Princess Arabia

Yes, that one female can def hit that soft spot. Most men will have that one female that has that impact. Consider yourself safe from that experience from now on. All others to come will only remind you of her...or not. It will take a few years to loosen it's effects where you're not comparing.

An old friend of mine. This was awhile back. The pillow was just for me to prop up my ass for easier reach - of my thighs.

Oh my, I just checked that thread out. I remember, it was a crazy ass thread. I was like....wtf was i saying there, lol.

I just said that. I'm Jamaican. Arabia sounded exotic when I was seeking a pet name. I used that name as an exotic dancer before.

My crazy Jamaican princess from Arabia. Lol..sshhh...Susan is asleep.

I know what you're saying. Once I was offered $2,000 for anal, I took the $$ and placed his little dick between my legs while laying on my stomach on a pillow and he thought he was in my ass when he was fucking my thighs. So there's ways and means to imitate. Don't worry, Susan, get back inside. I'm talking to my other personality; she gets loose once in awhile. Ok back to the original. They're 3 sides to the Princess.

I've found it - was never lost. I just leave the mind alone. Everything's the same, as it always was. Suffering, pain, joy, peace, happiness, sadness etc, all still there and always will be if that's the kind of energy that wants to appear. Just let it be and walla, what you call it.....mahasamadhi. I'm sure the energy didn't name itself. Neither did suffering, joy and pain, we gave them those names to make sense of our existence. It's so simple. Of course you'll disagree because the seeking energy is there resisting, but that's fine too.

Great question. The mind is "waking up". These questions are the types that has the answers written all over it. It never does. It's the mind that seeks and it's the mind that's looking for it's source. It seeks enlightenment because it thinks it's separate. Anyone that says they're enlightened, that's also the mind. Anyone seeking peace, fulfillment, joy and bliss, that's also the mind. Fulfillment is all there is and peace bliss and joy is already the case. How can there be anything else where there's no real separation, no real time and no space. The mind creates all that and now it seeks the end of itself. Have you ever seen anyone on here claiming to have found anything. It's all just more insights, thoughts, concepts and ideas. THEY NEVER WILL. Blessed Lion says he's taking a break from the forum to seek enlightenment. He doesn't realize that it's everywhere, at all times all at once. The only thing that may happen, is that he recognizes that it was always here and now and cannot be something attained. It is already the case, if you want to use that word. There is nothing but.

❤️It's the mind that needs answers, just like it's the mind that created spiritual practices, just like it's the mind that wants to know when it will ever end. It never does.

Existence is happening regardless. It's the thoughts that get in the way. Nothing needs to be done. When this is recognized. All people are doing is to get them to this realization.

If you go so some research on this particular state, you'll see how this time is very powerful. There are people buying things and doing things artificially to get into this state because it's so powerful. Binaural beats are made sometimes to listen to in these states. If you really knew how powerful this state was, you'd be on it. Trust me, it's not a problem. You actually possess a very valuable thing here. We all have it, but yours seem to be stronger and more noticeable. That's why we drink coffee in the morning and do things to wake us up, the conscious mind needs to take over and it's just not there yet. If you were in this state forever and ever you'd be in bliss mode, ok, I'm exaggerating a bit.

I think you and @Keryo Koffawould make a great team. You guys seem so similar in your creative geniuses, but yet still so different.

Just an observation. You haven't posted in awhile and I know you're capable of new insights and fresh outlook on life; but you insist on eating stale bread. All you did was change the title.

@Buck EdwardsThis is not a problem. This is actually normal. It's called the Theta state. The conscious mind has not taken over fully yet and you're still in a hypnotic state from sleeping. There's nothing you need to do about this; and in fact, you can use it to your advantage to help to reprogram the subconscious mind. This is usually done by hypnosis which, when done on it's own without professional hypnotherapy, is done before bed or just after waking up where the mind is more vulnerable for programming. It's usually suggested that these times be used to try and manifest as the subconscious is available now for whatever is suggested to it at more magnified levels. We're all different with how these states affect us and how long they lasts. It's usually about a 2hr window, after that the conscious mind is now in full effect. I would suggest that you be cognizant of what you consume during this time as it will slowly become a part of you and turn habitual. This is not a problem. You should use this time to daydream and visualize things of your desire because now is the time when the subconscious (what runs 95% of your life), is very vulnerable and will accept whatever you imprint unto it as true. Kind of like when people drink and become uninhibited. The mind loves to see everything as a problem. It complexes everything and thinks things need fixing when sometimes, it's pretty normal what is happening. If it's not affecting your life where you need to get important things done as soon as you awaken, then see it as an opportunity, not something to fix. It just means the conscious mind hasn't come on board yet to start fucking things up with it's overthinking and fear-based thoughts.

Same ole story. That energy needs to be reprogrammed; it's stuck and just going around and around in the same cycle. Then it comes here to release some 'cause it gets too much. You'll disappear for a minute again and reappear with another version of the same ole story. You're rotting in your own slime. When will you refresh and breathe in some new air and grace us with something refreshing. Then you had to dig up an old post. Every moment is a new moment.

The part where they meditate and the girls do the yoga split.

Starving? I don't think so. If you think there aren't people out there who can get into these fields voluntarily without being in a position to do otherwise, you're kidding yourself. It's just that sometimes it's after, when the realize what they got themselves into or sometimes not. Some get in and out after making their $$ and move unto something else. Ever been to a swingers club. People are in there having sex with stranger's and switching partners. Ever heard of exhibitionists. People who get off from showing their privates to the public. Nude Beaches exists, so yes, there are people who don't mind showing their privates to the public. Forget about the stories you've heard and all that abuse and stuff. They have porn conventions in Vegas every year and porn this and that that is fairly regular and operating as a regular business, so it's not all about abuse and exploitation. It's just the others don't make the news and no one cares. If you live in the ghetto and all you know is guns and violence and gang life, you'll think that's how the world is; if you were born in Beverly hills and hang around rich people everyday and always had your needs met etc, you'd think that's how the world is until you see otherwise. So, because you're watching those documentaries, you now think that's how every aspect in the porn industry, it's not. Just like anything else good news doesn't make the news. Why would a porn actress do an interview on how wonderful her life has been because of the industry. This is why the world has screwed us up because all it does is instill fear in us and makes us consumers, and shuts down our capacity to love. We're all walking around as fear mongers and now we project that unto the world and all we see is negativity.

Might be where the future of AI and modern technology lies. Never know.

Somebody's gotta clean the hotel toilets you stay at when traveling to pursue your LP. Somebody's gotta wait those tables, park those cars, pick those strawberries, pick up that trash and a slew of other things people make money at that's not considered a life purpose. If everybody was to be in their life purpose or I should say their dream job, society would be fucked.

Not sure why we need to transcend our individual unique expressions of consciousness. That's why we're here. Maybe I read that wrong.

That's a really cute pic. Loving that alligator in them sunglasses and seat belt.

From someone who watches or used to watch porn. Every night to jerk off to. Shit in, shit out.

This is why I love Teal. She examines things from different angles and not just from one angle. People don't realize the enormity in the differences that makes up our individuality. Apart from the obvious similarities, we are diversely different in how we approach life and how we embrace it. Most of us project our own beliefs, likes and dislikes unto the world because we think we're the only ones that exist. If we say it's trash, it's trash. While some one somewhere might be healing their trauma with responsible sex and with the right mindframe and with the right people and how we view our own sexuality. You can tell a lot about a person just by knowing their dislikes. I'm watching this video, and she speaks how i would speak. Same stuff i posted in the other thread, especially in the last 5mins of the video. So many trauma induced comments around this topic, you can tell it's the person making the comment that has an issue within their own psyche.