Princess Arabia

There is no suggestion here that anything needs to change or anyone needs to start or stop doing anything. Nothing I say or write is suggesting that. It's all free flowing writing and energy expressing. Life is perfect and nothing needs to change. Thought I'd make a note of that.

No one has free will and choice to NOT have free will and choice. Where is the free will there. It doesn't matter what one says about what a guru says, that guru is operating off of no free will just the same. It's just words being interpreted. Interpreted by a brain. A brain that doesn't exist. No one has ever seen their brain. How else do you think you're interpreting those guru's words. Through the senses. Senses are projections and produces effects. Just like the sense of self. It's an effect.

The person is constantly working on themselves. Constantly trying to find peace and happiness. The tool kit is always out except when in sleep. Knock, knock knocking away at themselves. If I do this, then this WILL happen. Always in the next. Always hoping for something else other than what is. There is no next; there is no what if's there is no I will be; and there are no future endeavors. Please show me any of those things. Show me. Do you see any 'next' occurring but only as a projection and as a concept and idea. 'I will be' where is it. It's an idea projected unto reality. The person is a projection machine. No reality on it's own. It needs relationship to survive. It needs to be held up by something or the other. Typical construction site. Tapping away with the tool kit. Always more and never satisfied. It prides itself on it's achievements and it's yearning for excellence and high ambitions. It needs that to feel a certain way because how it feels now isn't good enough. It takes it's perceived feelings to be it's own but just as $5 isn't enough to buy a car, it needs more achievements and goals and whatever else to be able to purchase more expensive feelings. Sadness, unhappiness, guilt, shame, unworthiness, are all cheap feelings not worth much, it strives for happiness, fulfillment, joy, excitement, bliss, those are Armani suits and the Lamborghini's of feelings. Those are worth something. Only peasants and slaves and broke people should be feeling cheap feelings, I want to feel expensive feelings. This is pretty much the same thing as what's going on in materialism. It's just projected unto spirituality and self-improvement instead. Then we look down on the poor people who are the religious ones, the ones that aren't highly conscious and go to bars and drink beer all day or watch twerking videos. These people are cheap and are investing in cheap feelings, the spiritualist says. I'm investing in top-notch feelings and feelings of an elite nature. Most are sad and miserable, that's Walmart stuff, I want to feel like Nordstrom and Calvin Klein so I will be still and meditate and go to a silent retreat. Yeah, that'll do it. NEVER LASTS. Always will be more and more and when those things don't work it turns to psychedelics and then more and more dosages gradually increasing then that gets burnt out for something else and it never stops..,..,WHEW!!! All along THIS is what it searches for but it's not extravagant enough. Not enough lighting and effects. Not enough adrenaline. The wrong type of adrenaline. It wants to feel divine and holy and fulfilled. It wants the EMPIRE. HEAVEN. PARADISE. This is it and there's nothing else. All is happening are empty experiences with empty results that leads nowhere. Show me someone that has gotten anywhere - spiritually speaking. The construction site always gets knocked back down to WHAT IS HAPPENING and what is happening is all there is....NEVER WHAT WILL HAPPEN. The tool kit can never produce the future, it can only produce what is and what is is never enough. So it will never be satisfied, fulfilled or at peace permanently. Practice all you want. A practice can never supply fulfillment. A practice is just that a practice. It can only result in effects just as practicing lifting weights can result in bigger muscles. Stop practicing and the muscles go away. They never had a reality on their own. It's all a pipe dream and no one wakes up. The illusion is that there was never an illusion to begin with. Never a person doing these things to begin with. All energy. energy seeks to energize itself. To become something other than what it is. It can't. It deluded itself thinking it can. It is also the thinking and the delusion. That's why it never gets anywhere than where it is already. It's everything and what's everything is all there is. IT'S DONE.

There are no baby steps here in context with this kind of post. Either it is or it isn't. Can't have somewhat freewill, can't be somewhat of a person and can't have baby step responsibilities. Either there is or isn't. People want truth right; well the truth is, there are no people.

No free will means there's no one to have free will in the first place. It's not that there are people out there with no free will. It's that there is no one in the first place. So all you've said implies there's a person who doesn't have responsibilities. All the places where you've mentioned the word "their" suggests ownership of which there is none. You have to be total with all this stuff or else it'll be all over the place. Can't say "their" and also say no responsibility. Saying "no one's responsible for rejecting you or others" suggests that someone rejected you or others but isn't responsible for it; so, the responsibility still holds for the person doing the rejecting if that was the case. This goes for every itemized example you gave with the operant words being "you" and "their". That suggests a person, who would then have free will and other that has ownership. Neither is the case. No one rejected anyone. Rejection happened. No one abandoned anyone, abandoning happened, no one is being annoying, annoyance is happening - use this for every example you gave and it all ties in. Of course, these statements won't compute with most because the sense of personhood is still present, but it is the case. There's no responsibility because there's no one there to be anything. Not only responsible, but ANYTHING. This applies to everything.

The irony of this comment is that you're trusting in these videos to tell you the truth. Sharing these videos while saying "why would you trust Leo to tell you the truth", is trusting Leo to tell you the truth.

What is Freedom. Freedom is all there is. There is nothing but Freedom. It isn't personal and it cannot be felt. Nothing struggles to be what it is. Nothing is in chains and shackles. Suffering isn't trying to be suffering and struggling to be suffering and isn't bounded. Limitation doesn't struggle to be limited. There is nothing outside of limitation limiting limitation. There is nothing to stop limitation from being itself. A person behind bars and in a prison isn't struggling to be a person behind bars and in a prison. Do you see them half in prison and half out. Trying to make it to prison and half way out of prison. No they're in prison. That's the situation. Nothing struggling to be what it is there. Stupidity is never free to not be stupidity. Do you see stupidity in chains and shackles trying to be stupid. Does it struggle to be stupid. Free as a bird to be stupid. Hatred. When does hatred strains itself and resist itself. Hatred never tries to be love. It's hatred and it's free as a bird to be hatred. There's nothing that can stop hatred from being hatred. Replace it, yes, but nothing else can be hatred itself. A non-working fan. Freedom again. Doesn't struggle to be a non-working fan. An earthquake. When have you seen an earthquake not free to be an earthquake. Nothing stops anything from being what it is. Everything is free to be what it is. A concept. Free to ve a concept. Let me see you stop a concept from being a concept. Doubt. Anyone ever stopped doubt in it's tracts. Stopping doubt. Anyone ever stopped 'stopping doubt' in it's tracks. Understanding, free to be understanding and nothing else can be understanding. Not understanding. Again, free to be not understanding. You thinking this post doesn't make sense. Nothing stopping that from happening. Where was the struggle in you thinking this post doesn't make sense. There is nothing but effortlessness. Trying to be something you're not doesn't take any effort to be that. Show me something that takes effort to be. Struggling is effortless. Isn't chained and shackled. Struggling is free as a bird to be struggling. There is nothing, and I mean nothing. that is in chains and shackles to be what is. That also includes circumstances, ideas, thoughts and any action, I mean everything. THAT'S FREEDOM. There's nothing but freedom and nothing can or is stopping anything from being what it is. The problem is it's not personal and is not for anyone and is free to even be as slavery, shackles and confinement. What you seek is liberation. Liberation from what. The self. Can't happen. The self can only be the self. It cannot be anything else. There is no freedom from or for anything. That's limiting freedom. Liberation cannot be attained. That's also a limitation. All is already free and liberation is already the case. The one that says that's horseshit, needs to question how saying that's horseshit was in shackles and couldn't be expressed freely as saying that's horseshit. Saying this is horseshit took no effort. Everything is effortless. Even constraints needs no effort to be constraints. This is what freedom is and it is all there is.

That sense of self separation is so narcissistic, neurotic and arrogant and also self-centered. It believes it's more special than others. Thinks it's capable of seeing God while excluding the rest of society that doesn't do certain spiritual practices. Does the sun only shine for the special and privileged or the moon; and does the rain decides to only water some gardens. Nature doesn't discriminate, only people do. Why would God reserve it's presence for practices and processes. Why would it take to have to know about certain things or be fortunate enough to stumble upon certain teachings to be able to see God, have a realization or know that you are God. This is so ridiculous, it's past ridiculous. What about the normal average man on the street that doesn't know or even heard of such a thing. He would live his whole life ignorant to this. Why would God even allow for some and not others. God didn't reserve air and gravity for some and left out the rest, it pertains to all. The moon isn't hidden from some (unless you're in prison), and the sun doesn't need a process to be accessed. Why God. Why enlightenment and awakening. This is just utter delusion. What I'm saying here is, when it comes to such matters (not worldly things and achievements), everyone and everything is included. There is no God hidden somewhere to be realized and no person is more special than a frog - just different in appearance. Why is it that frogs, ants, roaches and squirrels weren't made to realize something of this magnitude. A squirrel recognizes a peanut and a walnut and a tree. It knows what to do with those things naturally without being taught or having to learn or practice. It's nature at it's finest. A roach recognizes water and food and knows how to eat and run from people to survive. That's all it does, pretty much. Why would a roach only know how to do all those things and then die but not have the capacity to get enlightened, or to realize God. God that's so great and mighty. That's not fair that only humans have this capacity. Poor animals and trees and mountains. Such a mundane existence to just be that and not able to experience the most wonderful thing imaginable - to recognize GOD. Such crap, such delusion and thinking we're so special. Why is a drug addict not rich and living it's best life. Why are the rich and wealthy still miserable and lonely and depressed. We think that there are people who are more fortunate than others. No, there are no people and there are no others. It's just the Absolute being everything and everyone. If that's the case, who is doing the recognizing of a God. Who will be getting enlightened and who is awakening. These are just experiences for the one that thinks it's separate and alive living in a world that is separate from it. It's energy. That sense arose in that body and it is what's living it's own reality and being delusional. Luckily, it's not really happening and all is well. All I just said is a projection from this energetic force that thinks it's also living in a world with others. Nothing of the sort is happening and, thank God, it's a dream. I'm not dreaming because there is no "I". This is the dream talking. It's quite obvious that it's all a play and noone is doing anything. I just can't be the only one seeing that there's no one here and that the eyes are seeing from separate bodies the same things and that there is a God to be realized from some drug. I reminisce on this everyday and I see that there's simply magic happening and stories being told in Playland and how I'm making all this up as I live in my own bubble of dreamland and how someday, which will never come because I won't be around to see it, it will all be over and I'll just disappear into the absence that THIS IS. SOB SOB!! There's no one here or out there. SOB SOB!! Tears are literally flowing from these eyes. I'm just in my own bubble making all this shit up, to feel alive. There's a sense here that senses that. No one is out there nor here. I've been avoiding this sense my whole damn life.

"Belowed"? What is that?

The reason we feel feelings and call them our own is because there is no separation between the body and feelings nor an ice-cream truck or a hat. There is no sense that senses a hat to be visceral or have a visceral effect so we don't associate a hat with feelings only maybe an object that's owned or not. We don't feel a hat or that car because it's not a part of the separate sense's package but feelings are because it innately feels something is wrong already with what's appearing so feelings is a part of its illusory nature there to be felt. Feelings aren't ours but its interpreted that way because of that separate sense. It is literally felt in the body and is not illusory on its own, it's like a package. I feel sad. No sadness appears. No separation, so automatically, because of the sense of perception and the IAM sense, it automatically claims that sadness. Seeing a car isn't claimed as a feeling because first of all it's not actually seeing a car and secondly a car isn't a feeling. Feelings are just feelings but because of its nature it will be felt even though that feeling belongs to to one and us felt by no one the same as a car is seen by no one.

Leo says to look and stare at the hand for hrs to see that it's imaginary. No, looking and staring at the hand may reveal that the looker is imaginary, not the hand. There is no looker, it's just looking happening. I say reveal, but that's simply energy and revealing is happening but to no one. I'd say looking through the eyes but not for hrs it only takes a few minutes here for that revelation. It's still illusory but the effect is what I'm speaking of. Look through the eyes. It's quite obvious there's just seeing happening and no one is looking. This is also why I state that I'm looking at the same thing you're looking at but see the same thing with a different set of eyes. Seeing isn't separate from what appears, the seer is seeming to be, but isn't really because there is no actual seer, ony appears to be. That's why I said, the looker is imaginary not the hand.

Lmao. It was taken awhile back in my modeling days. Thought I'd go old school for a minute and reminisce. Hehe. Not that way back, though.

In most of my past relationships it was the men who were the emotional basket cases and I was the cool more stable one. I've never had a guy leave me because I was an emotional basket case. Infact, most of them wanted me back and were apologetic for their 'basket case' behaviors and these were masculine men. This isn't a gender issue it's an attractor factor issue and energy vampire relative issue. I would attract the basket cases because that's what empaths usually attract; the narcissists and the basket cases. It wasn't revealed at first, but later on it revealed itself and that energy was too much for me to endure.

Why is it that it's the female being possibly unstable if she goes home with a guy from the club and not the guy also being unstable to take home a woman from the club. I 'm only referring to your first statement. I understand why it would be viewed that way because women are more prized than men are in this domain. Men are usually praised for their sexual conquests while women 'depraised' because of worth issues. Women will be viewed as loose and maybe unstable while nothing but praise and a win for the men simply because women are the prize. Another insinuation there in your first comment and this is just an opinion of mine and not suggesting you feel the same.

I would take it all. I would go shopping and buy more stuff I don't need. I would put some away for later and more shopping for more stuff I don't need. Where do I stand now in your mind. Dishonest Arabia and full of shit. Wrong for doing that. Thief. Karma will hit me. Go ahead, let's hear it. Hehe. I can say any fucking thing. "If" is not a reality.

@Thought ArtI get the term was a bit harsh. It's just a matter of word semantics. It still uses the sperm to fertilize. Say all you want. Right now you're only concerned with what confirms your identity, your agenda, and how to survive. Nothing else. We talk about how other people this and other people that but fail to see our own then we judge ourselves and others. Then shame and guilt and remorse and whatever else. It's a cycle that breeds suffering and delusion.

Please, spirituality is corruption. Everything is corruption. Being a separate human breeds corruption. Don't be a fan boy and be your own thinker and dreamer. Stop hijacking other people's dreams. Leo wouldn't have anything to talk about if people weren't corrupt,.so he's banking on people's corruption. An indirect supporter of corruption. Don't be more delusional than you are already. Nothing wrong if you like Arnold. Now you're going to be a schizophrenic maniac, watching everything you do. Stay grounded see things for what they are.

Short story: The other day I was out and about. I was walking on a crowded tourist spot and I saw a man feeding pigeons. A couple of the pigeons were perching on his arm and eating out of his hand. It was a cool sight to see, so I stopped and chatted with him a bit. He said he did it often and was his therapy. I then put my hand out and not one pigeon landed on it. As soon as he put some bird food on my hand and I stretched my hand out, the pigeons were all over me. Three landed on my hand right away and started eating, then two more. I had like 5 pigeons perched on my hand eating in the space of 5 secs. I stretched my hand out again with no food and no pigeons landed. More food, and here they came again. True Story. Just happened like 4-5 days ago. These are birds and they wanted nothing to do with me without me giving them something. I walked the same spot again yesterday and saw some pigeons on the ground where a woman was throwing peanuts and feeding the squirrels. Not a single pigeon recognized me or acknowledged me and couldn't care less who I was after feeding them 4 days ago. I'm also sure if I never fed my cat again, EVER, she would run away and not come back. Get over it. A sperm leeches off of an egg to make an embryo. Ice needs water to form, rain depends on the clouds and you leech off of air to breathe. It's the personal relationship you have with yourself and thinking you're a someone that creates this dynamic in you. I write about this in my journal all the time but I bet you guys think it's just fluff fluff if you read it. It's the tragedy of the human race and I'm in the mix of it all too, but there's an opening here that sees through the human dilemma and can speak about it when it recognizes it in someone else and this is how we suffer and everyone here is going to confirm what you've said and cheer you on and agree people are assholes and worse than we think and probably give their side of the story and now the personal self seems to get it's confirmation biases through other and it continues this into other aspects of its no life and stays delusional. Welcome. Its a dis-ease of the human race. Animals couldn't care less about what you're saying here, it's just selfish humans who thinks the world revolves around them and sadly it does. That's the tragedy.

Please don't turn this forum into a cult. First it's trying to be like Leo, now afraid to acknowledge a celebrity's death because of a blog post. This is insane.

R.I.P.

Thought you were calling Ozzy, Hogan. Jesus, they're dying like flies lately. Didn't see that one. I'll check it out.

Congratulations guys. Nice picks. I'm shooting for Asst. Administrator. Look out for that in the coming dreams.

I'm so sick and tired of hearing about how women have it easy for sex and how men are having a hard time getting laid and how women don't know what men go through to get laid and how you have to be a Brad Pitt and blah blah blah. While it's true women can get laid in 5mins if she wanted to because all she has to do is offer and there's a guy waiting at Walmart to oblige or all she has to do is wear a short skirt or look pretty or high heels or long hair and if she's fat and ugly she has to be a bit more aggressive and flat out offer the pumpum for sale and go out just saying here it is, shit ive seen fat ugly hookers getting paid so nothing to give it up for free. The key words here is IF SHE WANTED TO. Problem is, most women aren't just looking to get laid like most men are and which is obvious by reading this section of the forum. Not much here about love and liking women and hanging around women because they're fun or just loving women's energy or nothing like that all about getting laid, laid, laid, laid, laid, laid, laid,. Shit it took 3pts of a video series to explain the process. Only the ones here in serious relationships really care about women for women's and that's why you never see them in this section, not much, and if they are is to talk about their lovely sexcapades. Of course I'm exaggerating and being a bit silly here but the point is all you have to do is check the stats. There are plenty of men getting laid and plenty of women who are not. Doesn't matter. This is not a general thing, this a personalized issue, it depends on the man and depends on the woman. All one has to do is take themselves out the picture for a day or two and just look around them and see the couples. Go to a movie theater and see them in droves, go to a restaurant and see them hanging out just look around you and the couples are there. Go to the mall, go anywhere and stop looking for pretty women that day and you'll see tons of obvious couples around. You won't notice if you're drooling over that hot bitch across the way. Not at night clubs, or a bar, but normal day-to-day life. They're everywhere both attractive and not but that's all relative. Too much talking and not enough action. I bet you most of those men aren't just looking to get laid either. They actually love women and love to be around them. That's the trick guys. Not just to get laid. Women can sense that. So up that game a bit to actually want to be around them for that sake and not just to get in their panties. I see more couples than I see singles all the time. Idk, maybe because I live in a tourist town and where lots of entertainment is but it doesn't matter.

Imagine that you lived forever. I don't mean like we never die and we weren't born type shit. I mean your life as you know it right now but without death. Not that death is a concept and the Absolute only appears as a dead body with no one inside, type shit. Not as there's no one, type shit but you actually lived forever and ever and ever and ever in this same world and with your same life FOREVER. What are you depressed and sad about. We should be rejoicing life that it gives us some type of relief. Imagine if this was forever and there was nothing you could do about it, not even the s word because it just couldn't happen. Happy yet.

Funny, this aligns with my comment.