Princess Arabia

Ever stop to think why you have to learn how to be in life when you never asked to come here in the first place. I keep referencing the "never asked to come here" bit because, for me, it says a lot. Just the fact that most people aren't even concerned with this says a lot. That it's not the main topic of discussion in life period. I may have heard this about two times since I've been alive. Two times and that's pushing it, maybe once. There's a guy on yt ranting about this all day everyday, but apart from him, nobody else that I've heard brings this up. We have spiritual teachers telling us who we are, how to be, what we're not and all sorts of things concerning this topic. I know I've spoken about this before, but it's on my stupid mind once again. I'm not the mind, they say. Isn't that fucking obvious. I'm not the body, well that's not so obvious but they say don't identify with the mind. Who the hell identifies with the mind. What does that even mean. To identify with the mind. Listen to it? Do as it says? How does one identify with the mind. You're me, ok mind. Is it to not identify as the mind. I am the mind. Well, who is the I. I am a female. I identify as a female. Am I the female, is the female me. If I chop off my breasts and take hormones and have a sex change will I still be female. I will identify as male then. The mind is still there, presumably. The mind is there regardless if I'm male or female. No one says don't identify with your sex, but they say don't identify with something that's there regardless if I have a sex change or not. So don't identify with the mind, do I identify as female. Identify as awareness. Identify with the witness. See that there's something witnessing the mind and thoughts and the body. You are that. Jesus Christ i'm supposed to identify with a phantom, something I cannot see. That's me. Why the hell do I need someone to tell me that. Why the hell am i hiding from myself. What's the point. This what I'm talking about, all this mystery and confusion. Someone is at an advantage over someone else just because another person tells them who they are. We say most people don't even know who they are and will die not knowing. Well, they didn't inquire enough. They didn't ask another stranger who they were. I wonder if it's because it doesn't fucking matter.

Yeah, respect yes, we should all respect each other regardless. Not sure about compliance, though. Suggests obedience and submission. No real man will want that from his lady.

I'm not sure what you're saying here. What I'm saying is pretty simple. If women are having sex, then men are having sex too unless they're lesbians. Pretty simple.

I don't know why you men can't just look at the stats, the proofs and the numbers to see you're only talking from your experience. Check the jails to see how many dead-beat dads are locked up. Check the hoods to see how many babies are running around. Look at how the population has skyrocketed from 7bil to 8bil and counting in no time. Lots of men are having sex. The problem is you're speaking about sex from the women you want to have sex with. I bet you if most guys in a certain bracket (status wise, not looks) were to lower their standards and went out searching they would find one in no time. You won't approach the fat female or the female with the color hair you don't like or the short or tall female depending on your preference, the Indian, the Chinese the Columbian whatever....most guys have a type and when they find it hard to get a woman that's their type they say it's hard for a man to have sex. No, it's hard for a man to find the woman he really wants to sleep with. A man usually has to work harder yes, but that's usually because if all he wants is sex, for him it will be a bit harder because for most women they need a bit of stimulation to even want to have sex or will have sex with you. Court a woman who is willing in a way where you're so irresistible that it doesn't feel like work to you and she will reciprocate much easier providing she was willing in the first place.

Can't believe you of all people fell for this. Who are the women having sex with. Certainly not themselves. If you're saying for women it's easy to have sex, which is true, it's just most women aren't just looking for sex for sex's sake, then there are plenty of men getting sex from these women. Do the math.

Buy all healthy food for the house and don't eat out for atleast 3mths. Take your healthy food with you if you have to. 3mths should set the pace. Don't overcomplicate it and don't beat yourself up if you slip.

@kboneThank you, you too.

This was the main reason why I had to take another look into spirituality and it's teachings. One of, anyway. Without getting into it, I've realized that suffering is a by-product of separation and cannot be separated from the dream of separation, UT is the dream itself. No, I would probably just word things differently like "within" as there's truly no within and without and maybe to recognize that awareness is also a part of the dream of I am; but sure, sometimes we use words when pointing to things and sometimes one will see something differently than another while it's all the one at play with itself. No need to or not need to get technical about it, it's all the same energy being all there is. What fell away here, was a need to get it all right and to see it all as a play of the one.

No free will, remember.

IOW, shut up. This is why you felt the urge to say something. Love wants to express itself through intellect and other means. Love cannot be silenced. Even silence itself is an expression of love. It's all expressions of love. The departure of intellect is also love. It's all love. Can't escape love. It's all there is. So don't knock intellect, it's love's expression.

For me, it was religion, then nothing then spirituality, then me, now shooting for nothing again but with an edge of spirituality and me, so that pretty much boils down to the spirituality of nothing. Capeesh!!

@kboneI'm just trying to see all this stuff on my own be ripping everything apart and starting from scratch. I take pointers from elsewhere but use them only if I understand what they're pointing to and if they fit into the deconstruction and not the construction; same thing, I guess, constructing a deconstruction. I see Spirituality as another fools' game if not used wisely and is no different than any other institution that has potential to self-deceive, and because of it's nature, has even a bigger potential. I see most things in life as backwards as if when looked at through the mirror it straightens itself out and spirituality doesn't get a free pass on this. It's all in fun, though, and I'm also aware that I myself am delusional and self-deceived but i'm just having fun with this as nothing can disturb the truth of the matter and it's all the Absolute at play with itself.

It's the most brilliant, ingenious, masterly, magnificently superb, sensational, marvelous masterpiece of a joke there could ever be. It's so cleverly "designed" that it's hidden from everyone, within everyone, is everyone, as everyone and everything; and at the same time is no one and no thing at the same time. It has no intentions, no purpose, no meaning, no value, no goals, no nothing. It just is. It doesn't accept anything, reject anything, judge anything, not judge anything surrenders to anything, nor does it need to become or not become anything. It doesn't desire nor does it refrain from desiring, it doesn't worship anything nor does it not worship anything. It appears in any shape or form. It appears as no shape or form. It's hidden from the seeker because it is also what's seeking. It has no agenda and doesn't need to because it is also the agenda. It has no biases and it also has biases. It is the biases. It is everything even the word everything. There is nothing excluded. NOTHING, NOTHING, NOTHING. It is what everyone longs for. It is a joke because it is also the "longing for". The desired is the one that desires. We seek things but it is also the seeking of things. We lust, but it is also the lusting, the luster and the thing lusted. It is the questions and the answers. I mean it is EVERYTHING. It is the confusion and the one confused. How can you cure a disease with something that didn't cause it. Because the disease is it and the cure is also it. How can you look at something that's not also you. Because it is the looker and the thing being looked at. I could keep going but you get the drift. It cannot be known nor can it be grasped because it is also the need to know and grasp. It is the looking and the thing being looked at. It is the smell and the thing being smelt. I mean EVERYTHING, There's nothing missing because what we think is missing is also it EVEN THE BELIEF THAT SOMETHING IS MISSING is also it. There's nothing to find, nothing to seek, nothing to know, nothing to deny or not deny, nothing to agree with or not agree with because it is also the disagreement. This is the biggest cosmic joke and the most exquisite of a masterpiece play EVER. That is it. And if you think you can stop being it, you can't because the stopping is also it. There's no escaping it because the escaping is also it. The only way this will not compute is if there's a person there. It will not make sense to a person an individual who is lost in the dream of separation, which is also it. IT IS TOTALLY FREE. Not liberation because that implies something to be liberated from. Not for the character but freedom is all there is. So free that it can also not be free. All the characteristics I mentioned above are all appearances as IT can never be known. THIS IS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.

The poor ego constantly working on itself to fix itself. It can't help it since it was built on false claims and it's in shaky grounds. Leo doesn't help by constantly telling everyone they're corrupt either. Now it's mission is to try and get along with other false egos. Those other false egos have to be fixed in order for the other ego to get along with it or to live in harmony with it. No sense fixing yourself to live with other broken egos. Are you fixing yourself to live with yourself and for yourself. If you were the only one on the planet you wouldn't give a flying fuck about fixing yourself. Now, you're living for other fake egos. Tell me if that's not neurosis and delusion. Ok, ok, there's no one doing that. I'm not going to constantly keep saying that and playing devil's advocate like Leo in his videos......but Princess...you said no one is doing anything. Imagine every time I write I say but no one is doing that; now that'll also be a kind of neurosis and me trying to practice and keep eluding to that, that energy has to go. Imagine someone trying to practice noself. That's the utmost neurosis, the self trying to act like it doesn't exist. It wouldn't even know it wasn't there. Just as there's no one in these bodies but nobody knows that. The knowing energy is the person. When the person that isn't there is gone so is the knowing energy. Who's to know. This is why enlightenment can't be had. It's not something to gain. It's a loss and nobody is there to recognize the loss of oneself. It's a felt feeling. That feeling can fall away to reveal there was no one there to begin with and something can realize that as a felt sense also but it's not something someone does, did or can do anything about. Nobody says I am a self now and nobody can say I'm not a self now.

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Self-inquiry is an illusion. There's no self to inquire into. There's no one to know thyself. The practice is the noself practicing it's noselfness. There's no outside and inside of boundlessness for one to observe a true nature. It's the same "thing". This is not suggesting to stop or continue doing self-inquiry because there's no one doing that in the first place. I'm simply just writing.

The only illusion is the person, the separate individual, the one thinking it makes decisions and has choices, that it has a life and free will and choice. Things appearing are not illusions. They are simply appearing. Nothing appearing as something. It's all empty and void but not illusion. The illusion would be the observer, if there's an energy that relates to what appears as in my this or my that. If there's a center and feelings of I'm here and everything is there and also sees others relating to things as theirs. The illusion is space and time. There's none but a center creates the illusion of space and time. This is all nothing appearing as such and no one can see through the illusion because that would be the absence of the person so who's left to know that it's seeing through anything. Science is only an illusion because there's an observer relating to that. A someone that sees science as a thing that can be related to. A man or woman doing science is what's simply appearing to happen but with no one doing that and no one observing that. The illusion of science appearing to happen is the person seeing it as science and not just two bodies appearing to do whatever science is doing. This applies to every other ideology and anything abstract. They are all illusions but not their appearances. An ideology is happening and appearing as ideology but the illusion is seeing it and relating to it as someone with an ideology. That's where the illusion comes in. It also comes in as a person writing this believing that someone is reading this. It's wholeness appearing as writing and reading and responding, but with no one behind it. One might ask then why write anything. That's also, if I believe there's actually someone behind that question and the person asking the question thinking there's actually someone writing this. It can't be avoided because no one is actually doing anything. The seeing and relating to this message as nonsense is also wholeness, nothing, God, The Absolute, freedom, liberation or whatever the hell it's called, it is being all of that. There's no escaping as it is all there is even the appearance of illusions.

The reason why humans (ego) will never feel totally fulfilled and always wanting for more, is because everything is empty and has no real substance to it. It clings to emptiness and wanting more emptiness. Fucked up thing is that's emptiness doing that. There are really no objects nor subjects but the appearance is as such. The appearance cannot be held unto because it is "ing-ing" or issing meaning a verb meaning it's kind of in action as in a wave in the ocean is "wave-ing". There is no wave all on it's own and a wave cannot be grasp or held unto it's the ocean being the wave. Similar to that analogy.

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Nothing wrong with that. Who doesn't want the easier things in life. I myself sometimes have to be at ease when circumstances calls for it.

"My goal is to be a player who sleeps with a lot of women". Can't be that without lying, scheming, plotting and all that comes with being a player that wants to sleep with a lot of women. Sleeping with lots of women on it's own is different from setting that as a goal. Nothing wrong with that, but nothing wrong in pointing out how that's worthless either.

Sounds like a Walmart bargain. Buy 10 get one free. Not worth much, I see. I will continue to show how women are the prize.

What is the difference between this and the people who are actually living in heaven. Don't you see the bias here.

I love that Leo is exposing certain things about Reality right now. This way i won't sound so crazy when I do. I'm not as established in the field as he is and his words are taken as religion to some. Not sure how far he will go with it and of course some of it I don't agree with or see the same way but no two persons will see it exactly the same and, frankly, it doesn't matter. He has changed his stance on some things and in very subtle ways even contradict himself - very subtle - me too. That's the beauty of Nothing, it can be this way because there are no rules to it. This is very spontaneous, chaotic, raw and unrehearsed, very immediate and free. Things seems ordered and structured but at the 'core' of it is utter chaos. It's beautiful, it's ugly, it's frightening, it's scary, it's unpredictable, it's mysterious, it's breathtaking, it's everything....Jesus, where did it come from; easy to say nowhere without truly understanding what that really means. Easy to say it's nothing and everything, easy to say it's boundless, free, limitless, timeless and all that...but is that truly understood, is that really grasped, do we really understand what this is. You'll say it's not understandable but do you really know why. Do we really UNDERSTAND. Are we penetrating this with full force, are we exploring it's depth, do we realize there's no depth, this is utterly and truly breathtakingly, miraculously, unfathomably, mind-fuckingly off the grid of anything we can imagine it to be and what's even more amazing is that it's all there is, everything is it. What are we afraid of. What are we suffering. Get real and stop being a narcissistic, psychotic, neurotic, egotistical son of a bitch and see that there's nothing in this for you. LOVE is not for anyone. It is everyone. Cut the crap and hear the cries of joy, the screams of ecstasy, the tears of sadness and sorrow is love crying out for itself. Do you really think you need an awakening to love. You are dead if you do. You're living under a rock if you do. I need to go and recoup from this post, I'm just crying all the way through, the love is overbearing what I feel.

Fuck DiCaprio what about you, what about the other guy. You think if he had $5 in his bank account it would be the same story, no. Anyone can hold power with money. Thats not true power.