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If you drop your Identity and take someone's else, you will evolve into them.

The moment you forgot that you "zoomed" you stop being God

I just got my Yocan Evolve Plus which I'm planning to use with 5 Meo DMT. I don't have any donut coils yet, so I decided I'll try AM first. I have eaten some Amanitas before - like 4 grams..? I had Near Vomiting Experience ? It wasn't strong, however it had some cool forrest vibe to it. Today I loaded fully my Yocan with dried Amanitas. I cut the cap into small pieces so they would fit better. I don't really know how to use vape pen properly. I inhaled smoke a dozen of times. The taste suprisingly wasn't unpleasant, but definitely it wasn't tasty either. The experience was in microdosing range. I noticed: - increased sensitivity to smell - music became more tribal - drums and bass were definitely more pronounced - slightly magical perception - mild dizziness It might be a cool idea to use it during trips to forrest.

If you are not sure it just means that you shouldn't marry her. Not just in two years but ever. She isn't able to make a decision due to her age. She might feel that you are her last chance.

At the moment I'm not reading any books, I'm just listening to YouTube - it's efficient when you want to gather information from various sources. I recommend Siim Land. He has a YouTube channel but he also wrote some ebooks I haven't red. You can also check Ben Greenfield. I think that not only a knowledge is needed. It's important to know recipes and cooking tricks to be able to prepare healthy food quickly.

@Preety_India It's not about cereal, you are addicted to sugar. It's quiete easy to cut it out completely. Berberine is very helpful and it also has some anti-aging properties. You can abuse your body and still stay in healthy. If you are young, your metabolism is still good. However I notice that some friends when they are about to hit 30 years mark they suddenly gain weight.

I haven't done shamanic breathing properly. 40 minutes of breathing is so much.. Maybe start with something shorter? This one is cool but still quite advanced Just do it properly. I'm getting interesting effects like inner explosion and strong, whole body tingles. Inhale and exhale very deep. You need to learn how to move your energy first. Previous experience with LSD or other psychodelics is ery helpful. It's also much easier to do breathwork at days I suplementy Sulbutiamine.

It happened to me twice. One of them was drunk ? Another one was half my age and saw me elsewhere before and tried to get to know me. I do not go out to crowded places too often. It's so rare that it's not a matter of place, you have to be lucky. It wasn't western Europe. I was also pursued few times but I assume that we are taking about 'cold approaches'.

I think sending sexually charged contend is risky. It's ready to attract someone this way but then he what..? I would be rather turned , because I would assume that I'm not the only one to enjoy this is kind of messages. I am dead serious. I suggest to filter guys who in are compatible in other areas and not to start from the easiest one ?

It means wanting to become someone.

@Michael569 I think in this happens because of video length. In this format is easier to make some oversimplifications to be prove your point. I like his videos, it's great starting point to learn about nutrition. @Lindsay I would rather rate him as a yellow. I would agree about his jokes. I feel there is something really off in his videos with his wife. Still it's one of the best channels about health I know.

Showing that you are attracted isn't repulsive. Stop being self-conscious about that. You should rather introspect and make sure that your attraction is based on reality. Imagine that a girl approaches you and compliment you. But everything she says it untrue and she is misinterpreting you. You are even opposite of what she thinks of you. How would you feel? I guess that you would be uncomfortable because she isn't talking about you. In most cases this is what you are doing the same thing to girls. When you see a girl you quickly assume many things about her. If you are not seeing as she is in reality, you are treating her as an object. This creates repulsion. Try to be more perceptive and don't make any assumptions.

I totally feel you.. I think it's a wrong question to ask. You should ask is marrying _____ (insert name) for you. As it was mentioned before 'marriage' is just a concept. You should rather think what kind of connection you want. I'm sure that you have a certain vision how your marriage should look like. For most people having a companion is good enough - this is the reason why they don't struggle in finding a partner. If you want something more you are in trouble. If you insert a wrong name into equation there is a dissonance If you are honest with yourself it's super easy to evaluate possible relationship. FEEL how it would be like to spend whole life with a certain person. You will find the answer inside you. I can assure you. Finding a 'perfect' person is possible.

I wouldn't recommend using glasses unless you really need them. In my experience they tend to make vision even worse. When I used them I initially was able to see more but after some time my address accommodated and I wasn't able to see well again. I stopped using them.

You have two options: 1. Move out 2. Became his friend by making compliments and taking advices from him I wouldn't talk to him about his behavior. If he can't see that you are both going to convince him to stop doing that. It takes too much time to help someone evolve.

Be conscious. I had this insight during a trip. You can only create connection when your aren't lost in thoughts. You have to see him as he is at the moment. When you aren't aware your treat him like a static object. This is the only thing you can do.

I'm currently working in my fat adaptation. I'm still struggling in eating strictly keto and following fast - it's hard for me to be do both at the same time. However I notice that my energy levels became very even. It's especially during endurance sports like cycling all day long. I do not have to rest and I'm not getting hungry. Before keto I just to eat at least every hour our two. During my ordinary day I don't have ups and downs in terms of energy. I don't feel tired / sleepy after a meal as I did before. My mental clarity also improved.

Just have nice and playful conversation. I wouldn't recommend using any games. Games are dangerous because you might seduce incompatible guy. Act naturally and see how he reacts.

I believe TFs are real thing. I've seen mine when she was like 5-7 yo and there was something magical about her. At first I thought "what is wrong with this girl?" She seemed perfect and made me wish to get her know when she will be older. Then 10 years later I was able to see her again and I felt that trippy vibe too. I'm in contact with her. Connection is extremly strong and hard to handle. I feel your pain. I know that it feels like without your twin you have no reason to exist. In my case there are other problems. She is very passive in her approach and it makes hard to make any progress. I can't give you any direct advice but here my observations what people are doing wrong: - Too much rush. If you are too pushy it might work for a short while but that it will repel. Females often think that sleeping with twin is a good idea because it will bring him closer. In reality male will often become scared of connection. What I thing would work the best wold be coming closer and closer but not too fast - avoid who backlash. What I did was saying that I have always wished to have a best friend like her. Confessing love early on forces to react in some way. Indirect communication is less risky. However you can go too far with that (like I do..). - Putting expectations on a twin. Again, if you are too straight about what you think and want you leave no room for your twin. Either they do what you want or not. - Again expectations. You shouldn't assume underlying motives under their actions. It is very easy to confuse signs of disinterest and extreme attraction. Don't assume that your TF should act in a certain way. Exaple: my TF red my message instantly but didn't respond to my question. I felt bad about that and I thought that she was unhappy about my lack of communication (??) One day later she replied. My guess is that she wanted to respond with something interesting and she needed some time to be able to do that. In your case your TF said that you are psychopath and she doesn't want you to message or call her. Her emotions must be intense because if she was indifferent she wouldn't have such a strong reaction. - Being distracted. Some people start other relationship and one our both twins are then married which makes things complicated. Your twin isn't stable at the moment so chances that her relationship will last are rather low. What I would suggest is trying to infect her mind ;D ;D ;D You can send her funny cats videos every week. It will seem harmless to her (and her bf too) but it has positive association.. and what is more important: every thime she sees a cat she thinks about you

I don't think it's about waiting for a marriage, it's rather searching for The One. Waiting till marriage just means that you want to be sure. I believe there is a perfect person for you. When you will meet him, you will know. It's better not to get distracted - many people end up in temporary lifelong relationships. I think I know mine. Even text messaging her is super intense. I doubt that I can get this kind of connecting by physical means with anyone else. I would recommend imagining him and feeling his presence.

@Evil Raccoon why do you some that religious person just be blue? I know some green or even yellow people who are religious / have some religious dogmas. They might drop it when they will find higher level of spirituality.

@somegirl probably his point of view is that you tricked him. For females distinction between friendships and romantic interest might not be obvious and it might overlap. I would look for completely different traits when making friends and searching for romantic partner. I guess that you don't fit in friend category.

Maybe this guy who claimed that is above teal just meant that he is above yellow..? 8) (integral model) Ken Wilber in some videos said that 5% of population is yellow and 1% is turqoise (I don't know which population) in this case turquoise is not that extremly high and developed. There must be people like one in a million that are much more developed than that. In my opinion turqoise is not the end it's just a beginning. You just can't start serious inner work before reaching this level and everything before yellow is just a child's play.

"The bitch flaked as i expected so i cut her lose..." - she made a smart decision

Yes. It happens mostly in case where a female is extrovert and a male introverted. The biggest mistake girls make is to assume that he is not interested if he doesn't respond positively instantly. You have to give more time and be persistent - in this case gender roles are switched.