Princess Arabia

There's no point to anything. What's the point in also saying that. What's the point in saying you/I exist and you/I suffer. There's no point to that either; at least saying the not-so-obvious as there's no you, seems to be worthy of striking up a convo than I exist and I suffer. Relatively worthy anyway, for me.

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Yes, of course. Why talk about that on a forum. I exist and I'm experiencing and things are moving, it is me, I am perceiving and having perceptions and I'm at a certain level of awareness. That's what I call me and suffering happens so therefore I suffer. Who talks about this in a normal chit chat forum. Who goes to a bus stop and strike up a conversation like that. The person would think you're a weirdo. Read back the second paragraph, which is pretty much identical to what you were saying, as if you're talking to someone known or not. Who says that. You. You said that as if you're trying to convince yourself of it. Such normalcy in those words but the felt need to say that is where lies the unrealness in it.

Jesus, a hot woman approached to ask where to rent bikes and all of a sudden that woman is a potential date, probably got a man or married or gay and your mind just went south with it because she came close so you can hear her and didn't have to shout and looked at you because she's talking to you. If she was fat and ugly, it wouldn't have even been an issue, just a normal interaction and a normal question. Now you assume one got away. She's probably a psychopath, yet she's one of the best women.

Me neither. He's a'right.

I think Eva Mendes is gorgeous. Not everyone finds the same people attractive. Some people will even think others are beautiful, pretty, gorgeous, and not even be sexually attracted to them.

Attraction is not a choice. Plus she feels safe he won't cheat. Plus there's nothing to explain here, it's just projection. Plus most women aren't falling in love with looks, neither are men, real love that is. From the outside looking in it seems illogical but attraction isn't based on logic.

Didn't you say, there's no you. Doesn't matter.

Yeah, I appear to suffer and seem to feel the pain. It's an illusion and it's not really happenening to me. That's all. Of no use to anyone and teaches no one. I still appear to feel the suffering, doesn't dispute what was said.

. The me wants everything to be useful to it and that's why this is a thing. Here she says "a pointer is a pointer, and that's useful". She says what she says because radical non-duality is useless to the individual. If there was something to get from it, it would be a different story. Twerking and cursing people out is also useless. Go ahead, tell me I'm gaslighting this woman. I'm saying, she finds no benefit in it, neither do I btw, so it's useless to even talk about it. Me, me, me, me, me ,me.

Going Meta is also an illusion. There's no one to step outside of itself to observe itself.

There's noone to say since Princess says this is how life is or what's happening, then I'll just not do or do this instead or not be a certain way.

You never stopped doing anything. That thing is just not appearing anymore. You don't lose memory. Memory is simply not appearing. No one loses anything, really, because it was never owned to begin with.

I cannot let it be; being is being itself.

If I don't write when the thought hits me, I'll forget what it is I wanted to talk about. Something in the moment will bring about the thought or insight but I can't save it for later without making a quick note in my notes something about the topic. Meaning, if something hits me or if I experience something or someone said something or I thought of something, whatever the case is, if I don't come on here right away or in a few and start writing and wait till later on in the day, I won't remember what I wanted to write about. So, I may jot down the idea or story or whatever in my notes on my phone and go back to that to see what the thought was. Nothing can be held unto and why we forget things at times. Most times I'm just writing but throughout the day things come to me and i can't write about it then, for whatever reason, so I make a note for when I'm home or in a more relaxed state. That blog post post, was very spontaneous as I was about to log off and went on the blog and loved those posts so much, I had to repost and say a little sumthin'sumthin'. Most of the journalling is spontaneous and on the spot. There will never be a shortage of anything to write because I rarely think of myself, my problems, my past, who done this to me and why, what I went through as a child or who loves or hate me, any mistakes I've made, etcetcetc. Only a few things but not overwhelmingly so. I'm almost always in the direction of reality, metaphysics, the absolute, this or whatever word. The mind doesn't wander too much into imagining what's not there or so much about my life. No, no, it doesn't need to because life is what is....what's there to be wrapped up in but only respond to. So I very rarely tell stories about the past and I pretty much just listen to and watch people go by and in their own world. There are a few things that are there and that I engage in and not really a pleasant experience but that's ok because I'm not looking for pleasantries, they are certain addictions that are latched on to this body and are not problematic in the long run only when happening at the time to the observer but nothing is trying to be fixed, it's just there along with everything else. This post was as spontaneous as it gets as I was infront of the computer and already logged on when the thoughts kept pouring in and i just wrote. No paragraphs or nothing. No checking for grammatical errors and I will leave it this way.

There is no one already. You ask if there is no YOU, would YOU be able to suffer. If there's no you then who would answer the question. If there is no you, who's the you you're asking if they'll be able to suffer. If is not a reality.

That damn made me chuckle.

What can one do to jump from being 18 yrs old to 32 years. You think one can just transcend their age. Suffering is suffering and cannot be transcended. Resistance cannot be stopped because resistance and the individual are one of the same. Not sure if this is clear. No individual, no resistance because there's nothing to resist if there's nothing happening to anyone. We insist on being human but want to accomplish non human feats.

Leo speaks to and from the dream. (this is what I say and doesn't make it so). I can only speak from the I myself and what I think in the moment. The more conscious one tries to become is the more locked into the dream they are. There is no one to become more conscious. That's within the dream. That's doing, controlling, becoming not what is already. There's no getting closer or away from what already is. Sure, one can appear to be more conscious or raise their consciousness levels, but it's illusory and belongs in the dream and is in that reality only. Drop the one doing all that, and it all goes away. All that needs an observer to have a reality. Trying to become more conscious or trying to raise one's consciousness levels solidifies the dream and makes it keep appearing to be real, meaning having a reality on it's own. It's the same as enlightenment turned in on itself or turned backwards which is the end of the conscious person that collapses into infinite love, where is the consciousness in that, there's no one to become more conscious. Doesn't matter as that's infinity being that too. Can't escape freedom. It's already done.

Had Had to post this one too. It's exactly what's being done here. My little journey to nowhere. I'm loving this journey. I don't even trust my own insights at times. The ones that make it in this journal are the one's that make it. Do you know how many times I've started to write something and erased it because it debunked itself. This is why I say, these are 'my own thoughts' (not really), and not to be taken as facts, truths, or teachings because they're not intended as such. I just love to write about this, I'm very passionate about it and i enjoy ruminating about life and the Absolute (Not a fan of the word God, but same thing and I'm not hung up on not using it, I just don't as much and prefer Absolute, nothing, this or all there is. Doesn't matter. Oh my God.

Iin other words die. In other words "die". It's death to the knower to not know. Very, very, very, very, very profound statements. Only problem is, there's no one left to know that they don't know. The person is the knower and cannot not know because that also has to be known. Notice how Leo's teachings seem to vary and are all over the place. Remember when he posted about knowing God and how to see God and to look at a fork and all that jazz and seeing God everywhere and now he says God cannot be known. This is utter perfection. It can't be any other way because there is someone seemingly perceiving this reality (me) and it's spontaneous and free and chaotic and it's in 'real time' so there will be loopholes in my perceptions. Very subtle inconsistencies and that's why it cannot be held unto or practiced. It's utter madness. Not saying Leo's teachings are inconsistent, but my perception of it is and that is utter perfection. Can't be any other way because nothing is happening in time and nothing is being continued. Continuity is illusory. So randomness is what's happening and can seem to appear orderly. This is why some question what he's said in the past that doesn't line up with what he's currently saying. I've seen this numerous times where people challenge his past sayings with his current ones. Utter perfection.

Maybe at the end of Infinity..🥰

THE MOST IMPORTANT MESSAGE YOU WILL EVER HEAR. (So says I, anyway, and life doesn't give a shit) Here goes... Life is just seemingly moving along all on it's own with ease. Nothing is struggling to appear. Nothing is having any problems. Everything is perfectly doing it's thing and there's not a thing wrong. Let me explain. Problems are being problems. Problems aren't struggling to appear, they appear with ease. There's nothing stopping a problem from appearing as a problem and problems are not trying to be solutions. Solutions are just simply being solutions and nothing can stop a solution in it's tracks. Wouldn't be a solution then, would it. Constipation has no problems being constipation. Constipation is not in between being constipation and diarrhea. Diarrhea is not struggling to appear to be either. Both are perfectly flowing naturally in the flow of life on their own as their own. If one cannot pay the rent. Cannot pay the rent is not having any problems with itself. It's simply being "cannot pay the rent". It doesn't pay the rent and still appears as cannot pay the rent and confuses itself. Cannot pay the rent is always being and flowing as cannot pay the rent effortlessly. A car crash. A car crash is being a car crash. Do you ever see a car crash and in the next second the car is back to normal as if nothing happened. No, a car crash will always be a car crash. Fixing that car is fixing that car appearing. Do you ever see someone working on a car and that someone just disappears in thin air. No, someone fixing a car is effortlessly and perfectly appearing as someone fixing a car. No questions there and no doubts. Whether they're doing it correctly or not is another issue; and then 'are they doing it correctly' is perfectly appearing as 'are they doing it correctly'. Two people arguing. Life is appearing as two people arguing effortlessly. If those two people are going back and forth between arguing and making up, then that is also happening effortlessly; arguing and making up is appearing effortlessly. Murder, A murder occurred. Where is the struggle in that. If it's murder, it's murder. Murder isn't struggling between being murder and manslaughter. If the prosecutor is struggling to decide if it's murder or manslaughter, then deciding if it's murder or manslaughter is effortlessly appearing. Can't find a girlfriend/boyfriend. That's not a problem for life. Life is appearing as can't find a gf/bf. Where's the struggle, where's the challenge. Can't find a gf/bf is not struggling to appear as such, it's simply happening and flowing with the current. Do you get the drift. There are no problems to life, there are no struggles, challenges, issues and everything is effortlessly appearing. Barriers are being barriers effortlessly and challenges are not struggling to be challenges. A whimpering dog is not having a problem whimpering. It is effortlessly whimpering and being a whimpering dog. I won't get to drastic with this as some may not understand what's being said here and start to take it personally. One example is a molested child. A molested child is not struggling or fighting to be a molested child, a molested child is not trying to be a molested child nothing can stop that from happening and I'm not speaking of preventing. Trying to prevent child molestation is simply appearing as trying to prevent child molestation, where is the struggle in that appearance. I won't get any more drastic and sensitive with this but you get the drift . Nothing is a problem and life is smoothly flowing as itself. War is being war and isn't confused within itself. If there was confusion then confusion is being confusion. Everything is simply being itself all on it's own and without anyone in the driver seat. If you've read this post and disagreed with it, disagreement happened all on it's own. Did you plan to disagree with this post before you even saw it. Even if you said to yourself that next post Arabia makes I'm going to disagree with, that happened all on it's own effortlessly and there was not an ounce of struggle and challenge that had to happen for you to say that, and if there was a struggle for that to be said then that struggle did not struggle to appear to happen. Problems, challenges, horror, sadness, happiness, envy, jealousy, joy, a broken foot, a hemorrhage, cancer, high blood pressure, diabetes, loneliness, addictions, all of it, none of life is struggling to appear, none of life is problematic into itself, cancer isn't struggling to be, neither is a heart attack. Do you see a heart attack arguing with itself or with diabetes saying I want what to be what you are or is heart attack jealous of strokes and want to beat up a stroke so it can become a stroke. No, a heart attack is simply and effortlessly being a heart attack with no problem. Whatever is happening in life is simply being itself. Struggles are not trying to not be struggles. If a person is trying to not struggle, where is even the effort in that. Do you struggle to struggle. Struggling effortlessly appears. Suffering. Suffering effortlessly appears. No one did that, it just is simply being suffering. If one feels like they're suffering, then where was the struggle in that. Hmmp, uggg, arrggg, uck, uck, umph, umph, that person suffering is having a hard time appearing as such...oh my life is fucking up, that person just can't appear as someone suffering, it keeps going in and out of appearing as such, oh my life is struggling...NO, life has no problems appearing as someone struggling and suffering. It is effortlessly being that and nothing can get in it's way NOTHING. It is not that we see it another way and it's personal to us. NO, NO, yes, yes that might be the case but no, no, that doesn't need to change, can't change. There is no problem with us, there is no problem because we want life to be how we want it to be, there is no problem because we can't see the perfection. Those aren't human problems and we don't need to adjust our ways to fit in with life's im-personability. That is also happening effortlessly. No matter what is happening, it happens effortlessly and perfectly. Even imperfection and effort happens effortlessly and perfectly. So, IT'S ALREADY DONE. I can't explain that phrase any simpler. It maybe misunderstood; but even that, if you misunderstood, didn't take any effort. Life is effortlessly happening all on it's own and without a driver. It doesn't need one because it's not headed anywhere or coming from anywhere. If you cannot pee and are struggling to pee that is effortlessly and perfectly being "struggling to pee". Apply that to everything else and you will understand what's being said and I mean everything...EVERYTHING. Maybe with those eyes you can see the freedom and liberation that this is. Effortlessly and perfectly being free to appear as anything. Liberated from itself from having to be anything other than what it is. Forever free flowing without any limits. It's so free it's unimaginably free.

True.

All one has to do is look at how things used to be say 10-20yrs ago and beyond to see there weren't these kinds of problems back then. Social media, I think, like you said has contributed to a lot of this issue. Plus, as i've always said, people will air their problems quicker than what they're happy about from focusing on the lack. That's how we usually operate so we'll see more people with relationship problems than people who are doing just fine in them and meeting people left and right. Every time I go out I see plenty of couples and they don't strike me as the type that just hang on social media everyday. Matter of fact, the happy looking ones don't even have their phones out much. It's actually weird now seeing young people out alone and even older folks. Lots are just home googling and Youtubing and Instagramming while people are out in the summer having fun and meeting people - if that's what they like to do.