Princess Arabia

How'd you like that hot mild or bbq, we ran out of meek. Lol

Great!! That's life for ya. Now go to the sense making boutique and go shopping. Hope you find something nice to wear. Maybe buy some senses.

Truth is staring us in the face but we can't see it because it's all there is. We search for truth as truth. A million years from now they'll be someone in a corner somewhere looking through the bushes searching for itself. You wonder why there are so many mental illness around town. They aren't mental illness it's this. It's everything including schizophrenia and bi-polarism. It named itself fancy names but in reality it's a fucking lunatic disguised as sanity. It is the sense that tries to make sense of itself. It even gave that a name - sense making. It's a fucking lunatic in disguise. That's truth for ya. Beauty is literally insanity, mental disorders, imbalances, chaos, anarchy. That's beauty in disguise. Stupid humans is what only sees beauty in roses and rainbows. Go out in nature it says. Well the crackpot and the junkie on the street corner is also nature. That's everything. Nothing is exempt. We try to awaken from this hot mess in search for a better life. There is no life for everything. it's a hot mess. It suffers itself. It becomes Advil to ease it's own pain, Tylenol helps too. Look at the row of fetanyl users all passed the fuck out. That's truth. That's this easing it's pain. The pain of not knowing itself. That didn't cause the pain it's because it has no cause why it pains. There is no because but it pains there is no it, but it pains there is no effect but it pains there is no anything but it pains. There is no why but it pains. It doesn't feel pain but it's pain itself. You wonder why you suffer. How can one not suffer when it tries to get away from this hot mess but cannot. It curses out those that reminds itself that it's whole and fucking complete. It doesn't like to hear there's no one because it tries to be someone to get away from it's hot mess of a self. How can it do that if it doesn't have free will and control. It will call out itself for telling itself all these inventions it itself becomes. It's a hot mess. It will see these writings and tell itself all sorts of things using thoughts, that's it too, it will use thoughts to combat itself, justify itself or disown itself. It will call me crazy for writing all this shit and goes into it's own cave and tries to tell itself other things that will just bring it back to it's own self of a hot mess. Can't escape. It tries, but it can't. Welcome to reality and life.

Your pain is freedom. Your suffering is freedom. Your heartache is freedom. Your panic attack is freedom. All your so-called problems, challenges and issues that's freedom. That's all unconditional love. Murder is unconditional love murdering. It doesn't even know what that is. Us fake humans, which is also freedom being that, calls it murder but its energy playing with itself. It doesn't see murder it doesn't see at all. It's just being itself and to a human it seems like murder. Everything, every circumstance, every situation is freedom/nothing/wholeness/energy/god/allah/mohamed/shiva/brahman/the absolute/this/all there is/nothingness/emptiness/source/whatever the fuck it wants to call itself is it. How can this not feel like insanity.

This is a fucking mess. It literally is. From my human perspective, this is literally a fucking mess. It's trying to figure itself out, it can't. It tries to know itself it can't. It tries to elude itself, it can't. to escape itself, it can't. To capture itself, it can't. Tries to get out of itself, it can't. To love itself, it can't. To personalize itself, it definitely cannot. It's spinning around chasing it's own tail. It cannot and doesn't go anywhere, but it tries. All the attempts are what seems to appear to itself but it doesn't realize that's an illusion and that it never went anywhere. It's like a person walking around town with a blindfold on. It's fucking lost and doesn't have a clue what it is - hence the "what am I question". You think that's some separate idiotic person that doesn't know what or who they are that's asking that question. No that's fucking this asking itself because it doesn't know and cannot know because it is itself and it's all there fucking is. It's a fucking mess. It drives itself insane looking for itself. That's all it's doing for eternity, looking for it's fucking self. This fucking beautiful masterpiece thing called life is fucking looking for itself. It cannot kill the looking energy because it is the looking and seeking energy. It cannot die, even though it tries when it gets frustrated enough, but it can't; it's also the fucking rope and the gun and the bridge and the pill and whatever else it tries to use that it itself is. It's a fucking mess. This is what freedom is like. Literally what freedom is. It's so fucking free it's a literal mess. Freedom isn't all great as the foolish humans that it pretends to be believes. It's a fucking mess. Look around you. You fucking can't even do that because it's all you. There's nothing but. It's a fucking hot mess.

Trying to get somewhere, are we. Nowhere to get to. You're right, life is the same crackpot nondual garbage that spins over and over for Eternity. Haven't noticed?. Go awaken and see for yourself. Awaken to nothing because nothing can awaken you. That's the only thing to get. Now go spin some more dual garbage.

Because you are not God. There's no you go be God. God is all there is.

if you don't agree with me or if you told me I had an experience I'm misunderstanding I wouldn't call you a troll. If I believed in what I was saying and knew it to be I would thank you for your input and say, interesting but I don't see it that way. Not curse you out, insult you and call you a troll. My initial response to you was respectful and was only giving my side to a public post that was up for anyone's opinions. Can't handle opposition, then don't post. I was not trolling. If you had a real awakening as God and also to Solipsism, calling me a troll wouldn't have even entered into the equation. Your expressions speak for themselves and are only confirming my stance.

Hojo, you are smarter than me and i am wrong.

No one is saying that and there's no one that can change a position. Positions are illusory and "if' isn't a happening. It's a supposition, suppositioning itself. That's all dream stuff and the only thing happening are empty words on a screen.

There were never any brain cells that were yours to be lost. Just like you 'lost' your awakening back to nothingness because it was never yours to begin with, brain cells are just brain cells-ing. They cannot be lost because they were never owned.

There are no shortages of stories in the world. It's just a matter of which one you want to listen to and be entertained by. Tomorrow you wake up, there will be another story for life's entertainment. It's always another one and another one and another one and another. Ever since the break of dawn. Ever since you've known yourself to exist. Life is filled with stories. No matter what it is, as long as it's continuous and being observed, it's a story. What's appearing in not a story in and in of itself. What's appearing is simply just appearing. It's the narrative about what's appearing that's the story. A man having sex with a woman other than his wife is a man having sex with a woman other than his wife. That's it. The story is, a man has cheated, a man has fornicated, a man even having a wife is a story. A man even having sex is the story. I had to word it the way I did for clarity. It's life sexing. No one has sex, sex is sexing. This is all Absolute stuff yes and we will write it off as the Absolute and say let's come back to reality. No, no, that is the actual reality, the other stuff, the relative is the artificial reality. It is the fake reality. The stories about reality, which is every definition, label, categorizing etc. that's artificial and more like a simulation. The real deal is Absolute. It's all Absolute including the stories.

Your posts are very awakening. They awaken me to nobody being there. Can't be, writing this nonsense. Just messing with you James. You know I love to mess with you. Our energies love to clash and vibe. 😅

There is no you, there is no God, there is no there. It's all a construct of nothing/energy being. Even this empty conversation that means nothing.

Sorry, but life doesn't make sense logically. It's the constructed me that needs for it to make sense logically. That's where sense-making comes in. The more I communicate with you, the more the construct reveals itself.

Lol. Of course. You don't want to die either. Thing is, youre not really alive so it's the dead talking to the dead as nothing.

The I AM is it's own reality. There's nothing you can spoil for me because, you're right, these words have no bearing in reality. They are just words and there is no reality outside of me. Literally. You will see that your awakening has no bearing either as it's back to being the "no me" that you are and will need another substance to go back to sleep. Nothing changes, it's back to the grind of being a me with its constructed tool kit. The me cannot escape itself because it's not even there and it cannot be God because God doesn't exist. God, if you would, is all there is so how can a me that doesn't exist awaken to all there is. I don't care what you say about this me, this me isn't there or here.

Nothing. These questions arises out of nothing as nothing because there is nothing but deep sleep. There is no you to be anything. Deep sleep knows nothing. All there is is deep sleep. This sense of being a someone that seems to asks Who am I is nothing in the form of a question. You are not God because there simply is no you.

You are right, though. I will leave you be in your dream world and solipsistic reality of no other and let you marinate in that. Why am i spoiling that. I will stay in mine where i leave the "no other" alone. Sorry to intervene. You seem mad.

I never said you didn't have an awakening. The only awakening that can take place is the dream awakening to itself. NOTHING, which is God/Absolute/All there is, cannot awaken to itself because it is everything. "Awaken to" is duality, which is not really happening but only to an observer. The person that was born and will die is the one that awakened, it actually didn't awaken it fell asleep. Now it's awake again without the substance.

"Tearing down" like you said I was doing to you, suggests a construction being torn down ISN'T IT. You see, you believe youre saying these words but they speak for themselves and that's why the construct used words like "tearing down" without being conscious of it's implication. Energy can read energy. There's something within energy that can resonate with itself. That's what I'm doing with you even though there's no me and no you.

CORRECT. No one exists because there's simply no one. Not even you.

Verifying suggests separation and a person that verifies something other than it. Direct experience is an illusion because there is no direct in all there is and no real experience where there is no separate thing or person to have. This is immediacy already and cannot be truly experienced but only in the dream of separation. Yes, the egoic separate structure is genius. It has emerged from Wholeness and appears as it's own design and is baked into it's own design. Without it there is nothing as in deep sleep. It emerged as a separate entity and from there geniosity of it building it's structure and design begins and that's why it also has an end. The ego is genius. You are constantly looking for love and showering yourself with love. Everything you do is out of love using the most subtle yet seeming effective means possible as in sex, romance, money, addictions, desire, cravings, yearnings, wantings, etc.etc these are ways the person showers itself with love and everything in your life is there to keep you in the dream deeper and deeper as the I AM. To gain these realizations for yourself is correct. Only for yourself because you are all there is in your own dream reality, hence Solpisism. Solipsism is only true for you as the dream. There is no other only empty bodies. Thoughts are now owned and is intertwined with the dream; and of course, now they only respond to you. Everything now is personal for the person even thoughts which are simply another happening and appearing just like clouds and a banana. The dream thinks it's thinking. It relates to everything personally even thoughts. Yes, aren't you always communicating with yourself. Every moment, every sec is a communication with yourself. You're always communicating with yourself even when there seems to be communication with others as there are no others. It's a matter of are you listening. So much genius put into the construction of a self every nook and cranny exactly. That's the self. Every bit is the self construct. Every thought, idea, story, life experience, memory, all of it and it defies all possibility.

I never said anything was bad. Just the fact you interpreted it as me saying it was bad without me saying anything was bad and shouldn't be the case, speaks for itself. Those words in your comment speaks for themselves. The adjectives you use, as in "tearing down", "get a high off" and telling me I have no idea what I'm talking about. Nobody does. These are just words uttering themselves. Without an interpreter, they ate useless. I will quote what I mean when I say construct and break it down for you. I will do that separately. Just keep in mind there is no actual separation and this is timeless and boundless and free and whole.

It's not really a blunder nor a mistake. I said that for emphasis. Notice you're using your eyes to see this message while i'm using mine to write this message. Different eyes seeing the exact same thing. My sense of sight sees what your sense of sight sees. My cat and I are sitting in the room. An explosion occurs outside. We both jump. A cat hears the same thing a human hears not to mention her ears are on a cat's body with a total different make up. You're in a room talking with a friend. Your mom walks in. Both sees mom. Different heads, different bodies, different sets of eyes, both sees the same exact person. I smell toast burning you smell toast burning. Two separate bodies smelling the same things simultaneously. Yet if you hit me upside the head, I'm the only one that will feel it. I understand it's direct contact; but it's direct contact also with sight and smell. Why aren't you feeling the hit upside the head just like us smelling the burnt toast together. That's direct contact of the sense of smell. Two people turn their heads witnessing the same car accident from different bodies, different sets of eyes. How's my cat seeing the neighbor with her cat eyes and I'm seeing the neighbor with my human eyes. A million people at a rally watching the same speaker. A million different sets of eyes seeing the same speaker. I see a snake, you see the same snake, the snake sees both of us. Different sets of eyes seeing the same things. How's that happening. I will wait for the "the same thing looking out my eyes is the same thing looking out your eyes" generic response. Whose feeling what I'm feeling. I'm very curious to see the responses and comments to this topic. I say blunder because everything else seems so separate but this one thing is obvious unity.