Princess Arabia

This doesn't sound like magic to me, sounds logical. Linear. It makes sense. No, no, you have been fooled.

Nice video. I love how he's just living life. Not trying to fight anything. He smokes, he drinks rice wine, his hand is all messed up from the war and he's just smiling all the way through. Married and she looks happy too. He's not struggling with the stuff he's going through he's just life living. These are the kinds of people that inspire me, makes me see the beauty of life itself and not how we think life should be.

I get it. I understand. We still have to follow societal rules. It's part of life. You continue to live your practical life while i see the "other side" as practical and this shitty existence of mind control the impractical. The so-called practical life as you call it hasn't worked for most people so far and most are suffering, having panic attacks, lonely, depressed, anxious, angry, suicidal and whatever else. You call that practical. I call the flip side practical. No stress, no worries, just going with the flow, the stress and the worries ain't mine theryre just there and ilm not in battle with them. I won't seek advice over them, i won't make threads about them nor seek therapy. I won't even try to control anything. I even let that be. I'm not in conflict with the mind. There's nothing practical here. That's another mind control. I never said porn was a biggie or not a biggie. Who the fuck cares if you watch porn all day or not. You and only you. Why call it a biggie or not. Who cares. You. Why write about it. Why care if you watch it. All the reasons you're coming up with is still you. What is the solution. None. Because there isn't a problem. Most of you are the nihilists. I'm not sitting jn my room saying woah me. Most of you are. Go read the fucking forum topics today, go see how many nihilist you find. Go see how many problems need to be solved. How many minds are going berserk. Go. Go read the topics from now on. This isn't nihilism, dear, it's being at peace with life. I'm not trying to get enlightened, that's nihilism, saying something is wrong with me and i have to figure out how to not suffer and become something else. All or most of you are the nihilists. Show me one post of mine where I'm trying to change or not happy with myself, the world existence and what's happening. None. Apart from normal day to day stuff. I don't make an issue with life and i'm not passive with it nor have I given up saying it's all hopeless. I don't fucking give a shit. I don't care if I'm happy or sad. I don't care. This is how you truly embrace life not trying to fix yourself and your mind's activity. Not looking for something from it. Not trying to use life for your advantage. Life is the most beautiful thing and JUST IS. Faults and all, addictions and all. ALL OF IT. Don't tell me about nihilism. I wake up everyday with life on my mind, with the beauty of it all in my mind. If I feel sad, thats beautiful. I don't need to ask for advice on how to make the sadness go away. That goes for every other emotion. Let me stop. Enjoy your day.

I thought you described it as toxic garbage, now it's high-quality artistic cinematic porn. I'm done. I'm through with this human bullshit. I have to be inventing all this shit up. Nothing makes sense and I'm trying to make it do. Fuck it. This is just a fucking circus show. I'm all in. That's it. Hey all its just a fucking circus, or tragedy, depends on how you look at it. Enjoy the ride. Don't take it too seriously. It's a joke,

Why call it toxic garbage, compared to what, a church service, a family movie. When you take a dump, what comes out, isn't it toxic garbage, do you jerk off to dumps. I mean. We create meaning. Then we fight the meanings. Weird coming from a woman, because you also created what that means for you. Don't you see how we fight our own minds. People will say all sorts of things and believe all sorts of things, which will eventually become true for them. Somebody will read this and say, what is she talking about, porn ruined my life and i was addicted and couldn't get a girlfriend or i couldn't function or whatever they say. That may be true but it's because of how they saw the porn to begin with. You calling it toxic garbage is the problem. What you say about it. You don't have to call it anything. You don't even have to judge yourself or it. Don't judge the thoughts that come up surrounding it. Just fucking see it as you drinking a glass of water or walking down the street or reading a book. Watch the body in action not the mind. How is a TV screen with some pixels garbage. Idk, maybe its the stories the mind invents around it.

I don't know about all that. Maybe. Idk. All I know is what I see around me. Right here right now.

Nobody gets it. Life is unfolding as we speak. No past, no future, no time, no space...what is there to get. Wherever you are right now, look around, that's all there is to get.

It is indeed a miracle. When I see myself in a picture, it makes me wonder how am I here and there at the same time even though it's only a pic there. My favorite words, "the clues are everywhere".

Why keep pointing out and noticing a figure by my name. I wasn't referring to amount of posts. Irrelevant. People suffer because they have made up stories after stories after stories and theres no such thing. Just like you keep making up stories about a figure by my name and just like I'm making up this comment now. Tomorrow I might suffer, or I might never suffer again for the rest of my life. Idk. But you, you know. I'll admit to things and admit to my delusions. Atleast I'm aware this shit is unknowable. I make up stories too, but atleast I'm aware they are stories and won't suffer because of them or I might, but I don't need to invent something else in the mind to stop it. So what. Let it be. I'll suffer, I don't care just as I don't care if I'm happy. It's all just energy. Nothing wrong with what you said the same way nothing right with it either. Same here.

Exactly why people suffer. Preach some more. Show us the way, daddy.

Thats different. The other one was like, wtf, wtf, wtf, wtf, wtf. This one is normal, in my mind anyway.

Nice. Nothing wrong with that. I couldn't turn it off fast enough. Nothing wrong with that either. Was giving me a headache. Lol

The problem is you seeing it as a problem. Problems don't go away. Problems are Problems. The way you see them does. Then they cease to be Problems. Sorry if this doesn't resonate. Just trying to help.

Infinity includes everything.

Nice

Wtf

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Why are you constantly putting down the people here. You can praise Sadhguru all you want and kiss his ass, but doesn't mean you have to compare and put others down. Didn't he teach you that. Maybe he should. "Doesn't just talk about it like many here". What you want, singing, dancing, meditating, acting.....here on the forum. It's a place to talk.

Thanks. Your idea of me isn't that bad, I'll take it. High conscious is just a concept an idea. Let's see if your high consciousness concept and idea doesn't make the body appear to rot, and maggots and flies and ants don't consume it in the grave. Will those maggots be high conscious too. Maybe not. So you see, doesn't matter.

You're not in control of what you attract.

Tell 'em. Love it. It's kinda cool. Makes me wonder what next. You know they're all kinds of stories they're making up in their heads as to why you do that. Don't you. When something is out the norm, it confuses the mind. Perfect example of how we create our problems. Can't see things for what it is but how they want it to be or think it should be.

Sounds like an ego trip. You don't say that regarding the poisons you put in your body when you support those million dollar company's or anything you buy for your pleasure. Nobody said anything about paying for anybody. Shit I can pick up a tab for anybody anytime no problem, without weighing out the pros and cons, if it's appropriate. If a guy asks me out he has to pick up the tab. I don't ask guys out. Enough said there. No such thing as an equal partner in this respect. Feminine and masculine are not equal. Ask her to lift a 20lb weight and see if you're equal. Let her hormones kick in when she's pregnant and can't work and gets morning sickness and see if you're equal. Let her lead you and see if you're equal, let her wear a pants and a jacket with a tie and a tuxedo out to dinner with you and see if you're equal, let her speak with a crusty old masculine voice and see if you're equal. Only dusties, like I said have to test a woman financially to feel loved, to feel wanted. Masculine men don't need to feel wanted only appreciated. If she reciprocated and the feeling is mutual, then he's satisfied just for making her happy. A healthy woman will want to be with a man if he makes her feel wanted, feminine, loved and cared for, not if she has to prove to him that she likes him, that's not the feminine role. I'll stop here because it's obvious we're on a different page and a different mindset. No worries. One more thing, no man has to provide for me if he's not sleeping with me or want to be in a relationship or marriage. I don't expect every man to be a provider or protector. He just has to have that mindset for me to even want to take the date any further as I'm not into casual sex and just for fun dating. Just for fun is not a date, to me that's a friendly outing where no intimacy is involved whatsoever. That's just me. No users allowed. Don't use me for your pleasure. I'm not into that. Atleast put in a little effort like you do for your purchasing of your video games.

Dusty talk. I won't even bother to contest. Go have your fun, that's what my gfs are for and my cat.

Bid, bid!!!!

Yes, my love. Hehe