Princess Arabia

Whatever you say and believe. Makes no difference. I can't believe you actually think you made me do anything that meant anything to me. None of that nattered to me it is you that's giving it all meaning in your world. To me, they were just a bunch of typed words that i played a game with you and typed., that's it. Saying you made me do it is like saying I made you write that response because I responded back or you made me type these words i'm typing now just to respond to you and that every single person that responds to anybody on the forum, the person they're responding to made them do it.

Just because a female is attractive and has tons of Instagram followers doesn't mean she has lots of options and that tons of guys are going for her. They might all be thinking what you're thinking and therefore none are after her for fear of competition and she's waiting for the first guy to impress her and come correct. Lots of very attractive women don't get approached for this very same reason and even the guys that do approach already have in their minds that tons of guys are after her, so their chance is limited, and she feels that. Why do you think it's usually the short fat balsy, funny, outspoken confident guy that can reel in the very attractive women sometimes. He's not caught in in theorizing her and idealizing her and just going after what he wants and letting the rest follow. Attractive women find this very appealing.

Everything is not "just dream", you've interpreted what I've said this way. Only the I AM is the dream, everything else is simply nothing appearing. I don't own expressions they are just expressions. To the dream they are my expressions. If I speak normally, I'd probably say my expression of but that's the dream talking, the dream can become lucid even though it's still just an appearance and not really happening. When I say not really happening, it's quite obvious to me in the Absolute sense that nothing is really happening. My life seems to go on where feelings are felt and sensations appear and the rest, as nothing really happening cannot be experienced and felt. Those words are only for discussions about the Absolute even though here lots have fallen away to reveal I have no life and no one is in this body.

All appearances are meaningless. Everything is meaningless in the Absolute sense which is where i'm coming from when I say things like this. It's pretty obvious your comment seems to have meant something to me or I wouldn't have responded; but it is totally without meaning without me giving it meaning and the me doesn't actually exist so it is meaningless. And in case someone is saying let's see if your face gets smashed in if that's meaningless, that's on you because I already said it seems to have meaning to a me, but that's as far as meaning goes. The individual is the dream itself. I've also said no one IS dreaming; the individual that sees itself as separate is the dream. I'm not flattening anything. Nothing is already flat by it's own existence and you're the one that wants to brighten it up and give it importance. Everything is nothing and nothing is everything so to itself nothing means anything.

Yeah, I won't deny this and I'm not really concerned about it either as ilm not trying to be perfect, i am not teaching a class on deconstruction of the illusory nature of existence and there are still remnants of a me that seems to still be felt even though it's not really there, so of course it's incomplete. I'm still deconstructing as I go along and observing as I do so and realizing as I realize. This is all illusory too and all stories as there's nothing to deconstruct, it's just what seems to be happening.

.....and I made you shut up, didn't I. You didn't make me do anything.

@Bufo Alvariusthis is what I said about experience.

I explained this in my response to Meeksauce. Not sure how to insert and quote it here but I'll try. Exactly as you're saying here (not verbatim) is how I explained it. There is experience but not to or for anyone, just experience as itself. You must have seen that discussion or you wouldn't have mentioned experience but I'm not sure how you could have missed where I explained myself to what I meant when I said experience is an illusion.

Ok, misunderstood.

This statement is an oxymoron (a statement that contradicts itself and creates a new meaning to the terms used). "Non-duality" and "more accurate" are contradictory terms when used side by side.

I realize my own non-existence. I realize other is only other because I'm here. I realize that I feel like a somebody. I realize it's the deepest feeling. It can't be unfelt. It's like a sense. The sense of taste cannot be unsensed, it has to fall away on it's own. I eat an apple. I taste the apple. How can I 'untaste' the apple. The sense of taste can go away where I cannot taste an apple anymore. Well, that's the same thing here. The sense of a separate person has to fall away for the person to realize it's own absence. Duh! Yes, I said that. See, can't happen. How can a person realize it's not there, literally. What can happen, though, is a sense can develop that says the person isn't there. Like an override of the previous sense. Like i sense I'm here but i can also sense I'm not here. Makes sense? Nope. Well, that's the point, nothing really does. Nothing makes sense. Got that. Nothing really makes sense. NOTHING makes all the sense. It's paradoxical. Nothing makes (actually makes) sense for itself.

This is the funniest thing i've heard in my lifetime. Enlightenment wants to tell the other no beings about itself but the other noselves aren't listening. At least try to act as if you're enlightened to pull it off. Saying they're not listening is like saying I'm talking to my ears but it won't hear.

I'm not saying I go around saying experience is an illusion and therefore this food I'm eating for breakfast before I go visit my family is not happening so I sit there and do nothing since experience is an illusion. This stuff cannot be actualized and practiced and be consciously chosen. It is that very fact why experience seems to exist in the first place. It is it's own 'being' but a person comes in and says they're having an experience. It is not your experience, it is just experience. I'm just pointing that out when I say that. There's an I here so I'm not denying my own experiences. I'm not expecting you to do anything in this regard because you can't because you're not doing or having an experience in the first place to do or not do something about. It's just forum talk that means nothing and denied by a me who seeks meaning and purpose and saying experience is an illusion doesn't add anything to that, it takes away. It's the only reason why it's not attractive to you to hear that. "I have awakened" seems like a more attractive thing to entertain for the me so it comes on a forum and advertise it to the other me's it created and imagined and tell them it awoke to Solipsism while having a never-ending discussion about it to the others that aren't there. You need to awaken to insanity, not solipsism.

And more holes than wholeness itself...jesus, I can't believe I'm laughing this much and corrupting wholeness with my wholeness Swiss cheese jokes. 🤣

No, the dream is in and out of it's own dream. It gets a taste of reality which is nothing but it keeps on dreaming by concepting and ideaing and arguing with people on forums to maintain itself. If it didn't along with all the other normal human things it does, it would just be nothing. Pure energy, it doesn't want that so it keeps on trucking and dreaming up experience and direct experiencing itself into thinking it has awakened when the truth of the matter is it is deep sleep, being - being someone that awakened and is arguing with princess on a forum. Nothing is actually happening - literally. This isn't youtube talk and nonduality bullshit it learnt from yt this is deep sleep yapping away as a lucid dream, and it knows this not from knowledge but something its also being and that is intuition. Something knows this, but it's not a knowing, it's an unknowing. Like it retreats back into itself because it can, as it can be anything as it is unlimited and free. Experience is an illusion. It cannot experience itself.

Youre right because deep sleep..aka..nothing..is all there is. I said awakening but I was just using a term humans made up. I'm not sure if you realize that Absolute infinity is deep sleep. Deep sleep is not a state. It is nothing being itself without being everything. It's not being deep sleep it is deep sleep. Language is limited but deep sleep is the most natural thing there is. This is what this is. All those words used to describe infinity as in timeless, boundless, etcetc, is exactly what deep sleep is like. YOU DISAPPEAR AND NOTHING EMERGES.

Oh my dearest God, such delusion. Doesn't get any more deluded than this. "God has an intellect", no God is intellect. God has nothing it is everything. Intelligence and meaning cannot be baked in the structure of reality because there is no actual reality. The only reality is the one the IAM creates for itself. Other than that, nothing being everything and nothing has no structure and has nothing baked into it. You are trying to limit it to your notions and ideas of what you think it is. It is nothing so its everything including this meeksauce conversation we're having. The greatest thing imaginable to a me that thinks its separate from it. It's not anything great to itself because its timeless and boundless. Purpose and meaning is also for the scared little me that is limited and seeks safety and it's mother's embrace. Meaning and purpose are limitations. This is unlimited and infinite and timeless. Purpose and meaning is bounded finite and happens in time because it suggests continuity, there's none. Your finite mind which is actually non existent cannot compute what's being said here. Its too busy looking for a way out if it's own mess of web entanglement.

If you were truly awake you would realize you were never born. It's the absolute being a human that sees other humans being born and now it thinks it was born. You're nothing. Go back to sleep, that's your true nature - deep sleep. You've awaken out of deep sleep and you you are. I AM you say. No you're an energetic structure in the firm of a sense we call the I AM. Go back to sleep and thats awakening for ya.

Lol. You don't even realize. That's the tragedy of humans, thinking they're any different than a brick wall. You're nothing, buddy, tryna be something. Nothing as in the absolute so its not an insult. It's all nonsense.

Well it wasn't obvious to you that I was pointing out that none of this matters. It's all learnt stuff that means nothing to a baby and only means something to you as a seeker because you have eaten from the forbidden tree called knowledge and now you're fucked needing more knowledge to survive that energy archetype and structure. That's all you are knowledge trying to gain more and more knowledge. Thinking it's knowing anything. You're not knowing anything. You are knowledge itself trying to survive.

Your nonsense only makes sense through a brain that can abstract and understand English. If I didn't know English, all your ramblings would seem like garbage and nonsense too. It would read like this, zd45(:;adys24?&$.

...and where did the innocent little baby learn awakening from and that there was even such a thing. Not YT, but surely from somewhere else other than nature where it didn't have to learn how to walk and talk. Everything not natural to the body is learnt. Where you learn it from makes no difference. The body isn't interested in your awakening. The body doesn't even know it exists. It's you the knowing energy that is causing it distress and dis-ease with your fancy toxic world notions trying to be up on others so you can show off your silly skills of which awakening to nothing is what you're trying to show off here. Anyone that isn't trying to awaken to nonsense like the racoons and bears, only silly humans, can see through human bullshit and i'm not sure how this isn't obvious to you.

What have you awakened to and what have you awakened from?

This forum is a perfect example of going around in circles and never getting anywhere. Infinity. Do you see the forum getting anywhere. It just sits and sits and sits and collects dust. It wipes itself clean then collects more dust. It collects dust by starting new topics then collect the dust then wipes itself clean by starting a new topic. Collect more dust then repeat. It even instructs itself to move unto newer and cleaner dust when it tries to engage in old dust. Everything in life represents infinity and the Absolute. I could tell infinite stories like the one i just told that would mimic infinity. It's all infinity and everything is an expression of that. Everything is Absolute. Very holograghic in nature every piece contains the whole. I could tell a story about an infinite orange and how we eat that sucker and digest that sucker and now we've become that sucker and the vitamin c turned into a cold fighting sucker and the fiber got you in the bathroom that got you shitting that got you late for work, that got you fired and now a new idea is born for a business and now ice cream has a new flavor called orange. I mean I could go on. The infinite orange story. Everything in life has an infinite story attached to it because it's infinite.

When you were a baby, did you know about anything called direct experience or philosophy or ideas. No, you were just crying, laughing, smiling, pooping, sucking mama's tits, tryna walk, talk and goo goo gaga-ing. Now you're a sophisticated fool of a human (not calling you a fool), thinking it knows something called direct experience because another fool of a human told him that's the blueprint to get out of this hell hole and to use direct experience to enlighten and awake the noself into enlightenment and to know what this is. Then we call others fools when they don't directly experience their direct experience of philosophizing and idea-ing. Do you not see the insanity of life. No you don't; you're too busy trying to directly experience it.