual gain and material gain but only in context/content. I made a thread about this a while back:

Men are from Mars. Women are from Disneyland. We want our Prince Frog to take us to Mars. Silly me. I can see where this journal is going.

How can something that doesn't exist die. These are real realizations only misinterpreted. It's showing you, you don't exist to die.

Razaard will cool me down in the morning, haha. Wait for it.....🥳

Infinity isn't big, that's a measurement and infinity cannot be categorized as a measurement.

The truth is not connection first. Nothing is disconnected to be connected. Nothing can know itself because to know requires a stepping outside of itself to know itself. There is no outside, inside up or down because it is boundless and that's why knowing is also an illusion.

This is all the dream. A human doesn't have a life because there are no humans to have a life. Nothing is actually alive or dead because it's all energy and energy isn't polarized. The suffering comes from the one that SENSES it's real from a contraction in the body (which isn't really happening) and that it has a life to suffer. It's all in the scope of the dream of separation. Divinity or not, depending on how you look at it, cannot know itself - vulnerable or not. All that is illusory and isn't really happening.

There are no teachings because there is no one to teach and no need for teachings in wholeness. Teaching is an illusion. Love at it's highest level is the LACK OF SEPARATION not infinite attachment. Infinite attachment suggests two or more things that were separate and now they're attached. Attachment is also illusory. There's no one attached to anything and no one can detach from anything. God cannot be demonized because that suggests quality and a thing to be demonized and someone doing the demonizing. God is not a thing. It cannot be demonized.

We fight amongst ourselves and made it happen. Jealousy, hatred and envy is the engine. Complacency the destination and motivation the transportation. We have been motivated which created jealousy hatred and envy which made us complacent because we continue to hope for a better future which never comes. Motivation isn't a good thing believe it or not because it requires a someone that's not willing and needs to be motivated and that's dependency. All of this are recipes for the "other" to hide behind and take advantage of. We have depended on a system that was designed to fail us and we allowed it because we became complacent as a species and saw everything as "life". A life to struggle and work for while they stole from us by tapping into our emotions. We are too emotionally driven and appearance-driven and worry about self-image. So consumerism ate us alive.

My take: Humanity is corrupt because there simply aren't any humans. To an observer there is corruption. No observer there is just what is. Energy being. Energy isn't polarized, living or dead. There's no substance to it, no texture, no anything. Just pure raw energy and that definition is too much. How can humans not be/seem corrupt if it's energy in form. Energy has no values, no purpose, no agenda, no reason, no nothing to be. It just is. However, it can appear as those things. If it's appearing as an apparent something, it's not pure anymore. It's "tarnished". It only appears to an observer. No observer, and it's simply just what's appearing without any labels and categories. Energy tends to replicate itself, respond to itself. It gets entangled within itself. Energy that observes itself will see corruption because it's not actually observing itself. It is actually being fooled. It can appear as an observer observing itself, but it's illusory. That itself is corrupted energy. It corrupted itself. Imagine seeing a ghost that's not there and telling yourself you've seen a ghost and now your life youre thinking ghosts exists and the rest of your life is based upon ghosts being real. How can your life not seem corrupted just from that alone. It's that one lie that corrupted everything else. The observer is a 'lie' so corruption is born. Everything that observer observes will seem corrupted. It's looking from a place of innate corruption. Corruption is the default. Same as if I'm here, you're there. If I'm everywhere, you're nowhere. If i've corrupted myself, you're corrupt. Energy, that is. It doesn't realize this, though and from this place corruption is borne. Observer = corruption. No observer = what is. Just automatic writing there and it's probably bullshit since it's coming from an observer.

There's no real space for the me to coexist with what's appearing; what's immediate, timeless and boundless. It is it's own reality. So, for the me, it's constantly having issues. It's discombobulated. Do I this, or do I that. Do I be this way or do I be that way. Can you please adjust so I can feel comfortable, please. The world is fucked up because I don't feel right. It's a busy bee all in it's own right. It can never see outside of itself. I hate this and I hate that. You're not doing this right and you're doing this wrong. It's constantly constructing. Making sense of it's own existence and the other's it's imagining. The bodies are there; that's not imaginary, the person in the other body is. It's not I'm real and you are imaginary. There just is no I. I said that and the me will say they are imagining others and that life is imaginary and that they are dreaming and that others are NPC's and that other is this and other is that and that they're the only one in existence and that.......it never ends..not realizing that everything else IS and there is no them and they are imaginatively abstracting and projected unto the world. They'll say, I understand that ilm dreaming up you and imagining you.......not realizing that it's because there's no you either. You are not imagining others, others are a projection simply because there is just no you. It's not there's a you that is imagining others. Good news is there's no actual person doing that and it's not really happening, only appears that way. This is total freedom already. The me doesn't want to and cannot hear that. It wants to hear something that will help it. Me-improve, while trying to get rid of the me. Gosh, what confusion. Even the ones that say don't kill the ego and ego is God, is trying to hang on to the me. It's an epidemic. Thank God for there's relief insight. Sleep and death. It's already the case but not for the me. Sleep is death of the me and death is death of the me. There is no one to sleep and no one to die. It's just sleeping and "deathing". The me gets relief then. Whether the body is bodying or not.

Energy isn't still. It can appear to be still but it's neither still nor moving. It's the individual that seems to attempt to find stillness where there's none. If stillness was the case, the individual that seeks wouldn't seek stillness. Cannot be still where there's no polarity.

This is the insanity of the person/individual/me. They will go and do a personality test to determine their personality type from a test that was designed on a computer and they'll still think there's an actual person there. How can a computer test tell me who I am based off of other factors that came from other factors that came from other factors. There is a person here but I'm going to do a test to determine what type of person. Sounds good, no. Of course. Who investigates this stuff. Just a bunch of sheep and group thinkers because every one else is doing it. Nothing wrong with it but it's funny how that energy thinks it's autonomous at the same time. I mean, everything screams this shit. There's no one to know there's no one so I'm not saying that one needs to see there's no one. Doesn't happen that way either as there's no one already there.

The search for Truth is actually fear in disguise. FOMO. Fear of missing out is part of that fear amongst others. Lots are only searching for truth because other me's are searching for truth. It doesn't even know what it searches for, but it searches anyway because it can't help it. It's better than searching for success and fame. It has to search for something so it might as well be something divine or conscious or of value. It is the seeking energy at work. 'Doing the work' is the seeking energy at work. It must. There's a longing for something. It doesn't matter what it seeks, it's a longing for something. Others long for money, relationships, sex, comfort, safety, whatever...truth seekers are no different, it's just context and content that seems to separate them from the others. Fear because if it can know what truth is, it can know how to. It can maneuver better. It can relate better to what's happening and arising. It can solve all problems and find solutions to everything effortlessly. Truth to a seeker is like gold to a gold-digger. The pot of gold at the end of the 🌈. Truth cannot be found because it's not lost the seeker is. Without a seeker of truth, truth emerges. This is not a problem and doesn't need to change because it is also what is. It is timeless and complete and whole. Everything is. There is no actual everything either. No things. There's nothing wrong with anything. That's the beauty and apparent tragedy of it all. I'm not exempt because there's somewhat a me here. There can't be "not" a me. It's illusory and not really there but seems to appear. With some me's though, certain things doesn't arise anymore depending on how contracted to seems to be or feels. Certain things are nonexistent. It's like a package, certain items are not with the package. It's all this anyway and doesn't really matter.

It sucks when i speak about a no me to a me that's really suffering and wants a way out. It interprets that as I can't do something about my suffering since there's no one there. That's the worst thing it could hear; there's no one there. Now all hope is gone. It cannot take the "there's nothing personal" message. It will curse out the messenger and say they are deluded and spreading germs to other me's. How can I be in control if there's no me and how can my life feel so sucky if it's not personal. This is why this message isn't popular (it's not really a message, just saying). What me would want to hear that there's no me. It's like giving the death sentence to a prisoner.

Personhood is more artificial than non-personhood. Take the person away and life is naturally what it is. No stories, complaints, judgements, criticisms, agendas, purpose and the rest. It is the person that seems to be there (it's not really there), that makes it seem like something needs to be fixed and the world needs saving. The feeling of a me is what's unnatural. It's not a belief. It's an energetic tension in the body that feels like a person. That's more unnatural than anything else.

The "me" cannot exist in timelessness. That's why it doesn't seem to appear in sleep.

I can't escape myself and it sucks. Everywhere I turn i'm there. I'm not talking about me as a person/identity/individual/character, etc, I'm talking about everything around me. What I see, read, hear, smell, touch, interpret, understand, realize, recognize, figured out, judge, criticize, imagine, everything. It's not all me, it is. It is. It just is. I can't have what isn't. I can't see what's not there. If it's there it is. It's not even there, it just is. I wish I never investigated this stuff. I wish I was a baby again, I wish I could be like the man next door who don't give a shit about shit. I see the stuff and i know what it is. It's everything. I can't escape everything. If I want something right now I can't unwant it, and if I get it I can't unget it. I can be what I'm not. I can't do anything about anything because if I do that will also be what is so I can't escape what is and what is, is. There's nothing but what is and what is, is. I can't have what isn't, so I'm stuck with what is.

I just saw a little moth flying outside my bedroom window. A few of those little suckers actually; just having a grand ole time in the flood light flying away. They're attracted to the light. I'm like, why do they get a free pass to not have to do spiritual work. They just get to fly around without having to sit in silence and fly around moth retreats to quiet the mind. Are they God too. Why then don't they need to realize they're God.